/Rant
I can't really understand why so many people follow him or regard his gibberish as holding anything of value. I can state the obvious or do heroin and channel my unconscious rambling in a ziggaraut as well. Channel some anciety spirit and write a book on anti-gravity propulsion. Oh wait, wrong one. That was the ancient aliens one.
Anyway I don't see the draw of his wife-beating faggot junkie ass. He seems like the last person with a philosophy that can be used.
So let's begin and go after "The Law".
First off, The Book of Law can go fuck itself and take it's pretension with it.
"Do what thou wilt" is fine. Could stop there, but this fluffy intrinsic twat has to go ruin it with some bullshit about love. What the fuck did that addled nymphomaniac faggot consider love anyway?
Was it love to beat his wife when he couldn't handle the burning hell of his mind, or was just strung out. May of well let the woman who repeatedly "gets hit with the basketball" write a book on trusting relationships.
So not really a figure worthy to speak there.
Plus, everything I have ever read on his relationships is some asshurt letter to his faggot boyfriend or him beating his various partners.
But what is "love under will", other than some BULLSHIT he added riding the white horse, and on a total dopey dopamine buzz.
Seriously? Possession. I think it's possession. I think it's control, or least something along those lines. Perhaps security as a juxtaposition against the indifference and default hostility of the universe?
But my whole thing is why tie it to the rest of the will unless you FIRST disambiguate it as "love of self"? How does that last line tie to the first unless you want to cloud your practical with drifting pablum?
Love of sex? Money? Hormones? There are much more animal reasons I thought he was all about that make this is as perplexing as him on his deathbed... allegedly.
MY reason for this is the circumstantial nature of the kind he meant.
Crowley was a fruitcake and his "love" was half "do what you want" and half be led by mystical bullshit. Something broke along the way and he became a veiled born-again with his abyss and blah blah unification with godform blah blah.
So let's get the full quote.
"Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. Love is the law, love under will. There is no law beyond Do what thou wilt. Every man and every woman is a star."
This is a non quote. Love is the law? THAT is god shit, strait up. Without disambiguation that is holy spirit Abstraction. Something unnecessary added to an already salient quote. Is it my will or some fruity hormonal shit you gotta feels?
And how am I a star? I am stardust (made of) but I am not a necromancing numinous magi controlling the incompatible. Do I shine on too, Mr. Lennon? AND WHEN DO I GET SHOT? I could define/understand that.... unless I die.
Still, I'm stuck at how doing what I want + the chemicals associated ties to this fruity bullshit. How was a fruity little mystical think god twat ever considered a beast of anything?
But once more on love under will.
What the fuck is that? Getting what your dick or vag wants? I believe he was trying to say you should be "guided by love", which leaves me thinking his entire philosophy was a justification to religiously fuck ALL THE TIME and do a shit ton of heroin.
Unless he truly meant "essences of love", which once again leaves me to believe he didn't understand how the chemicals the brain releases relates to behaviors and desire. Or just wrote it for the sake of writing it.
Which is also why he wrote like such a cryptic tool. Looking over many of MOST successful people in history I see their bios littered with merciless selfishishness and faux-philanthropic conscience leveraging.
So it's gotta be "love of self". If he had any insight, it is that. Case and point: Jessie Helms. It also means Ayn Rand was better at his philosophy than he was. And not NEARLY as pretentious.
Sorry, I just had a bad day and remembered I LOVE trashing fluffy intrinsic things other people get fuzzies from.. So in his spirit I was required to post it.
/Rant
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