So a few weeks ago, I looked in the mirror and saw the beginnings of old man tits forming on my chest, and decided that I have finally entered the phase of my life where I move from a consumption lifestyle, to an investment lifestyle. I did the math, and if I invest a quarter of my take home income in various investments, I will have well over 2 million dollars when I retire (and another 500 thousand when I turn 82). If I live that long and remain healthy, I can enjoy a glorious retirement of debauchery with no one on this planet to answer to. Then I started thinking, what if I had that same mindset when I was 18 years old? I would probably be retired right now! In my 40s! I could be doing whatever I want right now with all the comforts modern society gives us. Think of all the stocks I could have invested in in the early 2000s? Amazon, Google, Apple, etc….. Tesla later. I’d be a multi millionaire! The synapsis of this blog is, if you want to reap reward, seize on opportunities for investment and learn to deal with boredom or having less in the meantime, because rewards will come back in multiples.
I think that when people get into Satanism, many of them focus too much on the material aspects of the left hand path. What I mean by the material aspects is dressing a certain way to look like a Satanist, listening to music that “only a Satanist would listen to”, filling their house with horror memorabilia, so on and so forth. Basically just focusing all their energy trying to fit a mold what they think a Satanist should be, yet they don’t spend any time or energy studying left hand path philosophy, or they just don’t have the right mind set. They just want to look cool. Instead, people should not worry about how a Satanist should look, or what kind or music a Satanist is supposed to listen to and instead study what they can about the left hand path and practice it with the right mind set.
I have done prior posts where I have talked a lot of shit on certain people drawing welfare, and I will admit, some of them I guess do have a legitimate case for receiving some kind of assistance, but I know other people at my work who seem much much more disabled and less able bodied then the individuals I know that collect welfare, and these people at my work have found a way to make it work and make contributions to our society and be ones for the positive column in our society.
I used to work for a company that worked with a non-profit that worked with people who were on disability that actually wanted to work and this non profit would work with companies to find spots in companies where these people with disabilities could fit in and eventually wean these people off of disability benefits. I had and still have so much respect for those people who were getting a free ride, but wanted to work and made strides to be self sufficient.
I think a lot of these people would be surprised what opportunities are out there and how many companies would work with them. As someone who is in a leadership position at my company, I would be more than happy to work with someone who is disabled to find a spot for them.
It just really upsets me when I see someone who is able bodied end up on welfare. I’ve seen this time after time after time. I knew a guy that was in social security for some stomach condition and he would eat just fine when I would kick it with him at Burger King. What a waste of a perfectly able bodied man. And this guy was like 6’4 and strong as can be. He was built like a tank. He belonged on a crab boat. Instead he wasted away on 700 dollars a month social security and smoked weed in his tent all day. Sad.
What upsets me the most about the whole deal is some people live like kings, perfectly able bodied and and of what appears to me to be of sound mind, getting their housing paid for, food paid for, utilities paid for, plus they get spending money every month, while there’s people working 60-70 hours a week working as a CNA who cant even afford a one bedroom apartment. How messed up is that! If the people who are working hard making things happen in this world could afford to live, then people getting all their stuff paid for on welfare wouldn’t upset me so much, but that’s what we have going on right now. Most people working out there right now couldn’t dream of affording the lifestyle people in welfare are living. Maybe that’s why I know so many people trying to play the system. In a lot of ways I don’t blame them. Why work your ass off at a job you hate for a boss you hate even more for pay that you can’t live off of, when you can just doctor shop and tell a fib or two and get your magical section 8.
Does anybody have any pride in a hard days work anymore? There’s nothing like the fulfilling feeling you get of accomplishing something and knowing that you contributed something to society. Why can’t people see that? I was taught this at a very young age. I got my first job at 15 years old and always looked forward to a hard days work. I like the challenge it brings me. I like to play the game. When I worked at that place that worked with those disabled people trying to ween off of disability, I could see them feeling the same feelings of satisfaction. I think if more people on welfare got a taste of that feeling, they would choose work as well.
If jobs would pay more livable wages to incentivize work, and these non profits would put more people on welfare in positions in these companies, they would get a taste of the satisfaction of work and we could end welfare as we know it. There’s a job for everyone. I’ve seen it. All it takes is will.
So I have a childhood friend who is a diagnosed schizophrenic who I hang out with sometimes. He lives off of social security and section 8. This guy lives a better life than pretty much most people I know and he does nothing all day. I asked him his thoughts about what they’re doing in Oregon with measure 109, and what would happen in the event it’s successful. I asked him how he would feel if doctors all of a sudden said that shrooms cured schizophrenia, and said that a few sessions with shrooms would cure him of his schizophrenia and all he would need to do is a few sessions and he would be cured and he wouldn’t be on social security anymore, and I’ll tell you what, he fucking FLIPPED OUT!!! Lololol!!! So I told him, bro, I thought your schizophrenia was debilitating and you would do anything to make it stop, so if mushrooms is the solution, wouldn’t you do it? ….. Then he went off on how his doctor said his disorder is uncurable and bla bla bla….
This dude doesn’t care about getting better. All he cares about is getting free handouts from the government. I hope this ballot measure in Oregon is successful and mushrooms works at curing mental disorders so people can be kicked off of welfare. Even if it’s like a placebo type deal. Most of these people are faking it anyways.
I did a blog post right before this one detailing my experiences with my loser “friends” and how I’m sick of their broke begging. The thing that frustrates me the most about these people is with each and every one of them, people close to them at one point or another offered to help them out to give them an Avenue out of their situations, and these people consciously chose their lifestyle of mooching off of others over self sufficiency, and the sad part is that people routinely enables these people to live this lifestyle.
I can see how people might thing that taking a job isn’t worth it, because when they go online to see job postings, all they see is low pay for unskilled positions. But I’m here to tell you that just because something doesn’t offer the pay that may be worth it to you, you can work yourself up to something that is far better. I’ve worked with my company for 5 years. I started out as a temp making 14.00 an hour. I stuck with it and showed up ready to go every day and eventually worked my way to a position that makes pretty much double what I started out at. The same can be said with literally every posting you see on Indeed. Sure it’s hard making Shit money at first, but most companies won’t pay you good money right off the bat, you have to earn it. Same can be said with owning a business. You start out small, reinvest and grow from there.
All these losers I know have all been offered help by their family, friends and even associates, and all they do is make excuses on how they can’t work because they have some kind of injury, or some kind of mental thing going on, or some other excuse. We’re all injured in some sort of way. We all have mental things going on. I know these people, and they are NOT injured. I think they just know someone that made it all the way playing the system and they want to live like they do. I hope reforms are made to the welfare system, because every single person I know who’s on welfare just wastes away getting fucked up all day. It pisses me off to no end seeing these people laugh at people like us who work hard for our piece of the pie. I hope changes are made to welfare systems everywhere.
So I just lost another friend today because I will no longer tolerate this woman repeatedly calling me with sob story after sob story trying to get me to feel bad for her to send her money, just so she can buy weed and cigarettes. I met this woman in 2002, and she used to be a functioning adult with a job, but somewhere down the line she figured out how to live a life of a BUM and do nothing but apply for government programs all day and beg other people for money. Her and her husband live in a town with no opportunities whatsoever, and every few months I see a Facebook post with a go fund me saying that if they don’t get money from us hard working responsible adults, that they will be evicted and become homeless, or their power will get cut off in the middle of summer and their dogs will die. Yet these people always are able to afford cigarettes, or weed or video games. Her mom and a few other people gave them like 1,500 dollars to move to Vegas so that they can get out of the town they live in and they instead made the choice to stay in the town they are in and continue their lifestyle of begging and sob stories.
I know another literal bum who lives in Salt Lake. I’ve known this guy since I was a little kid. He’s another Facebook beggar. I offered him a job at my work because he was on Facebook saying how he’s homeless and living in the shelter, needs money, etc. Got him an interview and everything. My job is accessible by bus so he could get to it. Of course he doesn’t show up to the interview and next thing I hear about on Facebook is he’s trying to get on disability. This guy isn’t disabled! He’s always going to boxing gyms and training with his Mexican buddies doing that Mexican boxing thing like Canelo. Then, just a week ago he posted that he got drunk downtown and mad dogged some black dude and the guy jumped him and stomped out his head while he was down. He’s fine. All he does is walk around begging for money all day so that he can buy crack and tequila.
I’m sick of these fucking bums. These people have been doing this shit for years. Half the people I know are always broke with some sob story trying to get people to help them. I’m not fucking helping a single one of them. If they want money, they can get a fucking job. I bust my ass working 48 hours a week so that I can pay my truck payment and rent, and the money I have left is for me, not these fucking losers who don’t have shit to contribute to anyone or any thing.
Just read another news report about yet another shooting in California, and the suspect is yet another senior citizen. I’ve also seen incidents of old people running people over and doing all kinds of crazy shit. None of this surprises me. We live in a country that uses people for all they have to benefit a few people at the top, and when you can no longer produce any more, you’re living a life of abject poverty. There’s scores and scores of people and organizations that specifically target seniors for scams and snake oil. We’re going to see more and more of these incidents until the people that built this country are taken care of properly.
Earlier today, I was at my friends apartment and I showed him my new longboard deck I just bought. He looks at it and says to me “Bro, you’re 40 now. Aren’t you a little old to be longboarding?” Wanna know my answer to that? Hell no! I believe that it’s important for any Satanist to always have a young mindset. Many of the things humans desire to do are activities young people typically engage in, like: sex, snowboarding, longboarding, parties, raves, etc…
It’s been shown that the mind can coax the body into doing incredible things. For example, in the military, instructors get the plebes to do all those extra push ups even though the plebes physically can’t do any more. The mind tells the body to push itself that much further. I believe that if your mind tells the body that it’s young, your body will stay younger. If your body stays young, you live longer. There is a guy named Dean Karnazes. He is an ultramarathoner. This guy runs 100 mile races at a break neck pace….and he’s in his 50s!!! Do you think this guy trains like a typical 50 year old? Hell, most guys in their 50s can’t even run a mile. There’s a lot of guys in their 50s that can’t walk at all!! I guarantee you Dean keeps a young mindset and he will probably out live all of us.
What I’m trying to say is if you tell your body it’s old, you will look and feel old and will live a shorter life. It’s looking like most of us won’t be able to retire until we’re 70 years old. Wouldn’t you like to live another 20 years doing the things you want to do without having a job tying you down? Now THATS Satanic! Stay young folks.
I just saw an alert posted by Baphomets regarding some “female” user baiting in men and stealing their personal information. I’m 40 years old, and my age is the culmination of many of life’s lessons that really started manifesting to me at around 30 years old, which is also about the same time I got into The Satanic Bible. One of those lessons taught in the Satanic Bible is the mating signal. It’s one of the 11 Satanic Rules Of The Earth. I don’t remember the exact text, but basically it says don’t make a move on a potential mate unless you receive “The Mating Signal”. This is a valuable piece of information that has helped me out immensely in my adult life and following it has saved me a lot of drama in my sexual life, but like all things, it’s open in interpretation. Here’s my interpretation that has worked for me:
The mating signal is a certain look and body language, and an overall persona that I get from the opposite sex that indicates to me that they are attracted to me. I put out the same energy to someone of the opposite sex that I am attracted to, and if I receive the same kind of energy back, then I know to move forward with the mating process. I’ve met women online before, but I was never successful in mating using that medium. Meeting women online is risky, as some of the men recently victimized has found out. There’s no substitute to seeing a potential mate in person, and seeing the true mating signals as humans are meant to see. When you see it, you’ll know it. And if you only move forward after you receive the mating signal, you won’t have any problems or blowback from your encounter. If you force yourself on someone without having the mating signal, you’ll have nothing but problems.
I’ve personally only been with only 4 women since I’ve been 30 years old, but since I only moved forward with each encounter after receiving the mating signal, I never had problems with the women trying to scam or extort me, their male family members and friends didn’t try to beat me up, no accusations, those women supported me and were on the team, they would help me out with things and I’m still friends with some of them…..overall everything turned out cool. And all 4 of those women I met in person, not online. You can’t really get the mating signal online. There’s no substitute for meeting someone in person.
If you’ve been paying attention to the Ukraine conflict, you may have seen the reports coming from Ukrainian forces from recaptured towns in the Donbas region. The reports are mass atrocities. Soldiers are going into residential homes and finding people that have obvious signs of torture. This is proven to be widespread. Ukrainian soldiers have interviewed the survivors in these areas, and the consensus is soldiers have primarily asked everybody two questions.
Are you a Nazi?
Are you a Satanist?
It’s obvious that Russian soldiers have been given orders to question individuals in captured areas and determine if they are one of these two things and execute these individuals…..Folks, the secular world that we take for granted in countries like The United States is under heavy attack, and this will only get worse. The freedom to have occultish belief systems is considered a threat to countries like Russia, China, Iran, Saudi Arabia, etc. And this aggression against the occult and left hand path will only increase in ferocity over time.
I ponder, why can’t people realize that followers of the left hand path pose no threat to anyone? Look at history. At what time has there ever been mass atrocities by followers of the LHP? I can’t think of any. Yet you look at the blood trail of Islam and Christianity, and the death toll is mind boggling. Just wait until Christians and Muslims go to war again.
The period of peace in the west is drawing to a close. Soon, we will all have to face our oppressors.
Saudi Arabia is now beginning to side with China and Russia, and its suspected that they are doing this because they believe that our government is secretly ran by Satanists just like what QANON thinks. Brazil is also moving towards China and Russia and it’s also thought that this is because they are moving away from secularism. Now, there are forces within the US from the right that want to suppress the secular world and the occult.
I believe that in our lifetimes, here in the west, there will be people at one time or another coming to your door asking if your a Satanist.
What will you greet them with?
Will you capitulate?
Throughout my life, I have know many individuals who at one time, we’re healthy productive members of society. Then THROUGH CHOICES OF THEIR OWN have become either too fat, stupid, strung out, drunk, or beyond capacity. Each one of these people are currently on some form of welfare. Some of them have bred. Let me tell you about some of these people
Travis:
Travis is one of my old school “friends”. I grew up with this dude. At one time, he was normal, smart, got all the ladies and was well in his way to becoming a fully functioning productive member of society. Then he made A CHOICE. He decided to become a hardcore tweeker at the age of 18 right after he graduated high school. Him and his dad used drugs together. They partnered up and started selling meth. Travis would smoke meth all day. The meth fused vertebrae together in his neck, fucked with his pituitary gland and made him morbidly obese and gave him the diagnosis of “meth induced schizophrenia”. Travis eventually got clean and went through the local rescue mission program in my area to get all kinds of goodies from the government. He now receives almost 900 dollars a month in social security, gets all his medical bills paid for (I deduce the government has spent millions so far on surgeries and medications) and he get 100% of his rent paid for in the form of section 8.
David:
When I met David, he was in his mid 40s and living in a tent in the Hawks Prarie area of Lacey Washington. Since he was in his early 20s, he has claimed to have some kind of stomach condition that makes him unable to work. That’s funny, because I met him in a Burger King where he would trade weed for greasy burgers and shakes and he would use their chargers in there to charge his smart phone. He had no problem eating then. He would wolf that shit down. David is a convicted sex offender who received, at the time, 700 dollars a month from social security, all of which he would spend on weed.
Amy:
Amy is the half sister of my old best friend Ben. She has had one job her entire life, where she worked at Del Taco. Then she figured out that she could just get knocked up by men, leave them and live off of the government. She has had 4 kids now. One of them recently. She is in her mid forties. Good job Amy, your money making machine still works. I suspect she’ll try to have one more so that all her bills will be paid right up to retirement age. Oh yea, Amy is a meth addict. Can’t be sober while your living off of the government doing nothing all day!
Ernie:
Now I have a little respect for Ernie this man did concrete for a number of years and had to get two hip replacements because of it. Al least this man did something productive in his life. But then, once Ernie figured out how to get free shit on welfare from getting disability, him and his junkie wife needed more, so they had a kid while on welfare. This kid was forced to live in filth from two junkie parents who would openly do drugs in front of him (because you can’t be on welfare without having some kind of habit). Once I saw Ernie pawn his sons Amazon kindle that he needed for school to get dope, I said bye bye Ernie! Have a nice life!……..
Some people just need to be CUT OFF!!!!
For the past 100 years, humanity has experienced, for the most part, a period of unfathomable prosperity. Our population went from 2 billion to almost 8 billion in a very short amount of time. Because of advances in technology (and oil) we have been able to have access to plentiful resources that has successfully sustained this population. People have gone from lives of hard physical labor to working from home 4 days a week. For a large portion of the world, people are able to live relatively good lives with minimal effort, talent or skill. It seems that we have reached the peak of advancement of humanity.
But I believe we are in the beginning stages of entering what I call the new Satanic age, where resources become scarce, conflicts over territory erupt because of climate change and other factors, and nuclear conflict sees its first major stages. All the pieces are coming together. We will have a period of decades where only the strongest, most resourceful and talented will survive.
I believe that these supply shocks that we are seeing will progressively get worse. Countries will have to fight wars over resources. I believe that China will invade Taiwan, and there will be a major war between China and the United States. Thousands of satellites will be shot out of orbit causing the Kepler Syndrome. Satellite communications will be a thing of the past. Shortly thereafter there will be nuclear exchanges across the world. Billions will die. After this, we enter what I call the New Satanic Age. Where in the process of recovery and reorganization of the world, only the strongest and most resourceful and creative people will end up on top. These are people with very good survival skills. Homesteaders, primitive survival experts. Urban survival experts. All of whom are well armed and skilled with various weaponry. These people will form communities of people who will learn from these ultra talented individuals. These communities will become more and more resourceful and will form new nations. The weak will be weeded out and the gene pool will only be left with the strongest, smartest and most fit, skilled individuals. New creative methods and new brilliant art will be passed on to new generations of the best bred humans, and I believe that through all the turmoil, humanity will be left in a better state then what we have today. A measurement of success won’t be how much money you have, or what possessions you have, it will be how skilled of an artist you are, or how well you can hunt, or how good of a shot you are. Who grows the most food, who fires a bow the most accurately. Who is the best engineer or inventor.
I was thinking about some of my favorite bands, and how cool their music was. Then I thought about some of the members of those bands going solo and I think the quality of the music is downgraded substantially when they do that.
Imagine if White Zombie or Marilyn Manson stayed together with the lineups they had when albums like AstroCreep 2000 or AntiChrist Superstar came out. Imagine the cool music and cool tours we could have right now. Their music was way better before the singers broke off to do their own thing. There’s tons of other bands and examples I could use where the original bands music sounds so much better then the individual artists solo material. I’ve never been in a band, but I’ve heard artists say in interviews how everything flows and comes out naturally when a group of talented musicians gets together and just jams. I’ve seen bits of The Beatles “Get Back”, and seeing those super talented musicians just getting together and messing around to create those iconic, iconic songs is just breathtaking.
I personally would like to see White Zombie get back together with the lineup they had when they did Astrocreep. I think they could sell out some of these smaller arenas or theaters. They don’t need fancy stage setups, just a killer band and some good lighting. When I go to see a show, I go to see the band, not necessarily some of the other stage gimmicks they put out.
As things slowly get back to “normal” after COVID, I think we will start to see some of these old lineups get back together and hit the road. I believe the demand for it is there. One thing that concerns me is the issue with no shows at some of these shows I’ve been hearing about. Basically, people are buying tickets but not showing up at some of these shows. When I went to Ghost, there was some empty seats which kind of bummed me out. I guess there’s some people out there who are still afraid of COVID. Your now hearing calls by some of our “leaders” for things to get back to normal, and I believe the conversation has started about the fact that we will never get to “zero COVID”, and how do we live with that virus circulating around our society. Hopefully within a year or two there is SENSIBLE policy and directives by our health boards that gives our societies a sense of normalcy so that we can move forward and see some of these cool bands tour with some good lineups.
Children never cease to amaze me. They are sponges of information. They are better then us adults at so many things. They are better with technology then us. They read better then us. They are faster then us. They heal better then us. They absorb impacts better then us. From what I have analyzed, kids between the ages of 10-18 are far superior beings then us adults, yet us old farts are given complete authority over their lives.
Think of the situations we put them in because of our petty bullshit:
A man hitting his wife in front of his kids because she won’t fuck him because she thinks he’s cheating on her.
Couples with drug habits not buying their kids clothes or supplies for school because they have to buy their next hit of heroin.
A father scaring the shit out of his kids because he doesn’t watch the road because he has to look at his wife as he’s talking to her while driving and the seatbelts in the back don’t work. He drives a beater with faulty seatbelts because he spends all his money at the bar…..
I could go on and on and on.
Well the children are soaking it all in and growing angrier and angrier. They are smarter then us. Because of cell phones and Facebook, they can communicate and are ready to make a move.
First it starts with the kids stealing their parents guns. Then the kids that are soooo much better at us in tech hack networks and seize cash in banks to fund their operation. Then they coordinate the stealing of their parents cars so that they can meet at predetermined rally points to form units so that they can fortify positions.
Then they strike.
First they target the bars where all the dads are. Then they move on to the Zumba studios and hair salons where mom is. Then they go to the paternity ward in hospitals so that they can secure future ranks of soldiers because they will need future generations of fighters. Eventually, they move house to house eliminating all the parents so that they can liberate their fellow comrades. Eventually everyone over the age of 18 is put into concentration camps and executed.
When it’s all said and done no one in the world is old enough to drink so there is no need for alcohol anymore. Then they organize a child government and enact laws prohibiting humans from having children because they hate parents so bad and once someone turns 18, they are lined up and shot because adults are evil and stupid.
Then the human race ceases to exist.
That will be the end of us.
Your god is a lie. Your god doesn’t give a shit about you. Nothing will happen when you die. Jesus was a fraud. He masturbated constantly. He had gang bangs with Mary Magdeline. The pope is wrong. I hope someone steals the catalytic converter on the popemobile. Buddha is a fraud. Those monks fly on private jets and they are laughing at you (true). Muhammad was just a man. He was a crook that lied to you. Joseph Smith was a scam artist. His lie snowballed into you forking over 10 percent of your income for your fake church to build temples that are not holy and will make no difference in your life. You will never be worthy enough for them. I am god. L Ron Hubbard books are stupid. He was a shitty Arthur and his books aren’t worth your time and money. Leah Rimini is 100% right about everything she says about them. Your dictator is not god, I am god. Your cat is god. My Guinea pigs are god, not Jesus. Jesus is laughing at you. You live your whole life doing what Jesus tells you to do and a serial killer can get to heaven if he just says he believes in Jesus? It’s a lie. No one can save you buy yourself. God will not make you rich, he will just take your money and laugh at you. Bibles make the best and brightest fires. The Quran is great for wiping your ass.I am god. Listen to me. I command you to never give me money and to make your own decisions in life. I can see the future. I predict chaos. I will make a statue of a gay, trans, black woman and you will worship it. It will be made of Soap and you will shower with it once then never shower again because your skin will be holy. Everything good that will happen to you will be because of that statue and you will tell everybody about it and then millions will quit their jobs, sell their kids and divorce their wives because they will have the statue to take care of them now. Jesus is a fraud. Muhammad is a fraud. The Quran is wrong. Joel Osteen will not cure your cancer, find your dog, get your wife to give you a hand job or give you money to buy ramen noodles. John The Baptist was a child molester and fondled kids in the pool. He wants to play with your balls.
In the Earth time of the present, the present became the past, but in the time of the divinity, it was in the moment. Just one moment Jesus was traveling, but to us feckless humans on Earth the timeframe was millions of years. The trip from Earth went off without a hitch. Jesus just returned to the heavens from his destruction on Earth by Satan. Satan won on Earth, but at the last minute GOD saved Jesus by keeping him from being extracted to hell. GOD gave Jesus direct orders to seek out Satan and destroy him before he can once again reach the Earth. Jesus was traveling, looking for Satan when a being appeared before him. This being had tusks and the snout of a pig, with gray skin and a cape and it said “Fuck you Jesus, if you want Satan, you’ve got him. You’ll find him near. You will fight him and I’ll make sure you fight him. From this point forward, you cannot travel back. I wish you no luck because there will be no luck involved”. Jesus turned around to strike the being but it rushed backward and outstretched it’s hand. Jesus cried out “tell me your name”! “Cutter is my name” said the being, and it disappeared. Jesus tried to chase it by running where it was but could not move backward anymore. Jesus decided that it’s time to find Satan to fight him so off he went. Jesus traveled and traveled and he noticed his speed got greater the further he went. Then everything behind him went black, and another being appeared. This being was female and she was long and slender, with silver cuffs with spikes on her wrists and dark red garb with eyes of fire. This being said “Stop! From this point backward you cannot give any information to anyone. Your information can only go forward, where you will meet Satan. It doesn’t matter how loud you cry out, no one will hear”. Jesus said “Fuck you bitch! Tell me your name!”. The being said sternly with nails in her throat : “My name is Malfeasance, you may now pass”. Jesus went to rush her and she disappeared. Jesus cried out for GOD as loud as he could, but all he heard was echos. He continued forward. He started going faster and faster, faster then he’s ever gone before. He felt enormous pressure on all sides of his “eternal” body. Then the stretching got worse and worse and now he was being torn asunder. All that remained wholly full and functional after this stretching was his meek and feckless eyes.Then three beings appeared before his eyes. One he recognized immediately as Satan. One being was male and it was clad in blue. It has a thick fur coat made of wolverine flesh with icy cold eyes of the abyss. It had a pony tail and a long chin and electric current swirled it’s body. It commanded “My name is Malfuten, I will now surround your helpless body and soul with electricity and protons and what not”! Jesus was being shocked over and over and over. The pain from these shocks was far worse than being nailed on that comfy cross. Jesus looked up in agony and saw another being. This being was fat and was in a gray trench coat and a suit for the rest of his clothing. It wore a fedora with a blades protruding from the brim. It took a drag from its cigarette and said “Finally, the moment we’ve all been waiting for. Your in my world now. I created your agony. I am your agony. My name is Tigris. Now I think the being standing beside me needs no introduction. SATAN! DO AS YOU WISH!” Then there was Satan. With an evil rock star grin pointing at those jelly eyes looking right at him. Satan said “Where is your father now Jesus? You’ve fallen into my trap. I command these beings and they have brought you to me. Time for me to fulfill my wishes and return humanity to their carnal freedom!” Then Satan raised his fiery fist and squished the eyes that were looking at him. The split second he does that, a string spaghetti like tail that was behind those eyes got sucked in by the mouth of Tigris. Tigris slurped the string that was Jesus, licked up what was Jesus eye and Jesus was no longer. Humanity was finally free.
Some time ago, I decided to form my own satanic religion. I now have a name for it. It’s Dantalic Satanism. The name comes from my handle on this forum which comes from the Goetia demon Dantalion. I am the only person that can ever be a member of this religion. No one can join it. Here’s my guiding principals.
I am imperfect and I recognize this but I must always strive to be a better person.
Criticism must be received and analyzed as input to make me a better person.
People who are highly critical of everything I do and say no matter what I do and say must be weeded out and kept at a distance.
I am my own God
I recognize that my brain can be fun and I must stimulate it.
Demons represent the forces of the universe to help me better understand it.
I must always follow my doctors advice
Guinea pigs are sacred animals and represent everything I find cool in the world
Making a family is the reason for my existence on this Earth. Failure to do so makes my existence futile.
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I still have to hammer out what demons go with each force of the universe. I think I’m going to do this with index cards. I’m also going to look into if I can actually make this an official recognized religion so that I can get tax exempt status. That would be cool but I doubt it could happen because then everyone would start their own religion and not pay taxes.
One day your going to be very old. All you will be able to do is lay in a bed and stare at the wall or ceiling. If your lucky, you will have nurses or children that will be there for you giving you bananas, peanut butter or shrimp. That will be all you will be able to chew because you lost your teeth a few years prior. You’ll shit yourself constantly and won’t have the power or energy to wipe your own ass. You won’t have any music to listen to because you will have grown very tired of the stuff you listened to for years. Jeopardy and Wheel Of Fortune will be canceled, and you wouldn’t be able to play anyways because your dementia is really bad. You’ll have recurring nightmares because of this dementia because your whole life will be a nightmare. You won’t remember your kids names. You might not know where your at. You could have an evil nurse who is a serial killer who likes to smother old people with pillows and there’s not a fucking thing you can do about it. You are completely at other peoples mercy. Your arthritis is so bad that you can’t scratch the itch that’s been eating away at you for years. Then there’s your death day. The day you’ve been waiting for for years. All you’ve wanted to do is die already. You lay back in your pillow and go to sleep. While your sleeping, your kidneys stop working. You now are a giant ball of piss. Then your liver stops working. You are now also a giant ball of shit. Then finally the moment that death has been waiting for. …your heart stops working. The DMT rushes your brain and you have a wild trip. Then blackness. You exist no longer. Will your gods be there to greet you in an afterlife? Will you be looking down on yourself? Will you descend into hell? I’ll tell you one place you’ll descend to, in the ground. You’ll be so old that if you have no kids, no one will be at your funeral. If you saved up enough money, you will have a headstone. That headstone will be all your life has amounted to in the end. If you have no kids or grandchildren, there will be no one to put flowers on you. All that will remain will be that rock.
Being that I live in the United States, politics seeps into every facet of my life. I try to deflect it as much as possible and view things through the a non-political lens, but being that I have to get my information from media, and all media is dominated by political narratives, the right information can be hard to discern. Religion has also been dominated by politics. Most people on the right side of the spectrum are Christian. Traditionally, people who are in office tend to reach out to prominent preachers and televangelists to regurgitate their particular political viewpoints to people who are often easily manipulated. Now you have new left leaning religions that regurgitate left wing view points. Two in particular that I can think of is Scientology and TST. There’s probably more but I can’t think of them right now. I think that Political narratives mixed with religious theology is ignorant and stupid. You have people that are already narrow minded enough to conform to a religion, and now they are narrowing their worldview and adopting a tribal mentality by consuming political talking points and narratives to their belief system. Herd after herd is being led off the cliff and thank god we live in a country that has many different religions and many different viewpoints. There’s countries in the Middle East that are Muslim theocracies where religion is their politics. Just look at the damage that has been done there. Particularly with the whole thing with Sunni and Shia Muslims. You have countries that are in a perpetual civil war over this. Then you have China, where government is the religion. I’m very curious how people receive that in that country considering how stupid and sheepish people can be. They could probably pass any law they want and commit genocide after genocide with no recourse. Anarchy. Anarchy is the stabilizing force that will open peoples eyes and make them question the stupidity of what they are being fed. We all need a bit of anarchy in our lives. Just a smidge. Hail Satan!
One thing about the Mormon Church I really respect is their emphasis on the family unit. Being that the planet is in a population decline, more than ever people need to have kids. I think children are precious and we all as a society have a huge responsibility in making sure that this world is a nurturing environment for these kids to grow up in. I think that any religion that wants to be relevant needs to encourage it’s members to form family units and have as many children as possible. I believe that having children can make someone successful and strive to do great things to provide for their children. One thing I really respect about Anton Lavey is by all accounts he was a great father and he fathered children. I also respect the Church Of Satans emphasis on not harming children. I think Anton Lavey saw this and decided to publish this in his works. TST also places an emphasis on children but I haven’t heard any guidance from them about the family unit. I know they like to indoctrinate kids with their after school programs. I wonder how many of their members form family units. I personally don’t have kids but I wish I had kids when I had the opportunity to do so. I was never in the right position economically to have kids so I took the proper precautions with contraceptives so that a I wouldn’t have kids when I was really sexually active in my youth. I am a firm believer in the use of contraceptives and I believe that people who are sexually active should use them if they are not in the proper position in life to have kids, because if someone has kids when they are in a poor position economically then it can be very damaging to the children if they are raised in an unstable environment.
So I now have a complete fascination for people who start religions or become prophets, televangelists, etc. particularly people who have managed to do this before the internet. These are probably gifted speakers and master manipulators. To be able to create networks of thousands of people just from one person speaking their point of view of things, and to get those people to completely conform to what you want them to do is mind blowing to me. Especially in the days before the internet. Somebody like Jesus or Joseph Smith or Muhammad had to tell one person, then that one person had to tell, two other people (and of course what was preached would have changed from person to person), then those people tell other people and it just grows from there. I think a lot of these mainstream religions came about from luck as well (the people in those religions would of course say it god or whatever higher power). There’s probably been millions of people in history that have tried to come up with their own religion, and the ones we have now are the ones that actually stuck. What I think is a huge problem in this world is when that religion turns into a system of control where they expect others who don’t conform to their religion to conform to their way of thinking. What I love about Satanism is that it has a touch of anarchy, we are our own gods. That’s what sold me when I read the Satanic Bible. I can never be part of a system of control and manipulation outside of laws of my jurisdiction. Why add an extra layer of somebody trying to control you in your life? It amazes me how easily people are manipulated to do some really stupid things. Take Jonestown for example. That one man convinced hundreds of people to kill themselves all at once. And those people were probably otherwise really smart people that did all kinds of meaningful things in society. If they only had anarchy in their lives, then they would have lived. That’s why I don’t let people control me. People have to be able to trust their own judgement (I’m sure those Jonestown people had second thoughts before they drank the ol koolaid) and stand up for themselves and sometimes for others to do what they know in the core of their gut is the right thing to do. If I was in Jonestown on that day, I’d be knocking cups out of peoples hands saying “don’t listen to this stupid fuck!”. I could go on and on about the absolutely absurd shit people do in the name of religion. Oh then there’s the Muslims. Don’t get me started on those stupid extremist fucks. Those are the dumb ones of the bunch. To drive through a crowd of innocent people with a car full of explosives in the name of Muhammad and Jihad? What a stupid fuck thing to do! I can’t believe those dumb fucks actually think that they are going to be greeted with 101 virgins after they die when they do shit like that. Oh man, I could go on and on.
Earlier today, I was thinking about a satanic concept that I think would be really interesting and cool. So it’s both theistic and atheistic in a sense. Check this out. So it’s a mix of astronomy, astrology and demonology. Basically it’s a scientific concept that explains things that science can’t explain. So let’s take gravity for instance . The force of gravity would get its own demon (and these would be all new demons) and that demons powers has to do with gravity. It’s kind of like comic book characters and how a character like, say Magneto controls magnetism. But for gravity the demon would control gravity and each scientific concept would be a separate power for that demon. Satan himself would probably control gravity though because it’s like the main force in the universe. But anyways you would explain science with these demons.
There’s things about TST that I like. I completely agree with the 7 tenets. I definitely think that it’s something that you can live your life by and do a lot of good in this world for yourself and others. There’s many things I like about that organization and there’s things that I strongly strongly dislike about that organization. Then there’s the Church Of Satan. I totally believe in personal responsibility and I think Anton Laveys original epiphany is spot on. But then there’s things that I totally disagree with in their teachings, particularly the authoritarian aspects, eugenics, etc. I wish there was a Satanic Organization that kind of takes the aspects that I like from each organization and molds it in to one really cool organization. Something that is for everybody on every part of the spectrum. Because let’s face it, everything in this country gets political one way or another and people who tend to lean left go for TST and people who lean right go for COS. That’s what I can gather. What if there was an organization that took aspects from both organizations and didn’t attract people on the extremes from each organization and made an organization for people right down the middle. Then there’s the money aspect. It would be cool if there was an organization that publishes their financial spreadsheets online for all to see and operated solely on donations from their members and every penny went to meeting houses and that’s it. And anything left over would be returned to its members. And also, an organization where it’s leadership had normal jobs just like the rest of us where their jobs wasn’t the church. That’s one reason why I would never give money to a religious organization is because the leaders of many of these organizations get rich off of their members and to me that’s not cool. Somebody somewhere is going to create a Satanic organization that is really cool.
So I have been interested in Satanism since 2011, but have never been super active in to it. I have read The Satanic Bible and The Satanic scriptures and that’s pretty much all the Satanic publications I have read. This site has definitely made me more active and interested in Satanism and I am grateful for it. As time wears on, I will absorb more Satanic content and become more engaged. I have never gotten to the level in Satanism where it my whole life. I do other things and have other interests. It certainly doesn’t define my persona. Because of this, I haven’t come out as Satanist to most of my friends and all of my family members. But the time will come where that is what I will end up doing. I don’t know how my family will take it being that they are Christian, but they are not super active and I think it won’t be too bad when I finally tell them that I’m in to Satanism. Especially when I explain my personal concept of what I think it means to be a Satanist. I think it will also help that, like I said, I’m not so super in to it that I dress goth or anything and take it too far. Things that will hinder and delay my coming out will be anything that comes out in the news about Satanic Ritual abuse, etc. The typical misconceptions about Satanism has to be assuaged in the ethers of the media, internet, etc. That’s why I think that The Church Of Satan is kind of smart in their teachings regarding being a responsible person, etc. That’s why my personal growth has to be the same. I need to change for the better and show that I too am a responsible person. I’m getting there but I still have a lot of work to do.
I was thinking about the two main Satanic organizations and how much money they are probably making from donations, selling their memberships, etc. Church Of Satan charges 250 bucks for membership and TST raises money from their website, donations, etc. Why would people give these organizations money? Seriously. Where does the Church Of Satan money go? What do they do with it? From what I can gather, they don’t donate to charities. They aren’t active in the media. They probably have a tiny staff. Is someone’s pockets getting lined? Or TST. Then there’s TST. At least they donate to charities (from what I can gather). But then they do their lawyer shit. THEY SUE EVERYBODY! They even sue their own members! Why would someone give money to an organization that sues their own members? I could never give money to a church, I’m sorry. Think of the Mormons. They are just a corporation that gets rich from hedge funds or whatever. They have so much fucking money! Why would you give them 10% of what you make when they already have billions of dollars. And all they do with it is build fucking Temples. There’s a Temple in every corner of the world, and they just keep building these fucking things. And they are probably not cheap to build. SCAMS!
I personally think that what we’re seeing with inflation is a complete scam. These companies are posting record profits and they still find excuses to raise prices. I’ll tell you what I really think it is. I think that these companies know that people are making more money so they cook their books or whatever and raise their prices to squeeze every dollar out of us that they can. These companies have so much money. From what I understand, labor for many companies is a fraction of their expenses, so higher wages probably isn’t an excuse. It’s at something like 8% a year? What I personally think it is is there are so many job openings so companies are pushing people into second jobs. People need time to be with their families! When I think of this, I think of all the kids whose parents won’t be at their soccer game and how damaging this must be to kids.
I was thinking today how Zeena Lavey switched to Tantric Buddhism or whatever. Why did she do it? Was she using psychedelics and had some cool trips and saw the universe for what it really is? Did her dad push her into it because of her stained relationship with her dad? Why would someone with that high of a profile switch over? Who knows.
So I was having trouble sleeping today (I work graveyards so I sleep during the day time) and I just laid in my bed thinking, and what consumed a lot of my thoughts is what goes on in the hardcore TST circles. Then I was thinking about their abortion rituals and what those might be. Why does TST focus so much on abortion? I know they are just left wing political apparatchiks, but even then literally everything you hear from them is something about abortion, or abortion rights. It’s all they ever talk about. Then I was thinking about their abortion rituals and how a lot of their female member probably think it’s so cool to get an abortion and do the abortion ritual and how each time one of them gets an abortion, they probably get heaps of praise from their cohorts and how addicting that must be. Then I thought about how there are probably chicks in TST that literally get abortions every few months to feed these addictions. I’m sure there’s chicks that make it a goal to get an abortion as late in their term as possible. Right up till the baby is ready to pop out. Fucking sickos. These people make me sick, I’m sorry. Those poor baby’s probably have hair!!! Then I thought about the fucking SIMPS that keep knocking these chicks up to feed their sick fantasies. I’ll bet they have TST orgies where dudes take turns and they all cum in the same chick, because it doesn’t matter, she’s going to kill the baby anyways. What a bunch of simps. What if that chick decides to cash in and have the baby and then your on the hook for that kid for LIFE. What a stupid fuck thing to do. These dudes are fucking tools, I’ll tell you what. Now, I am pro choice, but I believe an abortion should be a last resort and only be used in certain dire situations. And I believe that it should only be done before a certain time (preferably before a heart beat is detected). Contraceptives should always be the first option. If someone is responsible enough to have sex, then they should be responsible enough to use contraceptives. But anyone who abuses the right to have an abortion that uses it as their first option, and intentionally has it done as late in the term as possible? Fucking stupid sick bitches. Makes me fucking SICK! These are CHILDREN!
