demons from mae_amoreh's blog

I should probably be brainstorming and organizing the ideas first rather than spontaneously posting, but I feel that I might end up completely forgetting about this...

To start off, I'll just name the first thing on my mind. My astrological placements, pertaining to my interest and experience and confusion regarding this topic. I have a heavy 12th house (hidden enemies): Saturn (I have Capricorn Moon) conjunct Pluto (chart ruler), both square Sun. Both Saturn and Pluto I believe may be associated with the Devil...

Some of the interpretations might suggest frustrated manifestations or intense challenges to power... I'm not sure what the twelfth house implies, I mean. If it implies demonic attacks as well, then hey, no surprise, I've seen it. I really hope that's the worst that could happen. I honestly believe it couldn't get any more worse than this.

Now, my history. Raised Catholic in a Catholic society but got over it in my teens, you know, when we can think about things logically. I did a good job becoming agnostic. Not fully atheistic because of previous experiences. In spite of that, I refused to believe in spirits and that they could affect us. La di da. It's just the physical world. Intuition is real yes but ultimately for the purpose of physical welfare of self and species. Inter-time, maybe. Aliens, angels, demons, etc? Naaah... They're either projections or anthropomorphized aspects of the psyche. Best taken as metaphor. This is how I thought of them, even at the time I started reading about Satanism, and LHP, and I found myself on this site when it was new, just checking things out....

Some time later, something happened, or, rather a lot of things happened at once... Nothing to do with activity on this forum, I didn't get in trouble with anyone gere in spite of the numerous whack ass trolls and hysterics... ???? ... It was personal events... Basically I lost literally at least half of my vitality (literally! Life energy, not just "joie de vivre".. i felt like i might die soon), and gradually the spark in my eyes... Yes I was under severe emotional duress, the main cause being hard to pinpoint as it could've been either one, or all of them at once, and even some pent-up negative energy finally exploding... Essentially, it's what my favorite speaker in the video below said, my psychic firewall went down....

To cut the story short. I found myself having to perform energy running techniques to stay alive... And the stories that came with them involved gods and angels and demons etc... Hahaha... I had to embrace the idea just to stay alive. So that's what kept me away from this site all this time... Some kind of boot camp...

Anyway... So earlier today, I enjoyed this video so I had to share it here. Maybe you will like it too.

I would also like to hear about your thoughts on this subject of demons... Aw I learned some at boot camp, there are warring factions... But my main interest is in what Mr Sheridan says... Reclaiming power. And the metaphor framing thing.

I think I need more study/research/reflection.

I forgot how to do html so here's the link.
https://youtu.be/67hdzWu94OA

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Anna
Dec 26 '17
You lost some of your energy because of the harsh experience you went through. Just like the body needs to regenerate after wounds or an illness, the psyche also needs some time to regenerate after traumatic or just difficult life events. Nothing to to with angels, devils, positive or negative energy.You lost some of your energy because of the harsh experience you went through. Just like the body needs to regenerate after wounds or an illness, the psyche also needs some time to regenerate after tr...See more
Dark Enlightenment
Dec 26 '17
I want to give bias asses a crash course in schizophrenia, and other disorders that concern the frontal lobe, and the strange nature of it all... They might stop insisting its some ethereal energy vampire that latches or some such nonsense.

Schizophrenics have relationships with people that their senses tell them are real, but the birds will still never move. Horribly repressed individuals (mostly faggots) develop split personalities, and people who take too much LSD or smoke too much meth can have a peanut gallery in their head or a federal agent around the corner. So many NON demonic things to explain EVERY demonic occurrence.

It's a multi-step progression to get to "there's something inhabiting me", or the appearance of as much.

1. Rearranging in the frontal lobe. Many things can cause rewiring. LSD, Amphetamines, and CTE (see Junior Seau).
2. Imprinting and narrative for the individual to play out. Demons never know the time. You can ask them but they are queued by the "possessed" and can be scripted by hopes and fears.

Ever seen a schizophrenic get yelled at or antagonized by a daylight hallucination? Why are they so mean to themselves?

All antagonists are self driven, sometimes even the expectation or the narrative itself saying that "It is malevolent" makes it malevolent.

Shadows are the cruelest people on the planet, second only to the narrative demons exist in this case.

Just my thoughts.
I want to give bias asses a crash course in schizophrenia, and other disorders that concern the frontal lobe, and the strange nature of it all... They might stop insisting its some ethereal energy vam...See more
Dark Enlightenment
Dec 26 '17
In short: Demons = Brain Damage
Dark Enlightenment
Dec 26 '17
And if you want a Stargate (the show not the project) type answer: It is infintile telepathy. Its like some fucked up clarvoyance when you channel superpositions of possibility.
mae_amoreh
Dec 27 '17
Thank you everyone, I have asked for your thoughts, and you have engaged.... I am carefully processing your responses and my responses... I am rarely impulsive in responding (except in real life when angered lol)
Anna
Dec 27 '17
So we have to anger you to make you respond impulsively. All right. Next time, maybe. :P
Sorrow Tilla
Dec 27 '17
nice
mae_amoreh
Dec 29 '17
Sorrow Tilla, what is nice...? the post, everyone's comments?... the video?

Anna... good luck, XD ...

Dan_Dread and AK47, Thank You <3 <3 <3 ...

CM ...

Mental illness I've suffered from: severe depression... problems with routine, and socializing, stemmed from this (anhedonia, pessimism, no motivation because everything is bullshit). I may have had (and still have?) maladaptive schemas pertaining to the nature of people (reason to reserve trust and effort), yet that could also be due to differences in perception, values, priorities, cultures...

Ironically. It was the metaphysics that fixed my depression. I used to be reduced to nothing, against my will... But nowadays, I can choose to sit with it, or choose to do something else. ^_^

About drugs.. only alcohol.. and weed, no accompanying spiritual narrative for me to ride on... The only thing alcohol did was make me talk more, and the only thing weed did was make me chill. That's it. No synthetic drugs... I wasn't doing drugs when I experienced the weird stuff.

The past two years I spent avoiding metaphysics and focusing on the mundane... ^_^ I can afford to because I'm no longer depressed/attacked anyway... And I had to, because common sense. Also, the adventures (with the group) were getting to be more and more far out... After meditation, it was getting difficult to really be back here and to know the time... Too dangerous even for my standards...
Sorrow Tilla, what is nice...? the post, everyone's comments?... the video?

Anna... good luck, XD ...

Dan_Dread and AK47, Thank You <3 <3 <3 ...

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mae_amoreh
Dec 29 '17
In the interest of resolving personal conflicts... I would like to understand more about the shadow... It seems very tricky...
Dark Enlightenment
Dec 30 '17
The shadow is an interesting thing. Its almost like alien souls to scientologist. It can perpetuate ones own "negative" behavior much like a "demon". For example: My shadow says fuck your amore bitch, and i dont buy for a second this leading attempt to get us to discuss this shit peddler.The shadow is an interesting thing. Its almost like alien souls to scientologist. It can perpetuate ones own "negative" behavior much like a "demon". For example: My shadow says fu...See more
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