Fuck I have been so weak...
I have been waking up everyday.. in panic and stress to get independant and on my own.
I have been worried childish and whiney about everything that goes wrong and a total asshole when everything is working out my way..
I wish to explore why I express myself in this way.. or better yet, I wish to strenghthen my own love and villigance towards myself.
I wish to give myself the love//well maybe not..
Buut when i go about my day hoping that everyone else will be hAappy with me and doing everything so that they will..
Perhaps we can look into this behavior of mine if it is not yet done expressing itself and work it so i play into my own favor and not against myself.
I am done hiding
i am done asking for the aPProval of others
i am done believing that everyone else is waay better and more capable than me.
I wish to commune with you tonight to infuse brand inscribe upon my mind and body with hellishry fire
THAT I AM A BAD ASS WOMAN!
AND HOW AND WHATHEFUKAMIGONNADOWITHTHIS...
ok well if you are my true SATANIC BREATHREN
tthen EVERYONE MUST EGREGORE EDME OUT!
Focus for me fukkin visualize..
And anyone who WILL Burn me or put me out
I have to say to myself.. I need this or im not good enough..
but I so fukking am..
ALWAYS THERE WHEN YOU CALL ALWAYS ON TIME..
WHY CANT THEY WE I MEAN WE DEAL WITH THESE TRUTHS TOGETHER!
Debt and FUKKING SHOPPING AND BEING HAPPY AND FITTING IN AND ALL THIS FUKKING BULLSHIT!
TAKE YER FUKKING PILLS ..
I dont get why you are cranky!
I AM NOT FUKKING SORRY MAN FOR BEING ANGRY !!!
VERY ANGRY ABOUT THE WAY SHIT IS FUKKIN RUNNING LIKE SHIT!
LIVING THIS LIGHFE IS FUKKING HELL ONCE YOU KNOW HOW ITS FUKKING WORKING..
ITS ONLY WORKING FOR A FEW WHITE PEOPLE WHO ARE EVIL MEN. and obviously the rest of us can fuk off!
FUK U DUDE.. IM SO FUKKIN SICK OF YOU!!
I dont hate MEN! Its ideology the terminology that has to change..
TRUST!
IF I AM SUCKING YOUR COCK
YOU ARE MY BABY!!
WHY THIS HAVE TO HIDE? IN THE FACE OF SOCIETY?!
Why you have to show off all the time! and not let me have my day?
why does me having my day offend you so much?
WHY IS IT STILL FORBIDDEN FOR YOU TO WORSHIP ME AS YOU SHOULD!?!!
THIS PLANET IS RUIN.. AND IT IS BECAUSE YOU FUKS HAVE TO CELEBRATE WOMENS DAY! ONCE A FUKKIN YEAR!
THIS PLANET IS FUKKED BECAUSE OF MEN.. AND THEIR HIS STORY
AND THEIR FUKKIN BULLSHIT!~
I WISH I COULD FIND A BETTER COCK TO SUCK!