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An infinite sphere whose center is everywhere and whose circumference is nowhere; a zero dimensional point of consciousness concurrently representing all space.
An internal expansion creating the illusion of that which is within to be that which is without, or...
A primordial dream.
I had another track in mind but it didn't work out that way.
The never ending cycle of creation and destruction conforms to a rhythm much akin to breathing. It is this rhythm that is also one of the Hermetic principles. In the microcosm this act is periodic, but is at the same time also sporadic - ergo the rhythmic aspect. In the macrocosm this is the divine song of creation; its' accompanying melody and of course harmony...
In the beginning Isis exhaled the breath of creation into existence, the aethereal medium, the propagating aether; the air of the universe - without which nothing else could be possible.
Every breath of this divine goddess is measured in eons, every outward flow is the beginning of a new universe; every inward flow, or return, is its' end.
The ebb and flow of all that is, was, and ever will be, and also that which is not. Glory to the queen of the universe, she that breathes life into that which is dead.
The trinity that is the inverted triad of the divine hexagram : Osiris the father, Isis the mother, and Horus the son.
The ritual of the mother of creation continued but the rabbit was late and I had to start without him.
More now than ever I see the beauty of creation. Infernal descendants of deepest darkest silence in all their wicked splendor that excite with their god given attributes; longed for in quiet mostly.
These erotic creatures of the night that rise forth from the darkness before me and about me...
So the prince endured; the seasons came and went in the absence of his one true love for this lifetime. Often he would conduct magic rituals in her memory, as this brought her spirit close to him, and he could feel her presence.
In days past when they were as one he would also perform rituals, and the princess was quite fond of this which he never quite fully understood, her being so very intelligent and quite well read; him being a beginning practitioner of the ineffable.
He could only surmise that the knowledge he had acquired through contemplation, and the uniqueness of his practice among other more mundane things was what she fancied. He always knew she was privy to his workings, but kept quiet about such things as he did enjoy her presence.
And in the end the princess was made into a star, however this was no ordinary star. Because of her unique color and brilliance the prince could easily locate her both morning and night.
He was saddened by this, and although he could never be with her, he could in times of sorrow, conjure her spirit forth from the heavens above...
Emergence of the first reflected in the sixth, the beauty that is securely fixed, in that which follows...
Green goddess of beauty whose number is seven, and whose title is Victory.
- glittering splendor
So the term 'nothing' does not currently resolve to an absence of everything scenario, instead it refers an alternate, prior, and cyclic reality that transcends the conventional space/time continuum indefinitely.
A somewhat practical definition for this primordial nothingness would be that of an unquantifiable zero volume existence. A precursor to the four dimensional space/time medium; further isolating the primordial consciousness by stripping away its illusive properties.
While this is not absolute nothingness. It is a quantitative reduction that approaches it so as to isolate the true and core fundamentals of the eternal algorithm, rhythm...
Simplified; Frivolous creationary anecdotes and the like omitted. Paraphrased; gray/missing areas fortified/rendered via extrapolation.
1. Static, infinite, and eternal. Space and time are without beginning or end. A cosmological constant. The spacetime medium could be traversed indefinitely.
2. The Aethereal Expansion. Contrary to one. If the universe is expanding then it may be regressed, i.e. a beginning. Perhaps Einsteins' mental construct being of one with equations indicating two - the transition.
3. The Singularity. Hawking gave it a name(as opposed to nothing). Prior to two. What the universe is expanding from.
4. Hadit; Nuit. Hadit is three; Nuit is two. A single zero dimensional point that concurrently represents all space - The Great Beast.
5. Kether; Ain; Soph; Aur. Two, three, and four - Kabbalah.
And although the prophet had known the creature its' entire life there came a moment in time that was experienced as a sudden rushing and flooding of feeling and emotion within the consciousness to the point of nearly debilitating.
The prophet for some reason felt great sorrow for the creature as if to understand its' true nature; it's existence and inevitable downfall although the knowledge contained within the prophet could also see the greater good, and reason for it.
Perhaps the prophet felt a sudden urge of guilt somehow for failing to acknowledge what appeared to be this poor and helpless creature of God, understanding and relating to it so many years ago. A sort of deficit indeed waiting to be released.
The prophet though felt good for realizing his shortcoming and making amends with the creature prior to its demise which has not yet come to pass.
It still remains unclear to the prophet though how much of all this the creature itself actually understood of what it witnessed and whether or not the circumstances themselves may have been inadvertently exaggerated by the prophet, and any other meaning unintentionally overlooked.
In the end the prophet felt good about what had transpired and that the entire revelation was more of a good thing in coming to terms regarding companionship with said creature of God.
It could also be noted that the creature and the prophet often making eye contact with one another, even somewhat prolonged at times as if to garner some sort of understanding by the two, to be experienced by each, in its own way, of course.
