Hail the love of the
human heart!
Yes, love has a place
in my philosophy. But – Isn’t love selfless? Do I advocate selflessness? Hell
no and fuck no. Selfishness is the way, but it is a way we travel with one eye
shut if we would avert our gaze from love. Aphrodite was no goddess of unselfishness,
nor was Eros a god of altruism.
Let it also be said,
I don’t limit my context to mating scenarios. My heart has halls in its
fortress for parents, siblings, offspring, extended family, bosom comrades, mentors,
proteges, and, most emphatically, pets, equine mounts, and other non-human fellow
travelers. It even has halls for city, state, nation, continent, hemisphere,
and our own backwater planet, one among untold billions, but the one you and I
call home.
I love what is mine,
because it is mine, and because I am proud this is so. Pride is a part of love,
and indispensable to it. When my heart sank its claws into my beloved, I threw
back my head and roared, “MINE!” – even if I only did this in the forgotten
dreams of my deep and mysterious sleep. I may not have been a lion before I
loved, but now that I have a beloved, I pad through the jungle on terrifying paws.
I became more when at last I loved. It bestowed greatness on my now-tawny head.
Love is territorial;
love guards and defends; love is not weak or cowardly or humble or shy or meek.
It is two-fisted and ready to fight; it is wild-eyed and ready for mayhem; it
is grim-faced and ready to gamble against the Reaper. It rejoices in beauty and
delights in the perversity of savoring ugliness. It is fearless of truth yet
will lie if the truth won’t serve. It overcomes all things, questions all
things, imagines all things, dares all things, endures all things.
If you detected it –
Yes, that was blasphemy.
Love will sacrifice
for the sake of the beloved, but this is not altruism: It is passion. It is
savage rebellion against a universe that dares the outrage of denying joy to
the beloved. When I bestow tremendous generosity on the one my heart has
claimed for its own, I make of myself a titan, imposing upon matter, space, and
time the singular future I have envisioned and which I will not surrender to
non-existence. Love is the will to power filtered through the heart! In the
barbarous magnificence of my munificence toward the beloved, I call forth the Übermensch.
If what you call
love is not like what I have described, then discard the tepid, timid thing that
disgraces the name of what it pretends to be. ISCHYROS DIAVOLOS!

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