So I have been interested in Satanism since 2011, but have never been super active in to it. I have read The Satanic Bible and The Satanic scriptures and that’s pretty much all the Satanic publications I have read. This site has definitely made me more active and interested in Satanism and I am grateful for it. As time wears on, I will absorb more Satanic content and become more engaged. I have never gotten to the level in Satanism where it my whole life. I do other things and have other interests. It certainly doesn’t define my persona. Because of this, I haven’t come out as Satanist to most of my friends and all of my family members. But the time will come where that is what I will end up doing. I don’t know how my family will take it being that they are Christian, but they are not super active and I think it won’t be too bad when I finally tell them that I’m in to Satanism. Especially when I explain my personal concept of what I think it means to be a Satanist. I think it will also help that, like I said, I’m not so super in to it that I dress goth or anything and take it too far. Things that will hinder and delay my coming out will be anything that comes out in the news about Satanic Ritual abuse, etc. The typical misconceptions about Satanism has to be assuaged in the ethers of the media, internet, etc. That’s why I think that The Church Of Satan is kind of smart in their teachings regarding being a responsible person, etc. That’s why my personal growth has to be the same. I need to change for the better and show that I too am a responsible person. I’m getting there but I still have a lot of work to do.
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