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Dark Enlightenment
In the forest there is a tree
Draped and laden with splendor too see
On a limb up high a bird makes it's nest
A jaguar then eats it at nature's request

Near the tree there is a distraught one
Draped in Orange and armed with a shotgun
On a whim and scared he makes a call
Then mounts the jaguar's head on his wall

Not far away there is his cabin
Draped in more dead things than you could imagine
On a trail outside a truck pulls over
Out gets a man with a shiny revolver

Gun in hand he kicks through the locks
As the man hangs his jaguar by the fox 
But deep beneath them a fault comes alive

Then the house collapses and both men die

[Then a fire burns down the rubble or something. I lost interest in this here.] 

Dark Enlightenment Yesterday, 10:49PM
Cornelius Coburn
Let me show you a thing or two about color.

Cornelius Coburn Yesterday, 08:44PM · Tags: serpent, rainbow
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Cornelius Coburn Yesterday, 07:47PM · Tags: eraser
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The Ecstasy Of Gold


Cornelius Coburn Yesterday, 07:29PM · Tags: lead, gold, sun
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The SIXTH sephirah of Yetzirah surrounded by SIX holy spheres. The SIX points of the hexagram with the Sun at center. The fiery serpents above each having SIX wings.


Cornelius Coburn Yesterday, 06:21PM · Tags: hexagram, six
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The six sephiroth of Yetzirah with the Sun at center forms a perfect hexagram directly in the middle of the tree. The legion of Seraphim corresponds to the fifth emanation and the top left point of the hexagram.

The Seraphim are sometimes referred as the guardians of Gods' presence which may also be interpreted as saying that they are guardians of the abyss, and yields a familiar HGA acronym. Although in this particular context representing Holy Guardians (of the) Abyss...


Cornelius Coburn Yesterday, 06:08PM · Tags: five, pentagram
Cornelius Coburn
A man with divine qualities.

Cornelius Coburn Yesterday, 05:35PM · Tags: four, king
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Immediately following this divine trinity commences with the formation of Da'ath(knowledge) which is an empty emanation - it has no number.

The aethereal expansion occurring at luminal/super luminal speeds creating an immense void separating the supernal triad from the remaining seven sephiroth, otherwise known as...

Cornelius Coburn Yesterday, 05:24PM · Tags: abyss, zero, expansion
Cornelius Coburn

The second sphere of development emanates and makes fertile thy mother - the third emanation which initiates the aethereal expansion.


Cornelius Coburn Yesterday, 05:11PM · Tags: three, isis, trinity, silence
Dark Enlightenment

I mean, they say you die twice. One time when you stop breathing and a second time, a bit later on, when somebody says your name for the last time.

- Banksy

I hope to do something other than die spiteful and miserable, the current trajectory based on observation. Maybe even go somewhere with amateur sounding shit. Just don't pay attention to the several hundreds of thousands that can do this better. 

Fuck It, I'll post all 3 parts.

Part 1 (worst one):

Part 2:

Part 3: 

Dark Enlightenment Mar 2 · Comments: 2
Stare into the abyss long enough and the abyss will stare back at you. The void. The bottomless pit of hell. The Enemy Within.

Anna Mar 2 · Tags: mirror mirror
Cornelius Coburn

I am the one, Orgasmatron.


Two paths. Seemingly similar, yet different. One contradicts the other. Still both complete each other.

I'm standing at the crossroads. Faced with one overwhelming question. Which path should I choose? They both seem to lead to death. Does it matter which path will I choose?

`Cheshire Puss,’ [Alice] began, rather timidly, as she did not at all know whether it would like the name: however, it only grinned a little wider. `Come, it’s pleased so far,’ thought Alice, and she went on. `Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?’
`That depends a good deal on where you want to get to,’ said the Cat.
`I don’t much care where–‘ said Alice.
`Then it doesn’t matter which way you go,’ said the Cat.
`–so long as I get SOMEWHERE,’ Alice added as an explanation.
`Oh, you’re sure to do that,’ said the Cat, `if you only walk long enough.'

Cornelius Coburn

The second and third emanations which completes the supernal triad is a result of the divine masculine and feminine aspects(respectively) being divided from the initial unity.


And when, when the night falls on you, baby

You're feeling all alone

You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you...

Take me in, into your darkest hour

And I'll never desert you...

The moon. Feeble glimmer of light shining in the darkness. Hope but also an illusion. Distortion of the real. A lie. Watch out.

Anna Mar 2 · Tags: no tag
The spirit descending into the matter. The holy lowering itself to the level of the mortal. The ideal incarnated. Divinity divided.

Anna Mar 2 · Tags: comedy
Eternity is a circle. The end is the beginning. Death is rebirth. The return home is beginning the journey anew. The events forever reoccurring. Never ending deja vu.

Anna Mar 2 · Tags: cabaret
The black pit of hell. Devillish darkness. Impenetrable. Uncompromising. The essence of evil.

Anna Mar 2 · Tags: trololol
Because I want to have my whiskered face all over this site, I will now start blogging. I'm inspired by cat pictures. I will now present to you my deep thoughts and grains of wisdom accompanied by carefully selected cat pictures.

So it begins... Eternal innocence. Goodness incorruptible. Spiritual purity. Union with the divine.

Anna Mar 2 · Tags: satire
Cornelius Coburn
I am everywhere, and I am nowhere. I am everything, and I am nothing.

Cornelius Coburn

One is my beginning, yet I am eternal. One is my individuality, yet my diversity bears no limits. One is my permutation; my qualities are infinite. I am all things, and I am One.

Cornelius Coburn Mar 1 · Tags: one, unity
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Preceded by a convergence of the limitless light to a singular zero dimensional point of infinite density that is the archangel of the primordial universe.

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An inward dream to cast the illusion of space within the mind of the primordial.

Cornelius Coburn Mar 1 · Tags: space
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The primordial consciousness being born within the suffocating confines of a zero volume existence, the only way in which it could move, was inward.

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The Absolute binds all consciousness as one, forever. What is death - where one illusion ends; another begins.

Cornelius Coburn

In this next track the good demon brings to light another element of creation containing variation, depth, or, measurement, that may also be considered as an additional dimension of existence. That of...


Cornelius Coburn Feb 28 · Tags: feeling
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Like the Phoenix arisen from the ashes it came, as always, this primordial consciousness. No longer was there nothing, for a time there was...

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Briefly, the reflective source. Reminiscent of the second of twelve labors to be performed by Heracles involving the Lernaean Hydra.

The primordial juggernaut forever spiraling through nothingness/somethingness; existence/non-existence.

Establishing a medium by which to experience via its heads of existence. The heads come and go, where one may depart two may grow.

Cornelius Coburn Feb 27 · Tags: hydra
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Ex nigrum holoserica mare silentium ego veni et ex unde ego revertetur noli timere eam erat origo de omnia quod erat habetis dilexit...

From the black velvet sea of silence I come, and from whence I return, but fear not, it is the source of all that was ever loved.

Cornelius Coburn Feb 27 · Tags: silence
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Only that which does not have a beginning does not have an end - that which is eternal. The continuous flow of nothingness to somethingness so elegant; pure magic the elegance fashions a hammer that smashes reason.

Cornelius Coburn Feb 27 · Tags: nothing
Cornelius Coburn
Don't Change

Cornelius Coburn Feb 26 · Tags: acausal
Dark Enlightenment
I originally wrote this is 2014. Reposted years later as a cautionary tale. 

<There was a segue here with a reference to all of 'this' being equal to jerking off in the bathroom to Phoebe Cates. That was pretty much it. >

She shadows me in the mirror
She never leaves on the light
And some things that I say to her
They just don't seem to bite
It's all mixed up (x3)

She tricks me into thinkin'
I can't believe my eyes
I wait for her forever
But she never does arrive
It's all mixed up

And never did arrive... or the one I was expecting anyway.  

So much omniscience. 

Dark Enlightenment Feb 25 · Comments: 1
Cornelius Coburn

While this creation seems tantamount to an energetic electromagnetic  extravaganza; seductive in ways that transcend the corporeal - the incorporeal bitch; supernal feminine of a lesser density that my soul longs for.

The unadulterated feminine essence that completes me. Now I am a god and I shall proceed by forgetting all this, so that I may relive it, for all eternity.

Cornelius Coburn Feb 25 · Comments: 3 · Tags: nothing
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Quis est hic diaboli, qui enim verus est magister...

Diabolus est dolo veritas est Divinus veritas super omnia verum est dominum

Devil Woman

Cornelius Coburn Feb 23 · Comments: 4 · Tags: devil woman
Cornelius Coburn

(more passages from the vaults of antiquity)

Mechanically, the propagating aether lays down a medium/context, i.e. an expanding four dimensional construct in which the sephiroth undergo their development. Much in the same way an artist prepares a canvas followed by a work of art. The former is nearly instantaneous while the Latter is a building up anabolic process that is measured in eons.

Each sephirah, or period of cosmic development has a peculiarity, uniqueness, or quality that distinguishes it from the others so it is given a special name, and in this case there are ten particular phases of cosmic evolution, plus Da'ath makes it eleven.

- End -

As of late I prefer refer to these (concentric) spheres according to their number or simply, 'emanations' as the traditional naming of 'some' tend to make me cringe.

I don't know if it's because I'm navigating this website on a cell phone instead of a computer, but I can't seem to get the chat boxes to center on my screen; thus, I cannot send personal chat responses. Can anyone help me with this dilemma?
Aborior Translatione

The Human mind is a playground of the subconscious. Minds, like cantaloupe on a tropical island, show their flesh to the sun. The "sunconscious".

Sun reverence is as old as worship itself. The first religions were all sun related. Note The Eye of Ra and then compare it to other eyes that have been important to historical cultures.

How much fun to be approaching a Dark Star it is. 

Dark Star Capricorn.

It is a time of madness. A time of evil. A dark midway of decadent godless pleasure at the death of the sun and arrival of Dark Star Capricorn.

It will be the undoing of all. Up will be charmed. Down will be strange, and the epoch of Di Caprio Diavolo will begin.

The Aether

The aether is divided into levels of access. One can be reached directly, one needs to be reach through a temporal displacer programmed to the opposite spin. The final level is superinterdimensional, not planetary. That means there is a level above you and below It.  It is spin -2 to the +2. You need a superpositional reality modulator to gain access. 


DSC will not not cancel out the sun but oppose it in the same space time only phase shifted to inverse polarity of direction. In analogy it is like taking an ostrich to the carwash.  

The Point of No Return

As the points of redundancy existing simultaneously it carries an auto-destruct clause it it's core directive in the event of entropic cascade failure among each oppsed universe's inhabitants. This would mean the undoing of all.

Bring it on, I say. I will survive the dark star eclipse of all that is, was, and ever will be. 

I am well prepared, as I have a shack in the hills ready to go and also some spoons and consumables. I have the Jade Touchstone as well. 

So let it be so.

It's gonna keep on raining too. 

So what do you like to do after a breakup? 
CrimsonVirus5150 Feb 20 · Comments: 2
Cornelius Coburn

Fuck yesterday. OCD has me digging up old shit; proof reading and putting up to satisfy my compulsion. I distance myself for a day in disgust like Andrew Wyeth running away from his work so he wouldn't either fuck it up or be driven mad by it.

Followed by trying to use up perishable shit that my girlfriend buys and lays to waste in the fridge; the avocado was beginning to rot so threw that out but salvaged some of the other.

Some of the aforementioned made me feel a little ill when eventually followed by psychoactive so briefly retired to bed with the cat for a few; now a new day and feeling a bit better.

Was thinking about Cadillac Mountain for some reason, some friends recently ventured there with photos to show, so now I will go.

Dead east about eighty to a hundred miles in the vicinity of Bar Harbor, may have to zig zag a bit to avoid bodies of water.

Could have just went but had to write this as if to be stricken with some sort of sickness, and yeah, fuck yesterday.

Today is a new day with consciousness to be re-elevated twice more, modestly - going on 1:00 AM.

Cornelius Coburn Feb 19 · Rate: 5
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- Prologue -

This was written a few years ago when I was in the process of learning about and formulating this shit myself; quite honestly upon rereading, parts of it did make me cringe, although I suppose there is some good in it.

Psychoactives were used prior to writing much of the time and quite often I was out of my fucking mind; not much has changed.

- End Prologue -

General Mysticism :

Cast me to the Abyss; I will reemerge when the conditions are right, eternity is my savior, always.

There are several interpretations of the Abyss. It can be looked at as a separation or lacuna dividing reason and mysticism, or perhaps order from divine chaos. The title of Da'ath is Knowledge. This is an indication that there is a requirement of specific knowledge to bridge the gap between lower creation and upper divinity. The gap or lacuna that separates these is the Abyss. It conceals; separates. In any event the result is in most cases an untraversable obstacle where mundane methods of advancement, or rational thinking fail. Mysticism is a bridge to divine truth, reason is not, and only relates to finite sequences with limited scope.

The Tree Of Life :

In the Tree of Life the Abyss is known as Da'ath - the invisible sephirah. For those unfamiliar it is a two syllable word pronounced: Da ut, which will get you fairly close. The god name is Jehova Elohim(Ye ho va; El oh heem), archangel Uriel(Er eye al) and there are also associated winged serpents who may serve as guardians of the Abyss, e.g., HGA - Holy Guardians (Of The) Abyss.

Cosmology :

For a more visually engaging experience and understanding of the initial process pertaining to the creation of the Abyss, you may imagine the initial expansion of the primordial point(Kether) which occurred at luminal/superluminal speeds from the source; then slowing all throughout the formative processes of Yetzirah. The result being far greater distances that separate the initial cause from the following seven spheres and ultimately the current effects(us). Creation continues to expand into nothingness until bedtime as part of the eternal process.

- End -

Much of the time when I come here I ignore the writing and just listen to music so an effort is made to put up decent tracks with a little redundancy here and there appearing to be unavoidable.

These two tracks come to mind in reference to the 'Abyss' although that would be more akin to Deep Silents' little sister, and as for the latter, I can't imagine why.

Cornelius Coburn Feb 19 · Tags: abyss, void
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To all it may concern.

Cornelius Coburn Feb 18 · Tags: nothing
Cornelius Coburn

- Prologue -

Having some fun on an earlier, different forum. Hijacked the associated thread but when the 'Witch' complained to the admin the entire thing was deleted.

Was encouraged to write an article for the blog mentioned below, but never did, because that's not how I roll.

Cactus Jack was a user of said forum and used to infect various threads with pages upon pages of nothing but music videos; at times accompanied with random gibberish.

- End Prologue -

(just to reiterate the following is a snippet from and in reference to the 'other' forum; not this one - just to be clear as if it isn't enough already)

I believe there is still some fun to be had here yet so I have decided to use this as my own personal music thread for a limited time only, or longer, i.e. the gift that keeps on giving! We just can't say for certain.

Hell, I'll even invite Cactus Jack over(can't say we ain't got Jack Shit! Hahaha!), so cheers! And here's to a successful campaign - Violet Stars' Blog Article Campaign Music Thread! Now there's a mouthful baby!

- resurrected from the netherworld of the deleted, for what it's worth, because I'm an...

Cornelius Coburn Feb 17 · Tags: asshole
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Kabbalah which is the Jewish spelling, Qabalah the Hermetic, and Cabala the Christian or otherwise. I am only interested in the former two and have no discourse on the latter.

There are two distinct Tree of Life models : the Ari Tree, and the Gra Tree.

The Ari Tree is used both in the context of Jewish Kabbalah as well as Hermetic Qabalah. The former is named after rabbi Isaac Luria who developed it, and is more precisely referred to as the Lurianic Model. This would put the date of its' implementation at the 16th century CE or later.

The Gra Tree, or, Perfected Tree is apparently quite a bit older as there may have been mention of this in the Sepher Yetzirah. Which is one of the oldest known Kabbalistic texts in existence. With MSS dating back to the dawn of the current era, and goes back even further as prior to that there was an oral tradition.

The major difference between the two trees is that one is more symmetrical - hence the name Perfected Tree. The invisible sephirah, or Da'ath in the Perfected, or Gra Tree is non-existent, and the three sephiroth below it are shifted up rendering a perfect symmetry. Thus Da'ath is replace by the 6th.

Some models also just simply replace Da'ath with the 10th also rendering perfect symmetry and to signify the tree 'before the fall'. Although this does not conform well with the Hermetic axiom : As above so below. Where we would have the 9th Emanation(the Moon) below which doesn't make nearly as much sense.

The Gra Tree also renders two perfect hexagrams as opposed to the Lurianic model with two central sephiroth of each hexagram perfectly surrounded by six spheres. A further reiteration of the 'perfected' aspects of this model.

To illustrate the spiritual dynamics of the Tree Of Life, the ten holy sephiroth existing in the four Qabalistic worlds. A reflection is cast down as if to render a malevolent twin : the inverse tree; Qliphothic/Qlippothic, or, Tree Of Death.

The aforementioned duality synonymous with something along the lines of :

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10 is a reflection of 01 in the middle sets the Sun. That which is below is that which is above, ineffable one, omnipresent divine fractal tapestries Ra-Horakhty the two horizons, we are legion.

Cornelius Coburn

If the cause never ceases to exist then neither shall its effects, whatever happens, will again, or would not have at all...

Eventually ALL finite things will end, but their RETURN is inevitable. The grains of sand that move through the hourglass of time are not infinite. Although they may appear ephemeral and isolated, indeed they are NOT in the EYES Of ETERNITY.

When, yet again, time has run its course and all the finite specks of creation find themselves at the BOTTOM of the hourglass, CHRONOS the finite linear aspect of the infinite one shall invert it, AGAIN, AND AGAIN, AND AGAIN, FOR ALL ETERNITY. THIS IS THE RETURN, THE ETERNAL RETURN of EVERY single finite speck of individuality, OF EXISTENCE!

For eternity is a BEAST that will forever consume and renew ALL  of existence, ABSOLUTELY!

Cornelius Coburn
I don't know why I like it, I just do...

Cornelius Coburn

And what can be said of the mundane four dimensional beings born into this matrix; the difficulty, if not impossibility to fathom an existence in the absence of it.

Philosophical hypotheticals almost always formulated within the confines of it as some sort of inescapable reality, and what should one expect from a creature where it is all that was ever known.


Cornelius Coburn Feb 15 · Comments: 2 · Tags: matrix
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I'm not sure if this is a reality shift, but I could of sworn 'dilemma' used to be spelled as 'dilemna'. Similar to the Latin origin of 'solemn' with the 'lemn' segment and sounding the same.

Forget about the fact that Interview With - A - Vampire is now Interview with - THE - Vampire, or that Dolly in Moonraker no longer has braces in any of the scenes...

When Einstein said that "reality is an illusion, albeit a persistent one". It may not be as persistent(or stable), either now, or as he once thought.

Cornelius Coburn Feb 14 · Tags: mandela
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     I hear (read) a lot of people discover Satanism and they feel like they have finally found something that speaks to them. This is true for me as well. I grew up in a very strict Southern Baptist home. I really wanted to fit in but it seems as though my step-mother and sister had something else in mind. I was the outcast (like most of us seem to be) and took the brunt of the family's frustration in abuse because I didn't quiet fit in. After a while I didn't want to, I didn't want to live like I was two different people. So I stopped trying which incurred more wrath and subsequent abuse.

When I graduated high school I was told I was not smart enough to go to college so I joined the Marines. At 5'0 I really shouldn't have but I had shit to prove. I did my job and left with an Honorable Discharge with the main skill learned being how to disappear when standing right in front of someone I hated. The next years involved having a baby boy, getting 2 divorces,one more marriage with one more baby, and trying to find out where I fit in life. 

I came across Satanism early in my search but my childhood religious fears stopped me, this was a good thing at the time. I have tried every religion I could and came to the conclusion that the "it" I was searching for wasn't there. That's when I went from Deist to Agnostic to finally Atheism.

After Atheism, Satanism fell back into my lap. Now that I took the time to read and listen I found what I had be searching for all along, the real me.

Hail Me!

AromaticDarkness Feb 13 · Comments: 5
Cornelius Coburn

I'm sure it's all a big misunderstanding. Via metaphor, my theory is that, long ago, it all started when three Billy Goats were wandering down the road when they came to a bridge. Under the bridge lived a troll. Unable to cross the bridge, the goats deleted their avatars and went looking for a boat. Unfortunately, the goats went searching on a day that the troll wanted to go sailing. I think that sums it up. 

And in the extended version the goats, being very determined and coming up empty on the boat, decided to build a raft. Although they were not expert raft builders and it fell apart in the middle of the Atlantic. Luckily for them though; relatively speaking, this occurred near a remote deserted island where they were able to dog-paddle to safety and live off coconuts for the next twenty five years. So rumor had it, until recently when their video footage was found :

Rumor also has it, and not included in the video footage was that on several occasions the goats claim that they observed the troll sailing by close enough so that they could observe him drinking pina coladas and listening to Warren Zevon and Christopher Cross as if to be taunted.

The troll denies any wrong doing however and states simply that he did not recognize the goats without their avatars, and remembered from the days of his youth when his parents had always told him to never talk to strangers, not to mention the fact that the faceless goats kind of creeped him out.

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