Welcome to the forums. What does it really mean to be a Satanist or a differing practitioner on the Western Left Hand Path? Satanic philosophy or Western Left Hand Path philosophy advocates individualism as in personal sovereignty, meaning freedom from external control. A Satanist is one who is able to be independently self governing, he or she on the Left Hand Path would choose to stand on their own two feet without the dictum of others.
A Satanist is one who questions conventional societal norms, the Satanist/Setian/differing LHP practitioners of the West, is at best a skeptic/critical thinker. The Satanist/Setian/WLHP practitioner does not consider themselves to be a part of the herd of society. Instead the WLHP practitioner seeks that separation from the natural order of the physical universe (Objective Universe). As I have stated earlier on the subject of Sovereignty and its synonyms of autonomy, Independence, that is the ultimate goal on the Western Left Hand Path. It's goal being to awaken the individual's intellect, making the individual become more aware of his or her own godhood. The Left Hand Path being central to the individual does not seek any form of collectivism. Basically the Left Hand Path as practiced in the West, is psyche/self centered. The Satanist does not care about having this hippie way of thinking, of caring about humanity. The Satanist/WLHP practitioner accepts reality the way as it is.
We on the Left Hand Path do not bow down to external authorities in a religious way, instead it is a focus of the self, we are our own gods or we are at least seeking that godhood. Because Satanism and the western Left Hand Path goes against both on the cosmic level, as well as societal norms/the status quo, you will have those that will try to bring you down to their level. You will even have those who will strongly try to degrade you, express their diatribe's of your outlooks, and also try to argue with you that they are "right" and you are not. It takes a great amount of bravery and courage for one to remain on the Left Hand Path.
The Left Hand Path is not for the weak, it is for the strong and the few. In order for one to seek that Sovereignty of godhood, one must throw out the indoctrinations that was programmed in them from childhood. Antinomianism is part of Left Hand Path practice's, through this antinomianism one is able to become a liberated, permanent, independent, and enlightened individual.
It often takes years to get rid of these indoctrinations whether it is political, Abrahamic, or not. Since this might be a repetition of what I am about to say, I feel it is important to repeat it. The Western Left Hand Path does not seek a union with god, instead we seek a non union with god and the universe. A person on the Right Hand Path chooses to seek a union with the Universe and God, hence destroying the ego/self/self consciousness in order to be a part of that Universe, either seeking a heaven/nirvana like state, or having the herd like state of society.