I completely changed in a matter of minutes | Forum

I believe in GOD and accept Jesus as my savior. I could write multiple paragraphs as to why this is, but the concept of the father, son and Holy Spirit hit me like a ton of bricks. When you think about mortality, it changes your perspective on things. I myself and faced with my own mortality. Something happened in my brain where I can’t sleep. I go days without sleeping. Longest I’ve gone is 4 days. No I’m not a tweeker. The longest a human stayed awake and lived to tell about it is 11 days. If this sleep pattern continues, I’ll die of a heart attack or some other organ failing because my body can’t repair itself. I believe that GOD did this to me because I mocked him and did hardcore blasphemy. Really the only reason I did so much blasphemy is to exercise my freedoms provided to me by the Constitution. But anyways, I probably won’t be around much longer. The thought of an afterlife comforts me. From this point forward, I will study the Bible, try to go to church (I haven’t figured out which one yet) and pray. I have already asked for forgiveness for the insane multitude of sins I committed. I will always have a lot of respect for Satanists though. It’s a fascinating philosophy. There’s a lot of super high caliber people who believe in the LHP. I think it’s really cool. It all makes so much sense to me when I ask myself “is it really just a coincidence that life and consciousness exists”? Seriously, just look at all the things that had to go right to foster life. It can’t be a coincidence! That question is what drove me to Christianity. I am trying to read the Bible, but I must admit it’s kind of boring. Satanic Bible is way more interesting. Anyways, I’ll pop back on here from time to time to say hi. You guys have a fantastic day!