It just occurred to me that I forgot to post a new intro post when I re-joined SIN. I was on the old site, mostly reading, occasionally posting.
I liken myself to more of a trickster god than anything else. I am not overly militant against theists, but I like blasphemous humor a great deal and see humor as a great weapon in combatting militant theists. I can be a bit twisted in my humor as well, at times. Twisted or goofy. It goes back and forth.
Overall I'm a pretty chill guy. I hail from southern California. Like many of you, I very much believe in, doing what you do as long as it doesn't interfere with others' right to do the same.
I identify as a Beta Male. I know and accept my place in the hierarchy of life. I am no Alpha. I am not the boss of any group, nor do I wish to be. I am a sidekick, confidant and protector of children. Wrapping back to the trickster god identity, I am more playful than anything, which is why I am the sidekick. (I have been working on an essay about being a Beta, taking back the term from the internet who paints us as pussies, which is not the case. We're a different breed altogether... I'll post it some time once I am done, but in short I compare it to the presidency... If the Alpha is the president, the Gammas are the cabinet members and the Beta is the wacky wizard. What? Yeah, I'll put it in a blog when I am done with it.)
Moving on -
I like all kinds of music from classical to black metal and a lot in between (big fan of ska and 1990s country as well). I love comedy, especially dark comedy.
I came to understand my identity as a Satanist around 22, though, I guess you could say, I had a "satanic presence" in me since childhood, it was just being suppressed due to the intense indoctrination I received as a child. Once I accepted "Satan" (obviously the force within me, not an actual deity) my life came to make so much more sense.
In truth I have no real beef with the Catholic church for their intense attempted brainwashing of me. My family is all Catholic and we get along great! In fact, I feel for Jesus. I mean, to be schizophrenic in the age of superstition with no access to meds or therapy must have been difficult for the guy.
My main thing against theism is the indoctrination of children in the more intense families and sects of theism. It saddens me that these people won't just let children be children and instead threaten them with lies of hell and demons to get them to submit their will to these organizations. I have a soft spot in my heart for children and hate to see them brainwashed, subjected to abuse of any form, contract terminal illnesses, etc.
Okay, this is getting long. Sorry about that.
See you around!
