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EdMenonymous

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I’ve hated this woman. I’ve not loved her at full capacity. I’ve fed her lies & told her she wasn’t good enough and have allowed others to tell her she wasn't good enough. I’ve allowed her to be broken. I've allowed others to treat her disrespectfully. I’ve allowed her to run through brick walls & battle for others who won’t even stand for her. I couldn’t stop individuals from abandoning her, yet I’ve seen her get up and stand to be a light to the world & love others despite all that. I have stood paralyzed by fear while she fought battles in her mind, heart and soul.

This woman has screwed up many times, as a girlfriend, , a daughter, a sister, or as a friend, because she doesn’t always say or do the "right things". She has a smart mouth, and she has secrets. She has scars... because she has a history.
Some people love this woman, some like her, and some people don't care for her at all. Some hate her. She has done good in her life. She has done bad in her life. She doesn’t get dressed up half the time. She is random and sometimes silly. She will not pretend to be someone she is not. She is who she is.
Every mistake, failure, trial, disappointment, success, joy, and achievement has made her the woman she is today. You can love her or not. But if she loves you, she will do it with her whole heart, and she will make no apologies for the way she is. She will fight for you. She is loyal to you!

This Woman is a WARRIOR. She’s not perfect but She is WORTHY! She’s UNSTOPPABLE. Gracefully broken but beautifully standing. She is loved. She is life. She is transformation. She is Jenny and she is BRAVE!

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EpicFail TITS
May 22
I love you. not that love is a real thing...
Hexenmeister
Jul 13 '18
hyggelig å møte deg
Iblis
Jul 4 '18
Ave and 93...
LuciferCrow
Mar 23 '18
wow you're really into that douchebag thing ed. This is fun. Let's keep going. I'll be on top.
EdMenonymous Member
Mar 23 '18
tummy as in i love yummy tortured animal BACON IN MY TUMMMY? OR what do .. wtf r u trying at ya poindexter? u know this biting game only ends one way.. both of us dead U FRIKKEN DOUCHEBAG!
EdMenonymous Member
Mar 23 '18
meh? hva er mager pinne for n[?
EdMenonymous Member
Mar 23 '18
well thank u Albert...as a wombMAN.. its all in the epistomology i guess.. o will get back to u AL with my style of FUK OFF.. as soon as I CREATE IT AGAIN,,
Albert Resigned
Mar 23 '18
Ed, sir, you put the Man in woMan.
Don Luciferi
Mar 19 '18
I can see you have liked a lot of my comments.

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    Level of Seriousness.
      Lame I have to write this out. I assume everyone posting here has some vested interest even if only personal ego boost. I get that maybe being ...
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    Im not here that much but, this site is MY FAVE! I learn here I initiate myself to higher levels in ...
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    Someone who is into that faggot Thelema shit explain to me (without having to actually read crowley's pretentious writing) what all that Aiwass 777 bullshit is. Gematric deliverance from thetans? Why does Thelema seems so Christian in its apparent goal. Seems like if Pentecostals had an occult movement. One which won't extricate itself.
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    Brother Shamus
    Apr 19
    I will be direct. What draws my ire is my own Aiwass came out of nowhere and started acting like a moral demanding cunt of a fucking mother hen. It imprinted its goal like a protestant deliverance bitch that emphatically imparted to me that its entire purpose was to implement an abstract way of looking it.

    I dont know what stupid shit I read to seed that, but it got that identity. Unfortuneately my mother hen aiwass bitch acts like a dissociated personality good cop/bad cop. One that plays both sides until I come to view some innate 'good' and 'evil'. It is really hung up on instilling that a "greater good" exists. And with that absolute moral shit comes an attempt to draw causation to the lochness monster a la synchronicity.

    That it has scripted itself like an "interdimensional guardian spirit" (per mythology) makes me really resent its existence in my mindspace. I have gone through great lengths to antagonize it into oblivion but it keeps at it like a Pentecostal god warrior would. I wish she was real so I could face her and cut her fucking head off...
    I will be direct. What draws my ire is my own Aiwass came out of nowhere and started acting like a moral demanding cunt of a fucking mother hen. It imprinted its goal like a protestant deliverance bit...See more
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    Brother Shamus
    Apr 19
    In short: It is like the only reason it's that way is because popular consensus says it is and all I had to do was know that interpretation existed. Choose your own adventure, and I fucking chose Marathon Man.

    In fact, I long for the days i could "hear" shit was when i was on acid.

    If not ALL me, why couldn't it just be the CIA talking at me through an orbital platform using theta waves and resonances which work like an internal two-way radio? That is at least sciencey and materialistic enough to wrap my head around. Instead I get the Dan Brown experience.
    In short: It is like the only reason it's that way is because popular consensus says it is and all I had to do was know that interpretation existed. Choose your own adventure, and I fucking chose Mara...See more
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    AK
    Apr 19
    That's not terribly uncommon.

    In all fairness, though, there's a lot to be said for Sankhya's general observation that (and I am vastly over simplifying this):
    The root of ignorance (and hence suffering) is that Buddhi (intellect) is mistaken for Purusha (atman - essential "self") when in fact it is just as much not-self (Anatta) as anything else in the world around you.

    In plain English: It is a mistake to identify as your thoughts. You are not even your own thoughts. Thoughts are things you have (some would even argue, encumbered by).
    Whether this helps, or not, it's hard to say. It may assuage those who complain of intrusive thoughts to know that, in truth, all thought is intrusive.

    The thing about your mother hen is that, at least from a phenomenological perspective, she is real: just incorporeal - as is the overwhelming majority of the human experience.

    Goes to show, though. Conquering outer-space is a cakewalk in comparison to the hazards of inner-space.
    That's not terribly uncommon.

    In all fairness, though, there's a lot to be said for Sankhya's general observation that (and I am vastly over simplifying this):
    The root of ignor...See more
    Brother Shamus
    Apr 19
    Well, how does one impart to their "Tulpa", if we are getting all sanskrit about this, to STOP trying to convince me the incorporeal nature of its thoughtform ass is empirically valid? Voice in head = voice in head. End of that story. I have attempted and failed to rewrite it and it maintains only through a profound mystical experience will it fuck off. I really want to kill it like a flesh and blood person but am limited by it not actually existing to do that to. Visualization does not work.Well, how does one impart to their "Tulpa", if we are getting all sanskrit about this, to STOP trying to convince me the incorporeal nature of its thoughtform ass is empirically valid? Voice...See more
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    AK
    Apr 19
    Intrusive disturbance beyond your control = intrusive disturbance beyond your control. I don't see why the externality of the thing's origin would lend it any sort of privileged position. Traffic, loud neighbors, tinnitus, voices in one's head - all dealt with the same way. Tune it out.Intrusive disturbance beyond your control = intrusive disturbance beyond your control. I don't see why the externality of the thing's origin would lend it any sort of privileged position. Traffic, lou...See more
    AK
    Apr 20
    *Edit: I do lately invoke a lot by way of Indian intellectual traditions.
    What' really neat about them is not that they're supposedly mystical, transcendental, trippy, etc, but rather that, if your'e willing to look past the patchouli stinking, chakra touching, bong-ripping, d-baggery normally associated with an interest in these sorts of things, it becomes apparent that these guys have really put some serious thought into the human psyche's phenomonology: A baby in the proverbial bath water if ever there were one.
    *Edit: I do lately invoke a lot by way of Indian intellectual traditions.
    What' really neat about them is not that they're supposedly mystical, transcendental, trippy, etc, but rather that, if ...See more
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    Quote of the day
    Never trust a man with no scars on his face. Either he has not lived hard or played hard  - Zach Black
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    "Notre Dame Gargoyle Going To Stay As Still As Possible Until Arson Investigator Gone"The Onion
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    Zeds DED! baby... Zeds DED!
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    Just Because you can...
    Doesn't mean that you should... It amazez me how She teaches everyone, just as every GOOD MOTHER DOES... The language of all who partake in HER ...
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    What are you listening to right now?
    Heilung Fylgija EarJust found this, sounds nice and primal! I hope you will enjoy it too.
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    Gong bitches!! long gong..
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    Prodigy is DEAD!!
    PRODIGY IS DEAD I just do not believe that a suicide can be confirmed by a Band that is navigated on the Nstar of Peter-Pan from and to no end...I me...
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    Inspektor Shamuus... with you my brother there is a whole lot to be said about the bottom of a barre...
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