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Did you get AIDS?

Do we need to paint "AIDS junkie scum" on your avatar and throw shit at it?

You must be in recovery. Because all you want to do is talk about your addiction. 

I did heroin. Quit when the cost exceeded 60 (5 bags) a day and I'd need half of that at once to feel normal.  

•  Plus I hated it taking an hour to wake up and adjust to sunlight.

•  Plus I had to work more to pay for it. It pissed me off the tolerance increased so much and had no end point. 

•  Also really shady to have to meet a Mexican national by waiting in an everchanging parking lot location to follow his car until he pulls over so I could get in. Always a different white Ford Taurus too. Buying off MS13 was a trip. 

So I cut that dragons head off. 6 days of the worst flu I have ever had followed by 2 weeks of worst depression. With only weed to help the nausea.  Unnatural dopamine regulation is a bitch. 

The trick is to get pissed at the drug itself for being expensive and controlling you. Just say, "Am I really such a bitch I am going to let some refined poppy kill me this way?" Self respect is the best methadone. 

AIDS is so 1980s. Like everything 80s, nobody is into that fad disease anymore. These days people like getting cancer and botulism from botox and dying from cheap silicon [which has moto roil in it] being injected into their butts. 

I don't think Dandelion has AIDS. He has COVID. Its the new fad disease people are dying from.  

@Arborier Translatione
No I didn’t get A.I.D.S from it luckily. Very well could have. I think AIDS is harder to transmit once it cools to below body temperature. I’m not all the way sure about that, but I literally took a backpack and filled it with thousands of syringes from all over town and was riding on the bus with it with people around me. It was pretty bad and I probably used 10 of those (the ones that had meth residue stuck inside the syringe). When I decided to get my shit together in 2018 I got a job with good insurance and started seeing a really great Dr. that got me blood tested and all I had was hep c. I actually knew I had hep c before the incident with all those syringes. I’m getting it cured though. I start my regimen with Mavyret in about a month. I’m stoked. My liver isn’t that scarred either. I really dodged a bullet by not getting A.I.D.S considering all the shooting up I did. Never again.