As days go by, I sit silently in my living room and contemplate the significant reasons why I choose to live this life. No bullshit and no comment.
By this life I mean, the very breath I breathe every second of my life.
Why am I saying all this you ask?
It's simple, I have never been one to drown in popularity.
I was always the weirdo, the freak, subjected to torture and the joy others have of interfering with my life.
I play along, allowing them to underestimate me. But being the age I am now, I find no tolerance left inside me to allow this continue.
When I was 15, I was handed a book. This book changed my out look on life.
I have been a recovering cocaine addict most of my teen years, relapsing on occasions. So, it was nice to have a distraction. But, I didn't know this distraction would change my life.
I have become fearless, making my outlook to be contained with Knowledge, rage, respect and yet total disregard for those who try to torture me.
When I say rage, I simply mean, rage for the better good. I respect others once shown the right amount of respect to myself.
After falling in love with philosophy and music, Satanism was a road I was willing to study closely and hope to one day meet like minded individuals.
Living in Ireland, I have yet to meet anyone with the same outlook as myself.
I do take things to heart when conversing, I just like people who will allow me to speak my mind. Let me pick your brain for awhile, teach me new things.
Help me understand your definition of the philosophy you follow.
I know this might have seemed a bit scatter brained, however I don't want to take up too much time and tell a story.
This is just a simple window to parts of my life.
The rest is up for you to ask.
There are times of my life I will probably write about as a blog.
But they won't be shared in this present moment and time.
For those who wish to talk to me, I look forward to meeting you.
Have a pleasant evening.
The Wall