Why am I here? We will figure that out as we go I spose. i moved to Clarksville Tennessee as my son returned from his 4th combat tour of Afghanistan as an Airborne Infantry Squad Leader.Platoon Sgt. and said he really wanted his parents around to give his wife and child some grandparents from his side of the family. So, about 2 weeks later we uprooted and landed a house to buy here. This place has been one WTF? after another. I am a 32 degree AASR. i found a Lodge here which seemed just great, and decided to transfer my records from missouri to here. They had some glitchy issues they would never actually explain, and i over heard some shit which- 'I just had to hear it wrong!" After lodge one night i bent over to pick something up for the WM, and out fell my Inverted pentgram with a Baphomet on top neckalce. knowing I was in the bible belt, I was not so much hiding it as just not wanting to be a sudden punch. Well, it took 6 months but they got my records, investigated me; and voted me in. Evidently some folks were concerned, but the WM talked them into it. but things seemed glitchier, i kept hearing more weird shit that [to me was way worse than the racism I dealt with in missouri] but i was kept at a real serious arms length. after 3 months I was {stupid enough} to write the GM, asking about the XYZ's i was encountering-- and the obvious ritual omissions- and sorry ass excuses for them. Soon the WM, now Past WM was discussing with me on messenger {thank hells I copied them all!} and things got just beyond for me, questions like, 'What is your problem Have you Fallen?' "From What??" could never get and answer. i felt like I was getting some uber religious catachism /Confession of Faith;- which he could have at least been honest about. I was then told by him he can't save me now and the GM was instructing that I remain out of lodge until he came for district meeting there in a couple months. {which I was informed of 3 days prior} The past WM easily spent about 2 hours on line in every conceivable way to get me to 'Profess Monotheism'- [that critter could not be more dead- and as a theologian- I was surprised by his lack of knowledge of his holy Bible--- by which he still tried to convince me i was in unholy violation of. i dealt with this shit in missouri when a Baptist preacher was made WM, and began exhorting all to come to Jesus or not be such a good Mason. Don't know what I said, but this 25 year member, abandonded his chair and Masonry was dead to him. But this Tennessee gig was beyond belief.
Finally what I hoped was my lucky day to straighten things out with GM came, he had recieved my 14 page explanation of who and what I am and accompanying questions as to "What are the theological Requirments of Freemasonry." I never really got an answer. But when I arrived, I was hustled in sat down, the entire Grand Line, the entire Lodge Line, and He not so respectfully but more spitefully told me my beliefs were not something he agreed with, and rather than telling me where I was at fault, he was happy to just have me write a request for Demit right now and grant it Right now , Rather than charges come up on me based on rumours. i was even yelled at by the GSW, as he asked me some question I was so blown away would be a religious test required by one Mason to Another- my mouth was just hanging for- i guess to long as a yell right in my face boomed, 'Well what is your answer??!!"
Thank Hells the entire thing took less than 15 minutes. i could not run from that place fast enough... it took a couple years for me to settle down from it.
But as I did, lotsa puzzle pieces began lighting up and falling into place. This state through this maniacle feaux mason was going through shittons of purges, Not christian- out, gay out, even heard of a WM who was snatched and tried and kicked out right in the middle of a meeting because he 'left christianity' was still a dieist- but out you go bitch. Come to find out, The Dominionist Christian Movement, which I heard of and laughed off in 2000- had completely taken over the state, and Geogia also--- and you will obey or be gone, preferably be gone first- behind your back before you know it- [any former masons- the 5 points of fellowship].
Well at the time, I was a Open Luciferian
, but something seemed soft to me at that point. i had some neighbors who i had pretty good relations with, exchanging food and gift and helping and shit; but it came out one of them had been calling the police on me due to my breaking the leash laws and walking 4 of my 6 dogs without- well behaved, but how dare I, 10 cop stops, but all due to a call. Finally she told someone 'she did not like my beliefs [which she didn't know- but I wore that thing!" and was fitting to run me out of Her neighborhood.
Well she linked up with the folks across the street who lets face it- she was a stuperticious {not meaning to be racist but black} "Christian' [who is only beaten by Trump in the lying skills dept.] . But began calling herself a Christian Wiccan Bisexual- yeah, I will pay all kinds of money to believe that shit... bitch could paint a story unreal on the spot, shit got bigger and bigger, especially after finding out my beliefs and freaking out and running away, then showing up on my porch to make nice with her bs. Well, I finally bought and hoisted my Sigil of Baphomet Flag. By 4pm the next day- her white husband [with the intellect of an ant and so lazy he would drive to work even though the door is only 100 yards away at best- decided he could order me to "take that shit down or else!" later followed with death threat he was fine to have on cop cam. So within a week 4 neighbors had begun teaming up on her yard to hassle my wife {who has no kidneys and is on home hemo dialysis, and switching between dying and feeling like shit from day to day} and knowing how it affects her--- cops, animal control and even the fire dept all in one week to our door. No charges, "they just got a call we were"scaring the neighbors' "He makes me feel Uncomfortable" and just made up shit. Well, one thing led to another- and I went back through the study mill and could not escape the obvious-- Satan, just has bad propaganda, He is A Good Guy; if such actually existed; all one has to do really is just look at the fruits of Judeo Christianity Islam for proof. My wife, clearly not thinking right began telling me
I "should start a church"-- I would rather guzzle undilute vinegar! but she kept at it. and honestly, I spent a good year or so milling it in my head---- the LHP- just has nothing here really- not of substance- in yur fuk face kristoids!! WEll, i have finished my sign; and after several more cop visits, who resent being used by neighbors as a kick to us... The First Satanic Church of Clarksville Tennessee will be up and big to see from the front doors of The Enemies!!! this week [ we have a FB page; , Oh just to make their point they have no fukn scuples. 10 minutes after I left our driveway yesturday to get meds and milk... The cops at out door. She was so sick she was in her underwear- as my 6 dogs wanted out badly Bloodhound German Shepard, Shar Pie pit X hound and 2 poms, so she spoke from through the window. She my wife, had discussed the neighbors bullshit on FB; and she the neighbor, wanted the cops to tell her to stop it, no threats just have her stop it; like the day they had the cops tell me they wanted me to not call their landlord again [again- officer do I have the right to do so? yes, thanks bye!]
i know, oh fuk another church ? my thoughts exactly. But having thought this through deeply, it will definetly be the opposite of what current churchianity offers.
Why, does not the church use their offerings to buy things like health care for their people? What is a fukn christmas food box/ why not do something lasting and real- a job, education, pay off mortgage- Why not use the funds for the lifting up of those who need it. The struggling single mother who should not pay high fukn rent but can afford an easier morgtage- thus maybe the church could finance[grant] school online or otherwise so she can step out of the quicksand of social din she was thrust in? The out of work father-- not no phony ass mormon welfare beggar bullshit, but finance his further education so he can provide with honor? Why cannot a church engage in Profit enterprise, flipping R/E or whatever and use the funds for the members. OH who btw, will not just be donors... but when they donate will because voting members of Equal Vote on the Full membership full empowerment Stockholders in say, a Co-op Corporation resembling the Co-ops so successfully working in Spain? i am fully against "Churches running Government' But why do the tax exempt shit as a trade off for not truthfully informing their people about the lies and destruction and empowement of war profiteers ??? i could not laugh [and cry] harder when I hear the religious right being surprised there were no WMD in Iraq... hell I knew in fukn 96 ! one would at least think The Prophet Seers and Revelators in Salt Lake City could have said something--- but o wait, they basically run the NCS and FBI. Hence the reason the motto of this church is Expose Oppose Obstruct. maybe this will fall into dust, but I think it is time for churches to quit funding and fattening fony ass 'speakers for the lord' and take care of Build and Empower their own,,, or those who wish to arise out of the mass of simmering bullshit pronounced 'Churchianity". This is not a money grab for me... I will get none- I already have what I need-- but daily I see too many who need what I wish I could give them.
I think this can be done. So far I have about 4 who want to participate, I am trying to figure out how to begin building finances. I am not swift with online commerce, but i am trying to learn.
Anyway. sorry this was so painfully long. i am an open book and welcome any and all contact and discussion. i tend to get lost on forums, so be patient.
Also, I do not worship a "Satan"- so Satanist- is not so accurate for me "Satanic" as in Expose Accuse Obstruct- yeah that. there is huge need for that. i do practice Sorcery and style myself a Black Warlok; I am in Deep Companionship with king Belial, and will be expanding that to other Entities . I do not reject Atheistic thought or any Theistic Thought. I do reject inhuman Conduct. HOMO EST DEUS. Namaste' are real and theist or not, anyone can apply them.
So Hail Satan. hope you aren't tired of me already.
