The ancient art of substance abuse from TheblackestBart's blog

The substance cannot be abused if the substance sustains the person. Let this resound loudly in the halls of critics who choose to denounce the consumption of psychoactive compounds. I don't need to tell most of this board anything here because this is all stuff you probably already know. Does it deserve to be documented and discussed on this board? I believe yes.


Every other religion has procured a large amount of it's number as a result of broken promises regarding substance abuse treatment. I see this as an abuse of other people's self improvement. Does Satanism have an answer to this? no. Satanists accept that every Satanist handles their issues on a personal level different from every other. These are simply some observations I have made, that when properly noted have kept me from suffering ill effects from my own vices. I respectfully present these ideas as a simple example. There will never be a Satanist rehab facility because helping other people over come something nobody else but them can understand is a pointless endeavor.


The problem constantly presented by the establishment is the elimation of the chemical agressor and not the psychological problem. Before anyone can hope to alter a habit with any victory, they must first win a victory over themselves rather than over a substance. For example, if you drink too much, and embarrass yourself, the only solution is to become the most civil and well controlled drunk you can be, before dare attempting sobriety. How can a conflicted, depressed, and misplaced person hope to stay sober? You know full well your problems did not begin with boose, cigarettes, pills, meth, coke, whatever you began using to make your problems hurt you less on the inside.


The problems have been around long before you got high, and they will still be there to greet you when you come down. Rehab cannot help you. Sobriety cannot help you. Confidence, self-awareness, and knowledge can. You shouldn't ask yourself :"why do I get high?". That's a stupid question with a stupid answer. What you should ask is much more direct. "What can I do about these problems, OTHER than get high?" If you pursue this course of thinking, you may find yourself so occupied you have no time for your addiction anymore. This is however, unlikely to be easy at first. But you should always be your own master, and accept help from nobody. Only you can make yourself master of yourself. If you seek somebody else's authority, that authority will be there to stay.

You must appoint yourself judge, jury, and executioner in you're life. That is the only path to true freedom.


If there's a problem, it's your fault, if there's a victory, you got lucky, make sure and record the environment in which it has happened. I claim little credit for many of my victories, I more claim credit for making possible the environment in which they happened. The random aspect of life should not be ignored. It governs far more than the averge person is aware of. Your victories in life are a cast of lots and effort, nothing more. Understand this, and you WILL be victorious every time.


No cult, no social circle, not even one so well informed as this one, will be any help to a struggling addict. Isolation from people and things associated with the object of addiction is only a small relief, one which is made redundant very quickly. Isolation from the self cannot further the goals of the self, or one's true will. The fact is, mental strength wins mental conflicts. Don't let the god squad take over your life just because you like your drugs a little too much. Everybody I've met that quit anything with success did it alone. The people getting piss tested and praying are just a stone's throw away from ODing on their first relapse. 


Fuck god, your family already hates you, and shrinks don't understand you. YOU can do it.



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Tkwilliams Member
May 30
I love this. I have found this to be very true, abstaining never worked, I went to a handful of AA meetings. Man what a sad bunch of people that love writhing around in there failure and embarrassment. Self control is the best way, once I realised that controlling yourself was just like working out a muscle in your body I started working on the small stuff the tiny self discipline. It works way better then forever absence.I love this. I have found this to be very true, abstaining never worked, I went to a handful of AA meetings. Man what a sad bunch of people that love writhing around in there failure and embarrassment...See more
Brother Shamus
May 30
Please post more.

Relevant Anecdote:

At one point in my life I fucked up. I spitefully destroyed my life and left myself with nothing. I then snapped completely and ended up in a psychiatric hospital. There I applied for three months unemployment and due to my love of cocaine, and some other ones I felt it prudent to add (Meth and Alcohol), it was suggested I stay at a residential treatment center. I recieved 630/month unemployment, so I picked the one that was 200/month (2012).

I then spent 4.5 months pretending to be "All about sobriety". Serenity and Unicorns. my Higher power cop out, "the interconnectedness of consciousness". I did everything and method acted the role to hide what I was worried they might find out. In my mind I was using them for a bed.

It came to a head when in a group one day I excused myself to the bathroom. There I composed a single text message so filled with contempt I committed it to memory.

"What the fuck is wrong with these people. You were right about AA. They all sit around with their higher powers so fucking deluded they call their OWN strength something greater. They have no ability to give themselves any credit."

That has since been refined to: "Most need the abstraction".

That said, I haven't done coke since 2012 and it did lead to a reestablishment of myself. Despite my dislike of 12 step programs it did clean me up by removal from the negative situation. So they did effectively "save my life". Then, upon learning about the ONA in 2015 I played that off retroactively as an "insight role".
Please post more.

Relevant Anecdote:

At one point in my life I fucked up. I spitefully destroyed my life and left myself with nothing. I then snapped completely and ende...See more
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Tkwilliams Member
May 31
So awsome brother s. Hail thy self!
TheblackestBart
May 31
The worst addiction is gambling in my opinion. Anybody dumb enough to be enthralled by slot machines and cards......Not beyond help but damn. If theres ever a betting pool for MLG though I concede I might be fucked.
Dark Enlightenment
Jun 1
Agreed. The most fucked addiction I have even seen was a combination of meth and gambling. This loser used fraudulently acquired money she got by house sitting and prenteding someone (her son's heroin addict friends) broke in - got the idea from an even sadder bitch. Then got surveiled for months taking this persons money and racking up 58 burglary charges. This, as she spent thousand in stolen money at Pala Casino just to be a Diamond Club Member. Fun times.Agreed. The most fucked addiction I have even seen was a combination of meth and gambling. This loser used fraudulently acquired money she got by house sitting and prenteding someone (her son's heroin...See more
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TheblackestBart
Jun 1
dear lucifer the stupidity. I've often wondered what makes the brain rot faster, Xanax or meth. supposedly if your getting good ice you can snort it indefinitely but I tend to disagree. I've never seen anyone do it for long without going some sort of insanedear lucifer the stupidity. I've often wondered what makes the brain rot faster, Xanax or meth. supposedly if your getting good ice you can snort it indefinitely but I tend to disagree. I've never see...See more
Zach Black Owner
Jun 7
Cocaine, meth and booze... Oh through some benzos in for good measure. That will put you sideways.
Zach Black Owner
Jun 7
It's easier to have some once in a while for me. Abstinence is a constant struggle and all consuming. I know it works for some, just not me. I am more miserable then from what I am trying to abstain from. Now, gay black midget Mexican wrestling porn... I need a intervention.It's easier to have some once in a while for me. Abstinence is a constant struggle and all consuming. I know it works for some, just not me. I am more miserable then from what I am trying to abstain f...See more
fnord
Jun 8
I never really liked anything but too much beer. I drank my last one in Feb of 2018. I've learned I can't have a casual relationship with alcohol. Some people can put a six pack in the fridge and drink one a night. For me, once that first top is popped I'm gone - I'm back at the store buying a 12 pack inside of 30 mins.. and then probably another one in a few hours. It really took a full year to stop thinking about it all the time. Good luck to anyone trying to kick an addiction. By the by, I just did it myself but alcohol is probably easier than anything else to kick.I never really liked anything but too much beer. I drank my last one in Feb of 2018. I've learned I can't have a casual relationship with alcohol. Some people can put a six pack in the fridge and drin...See more
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