my life before and after social media from TheblackestBart's blog

Hello SIN. It's been awhile since I've posted, I know. I thought some of my earlier posts were lacking in quality, So I took a much needed hiatus. But now I'm back. I wanted to wait until I had something to say, and I do. For those of us that grew up before social media and saw it rise to become what it is, we knew a very different world. A world where what you said or how you looked didn't matter as much as what you did. Before I was labeled, marked, and cut out as a "troll" or as a person to be ignored and hated and put on that list, I had a good time. I had such a good time in fact, I think it deserves to be recorded somewhere. I was supposed to be a nice kid from church camp and marry a fat girl and raise brats. I rebelled, fought, and spat and kicked, and never accepted the omega position in life. I used tricks, violence, lies, manipulation and everything else. I've had a small total of 12 girlfreinds in my life, I've been in 8 bands, lived in 4 states and 3 countries, and the internet couldn't do a damn thing about it. I was even popular at times, and admired. None of this was supposed to happen had certain powers in my life got their way. 


In life, I always went with 2 main principles. number 1 is if people do it to you, do it back harder. Number 2 was me and mine first. To say I've never cared what people thought of me is not exactly accurate. I did for a time. I maintained a persona, but I didn't like being fake 100 percent of the time. As a known cheat and liar, I actually developed a very clear appreciation for the truth. Indeed one might say, being born into and participating in a world of disgusting lies and fraud, I very much strived for something real in life.

 

You see, I knew I was at a disadvantage from the beginning. I knew I would always be fighting uphill and nothing was ever going to be easy. Before there was facebook, or twitter, and before everyone got tracked and recorded, I was the greatest dork in disguise of all time.


The social order we have now is based on an internet social credit system. I have heard people say that social credit is coming, but I disagree. It's been here for years now. I know this because I used to play the character of a popular/good looking person and fooled just about everyone. I went from bottom of the barrel nerd, to smashing the whole highland highschool cheerleading team in 2 months just by wearing some clothes and playing guitar in a band called the amityville horror. Had I attempted this just 5 years later I would've been exposed and ridiculed. But that's not what happened. I got to enjoy every piece of life for awhile. I dare say for awhile I felt accepted and happy. If you are seething with rage right now, good. 


Even before the internet, before I knew the things I know now, I knew I was destined for obscurity and an uninteresting life. I felt it and resented it with every part of who I am. I vowed at an early age to hack life, get what I want, get it as cheap as possible, and to never stop. I've held true to that.

Even after the internet pigeonholed me, I still continue to enjoy life. I still have a social life, and even a sex life. All things I was supposed to never have or experience. So how do you do this you might ask? It isn't easy, but heres a short guide for others looking to escape the nerd box and really live:


1. people are stupid. popular people are really stupid, so donate alot of time to learning how to impersonate an idiot. Nobody likes a know it all, as a matter of fact most people hate it when you know anything.


2. Never share your true feelings, and lie about absolutely everything until you're with people you trust. Even then guard your heart. The more truth people know about you is more ammo for them to attack you with.


3. Learn to be selfish, and have no empathy unless it benefits you or your loved ones.


4. decide who your loved ones are in life and stick to them like glue. Real freinds are a treasure that is priceless, and you will need help to survive in this world.


5. Never fear a quick death. dying fast in a dangerous place with your heart racing is better than slowly wasting in a hospital bed. You're going to be forgotten anyway, but also remember to sell your one life dearly, because it's the only thing that will ever truly be yours. 


If you found any part of this offensive, good. Fuck you, I've had a great life and you can't do anything about it. I already won. I already have the memories. I defeated the christians, the feminists, the idiot herd, my own family. None of them were able to force me down into the place they wanted me. I win. I'm going to keep winning. And you can too.


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The Wall

May 30
You can fire your arrows from tower of Babel, but you can never strick God.
TheblackestBart
May 30
god? you think god would give a shit about either of us even if he existed? according to every religious text I've read god wants you to live a life of servitude. but I don't buy that he exists, so go spout your rhetoric to theistic Satanist you cuck.god? you think god would give a shit about either of us even if he existed? according to every religious text I've read god wants you to live a life of servitude. but I don't buy that he exists, so go...See more
Dark Enlightenment
May 30
"Number 1 is if people do it to you, do it back harder. Number 2 was me and mine first."

Well said, and that is really all you really need. As an aside, I will assume you have read Robert Greene, and if not, this screams "48 Laws of Power".

I find it funny how the most useful "LHP" (non-Tibetan) texts invariably ends up being Robert Greene (48 laws), Machiavelli (The Prince), Nietzsche (almost everything) and Ayn Rand (Virtue of Selfishness). I mean, for those who's eyes roll back when the hear buzzwords like; "Spirit", "hope", and "faith" used.

And of course, "The Art of War" by a bunch of military strategists posing as some guy named Sun Tzu (Allegedly).
"Number 1 is if people do it to you, do it back harder. Number 2 was me and mine first."

Well said, and that is really all you really need. As an aside, I will assume you have...See more
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TheblackestBart
Jun 8
the art of war is interesting. there's some historians that say chingis khan hired a bunch of thieves to steal it from the forbidden city and that's how he royally fucked china in the ass. We need him back by the way, those fuckers are getting unmanageablethe art of war is interesting. there's some historians that say chingis khan hired a bunch of thieves to steal it from the forbidden city and that's how he royally fucked china in the ass. We need him...See more
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