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Praxis
Praxis Nov 17 '21
Hello.


My name is Praxis. Just recently turned 24 years old last month.


I don't have any experience with Satanism... however, I hope I could still be accepted.



I'm probably having a sort of... identity crisis. For years, I followed the teachings of Islam piously--perhaps almost to the extreme. Up until mid-last year, I used to wear long hijab and clothing...


then I took it all off.


Questioning my faith that the majority of society in my country shoved on me; which they tell me, that it's the best for me... I'm not sure anymore, what if my faith is just my imagination?


How could we be sure of it?


And here... I just would like to know what it really means to be a "Satanist".


Looking forward to learn from everyone here.

The Forum post is edited by Praxis Nov 17 '21
Cornelius Coburn
Cornelius Coburn Nov 17 '21
I didn't come here because I am a Satanist. I came here because I had grown accustomed to the old-style forum layout, of which there are not many choices left these days.
AlexTheTerrible
AlexTheTerrible Nov 17 '21
Welcome to the forums. What does it really mean to be a Satanist or a differing practitioner on the Western Left Hand Path? Satanic philosophy or Western Left Hand Path philosophy advocates individualism as in personal sovereignty, meaning freedom from external control. A Satanist is one who is able to be independently self governing, he or she on the Left Hand Path would choose to stand on their own two feet without the dictum of others.


A Satanist is one who questions conventional societal norms, the Satanist/Setian/differing LHP practitioners of the West, is at best a skeptic/critical thinker. The Satanist/Setian/WLHP practitioner does not consider themselves to be a part of the herd of society. Instead the WLHP practitioner seeks that separation from the natural order of the physical universe (Objective Universe). As I have stated earlier on the subject of Sovereignty and its synonyms of autonomy, Independence, that is the ultimate goal on the Western Left Hand Path. It's goal being to awaken the individual's intellect, making the individual become more aware of his or her own godhood. The Left Hand Path being central to the individual does not seek any form of collectivism. Basically the Left Hand Path as practiced in the West, is psyche/self centered. The Satanist does not care about having this hippie way of thinking, of caring about humanity. The Satanist/WLHP practitioner accepts reality the way as it is.


We on the Left Hand Path do not bow down to external authorities in a religious way, instead it is a focus of the self, we are our own gods or we are at least seeking that godhood. Because Satanism and the western Left Hand Path goes against both on the cosmic level, as well as societal norms/the status quo, you will have those that will try to bring you down to their level. You will even have those who will strongly try to degrade you, express their diatribe's of your outlooks, and also try to argue with you that they are "right" and you are not. It takes a great amount of bravery and courage for one to remain on the Left Hand Path.


The Left Hand Path is not for the weak, it is for the strong and the few. In order for one to seek that Sovereignty of godhood, one must throw out the indoctrinations that was programmed in them from childhood. Antinomianism is part of Left Hand Path practice's, through this antinomianism one is able to become a liberated, permanent, independent, and enlightened individual. 


It often takes years to get rid of these indoctrinations whether it is political, Abrahamic, or not. Since this might be a repetition of what I am about to say, I feel it is important to repeat it. The Western Left Hand Path does not seek a union with god, instead we seek a non union with god and the universe. A person on the Right Hand Path chooses to seek a union with the Universe and God, hence destroying the ego/self/self consciousness in order to be a part of that Universe, either seeking a heaven/nirvana like state, or having the herd like state of society.

AlexTheTerrible
AlexTheTerrible Nov 17 '21
Just because some of us can explain to you about Satanism, it also requires study (as in reading). The best reading recommendation's that I can give you, is the "Satanic Bible,"  "The Devils Notebook,"  "The Satanic Witch," and "Satan Speaks" by Anton LaVey. While some try to avoid LaVey, or try to rewrite the histories of Satanism, I personally acknowledge him to be the first person who codified it. Might is Right by Arthur Desmond or Ragnar RedBeared is also another reading recommendation. The book Might is Right is central of Satanic Philosophy.
The Forum post is edited by AlexTheTerrible Nov 17 '21
Dark Enlightenment
Dark Enlightenment Nov 17 '21
That's refreshing. A Satanism rundown that doesn't fuck it up.  


Others I'd add to the learn Satanism reading list are; Thus Spoke Zarathustra, The Lucifer Principle,  and The God Delusion.  After Anton gives you the materialist rundown, those three will help you zero in on the why to the drone tendencies of human behavior. 


Quote from PraxisHello.


My name is Praxis. Just recently turned 24 years old last month.


I don't have any experience with Satanism... however, I hope I could still be accepted.



I'm probably having a sort of... identity crisis. For years, I followed the teachings of Islam piously--perhaps almost to the extreme. Up until mid-last year, I used to wear long hijab and clothing...


then I took it all off.


Questioning my faith that the majority of society in my country shoved on me; which they tell me, that it's the best for me... I'm not sure anymore, what if my faith is just my imagination?


How could we be sure of it?


And here... I just would like to know what it really means to be a "Satanist".


Looking forward to learn from everyone here.


Hi, Praxis! 


Practicing Satanism in many Islamic societies could get you stoned to death in an honor killing. And the oppositional nature of the LHP would do it. After all it's the tendency in Muslim culture of women defying the laws of society, and getting off on crossing those lines. Like the first Saudi woman that dared to drive.  It would be the tendency to think and do things with harsh and inhumane consequences if exposed.


Way later edit**


Discarding faith is just the start.  If you're saying to yourself,  "This thing you call faith seems like a control tactic that ultimately doesn't do anything useful in my life except keep me in blind submission to authoritative ideals", Satanism might be of use. 

The Forum post is edited by Dark Enlightenment Nov 17 '21
Praxis
Praxis Nov 19 '21
Quote from Cornelius Coburn I didn't come here because I am a Satanist. I came here because I had grown accustomed to the old-style forum layout, of which there are not many choices left these days.
Yes, I also think this forum does have its charm :)



Thank you for the concise explanation and the book recommendations, AlexTheTerrible and Dark Enlightenment. I'm going to check them all out. I already have The Satanic Bible and The Devil's Notebook... I shall contemplate one thing at a time, I suppose...


Since what was explained is the Western Left Hand Path, I wonder if there's such thing as "Eastern" Left Hand Path practitioner here...

Praxis
Praxis Nov 19 '21
Quote from Dark Enlightenment That's refreshing. A Satanism rundown that doesn't fuck it up.  


Others I'd add to the learn Satanism reading list are; Thus Spoke Zarathustra, The Lucifer Principle,  and The God Delusion.  After Anton gives you the materialist rundown, those three will help you zero in on the why to the drone tendencies of human behavior. 


Quote from PraxisHello.


My name is Praxis. Just recently turned 24 years old last month.


I don't have any experience with Satanism... however, I hope I could still be accepted.



I'm probably having a sort of... identity crisis. For years, I followed the teachings of Islam piously--perhaps almost to the extreme. Up until mid-last year, I used to wear long hijab and clothing...


then I took it all off.


Questioning my faith that the majority of society in my country shoved on me; which they tell me, that it's the best for me... I'm not sure anymore, what if my faith is just my imagination?


How could we be sure of it?


And here... I just would like to know what it really means to be a "Satanist".


Looking forward to learn from everyone here.


Hi, Praxis! 


Practicing Satanism in many Islamic societies could get you stoned to death in an honor killing. And the oppositional nature of the LHP would do it. After all it's the tendency in Muslim culture of women defying the laws of society, and getting off on crossing those lines. Like the first Saudi woman that dared to drive.  It would be the tendency to think and do things with harsh and inhumane consequences if exposed.


Way later edit**


Discarding faith is just the start.  If you're saying to yourself,  "This thing you call faith seems like a control tactic that ultimately doesn't do anything useful in my life except keep me in blind submission to authoritative ideals", Satanism might be of use. 

I guess I should be grateful that there are only one reported case of honor killing in my country, and it wasn't because of Satanism... I live in a more liberal city too, unlike where that case took place.


It was the fundamentalist college environment which changed me, and I thought I really believed in what they preached... after I moved out, I just turn back to my former self, except... worse (or is it better, in a Satanic sense?).


I still can't say for sure that faith didn't do anything useful for me, but now I do think that religion is a form of social control, which... can be a good thing to keep away the masses from chaos and disorder? (...but not for me, as I'm feeling...individualist)


...as I also can't imagine a society without this kind of order... not in my country, at least. Except if all the citizens are already highly educated and critical thinkers, probably.

Dantalion Support
Dantalion Nov 19 '21
Hey Praxis, if you indeed decide to follow the LHP and choose Satanism as your belief system, I would be curious to hear of your journey down that path being that your from a country where Islam is the dominant religion. I don’t know if the Indonesian government is as theocratic in regards to Islam as certain countries in The Middle East (like putting you in jail for blasphemy, etc.) but if they are, then you would be really brave to choose Satanism if that’s the case. Good luck with your soul searching.
Anna
Anna Nov 19 '21
@Dantalion,

From a quick online search, Indonesia seems to be fairly democratic, with ethnic, cultural and religious diversity. Although the Muslims are the majority, the system is far less oppressive. So no I don't think she's going to be incarcerated or killed for being an atheist or even a Satanist. I'm not sure though about other less formal consequences, like being ostracized by the society or being denounced by one's family.


@Praxis,

Hello and welcome to the forum. You seem to be fairly intelligent and open-minded. I hope you will find something for yourself here. Also, apart from learning from others, feel free to share your perspective and information about your country and culture. It would be kind of refreshing to see other perspectives than American ones.

Praxis
Praxis Nov 20 '21
Quote from Dantalion Hey Praxis, if you indeed decide to follow the LHP and choose Satanism as your belief system, I would be curious to hear of your journey down that path being that your from a country where Islam is the dominant religion. I don’t know if the Indonesian government is as theocratic in regards to Islam as certain countries in The Middle East (like putting you in jail for blasphemy, etc.) but if they are, then you would be really brave to choose Satanism if that’s the case. Good luck with your soul searching.
Sure. Such a coincidence... I found out that just less than a month ago, you started a thread in which you asked about Satanism in Muslim countries :))


And now here I am. I also read in that thread... there were Muslims too here? which was said by @Dark Enlightenment :)



I guess my journey started from... indulging in negative emotions, particularly... wrath. It's a rather long story related to family issues. And I was also probably affected by... music. Starting from December last year, there were moments where I kept listening to the The Omen theme, "Ave Satani". I don't really know why I resorted to it, either.


From liking classical & baroque music, I turned to the metal genre. From being a sad girl to an angry girl. I started to be more and more liberated with the opposite sex, whereas for 5 years, I strongly believed that it was a sin to just mingle with them casually, if it's without a really important reason...


Meanwhile, I was still forcing myself to pray five times a day, although it only made me resentful. On February, I stumbled across Powerwolf's music video of "Demons Are a Girl's Best Friend". I was shocked--at first. It hit me on a spiritual level. I feel like one of those nuns, falling into depravity. But then... I kept listening to it, as if self-confirming that it's indeed what I am now... albeit in a grim way.


On this year's Ramadan, ironically, I left prayers completely.


Praxis
Praxis Nov 20 '21
Quote from Anna @Dantalion,

From a quick online search, Indonesia seems to be fairly democratic, with ethnic, cultural and religious diversity. Although the Muslims are the majority, the system is far less oppressive. So no I don't think she's going to be incarcerated or killed for being an atheist or even a Satanist. I'm not sure though about other less formal consequences, like being ostracized by the society or being denounced by one's family.


@Praxis,

Hello and welcome to the forum. You seem to be fairly intelligent and open-minded. I hope you will find something for yourself here. Also, apart from learning from others, feel free to share your perspective and information about your country and culture. It would be kind of refreshing to see other perspectives than American ones.

Thank you, Anna :)


Well... it would still be frowned upon to be an atheist publicly here, as it goes against the first Indonesian Pancasila, "Belief in ONE Almighty God". I still haven't made any firm decision about this too, I'm afraid; I've been drifting a lot... in high school-early college it was Christianity, and a few months ago I tried to learn Buddhism, meditation etc. Yet every now and then, I drift to this... dark path...



I wonder how everyone's journeys here like?

Drloover
Drloover Nov 20 '21

Quote from Praxis
Quote from Dantalion Hey Praxis, if you indeed decide to follow the LHP and choose Satanism as your belief system, I would be curious to hear of your journey down that path being that your from a country where Islam is the dominant religion. I don’t know if the Indonesian government is as theocratic in regards to Islam as certain countries in The Middle East (like putting you in jail for blasphemy, etc.) but if they are, then you would be really brave to choose Satanism if that’s the case. Good luck with your soul searching.
Sure. Such a coincidence... I found out that just less than a month ago, you started a thread in which you asked about Satanism in Muslim countries :))


And now here I am. I also read in that thread... there were Muslims too here? which was said by @Dark Enlightenment :)



I guess my journey started from... indulging in negative emotions, particularly... wrath. It's a rather long story related to family issues. And I was also probably affected by... music. Starting from December last year, there were moments where I kept listening to the The Omen theme, "Ave Satani". I don't really know why I resorted to it, either.


From liking classical & baroque music, I turned to the metal genre. From being a sad girl to an angry girl. I started to be more and more liberated with the opposite sex, whereas for 5 years, I strongly believed that it was a sin to just mingle with them casually, if it's without a really important reason...


Meanwhile, I was still forcing myself to pray five times a day, although it only made me resentful. On February, I stumbled across Powerwolf's music video of "Demons Are a Girl's Best Friend". I was shocked--at first. It hit me on a spiritual level. I feel like one of those nuns, falling into depravity. But then... I kept listening to it, as if self-confirming that it's indeed what I am now... albeit in a grim way.


On this year's Ramadan, ironically, I left prayers completely.


Hello and Welcome SIN ,Praxis

As for the identity crisis , I might be of help to you, giving that I am from Strict Muslim family (maybe more strict than yours, giving that I am Arabic from Iraq).

I have managed to find a way that makes me live in peace with my Satanism ( Lilithian here).

I hope I can be of help to you , and we can discuss your feelings if you like

Welcome again and Ave Satanas, Ave Lilitto

Anna
Anna Nov 20 '21

Quote from PraxisThank you, Anna :)


Well... it would still be frowned upon to be an atheist publicly here, as it goes against the first Indonesian Pancasila, "Belief in ONE Almighty God". I still haven't made any firm decision about this too, I'm afraid; I've been drifting a lot... in high school-early college it was Christianity, and a few months ago I tried to learn Buddhism, meditation etc. Yet every now and then, I drift to this... dark path...



I wonder how everyone's journeys here like?


Well... I'm actually a Christian but nearly nobody around here believes that. And I don't even know why I'm here, honestly. Although I've been here for ten years and even read most of the literature, when someone asks me why, I can't really give any sensible and coherent explanation. It's some sort of a peculiar habit.

Cornelius Coburn
Cornelius Coburn Nov 20 '21
But wouldn't a strict definition of atheism just mean that they don't believe in a 'personal'(or pink whale) type of god, as opposed to a primordial type 'god' form that would be extrapolated et cetera via a more scientific method or critical thinking.
Cornelius Coburn
Cornelius Coburn Nov 20 '21
Of course similar ambiguities would exist for theism as well which is why some might prefer 'deism' if a label must be chosen.
Cornelius Coburn
Cornelius Coburn Nov 21 '21
I experimented with Jewish mysticism several years ago which I pretty much stumbled upon when reading some of Crowleys' works and it allowed for some of the crazy stuff I had in mind at the time, but perhaps I stuck with it and still even talk (some) about it to this day because of how well it aligns with contemporary cosmological models, especially in a primordial sense.
Drloover
Drloover Nov 21 '21

Quote from Sabrina Hii, I'm a Muslim too but like by culture, I do however believe in some concepts in Islam, there are still meaningful spiritual lessons in Islam, there's always something to learn from every religion. I like to keep myself open to all kinds of belief systems and pick the things I like and disgard the things that don't resonate with me and build my worldview according to that. I don't like praying either, it gives me a headache also it's so time consuming like BTCH I AIN'T GOT THAT MUCH TIME hehe. Also I'm not a Satanist, I'm just here because I'm bored. I mean you could consider me a Satanist kind of because I like to practice the Self aspect of Satanism but not in the traditional way
So you don't suffer from inner conflicts? I would love to hear about that, giving that we are from similar cultures and have some what similar ideas , the difference is that I identify as a satanist, still, I am not fully separated from my muslim background, it would be interesting to hear the experiences of the likes of you, if you like to share 
Drloover
Drloover Nov 21 '21

Quote from Cornelius Coburn I experimented with Jewish mysticism several years ago which I pretty much stumbled upon when reading some of Crowleys' works and it allowed for some of the crazy stuff I had in mind at the time, but perhaps I stuck with it and still even talk (some) about it to this day because of how well it aligns with contemporary cosmological models, especially in a primordial sense.
Would you care to explain abit about your duality of belief?
Cornelius Coburn
Cornelius Coburn Nov 21 '21
I've already written a lot about it, here, and also elsewhere. At one point I was even writing about it so much that people started giving me shit about it.


Oddly enough though, I'm even still in the process of making sense out of it, but it has to do with Kabbalah and what is situated above the crown of the tree of life which is negative existence, and this would be in opposition to M-theory, or, multiverse theories which exist within a static spacetime.


Above the primordial (zero) point resides the ain soph aur. Which in layman terms has to do with this (limitless) light and its' emergence from this negative existence. Ain : nothing; soph : no limit, and aur : the limitless light.


An acausal component fits nicely with this even if by necessity; if there is nothing in existence than there is nothing to cause anything. If you combine the first two parts of the negative existence you have the ain soph which is like an initial description of infinite polarity. On the one end you have nothing and on the other you have infinite potential - no limit.


So the concept of 'nothing' as it relates to existence is quite a bit different than as it relates to non-existence where you have this mysterious acausal that somehow facilitates a bridge between the two. A paradox, but when it comes to existence unavoidable. Either you are left with the question of how something can exist without a beginning, or how something can come from nothing.

The Forum post is edited by Cornelius Coburn Nov 23 '21
Cornelius Coburn
Cornelius Coburn Nov 21 '21
So as far as the "duality of belief". Whenever you are within a context of the Big Bang, or any model that talks about a singularity, that would be it. Pretty much anything in opposition to a static spacetime model.
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