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AK's "version" of Satanism / why this site is a joke. from AK's blog

This comes up a lot (<-fine, Albert, you win).


Not a lot of people like me. We get complaints galore about what an awful person I am to be running this site. I read some of them. 
So tell me about it! Tell me what exactly I am doing to piss you off. Let's dicuss. 
I've known worse people. 
By all known standards, I'm actually polite. Most actual Satanists would criticize how soft I am. It's a fraternal instinct. Not that we're brothers or sisters. You're not on that level, I promise. It's just a habit. I coddle. Sometimes. If you seem worth it. I enjoy watching people evolve. This is a hobby of mine. Not many people do it. They usually go away. Snuggle in their Wiccan covens, drum circles or whatever. 


So, ok. Does AK believe in / worship the devil? He doesn't. He becomes it. Namely out of boredom. Do you have hobbies? I also have hobbies. To him it's an ideal. An asymptote. A mask. An aspiration. An extreme. An idea. An impetus. An itch to scratch. Etc. That's all there is to it. Something to do. Somewhere between a philosophy and a religion. A way of going about things. Not a pleasant one. In a word: visceral. 


It is attitudinal. 

Descriptive. 


Like awful enough to probably end up in prison, but smart/quick enough for that never be a problem. Repeatedly. BAMFs. I don't think I'm the only one.


I don't believe in anything. We certainly don't push that around here. 


So if you come at me with your "LadY Astorath"s, Lilith, Azazle, or Jesus or (worse) the G-man himself. I despise you on principle alone. I think you're out of your mind and should seek professional help. I have no other way to explain it. I've been "cursed" since February. It's late September now. It won't work because it just doesn't. 


Do you know how "we" curse people? Work. Hands in the dirt work. Bury a body six (ok fine four feet) types of work. 


This is not a cult. "We're" not going to hold hands and prance around. We're going to throw rocks at each other, and it will be fun. 


"we're" also not going to do political activities. The reason that "we're" not going to do that is because its going to hurt whatever cause it is. I've done the math. It's suicidal is what that is. Prove me wrong. I promise you, if you're about any political swing, the devil is the very last thing you want to associate with it. It's a stupid idea. Moronic. If you don't see that, then chances are very high that you might be indescribably histrionic and probably don't actually care about anything but the sound of your own voice. "We" actually have a place for you. 


Anyway, it's not "devil worship" - its admiration of the___ ummm___ not-quote-unquote-good inside. If you have a different opinion, I am all ears, but I haven't heard an importation one yet. All I hear is complaining. 


I've heard nothing but womanly complaints. Educate me. Tell me why your altars mean a single thing. I don't think they do. Maybe I'm wrong. State your case. I'll listen. 


Now, the terrible people. The truly awful. Legitimately degenerate. *smirks* I like them. I like them more than the moralfags. I encourage and harvest them. The genuinely awful. 

If, for example, you think "Satanism" is about being the best that you can be: I say "join the army". Find a cause to applaud. Be all you can be. Win that trophy. That's not what I'm doing here. It's mostly visceral and somewhat sexual. Religious in a way that other religions don't want to touch. Because whether you admit it or not, your only wants of this world are sex and violence. And again, if you have better ideas I'm all ears. I haven't heard any yet. 

I'm still waiting. 


 Surprise me. 


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Albert Resigned
Sep 19 '18
Oh yeah, I've seen the 600 Dump. It's just Aquino and his Buttboy spanking each other. It should be called the 600 Cum Dump now. Poor Aquino. He has his own Temple of Set organization. You'd think he has forums full of Setians to sell his dumb books to... but he doesn't LOL. I'll be here to help contribute. Let me finish up a few essays for the zine.Oh yeah, I've seen the 600 Dump. It's just Aquino and his Buttboy spanking each other. It should be called the 600 Cum Dump now. Poor Aquino. He has his own Temple of Set organization. You'd think he ...See more
AK
Sep 19 '18
I miss your writings. It's excessive, but really good. On the one hand I have to say "read this" and on the other everyone I introduce to it is all like "it's 500 pages!!!" and I have to be all like "yeah, but if you read it's good" and___ it's a ton of back and forth that never ends well. Ever. It's a lot of fail due mostly to either how illiterate peeps are or how much you write. Probably both. What I'd like (and I know this is sort of selfish) is to see you slay MA verbally / textually / whatever. I know you have it in you, and he's going to kick the bucket soon. I can think of no better thing than some young Nicaraguan handing him his parting shot because whatever with his pysops, horse he rode in on, and C all of the above.I miss your writings. It's excessive, but really good. On the one hand I have to say "read this" and on the other everyone I introduce to it is all like "it's 500 pages!!!" and I h...See more
Anna
Sep 20 '18
@AK The thing with all those sharp exchanges and stimulating debates is that they are stimulating in the beginning. In the course of time, they become less and less stimulating and unavoidably there comes the time when they get boring and stupid. And that doesn't have to be necessarily linked to the general degenerating of the forum. Let's say someone gives you a coloring book and tells you to color the pics there. You would laugh and say it's stupid. But there was a time when it was quite a big challenge for you.@AK The thing with all those sharp exchanges and stimulating debates is that they are stimulating in the beginning. In the course of time, they become less and less stimulating and unavoidably there c...See more
Anna
Sep 20 '18
In my opinion, and mind it's my personal and subjective impression, all the forum discussions and also blog writing are there for you to learn. And I don't mean here learning from other people by listening and imitating them. But figuring certain things by yourself through the exchanges with other people.In my opinion, and mind it's my personal and subjective impression, all the forum discussions and also blog writing are there for you to learn. And I don't mean here learning from other people by list...See more
AK
Sep 20 '18
Yeah.It mainly is hashing things out for one self. I am almost certain everyone's favorite poster is themselves. With any luck the others point-out how stupid a thought either just is or reads in print. Both of these are good things. That's how people evolve. Nowadays it's just some old guy that simultaneously out-right bailed-on and claims to have known ASL peddling such garbage. "Mind war" "Mind star" "Mind fart" almost as if people are stupid and that there's nothing further to be done with "Satanism" but to re-write history. 

And this "Revised" SB thing... sure, the original was a rush-job. It's a lot of plagiarism and padding. But because the guy was pointing at something visceral that's been around for longer than there was a name for it. At the time, if you authored a book "The Satanic Bible" that alone was all that was needed to be said or put out there. Content-wise it may just as well have said Lorem Ipsum. There is nothing to revise or elaborate upon. It's basically a middle finger. The title alone sufficed. The message was the medium. 

As for me, I understand my objectionable-ness and unwieldy-ness. I get that. I started shooting for that around the 1k mark. Somehow managed to hit 3k. G.O.K why but how this guy gets off is beyond me. Like "Ok bud! Satanism is totally about of pulling a xeper out of your whatever Egyptians called their asses back when because you knew a guy once"
Yeah.It mainly is hashing things out for one self. I am almost certain everyone's favorite poster is themselves. With any luck the others point-out how stupid a thought either just is or reads in prin...See more
Anna
Sep 20 '18
As I wrote before, the guy is just old. Meh. But man, you won't believe what a bizarre dream I had today. I was dreaming you came to Warsaw and I wanted so much to put your dick into my mouth. But when I pulled down your trousers, it turned out you didn't have it. I remember you said something like that. "Anna, I'm so sorry but Albert bit it off when I tried to fuck him." I was very disappointed, started crying and bought a dildo instead.As I wrote before, the guy is just old. Meh. But man, you won't believe what a bizarre dream I had today. I was dreaming you came to Warsaw and I wanted so much to put your dick into my mouth. But whe...See more
Albert Resigned
Sep 20 '18
My goal is to one day make the zine 1000 pages!!! It'll take me a few years of practice. MA doesn't need me to slay him. He slays himself well enough over there at the 600 Club. He's pathetic, trying to sell books to a little group of apathetic people who don't care. Cuz there are no Setians anymore to sell those books to. His Temple of Set is dead. And soon so will he be. Life is great. Time is great as it reveals a mans worth by showing you the end results of his human life. @ Anna: AK has plenty of dick for the both of us!My goal is to one day make the zine 1000 pages!!! It'll take me a few years of practice. MA doesn't need me to slay him. He slays himself well enough over there at the 600 Club. He's pathetic, trying ...See more
AK
Sep 20 '18
@Anna that's funny you should mention this. Lesser known fact: I sometimes have what I call "little dick days". Maybe it's weather related. Possibly an Irish thing. I'm not sure. But sometimes little AK just "clocks out" and spends days on a stretch the only type of hard being of the to find variety. *shrugs* it comes back around don't cry. Just wait it out like I have to. Anatomy is a funny thing.

@Albert. That zine is hella good. It really is. It's in its own category, and I know how you feel about tossing what nots to the what nots, but I'd like to see a nibblet or two here (pretty please) Also, I am not opposed to a well-worded black man like your self spicing up Anna and I's thing we may or may not have going. What are your thoughts on visiting Poland?
@Anna that's funny you should mention this. Lesser known fact: I sometimes have what I call "little dick days". Maybe it's weather related. Possibly an Irish thing. I'm not sure. But sometim...See more
Obscura TITS
Sep 24 '18
Nexion is love, Nexion is life.
Obscura TITS
Sep 24 '18
I tried the whole altar theistic Satanist thing. Then I realized it was idiotic. So is all worship. Celebrating or shooting the shit with celestials, sure. But worshipping demons or angels is full on retarded. I would argue the same for any god. Nature exists whether you believe in it or not and there is nothing to glory in or aspire to in programs in the matrix.I tried the whole altar theistic Satanist thing. Then I realized it was idiotic. So is all worship. Celebrating or shooting the shit with celestials, sure. But worshipping demons or angels is full on ...See more
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