What made you decide to become a satanist? | Forum
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So how do we play this game?
Ah ha!
In a dream, in which I was a special snowflake, baptised in the spirit of motherfucking evil and long winded wizdom (let's not forget lots of dark, dark and depraved meaningless buzzwords) -- no wait -- I was a DEMON snowflake! And I was horning (you know, like teething except with horns) so the top of my head was sore. I said "owwwiiie!!" and it echoed in the mystical primal sinister darkness ....
Owwiee!!
owwiee
(owwiee)
Then all of a sudden Satan, the father of coolness by association and pimp of witches cut on the light and I found myself just dry heaving in a toilet again! And the dark pimp said unto me: (me, not you losers, unless you take this seriously and give me some validity for I have none on my own!) Anyway, the black bastard horny devil said unto me : "Whut you doin in my house?"
And I left running happily to the sound of many celebratory gunshots! For Satan himself told me to become a Satanist!
And that's how it happened.
No, really. I'm being real about this shit.
Heh ;)
By the time I was 20 I was on the fence between spiritual and atheist. I studied religion after religion trying to find a place to be. Of course this whole time I avoided the "satanic influence" at a sub-conscience level because I was still carrying around a lot of childhood brainwashing.
Eventually I ran out of religions. By 25 I had come to the conclusion church was a self imposed herd tactic. So I decided since I wanted a group to talk to I would embrace atheist.
One day while fooling around online I found a free pdf of the satanic bible. Gone was my fear of punishment from god, though my trained prejudice was still there. I distinctly remember thinking to myself, 'might as well give the opposition equal time.' So, I read the satanic bible. I went through my usual routine of study, research and questions. What a trip that was!
When it first hit me I was a satanist was when I read the list of satanic sins on the internet. As I read it I mentally thought to my self Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. Well, whadda ya know! Looks like I was a satanist all this time!... Cool!
I still have some wounds from my childhood brainwashing. Like feeling of worthlessness. Thinking "I'm incapable without someone else (husband/church)". Believe me. they're fast resolving. :)
Hi guys, I know this question probably gets asked a lot, but how did you become a satanist?I was raised in the catholic church and went to a catholic private school for a while, however I was not successfully indoctrinated even at a early age. My god parents raised me and I remember certain members of my family were evangelicals and did not think that raising a child catholic was "appropriate". I remember saying something to the effect of " Christianity will fail and burn" when I was about 6, my reasoning was seeing how divided everybody was who basically worshipped the same lies and this was the beginning of my family understanding that I was different. I remember denying the holy spirit in front of family members around this time, which my church told me was the worst possible sin, and I drew paintings on my room walls with goats, pentagrams and inverted crosses. I was also somewhat sexually active around 2nd grade and for some reason didn't have a natural guilt about it, I started experimenting with drugs to explore my mind. After a while my family grew to understand that this was my personality and if they didn't accept it to not interact with me, I believe I was introduced to Anton LaVey through Marilyn Manson who I was also a big fan of. I bought the satanic bible when I was 12 years old and kept I hidden till I later researched it and came across Zach's YouTube channel at 13 years old. Another person who I listened to at a young age was tarl warwick who's channel is styxhexenhammer666.
For me, I started out being interested in satanism in a very cliche way. I was heavily into death metal and decided to look more into satanism. I was expected to find groups filled with devil worshipers and people who killed animals, etc. Quickly I discovered LaVey and it changed my perspective on things. While today I have my own views on satanism, (and many that differ from LaVey), I can say if it wasnt for him and TSB, I would have a very different view on satanism. After reading TSB and LaVeys other work, I realized I had been a satanist most my life without realizing it.
How did you become a satanist?
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Chapter HeadI do not believe that someone can /decide/ to become a Satanist. I believe that you are either born and develop the ideas and philosophy of the Satanic lifestyle or you don't.
There is no "becoming a Satanist" there is only realising that you are a Satanist. The idea of what a "Satanist" is also comes up for a debate, there are many different forms of Satanism whether people agree with the various different forms of Satanism or not is irrelevant.
As far as I am concerned, you either have the mental state and philosophy of a Satanist or you don't. There is no "deciding to become a Satanist" there is only being a Satanist.
That is my two cense, take it as you will.
~Earl
To answer the question I'm certain you meant to ask, though, I discovered Satanism actually through research on Pizzagate theories. I heard a lot about "Satanic Rituals" during my trip down this particular rabbit hole, and I wanted to know more of what was really going on. I was surprised to find that so many people were incorrect in their assumption that whatever they thought was going on behind closed doors was not, in fact, of a Satanic nature at all, and was being tragically mislabeled. It was completely on accident that I made a connection with Satanism, although I can't deny that I already had occult as well as philosophical pursuits beforehand. I was just fortunate enough to be in the right place at the right time. It was like a more eloquent version of myself had actually written the Satanic Bible and sent it to me from the future. I don't doubt that many others have felt the same.
SupportI guess I am not a Satanist in the normal sense. But by the definitions by the Abrahamic religions, I am. So I damn sure will embrace
it.
I feel that these plague slave religions of the impotent
Christ God have done nothing but hold down mankind and kept us afraid of our
own shadows. Christians forced most of Europe to convert or die by their
sword. I feel it is time for them to be
fed swine. Their Universalist teachings
have even infected the pagan and Satanic world. Are there no standards anymore, or is everyone welcome to ruin what is powerful and offer nothing
more than a circle jerk?
Equality can only exist between equals. Civilization implies
division of labor, division of labor implies subordination and
subordination implies injustice and
inequality.
TheMystic
As soon as I saw the Satanic rules/sins/etc., had little to no questions/arguments against them.
Oh god, that's right. Those conspiracy theorists are also to blame/thank
Honestly, I stumbled across it reading up on items/achievements for The Binding of Isaac: Rebirth and jumped down the rabbit hole from there.And in the 80s they said that D&D and tabletop role-playing games were the doorway to Satanism. Muhuhuhaha, meanwhile Satan uses video games to really spread his influence. Binding of Issac is a cool game, almost as good as a promotional tool as those chik tracts that say we control Hollywood and the media and give everyone sex and drugs. You can't buy publicity like that. Lol.
As soon as I saw the Satanic rules/sins/etc., had little to no questions/arguments against them.
TITS
Fast forward 10 years later and the only guiding principles still central to the way I lived was Satanism. Not only LaVeys, but even a more general Adversarial approach to myself and everything. Such as routinely opposing views I deeply held and trying to tear them down. As well as arguing for in the best way that made sense, concepts I absolutely loathe with the deepest part of my being.
This all kinda reinforced with other LHP traditions.
TLDR version. Satanism stuck. I finally admitted it. Started openly and with full conviction unironically proclaiming it (without shame.)
Satanism found me! The devil has me by the left testicle.
It found me with churches, pastors, the other kids, and the sunday school teacher. it found me with their fascist to belong in our society you must take jesus as your lord and savior. Thats what made me pledge the destruction of the church of god. Its not enough to make people change the way they think, I want to murder their faith in front of them.. I want to laugh in their face and say, "Haha you laughably good intentioned preacher bitch. The Devil won."
Your head is in the right place. That is a start. I am judging by your diatribe you've had an encounter with one the fine denominations of evangelical christianity, Calvery Chapel? The designation "pastor" suggests a moonbat truth fish denomination.
You have some options. You can either bitch on the internet, or do something real to purge your resentment. Take it on directly. Be overt with your subversion, if that makes any sense. If it burns you at your core then it is demanding action, beyond what can be achieved on the internet. Maybe violence? Arson even.
Purge the anger.
MemberI do not believe that someone can /realise they are a Satanist/ at all. I believe i deliberately choose to be a Satanist or i have drifted into some church and drunk the cool-aid.
There is no "realising", there is only intention to be a Satanist. There are many different forms of Satanism and each of them, chosen deliberately, is sanguine, whether it's soft Satanism and hard Satanism.
As far as I am concerned, you either do or you don't. There is no "having the mental state and philosophy of a Satanist" because Satanism isn't status- or condition-dependent, but based in DELIBERATE ACTS. There is only deciding to be a Satanist and then carrying this out.
Those are my 6 sense, psychic though they may be.
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