Im not the best writer but this is just some shit i been thinking about. I would be down to kill i have the training for it and i did read some of anton laveys book. I think one day it will come to that cause nothing else far as i tried works. No matter where i go they end up coming from somewhere. After my military career i plan on doing mercenary work what id teally like to do is work for satan but thats more of a he finds you type of job. I been feeling anxious lately for something to happen and i dont know what but i do have some personal things to take care of in the future im just tired of dealing with these motherfuckers. Im not scared cause they arent real to me i just would feel better with some type of team. Ima keep training though and follow the right path. I started watching more stuff about satan and less about the other shit cause when i think about it all we got as far as satanist is us. We need to find out more about satanic names i believe we have names and a language lost. When we find our name and language then we can separate ourselves from haters and non believers