He told me ok ok.. yea yea yea.. you hate the pretty people and they make you sick..
But where is your curiosity..
Go ahead look at that woman right there and tell me..
What does she care about?
What makes her mad?
How is she feeling inside?
Um but before we started getting my power back
He also said, look...
so you are sure that this is all wrong and everyone is wrong and annoying unreal full of shit full of themselves uncaring and trippin on their own self image...
and now that Ive written this.. It is truly how I see myself...
serving no noble purposes makes me so angry at myself...
consumption and walking and talking and working along with acting nice and looking passably pretty even though its fake is my Normal..
Fair enough...
I feel disappointed in myself..
I am angry at myself, that I have known longer than most about the fuckness of what humans are getting up to and I have done absolutely NOTHING about it thus far...
I am twisted between surviving taking care of myself and just letting go and saving some fucking animals..
I am lost to my purpose and I feel as though I should have one because I am a very powerful person.. and I allow mediocrity stupidity and apathy to infect my very soul...
So tomorrow.. more of the same then.. ask ask ask ask ask ask ask!!!
why does she wear so much makeup and dress like and smell like a fukkin BARBIE? no more hating them.. It doesnt help and I fukkin know better..
even if im right there is always Mors to learn!
Im fukkin seriously retarted!
when am I gonna fukkin get THIS!?
the short bus never gets to the party in hell..
so fuk me APO PANTOS KAKAI DAEMONOS!!!
93 and 23 SKIDOO!
The Wall
I have noticed people are drawn towards moral fluff. Like Edamame has an internal cricket that is getting on her for not being empathetic.
My advice is to fight it mercilessly. If it tries any of that golden rule moralizing shit go punch a fucking retarded kid or something. It's trying to refine you into a Christian, as do most of these default projections in Western society.
The key is what it gets on you for. You are being chastised for "pre-judging" her externally before you know the real person. That is never the godly thing to do, even in the new Transgender All-inclusive universe. The "godly" thing here is for you to have no prejudices that might drive your hatred of the "beautiful people", who you don't really know, and could have feelings too.
I think you are right to not have empathy.Ah, this sorta goes with Anna's internal cricket.
I have noticed people are drawn towards moral fluff. Like Edamame has an internal cricket that is getting on her for not being empathe...See more