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I feel this should also be preserved in a transcript, site moderation can delete it from the shout box if'n they please.  Also it is an easier read then expanding quotes. 

* With cooler head injury commentary 


Transcript Begin: 


Nameless Dark Character: I found last year a network called Psycho Social Network 2.0 in deep web look similar to SINetwork made also by oxwall. And Now it's blocked by FBI and German Police due to crime activities. That has

Dark Enlightenment: Why not make this a fucking Manifesto to be on prime time later.

Freedom doesn't exist in America. They want you to know YOU ARE LUCKY HAVE IT, and thus feel indebted to the state for having it. Like some type of God willed grace. Fuck that. Everyone is their little subject and if you dont support their system of abstraction you get harrassed, audited, or financially fucked with. Eisenhower was right. The Military Industrial Complex and its classified programs are out of control. Defense contracts and the programs funding psychological operations to harrass people into mass shootings are now the norm for social heartstrings leverage.

Mass shootings meant to:

1. Get rid of personal firearms.
2. Make like vitriol is the enemy and take away freedom of Speech like The UK did.

They are using broadwave triggers and psychotronic harassment to induce voices in peoples head. To attack antitheists, militias, and anarchists for not supporting their better way. To correct everything that doesn't keep The Christian Coalition and The capital G god in power. This country deserves every mass shooting it gets if faith is compulsory here.

And I dare someone that loves this little bitch country to turn me in as a terrorrist because I no longer want my citizenship or to be associated with this "Evil Empire" or its god's kingdom.

I demand you make an example out MY threats such as, "I want a muslim to blow up The National Prayer Breakfast including all important people there, like the president. And if I could get a gun, I would do it myself. <--- Totally Illegal. Where are you "fusion centers"?*

* Did you know every online post, SMS, email, and phone call is routed through central servers called "fusion centers" centered around the country assuring nothing you say goes unnoticed.

Fuck The CIA, Fuck the FBI, Fuck The NSA, Fuck Tha Police, Fuck all soldiers protecting this little bitch country, and fuck all you who love it. They are your enemies. <-- worked for Tupac, who was killed by feds using a beef between Biggie they set up and instigated. He was telling black kids (and suburban white kids) to fight this hypocrisy of this country and be criminals. Can't have that in the democracy of hypocrisy.

And my life will be ruin in the name of this pride, which ends as mental disease, with the cause evaporating into the void of my psychosis. See you soon, Syd Barrett.


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At the end of ones wits of being held over a cliff they may demand to be thrown over.  The equivalent is putting a gun in their hand, holding it against ones own head and demanding they just pull the trigger.  I still think I can be arrested or deported for saying this shit. Anything for closure. You can laugh,  but this has actually reached "I don't want to die, because this is all you get, but I am willing too" levels or endless psychologically harassing bullshit. 



Nameless Dark Character: Now I can say something clever "Money was a commodity she never thought about except in the abstract."

Dark Enlightenment: Comment Deleted

Nameless Dark Character: I don't believe in politics, I still consider it as something frivolous, a matter of present concern. It doesn't give a satisfying answer to the universal question "What is real?".

Dark Enlightenment: Well then you havent pissed off a bitch with a security clearance you have never heard of, yet.

There is also a point where you stop giving a fuck if anyone takes you seriously. Because the game is rigged for plausible deniability. Including people who will always post to make sure you are discredited, usually by calling you crazy. People that are right are always crazy.

In fact, most here into all that occult bullshit see Demon possession as plausible before classified technology, and I feel that is every bit worth being political over.

HOW ABOUT THIS, G-BITCHES. YOU TELL EVERYONE WHAT YOU CAN AND WILL DO TO THEIR HEADS!

Tell the world that the brain operates on AN ULTRA LOW FREQUENCY THAT CAN BE MANIPULATED AND WORK LIKE A RADIO RECEIVER. 10 TO FUCKING 30 HERTZ, Motherfucker.


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I actually believe this. Why it is so fucking important I view it through a spiritual believing in shit based lens is the aggravation of it all. 


Brother Shamus: Usually this is the point where this account tries to play that all off, but I mean it. Call it an authoritative faceless cunt (that hides behind a security clearance, technology, and japes) overload. Give me a fucking octagon. I know this bitch likes MMA.


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That too. And I know there is a person behind this to step into that ring besides myself. 

Nameless Dark Character: What is "Real"? How do we define "Real"? If we are talking about what we can feel, what we can hear, what we can taste smell and see. Then "Real" is simply electrical signals interpreted by our brain. The sum of all this give us a residual image of a mental projection of our digital self.

Dark Enlightenment: Really? I didn't call you out for the last one, but go fuck yourself movie quote.

Let us not go all solipsism because THE MOTHERFUCKING WALL will still be walked into regardless of what electrical signal traverses your synapses. And you will know you walked into it too. Much like all obstacles. For all else I fucking defer to The Men Who Stare At Goats (and other "lore" surrounding remote viewing), Mr. Matrix.

But let's continue going....

It feels like I am suppose to believe some altruistic savior is going to fall from yonder sky, like a bitch of reprieve. Do I light candles for it to appear. Do I use the magics? What the fuck is that shit?

I had a belief I could tell them to fuck themselves and still win. How wrong that was. It's like some really self-serving bitch loses her life if I don't fall into some sort of fanciful thinking line.

Can I tell you to fuck yourself? Because you are kinda doing what these people all do with sock accounts played off as a game. Do not even know how they are being used.

I question nothing I believe, and I know I am right.

Now the sooner you fucks (not necessarily you, timely troll) stop "burning my toast and calling Jesus", the better.

But you (once again not necessarily you) will continue this maddening attempt to bullshit me probably because some neurotic bitch thinks her fucking twat is made of platinum, and went to great lengths to show it to everyone... and then disappear, reappear, disappear, carry on and so forth.



Brother Shamus: While I would like to believe this isn't your average one of these breakdowns, it is. It is exactly like everyone else who have ever done this.

Except being pushed toward this faith bullshit causes rainman levels of discomfort... As in real life, I scream "Stop fucking with my phone, what am i suppose to pray that you stop?", and then beat my head on some shit as it's the only release.

No. barring some TOBL-esque suicide the end is written in Parkinson's Disease. By default, whoever this bitch is has won through insurmountable advantage. Congratulations?


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Seriously what the fuck is with that shit? Nothing in the realm in spirituality is a prerequisite for anything in the material, and I reject the world where it is. If I were to try to be spiritual it would only be to game you and make you fuck off and leave me alone. Sickening to consider doing. 


Dark enlightenment: Well, it was bound to happen sooner or later...

To everyone else: Be HAPPY you didn't piss off the PEOPLE I did and there is still a non-scripted organic element to your life. Cherish your true liberty. Because living "Enemy of the State" fucking sucks. You will never appreciate a place that leaves you alone until you are not.


This will begin a more authentic self immolation, IMO. Not the little bitch kind where you reinvent yourself because all the darkness brought you to light, but the Eastern one where you light yourself on fire out of spite.

Question: Any body else have their car's IOS freeze up on Lithium during a "How I Could Just Kill A Man" cover by RATM? How the fuck do you beat a bitch that can hack your car through it's satellite radio and control it?

Fun Fact: The government sponsors a blackhat convention in Las Vegas where hackers do things like, "Hack the wifi of a Chrysler Pacifica and effect its stability control", and are paid by this country to drive people off the road. Merica. What else can they do, hack a "state of the art" 737's MCAS system too?

That's your real world btw.


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And if I find out this was ACTUALLY  just a bunch of cunts trying to get me to want their friends fucking pussy I will hunt all of you down and kill you one by one for using THIS for THAT. The faceless have no face value, and fuck you. And tell the bitch to cut her cunt with a razor blade if true. Actually, this is really still all vengeance. 



What a Satan Should Do, In my opinion.

As I don't feel like putting too much effort into this I will keep this one simple.


I have heard from several folks into the fruity shit that faith is the most important part of human life. 


Fuck the shit.  But maybe there is something true about that. Perhaps the LHP/RHP separation is whether or not It can work. 


Begin: 


In the world where there is an inverted Satan/Jesus thing going Satan is all fucked up.

Everything surrounding Satanism is all fucked up. From ritual to calling him father to all the spiritual belief put into it. 

Everything about that Satanism is Christianity by another name.

What it breaks down to is attainment and how one goes about that. The essence of right-hand religion is a presence of abstract notions that provide a meaningful form of satisfaction to the practitioner. 

The most face value RHP thing LaVey ever said was:

"If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained."

What the fuck is that shit if not RHP religious attainment? Those last two books were like adding a "but" to a statement, it invalidates everything previously said.

The most profane is the denial of the abstract as significant. In the organics of Satanism it arises as people born with "genetic mutations" to check and balance the species. 

They are few, but their purpose, their karma, is to be antithetical. They exist to prevent stagnation, be voices of dissent, players on the forgotten path, one that biologically is wired to reject a wandering status quo.

Evidence in double blind studies have shown that people without a VMAT2 (vesicular monoamine transporter) have very skeptical personalities and are innately turned off my herd behavior and religious thinking.

This seems on par, and actually sinks up more with what Satan should do regarding matter of faith.

Question. Discredit. Debunk. Deny. Provide alternate ideas. Satan is to lead people away from faith and undermine blind belief. To promote a stance of "Pics or get the fuck out" to matters of things not passing their standards.

** This is also political

My reason for this is simple. Of all the genetic mutations this one gives you a group not won over by the peace of extraneous godforms or commands of others.. A skeptical natural "against the grain" behavior is what truly makes it born.

My point being all you true believers doing rituals, even those that copout psychodramatically, are just deluded little white light sheep.

Antitheism and nothing else qualifies.


To make faith profane is the job of the devil.

End.


And because no one will care enough to figure it out, the title is an anagram. 

Real Title: 


Antisocial Holidays and Why The Christmas Carol Would Fail: The Holiday Rant

When you are an unsavory prick with no human relationships left you may come to a crossroads surrounding Christmas.

Everyone, even those wearing black, trip over themselves in the 'spirit' of it all. At one point, so did I. A much more fun time as a child, but even then it was selfish. 

Regardless of what pity me sob story faggotry led to the dissolution of that sentiment it lives in a world untouched by everyone's favorite holiday pablum.

In the time honored classic, a jackass sadist not dissimilar from myself loses that Christmas  spirit that supposedly lives in us all with Jesus. 


So then supernatural spirits give him Christmas epiphanies and basically scares him into submission.

The psychological devices in the story are sound for you weird empathetic humans. Dude confronts past, is shown the present. The middle one is to develop empathy in seeing a heart breaking quasi paraplegic kid cut a pheasant. Then he sees his horrible, "No one will care if you die future!".

And Presto Change-o. On call, empathetic awakening in the spirit of season is borne like little Jeebis in the manger. 

The spiritual experience worked. One night of dreams and sleep paralysis and the dude is fixed like a GOP constituency. Obedient and ready to consume the holiday once again.

My problem with this has always been the inference that holiday spirit is something innate and not programmed by the human invention of an otherwise distracting holiday at a time when everything is dead and cold.

As early as there were cultures there were elaborate holiday celebrations of seasonal change. Now only themes of winter remain from the initial meme and then supplanted by Coca Cola Bottling Company and Amazon Prime. 


It is truly bizarre to see the droves flock about this holiday.

And the basis seems to be, like the 600 Club Fluff Boy says, a human need for others. Most of you likely really enjoy doing things for others. And gift giving. And probably holiday parties and all that "interaction" you folk like to do.

I can't help but be selfish and dead to it.  Especially using such sentiments to get this twat to play its "Jeebis loves you" games. To take a brick to that 'transbomination'. 

But I am trailing off now.

Back to the mean dude and the crippled midget. His problem was money wasn't enough. 

He is a factory owner. He was nothing to fear. People with healthy financial situations have achieved in this world and need not spoil what got them the meritocracy.

Futhermore this story was a deliberate attack on Jewish business owners and has subsequently whitewashed off its initial coveteth jew attacking roots.

Hitler even used common depictions of Scrooge to bash die juden. 



Das Juden!

Since that propaganda carol was released christians have been conditioned to attack people that don't celebrate their holiday or try to bring theirs down. Sometimes you gotta do what you slave job boss says if you want that job.

As scrooge has more money, and employs you, he is a better person than you. He matters more and if you want your crippled little broken child to say "God Bless Everyone",  you gotta be his little rule following bitch. 


Spirit is secondary to contractual obligation you owe your boss.

But to do what I said with the title. Scrooge had no character. He was frail. A true person of such wealth wouldnt given shit even after a few dreams because, like me, they too no longer see a society of people but exploitable little ants marching around consuming the sugar they are told.

Like they give a fuck about your crippled little bitch kid.  


Serious solipsism with that fucking story.

/Rant

An unbearable cacophony of uncritical examination exhibited remains a demon not slain.

Let's begin.

"Ohio University Emeritus Professor William Romoser analyzed a number of photos from various Mars rovers and found insect-like and reptile-like forms in the images, appearing to verify that life exists on Mars. As scientists scramble to determine whether there is life on Mars, Ohio ..."

Full Story Formerly Here: Link  <--- Notice how the link is gone? 

More evidence NASA seeks to cover up and hide the truth from everyone! He was right, a trained doctor of entomology isn't stupid. There is nothing to suggest a mind trained to recognize patterns and shapes from photographic evidence, like an insect exoskeleton, is going to have a bias and mistake a blurry image.  There is not even a word for it.

I found even more evidence, and it something I must share. 





A. The best evidence yet. Clearly there are both turtles on Mars and clearly they have developed some form of fashion.  You see him attempting to blend in to an intentionallly set up decoy string of rocks that had to be placed.  This is likely how this creature evolved to defend against the "triaxle rovers" that wander the surface. 




B. The skeleton of a sea creature. Possibly resembling a coelacanth.  You'll notice the discolored soil looks almost saturated by water suggesting this is a tidepool of some sort

C. A flash-fossilized rabbit.




D. This is not an accidental point where i touched the image with the black marker tool. But a type of snorkel for a creature that buries itself in the ground by day and breaths through a tube constructed of martian bamboo* and tar from a naturally occurring petroleum pits

* Only grows in places inaccessible by all probes.


"A" is incontrovertible. The others just support it. I think NASA knows something about the fashionable space turtles and is deliberately keeping it hidden despite their own equipment capturing these living creatures on film. 


They know the atmosphere is breathable and there is life and subterranean rivers and oceans of creatures forced underground 3 billion years ago. They have evolved to live on little to no oxygen and/or can substitute nitrogen.


Just like the falsely discredited Top Secret Apollo 20 mission they have photographic evidence that there is a vast City of Glorious Intricacy established on the dark side of the moon complete with preserved hideous onion people. Seriously! Look up The Orange Mission Too. Onion people and space turtles.


The truth is no one. Trust out there. 

This is how bored I am.

Long ago on The Isle of Zorblin there were three ancient people.  They were; The Zorps, The Flingals, and The Cha'utts.

These three peoples had a long and complicated history of ideological bickering and warfare.

Originally they began as a colony of Zorps. All Zorps had the same ideology. An ideolgy born from previous ones. They were of one mind, like The Borg. But unlike The Borg they could change. Sorta.

For years it was a zorping utopia. All Zorp all the time. 

Then came the schism. Well, not really. A Zorp named Matron Flingal came along and decided to have a very minor difference with The High Council of The Zorps and split off in a damning written indictment.

Now The Zorps were split into Zorps and Flingals, a sect of the Zorp.  As different as the previous divergence between western and earstern orthodox zorps. It was a split of a split with many more to come, but not here and not on The Island of Zorblin. 

For many years thereafter it was Flingals pipe-bombing their brethren with a different name. A bitter hostile 'peace', with some military scattered skirmishes persisting without resolve. The War continues.

 Then a third group diverged from the original Zorps. A group of non-belief born within Zorp culture. Yet, due to the inquisitive and unforgiving nature of Zorp society they could not come forward as such. They called themselves Cha'utts, a word taken from the Zorp Holy Doctrine, The Mandatoria's, Book of Pain and Punishment.

The Cha'utts believed the doctrine was total control bullshit, but were still forced to keep it as unspoken as they could out of threat of reprisal, as the punishment for the crime of "unbelief" was death.

Many Cha'utts failed in this most basic demand.

The Zorp High Council was known to do random "prostration sweeps" to enforce prayer.  Homes would be picked at random and occupants tested for heresy. All Cha'utts would meet their end if their house was to be picked and random and The High Guard showed up to force them to pray.

The Sergeant of Arms would give the occupant 30 seconds to recite "The Protection Prayer" lest be decapitated by a sword.

Needless to say Cha'utts were naturally against that type of society and their days of the cloak and dagger would ultimately roast in the ideological fire. It continues on to this day.

Then one day an explorer came upon this lost island of pygmies. Did I forget to mention that they are pygmies? Because they are pygmies.

Anyway, the explorer couldn't believe it. He met the High Priest. He dined at the royal table. He learned of their society, their way and their warring. He learned of the schisms and subdivisions. He learned of their trajectory to that point.

As he learned he grew confused. There seemed to be something bugging him. 

"Can you repeat that?" He asked the high priest, because they all spoke the same language and could understand each-other.

Responded The High Priest, "Of course. We consider all Flingals the same as Cha'utts. They are evil. Sent by darkness to destroy us all."

The explorer grew even more confused. Perplexed even.  He then grew the nerve to voice his internal conundrum, "So you are basically saying, even though all Flingals are Zorps and Some Zorps are Cha'utts; all Flingals are definitely Cha'utts? That just seems false to me."

The End.

Yes, that bored. And you don't get your time back either. :P

Because it's ruining the flow of the game. I laugh when they say it would be non-invasive. 

Congratulations, you have removed the traditional from the sport.  And what is fucking is wrong with the fourth official is he fucking retarded or just a wanker, as is so often stated. 

You fucking take away one of ours and issue the simulation yellow card and then turn around and let Watford fucking trip over the air, only after he realized the ball was going over the touch line. 

I feel this can lead to underdog favoritism for say, lovable little foxes who are pushing their way into "The Big 6" (formerly 4), to get the benefit of continued decisions in their favor like a charge vs block on one's home court in basketball.

You will DEFINITELY see a trend towards either the underdog or that same tendency in basketball for referees to call in favor of the home crowd because they too enjoy making people cheer. There is a real susceptibility to unintentional nepotism like giving relegation-prone teams something to cheer about. 

Apart from that, VAR has been nothing but a an unholy mess of a controversy from FIFA's grand incorporation of replay. Several obvious calls have been messed already by this other official, who is obvious off drinking and seeing double on the replay screen, is fucking it up for everything.

I do not know why I click on these stories, but this is one of my favorite stories in which a Christian first then scientist second falsely conclude that there really is some rotting shell of a mythical boat perched high on a Turkish mountain holy to Armenia.  


"Story"


The red words say so. As well as Babylonian and even Vedic text. So there MUST have been a massive flood.  Although the latter of those were transport barges. Sheep and beer in The Epic of Gilgamesh. 

Civilization formed around the Tigres and Euphrates long before traditional Mesopotamian Civilization.  12,000 years ago, at the end of the last ice age, the "Neolithic Revolution" led to to Normad->Agrarian shift first in present day Iraq, which was a hell of a lot greener in 10,000 BCE.  

A point-five variance in axial tilt is the culprit to that.

But what about Utnapishtim and his proto-merchant marine transport operation? And all other flood myths 

Science. Which takes over from here.

Story lineage is not what I am going after. The 5000 year flood plane that joins the Tigres and Euphrates, and flood event that caught Utnapishtim and his barge of goods is even irrelevant. It is the claim another boat came to rest thousands of feet above sea level.

Only surpassing that stupidity was Mad Max on Water and the map to dry land tattooed on some little girl. 

What I want to know is where all that fucking water came from! However many days of solid rain isn't even close.

In fact, with present day topography, if you took ALL the ice in the polar caps and melted it, and then took  all earth's underground oceans (which have 3 times as much water as the surface oceans), and then stole all the water in  Europa's 60-100 mile deep ocean, you would still only raise the ocean level 450 meters.

(It's easier to do volume math in metric)

1475 feet.  In that world Casa Grande, AZ is on the coast. 

Now what about Mt. Ararat?

If religious folk bothered to read something other than the bible they would learn of The Armenian Highlands, which is plateau region between 600 and 1500 meters of elevation (2000 - 5000 feet).  This is at the base of their alleged holy mountain.

They must ignore the Elephant of:

There is not enough water on earth and Europa combined to even reach the base of the mountain of its alleged resting spot.

It is no surprise local oratory legend incorporated a story to the Mt. Fuji or Mt. Ranier of the Turkish/Armenian border region.

The real thing to take from this is the tendency of human civilizations to ascribe religious significance to massive cone shaped volcanic mountains that loom over their existence.

Well, that is what I get for clicking an advertisement story and then caring enough to bitch about it. 
It seems everyone really does live in America. Coca Cola, Wonderbra, and our Right/Left political dynamic is inspirational to other countries. And Satirists are unsurprisingly usually lefties wherever you go. 


You can even play Mad Libs with it. 


In June 2015, the ruling of _________ Government launched a poster campaign during the intensifying ________ migrant crisis. Their billboard, among others, said "If you come to ________, you cannot take the _______' jobs away!".

In response, the (satirical political) Party and (another satirical political party) jointly called for an "anti-anti-immigration campaign" and collected more than tenfold of the expected amount from supporters to set up around 800 billboards with ironic and funny slogans in ________ and English as caricatures of the governments' messages, such as "Sorry about our ________" and "Feel free to come to ______ , we already work in ______!"

Dear God


Give me some business you faggot fucking bitch. Look, I am being a good little god bitch and deferring to magical pixie bullshit in a dumbshit gnostic way. But I need money so give me some business you bitch.  Faggot fucking god bitch. Give me work you fucking pussy ass bitch. I want money and i want money now. Don't care how, I want it now. Fucking bitch. Why aren't you giving me money bitch? Fuck you bitch, fuck you! I WANT MONEY NOW, YOU DREAM OF GENIE FAGGOT. 

Amen. 


*** not intended to be funny, and may be painful to read.  This is actually what I recently said (transcribed) when desperation left me with only abstract bullshit to help my situation. It was more indicative of the anger towards having no way to solve the problem, and a statement of all that mattered in that moment. 


How do people turn to any form of gnosis for help?  I get angry at the thought of having to use wishful thinking of any sort. 


The House of Representatives approved a far-reaching measure on Thursday to prevent the Department of Justice from interfering with state marijuana laws, including those allowing recreational use, cultivation and sales.

It is naive to proclaim it is NOT a matter of time for national legalization and those obligatory federal taxes that will follow,  but does it need to go any further than this?  Does big government need to step on the state's right to autonomy ? 


All states regulating themselves seems ideal.  Why does 'big brother' need to force ALL states into utopic leftist submission? Why can't that godforsaken fence when it is kicked the fuck over identify itself as kicked the fuck over?  The west coast states have Cannabis rights and all gender restrooms, while Oklahoma has God and Jesus bird licence plates. 


Yet, It is ok for a conservative to appeal to a large government when Planned Parenthood clinics are killing masses of dividing cells that deserve that chance to divide! You must acknowledge their theocracy or go burn eternally on a lake of magma. If not the government will make you.


Consistency must be limited to only the party line rhetoric and then lost somewhere on the Appalachian Trail.  

I also apologize for the rare occurrence where I discuss current sociopolitical events from a human perspective.

You are leaving an incredibly large swath of the population. All those employed by the federal government, from service personnel to DoD employees, it is still Illegal, still a schedule one narcotic.  


This is an instance I support national de-scheduling with states allowed to make their own regulatory laws like with alcohol after prohibition.  An example with alcohol would be California vs. North Carolina.  In California hard alcohol is available everywhere that can get a license, In North Carolina there are state controlled stores for all alcohol not beer and wine.   I remember the one I went to being called "ABC".

Perhaps the Bible Belt would likewise approve only state controlled cannabis outlets?

Anyways, this is my argument for the national legalization and disallowment of states to outright ban the sale of cannabis to those over 21, much in the same way The Supreme Court forever ruled on civil unions.

In 2013-2017 I worked on Camp Pendleton on an overnight shift.  It would seem every Friday and Saturday morning around 2 AM every MP in the area would code 3 their asses towards housing areas. 

I asked a Warrant Officer (DoD sponsor) I worked for what was happening. "At this time? Domestic altercation."

What wonders PTSD does.  What greater wonders alcohol and PTSD does.  Yet, over yonder you have study after study of the sedating psychological benefits of indica heavy strains, and the anti-depressant benefits of a sativa strain. Seems a perfect combination.

In my opinion, PTSD should be considered like a developed bipolar disorder, or at least some thing close. The highs and crashes are the same. The reckless mania and need for thrills crashes into an alcohol fueled brawls all too often.

My thoughts always were you can't expect a battle hardened  killer to fully reintegrate because nothing will ever be as awesome as it was.  From Vietnam to Enduring Freedom everyone ends up on a motorcycle for a reason.  Alcohol is probably not the best thing here. 

So why is alcohol promoted by culture while cannabis condemned? "Reefer Madness" retarded arguments were still being cited by former Attorney General, Jeff Sessions as recently as 2018. Plain to see, the death grip of the DRAGNET remains. Propaganda and "ALCOHOL IS NOT A DRUG!" 

Alcohol is ingrained into Americana and the hierophant smiles as the old ways are being upheld. You are to enjoy this wonderful intoxicant because it goes with Jesus and football on Sundays. Upholding tradition are the dying ones, the last batch of brass to oxidize. Reevaluation is a waiting game of generational turnover.  Also, there are those gentlemen in white suits wilting in that southern humidity to consider.

Lobbyists of both big alcohol and tobacco are facing a dwindling costumer base as beer becomes an artisan market and everything touching the cannabis trade turns to gold.  Another situation of generational turnover. 


I am picturing a willow shrouded porch, magnolia trees, and fat white coronaries in waiting fretting over the shrinking revenue while choking on cigars and sipping their mint juleps.  Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil without the transsexual.  And this makes me see a faint light of the eventual exodus from the stranglehold of dated southern conservative values finally dying with their hosts.


And they even have a theme song!

***  Not to be mean, but I was inspired to write my own poem. I am also not a fan of poetry. 



Poetic Poetry and Possibly Pottery 


I hate poetry

it's fucking lame
haiku and simile 

one in the same
Quatrains and couplets
for liberal art fuckwits
Devices and meters
For cure fans and teachers
Yet
Some words are better
To wrap up together
It may take precision
To expand repetition
Rhythm intertwines
By syllable and line
Now butcher the verse
reword or reverse 
correct and reherse
a new butchered verse 

by syllable and line 
of rhythm intertwined
Expanded repetition
of careful precision
to wrap up together
the words that are better
Now
The cure fans and teachers
Their devices and meters
Are liberal art fuckwits
with Quatrains and couplets 

Haiku or simile 

All fucking lame 
I still hate poetry 

All the same.


And nothing about pottery.

I don't care if I am being trolled into thislet's do this one again.


School 1: Retributive 

This one garners criticism for being a "dead end" while misunderstanding the method of attainment.  The bias shows when it's assumed this retributive nature is meant to lead to a symbolic mountain top of total self control and refinement. Or anywhere in particular at all. THERE ISN'T A FUCKING MOUNTAIN TOP! Not really trying to see the view because that is not really the point of the endless trek. Of fucking course it is a path of pain.  The liberation is an almost twisted cutter reflex where getting whipped like a disobedient dog IS the attainment you seek. Liberation through suffering,  in present time without regard to the attainment of orthodox serenity.  The road just keeps going in perpetuity, without need for any type of exoteric salvation. What triggers a response in this school is an asset because rational self interest is an invalid option, as it will likely be a concession. 


The misconception is you fight everything rather than picking your battles. It takes an attack on a personal standard in a way that treads on compulsory. (See Gadsen Flag). 

Example:

For all I shit talk her, my mother was awesome in her own regard.  In retrospect she would do things that I never paid attention to. 

My mother always said as a matter of principle if The Supreme Court ever overturned Roe V. Wade she would spend her life savings being the underground railroad of Canadian abortions.  It doesn't really consider anything other than retribution on whatever mandate taps your fight mechanism. 

You can hug the scorpion infested thorn covered mesquite tree for comfort on the endless path.

School 2: Passive

This treads closer to scientology than retributive satanism.  Essentially these things that trigger become like body thetans. Along with these urges to fight are the traumas that caused them. You must understand your satanic engrams and master your own mind. Overcome the traumas and CLEAR yourself of the tendencies that make you fight to begin with. Understand them and if they are self destructive try to overcome them! You can do it!

For what it is worth Hubbard COMPLETELY ripped this off.  And this concept is very Jungian in nature. Traumas in the shadow etc. Nothing new except hokie scifi.

Someone else with this view is Dr. Phil McGraw.  In one of his books he touches on many things that contribute to similar "personality defects", as that is how they are considered. Like traumatic events and key decisions or people that molded behavior and wrote your story. And of course, direct engagement with the trauma to rid its impact. Overcome it.  Like scientology, it is psychology without the medication.  Except with Dr. Phil.

Personal understanding and enlightenment await.  Passive resistance instead of war. 

This is great for those that are more wired towards reward or beneficial situations. It trangresses via "tuning it out" or "not sinking to their level". "Rising above it" to diffuse the opposition. 


These are the only two valid ones.  They differ on key elements oh so similar to others that have split before. The former can only lead to anything resembling the latter by proxy. Calluses grown from overuse. A strength gained but not the initial goal.


In a bullet point: The schools of Satanism are like C.G. Jung vs. Santino Corleone. Sometimes you get shot 47 times.


* better bullet point 


**  In the name of integrity, a guy that films his bathroom argued this as "The Adversary vs. The Buddha" many incarnations ago. Satanism existing on a spectrum of polar approaches. 

If you do the devil wrong-wise you are going to have a bad time.

Always learn to pizza before you french fry.

This is simple.  It is all real.  AND IT WANTS YOU DEAD!.

In the Nazi Germany there was a true occult society that totally influenced Himler, and subsequently some art school dropout faggot.

They believed in a magical force, which is actually like the one in the star wars pictures.  A "vril".

This is like a cosmic channel that exists in a realm of wind and ghosts, wait wrong culture, spirits and alien forefathers. We come from The Pleiades.  Our true form is Aryan. Don't listen to all the contrary genetic evidence, that is just what they want you to think.

Since the time they seeded our planet they have communicated through this "vril", I think, I am not actually sure, in any case this is the "divine channel", the bridge to the world of the extra-dimensional, hyper-dimensional, or possibly transgalactic.  A psychic channel and force of causal manipulation that one can harness, but also become susceptible to all people and entities that use that channel. 

Unfortunately, even the help of Nordic Aliens and occulty whatnot The Third Reich forces couldn't counter the audacity of Imperial Japan and horrible tactical planning of the art school dropout faggot.

But the force is totally real. If you do the devil, you do that channel, and you are going totally regret it until you are down on your knees praying for a zombie Jew's strength of eternal abstraction to save you. 

So even if you're a skeptic, if you dabble with the devil it will prove itself to be real and lead you right back to the comfort of superstitious explanations.  Not a very good way to turn people, but hey, the mystical forces want you back in line and the evil ones work for the good ones in concert. So really everything serves a movie like superhero agenda. Where a cosmic good is the true nature of everything and THEY WILL RETURN YOU IF YOU FUCK UP OR STRAY FROM THE MANDATED PATH.

I am seriously, I have awakened. It's all about the mystical ancient force of something that doesn't half to make sense anymore. The force is not to be played with.

With ABSOLUTE MORAL ethics (because an ancient good is for true) you can totally use this channel and the ethereal entities that inhabit this psychic whatever to manipulate the causal. They will inexplicably break that tree branch or otherwise change the timing of something using some acausal creature power. Outside our space/time, of course.

But if you are not as "pure of spirit" as King Arthur you will not be reborn to harness the power, also like King Arthur, and to a lesser extent The Lord of the Rings.

All hail the cosmic hyper-dimensional god channel!

"It doesn't need to add up" <- that should be its tagline.
 

* For disclaimer reasons Satanic International Network does not endorse or condone this sure-fire way to divine introspection and knowing oneself. 


If you are ever in the Sonoran Desert between July and October those crazy severe thunderstorms bear some fruits to truly enjoy the southwestern monsoon season. 


For a brief moment there will be a reason to live there. 

Pay attention after it rains for something that sounds out of a bayou swamp, needing only a banjo to complete the ambiance. 


They are your magical ticket to a holy or terrifying experience. 


•Materials•

• latex gloves
• a mirror like what you do blow off of.
• net or other trapping device.

Apply latex gloves and using the net, or other trapping device, catch one. On the upper part of the hind legs (most noticeably, though there are several locations) there is a gland.  Squeeze it to secrete the venom on the mirror. It has a yellowish milky white appearance. Then let the animal go, don't worry, it will be fine.

Let discharge thoroughly dry. 

The powder left will help you find your personal unfiltered meaning in life when vaporized. 


* Venom must completely dry to a crystaline form before being vaporized. Or just smoke it like you would DMT. 



Foreword: Though I try to be original with my Ironic prose this one is completely stolen.

As the neophyte walked in to the innocuous meeting room he wondered what he got himself into. Various images adorned the wall. Tupac Shakur circa 1992, Mohammed Ali in Zaire, Kareem Abdul Jabaar, and many other fixtures of African culture. Over on a counter were bottles of Alize, Remy Martin, and assorted high class liqueurs. Since this was California, to the left of that was Fransisco, their blunt roller.  'Hitting' on their system was "Aint Nothing But A G Thang". 

Strait out of 1995 Gardena, Carson, or even Hawthorne.

As soon as he could take it all in 'it' began.

A voice spoke.

"A'ight, y'all listen up. You know what time is it? As our brothers have since 1985 it time, y'all niggas shut the fuck up, time for initiation."  

The man speaking they called Cephus X, he was the leader of this particular lodge of The Venerable Transnubian Society.

Cephus X, spoke again.

Come forward our newest member.

"What yo name is?

"Leif Bumnqvist", answered The Neophyte.

"And, my nigga, do you like that name?"

"NO!"

"What name do you want, my nigga?"

"Tone Loki"

"A'ight, A'ight. That what you is now?"

"Yes" 


"Naw, say that shit right. Like you my transnubian nigga." 


"Let's crack it" 


"I present to y'all Tone Loki. Now bump that shit."

A tone pitched voice comes on, "California Love..."

The gentlemen and their social club were a peculiar lot. As they would say, they were born that way. They didn't fit their environment and this outlet was the unleashing of an inner person they all knew they REALLY were.  Among their contemporaries they could kick back and truly enjoy what it meant to be all about T.V.T.S. (The Venerable Transnubian Society). In an instant Evansville, Indiana became 8-Mile. Morphed from the caged them into this vibrant player in the field of "Mac Daddy".

Like minds indeed. 




Dear RJ Reynolds,

Thank you, my dear North Carolina or Virginia friends, for maximizing my Nicotine intake and designing the cigarette to be both smoother and more addictive.

I am very sorry a federal judge has ordered you to risk losing customers.

You can't let them beat you!

"Cigarette companies control the impact and delivery of nicotine in many way, including designing filters and selecting the paper to maximize the ingestion of nicotine..."

That did NOTHING to make me resent you, RJ Reynolds, and I want you to know I gladly pay 240 dollars a month to 'kill myself' with your fine turkish/domestic blend of Tobacco.

You need to find more clever ways to market to children before the health culture gets to them.

Vaping is appealing to  youth. If you use foreign cartoons (Anime) to promote say a particular vape design they will more likely to choose harmless water vapor laced with delicious nicotine. You may also be able to bypass the efforts of Rob Reiner like fat asses, with their precious goo, have tried to force down this country's throat.

I choose to die my own way, and I want my Camel cigarettes there until the end.

Best Wishes,

Eva 



A comment made me laugh. It inspired a blog.

"Maybe the fault lines will act up, then they will have be plenty of their own water." - CN

 There is an 80% chance of a MMI 10 magnitude earthquake hitting the greater Los Angeles area due to a rupture on the southern San Andreas fault in the next 30 years


MMI being the moment magnitude index, and measures shaking strength... For reference Northridge was MMI 9.   

Fuck Hollywood's representation, this is what will happen when it happens... 

The epicenter will be far out near the fault's turn to the west. The "big bend".  The closest major metro area is actually Palm Springs. The magnitude will be no higher than 8.1, as that is what is considered the strongest a lateral strike fault is capable of producing...  9.0 magnitude mega-thrust quakes are more a Seattle/Portland concern.

The strongest on record in Southern California is the 7.9 Fort Tejon quake, back when Fort Tejon was relevant. For argument sake we will use that.

What would a 7.9 earthquake with an epicenter 100+ miles from downtown LA do? 

First you must realize the epicenter means nothing. The shaking is caused by crust movement and if 200 miles of crust slips then the maximum intensity is felt all along that 200 miles... In the case of a San Andreas rupture the stress would be relieved northward, do the western half sliding past the eastern.  The projected slip for such an event would likely start out in the desert and follow along the Inland Empire, cut through Palmdale, and on towards Parkfield. You're within 40 miles of the strongest shaking everywhere in the LA area.



Pictured is a 7.8, so that only 100% stronger.

L.A. is perfect for this. It's a city built on liquefaction prone Jello. The LA basin actually assists in amplifying the shaking. And there will be much of it, and it will go on for what seems like ever. It will be in waves. It will build, peak  at 30 seconds, taper off, and then do it again only harder. The predicted shaking will last between 1 and 3 minutes depending on your location.


For perspective, the Loma Prieta 6.9 pancaked a viaduct in Oakland over 50 from it's strongest shaking. The San Andreas "Main Event" will be 31 times stronger than that..


Freeways will collapse, every remaining soft story apartment building in the LA Basin will be tested to it's breaking point, gas lines will rupture, and looting will be epic.

When all said and done it will likely be the worst natural disaster in American history.  Death tolls are expected to  be between one and ten thousand, and losses will be in the trillions.


Have fun LA.

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