slicing though human meat with only my teeth. Absolute freedom from pain and deceit. Deciphering the meanings of past memories forgotten by me.
Only discovering something more disturbing than before I stare in disbelief at the wreckage and guinussnes of my work,
with disembodied victims scouring the earth
all layed to rest. I can only beg they see me for the true creation I was created to be!!
They'll never know or even begin to comprehend the trials and misfortunes ive overcome in just a short amout of time. Ill never show the true pain or celebrate the real gains ive vigorously accomplished on my own accord. But accordingly to everyone ive ever known and held dear to me ill never amount to anything. This is where my story dramatically takes a turn for the worse only to venture further inside my insidious completely hideous and viciously twisted beautiful mind behind these eyes you wouldnt believe the horrendous images ive grown to love and consider my calm and peaceful bliss of a life.
stuck in this warped prison of tangled lies of untold truths and false loyalty sinks in and makes an unreal reality im forced to embrace.
seeking acceptance from those who I considered to be close only discovering a deeper darkness and betrayal that provokes the menacing skreetches that lay just under the suface of my skin begging to be released seeking any justification or excuse to rip through the flesh and drink from the skulls of every single person who fits the description. calming whispers of the monster within becoming more unbearable than ever before. stricken with pure madness of what can only be described as something unreal from past pictures once seen of someone closely resembling me? All the pain and anger filling in the deepest part of what was once considerd to be me
fueling this fire of hatred with disturbing images. unexplainable scenes of decomposing flesh shredded to bits.
shivering with personal enjoyment of sick pleasures acted out in the most brutal of ways. dripping with the blood of every sad and pathetic waste of space in existence.
with a grin.. So menicingly devious even Satan himself gets jealous.
participating in only what I have created!!!
Invisioned visions of torturing whores and the suffocation of new borns brought into this unforsaken world.
intrigued for more, craving the worst,
pleading to complete what was so forcefully perceived as insanity at first.
wearing the slivers of shredded and torn flesh showing no remorse for those who are next. this is no test this shits truly
GROTESQUE! !