Sorry, it's a bit of rant, but I'd like to explain some of my philosophy before I ask you my question.
Been reading tonnes of occult stuff and loving it. I love the term "abyss". It just embodies all that we can't understand and that possibly goes beyond the rational physical world.
For example, irrational numbers are a real thing, but they make absolutely no logical or physical sense. A number that goes on... forever...
10 / 3 = 3.333333333333333333333333333333...
Same for thoughts, they aren't physical objects. Same for many other examples of realities which we know to be TRUE but fundamentally impossible to explain/quantify or begin to grasp within our physical world.
So... I don't mind if entities people communicate/interact with are just imaginary... or a more real part of their subconsciousness... or a real, individually conscious entity... or part of some other dimension, non-physical, irrational, where it goes beyond time, space, anything we can understand.
I don't mind.
Many, MANY people claim to have had experiences with entities/magical works. And like I said, I believe it's all real in one way or another.
So my question is... what do you think are some good rituals and stuff to get into? To interact with this abyss. I don't know exactly what I'm looking for so I'd really appreciate it if you just list a few books, rituals, whatever and maybe even share an experience or story.
Thank you very much fellow Satanists, and just other people who are like me, attracted to the abyss.
PS: I feel like I've never said everything that I want to say. I think too much. Just thought I'd say that.