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I'm new here, obviously. I've read about Satanism and occultism on and off since I was about 14 and recently I've felt a strong urge to take spirituality way more seriously than I have in the past. I'm hoping to make connections with people here and learn more about how to engage myself spiritually. As of now, I lean more towards theistic Satanism. It just feels right to me and I've always relied on my gut instinct, though I'm open to whatever comes my way. I've done various rituals here and there, mostly renunciation of christ (I find it cleansing to formally cut myself off from toxic beliefs I grew up with being raised slightly catholic). I know bits and pieces of Satanic and occult terminology, though I'm by no means an expert. I would very much appreciate recommended readings to begin a serious exploration of theistic Satanism or anything related. Right now I'm very drawn to meditation and tarot (which I've dabbled in for the past 3 or so years). Thanks for reading, I'm looking forward to getting more involved in this community.