So There!!! from SilverAgate's blog

SO THERE!!!

I'm here, no not really.

Don't lie, don't be silly.

I'm gone, and I don't know where.

Don't ask, 'cause I don't care.

So There!

Forget it, it's just life.

I'll make it, somewhere sometime.

Don't cry, that's what babies do.

Not really, but I'm in the mood.

So There!

So go, I don't care where.

Away, away the hell from here.

Leave while your still ahead.

Die, for all I care.

So There!

I'm nice, like sugar and spice.

Go ahead and roll the dice.

Win me, go ahead and try.

Come on baby, I'm worth the price.

So There!

Drugs, there bad for you.

Addition, that's all they equal to.

Who cares? Well I do.

Why? Because I love you.

So There!

You lie, well I do too.

But no, that life's not for you

or me, you gotta see

what this crap is doin' to me.

So There!

Forget now,

An give me the blame.

Who cares? 

I don't know but we will see.

So There!

Jealousy's go the best of me.

My Angel, why can't you see

I'm blind to reality.

I shouldn’t be, but I can't help it see?

So There!

I'm sad, I want to cry.

Maybe just up and die.

My Angel's fine, don't you dare touch him

Hello!! He's mine.

So There!

I don't plan to lead you astray

But to live life day by day.

A friend?!? A friend would be fine.

Don't worry, I'm not feeding you a line.

So There!

So, let's mend an fix an pray

That our kids can someday play.

Without grownup strife.

It hurts everyone deep as a knife.

Fo sure

So let's go, race you there!

Jump in, jump in with a care.

Friends we'll be.

That's what we can guarantee.

Kindred

Here, I am on bended knee.

Why can't I just be me.

Tell me, who can see,

My life now to what It's gonna be.

So There!

Yep, no stress and strife

but there's just no such life

Now really, lets just try.

Life ain't no slice O pie.

Lets agree.

Alone, is the place carefree.

So I won't hurt anybody but me.

My frets, time to come clean.

What now? Jus be.

So There!

I'm livin, If you consider my life livin'.

Blue skies are grey today.

Its my life I be wishin'

I'm not now, but I'll be o-tay.

So There!

I'm here. No really!!!!

I'm alive, I guess that's silly.

to say cause duh, look whose writing.

"I say, I've seen a Kay sighting."

That's me.

So There!

Many moons have passed

Now two thousand seventeen.

Been hard, so downcast

Let's maybe smoke some green

It's legal...

So there! 

This is my angry poem. Can be sung or screamed! lol! I've added bits and pieces to it over the years and has been an ongoing special project of mine. I am quite proud of it. Shows a lot of growth! Started writing it around 2000 I believe and is still going to be added to more later. . . after I find all my lil scraps of paper lying around with my additions to this. . 

UPDATE:  Hi. There is more I have yet to write. Please bare with me. This is a storyline of what I was going through at the time.