"I simply see you as winded to impress, none-the-less."
Like I said, the image do not fit the reality. I do what I do by reasons that are known only to me, but guessed at by others.
"If you feel you have it all figured out than why must you drone on in meticulous microscopic detail like an intellectual Olympian competing in some cerebral dick measuring contest..?"
I share what I know in order to understand/know further, just say'n.
" an excruciating winded argument"
I speak as I speak.
"I call it like I see it, because I've seen it all before... it's all good and it's all your reality and I respect that."
The feeling is mutual. As for my " 'tude", it's a part of how I am. I don't grieve, nor change personal characteristics, just because it's perceived as harsh, critical or any such thing; I don't lay aside anything about myself, or change myself to others liking. one of the things I learned about myself is that I am either liked or disliked by any number of people and sometimes there is a combination of repulsion and attraction in any number of individuals as far as I go as a person and how they see me. It is as it is. Ultimately it's nothing to me if some one sees me this way, that or the other. I find judging myself by what others may think of me as both futile and as trivial, as unimportant to me.
... I just happened to be dosed that day, 