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Yea, its hard for me to define what I do, but from what I've read and been told by others it fits. I worship Satan as a deity, work with demons, do rituals. It could very well be the wrong label, I'm not good with labels really.

I get that and I do like to be fancy! Its hard to find an appropriate label so I don't really try, but that makes it hard when people ask me about it.

Tell me more about what you do? Or what you mean by messing with your own head? If you don't care to. I love to learn and discuss ideas and everything in general.

I'm very into dreams too. I also dream every night but don't always remember them. What's interesting about what ypunsaid, is when I recall dreams at times there are no words to describe them but I can see them in my mind. But unable to explain them. I've had wild dreams since I was a kid, even found a "safe" place in my mind. I've figured out that that place is my entrance into the astral plane but I've never left that spot. Its me lying in an endless bed where different parts of my body can change sizes and I can actually feel it, then I can choose different parts to get bigger or smaller. I don't know why I did this as a kid, if I felt unsafe or needed that peace. I did sleep walk and had unwanted mysterious shadow man watch me at night. My stuff also went missing and whatever it was imitated me when I wasn't there. I can see now why I haven't been able to stay in those places, I start to talk about it in those dreams where I'm lucid. Now that you explain how to not talk but use others ways of communication, I'll try that. 

That's also why labels are hard for me, I feel you can do and believe things from other paths while following another path. 

Very true, I tend to keep a lot of ideas to myself, also fear of them being stolen, I feel I've had some really good ideas haha. 

I've learned some of the bible, enough to upset believers when I point out inconsistencies and hypocrisy, they get Very upset. But I think it's logical. The men who dictated the bible and other religious documents, added a few things they felt should be in there already. Makes perfect sense to me, if I had been there I'd have most likely added a few things. But die hard believers can't handle that idea, which seems idiotic to me.

Fortunately for me, my father sees the bible as good advice and not something to follow blindly like most where I'm from. My mother was a false follower only using it when it suited her or a situation but was not devout in any way. 

I agree with you on how our minds feel and want. Which makes my school work, animal behavior hard. They are teaching it as that doesn't actually exist in that sense. It can all be traced back to a stimulus that can be manipulated and controlled, which I disagree with. But I can go along with it for the purpose of doing the work and getting it correct. 

Well, they are using it in the animal sense, animal behavior can all be traced back to stimulus control. But i feel that animals have just as much sense of the mind as we do, and the mind feels and wants just as ours do. It is just how the creator and professor sees the situation and theorizes it, so i must go along with it for now. But most likely will not continue with that thought process past my diploma, unless I am convinced. Which is unlikely since I have seen evidence of how animals can think for themselves outside of any human stimulus or control. 

Yea, I may wait until I get my diploma then do like he did and start writing books, that will show a whole different side to his theory. I like the way you think, very similar to me. 

What kind of forum post? 

Yes i do, in a way. We are just a different type of animal. We are called mammals and there are all sorts of mammal animals besides us. So why classify us in the same category if we aren't similar?

I think that because of all these years of being told we are better we have become cruel evil creatures, especially to those we deem lesser beings. Its not true, based on the general attitude of humans now days, we are the lesser creatures, not the animals.

I agree. I have read many books, and still have some I haven't made it through fully, all sorts of different books and ideas. I enjoy learning about it all.

And thank you! You are fun to talk to also.

Yea I get to different parts of books over time depending on what I'm working on at the time. 

Great song!!

HAILS