Because, unlike a bad trip, niacin wont make it go away...
** Also I feel marginalized by this topic being believers only... So an alternate answer would be: How about you go back to Jesus if you need to be close to a lord and savior."
I agree with acid though..
To put in terms of what was meant up above, by " my religion was based upon a lie. " I meant Christianity, and by "It " I meant Satanism, sorry for not elaborating.
I have heard it said it's all a matter of where you find solace. If you look up, beyond, and about for "connections to divinity" you have not been removed from a typical RHP vector of attainment.