I mostly wear clothes that are alien, space or crypto themed. I like the designs they seem like something a graffitti artist would make. I most post them on my youtube @alienahk and on twitter. I figure its the only way i can think of to meet aliens or people who like crypto.
I think aliens are satanic. They say the have black eyes and on earth you have to work together to achieve things so im guessing in space it would be the opposite. Or maybe aliens are actually from underground...
So my name has been lucifer for a few years now i get alot of questions about it. I still go out to bars/clubs every now and then with people i know. Some people are chill with it, alot cant believe thats my name. You gotta express yourself and be prepared for the backlash if you wanna raise some hell way i see it. As far as work goes the best jobs i would say is doordash or something remote like programming cause its gonna get old dealing with the repeated questions about your name. Working with disabled people is a good job cause people and staff are more laid back. Most people would want to call u by another name cause demonic names are hard to pronounce or they just dont like saying it. I personally dont care as long as they know what my name is. My first, middle and last name is demonic so its kinda funny going into places to do paperwork, some have questions and sometimes its whatever. Ive looked into many satanic organizations like church of satan and joy of satan but i think i would rather blog and see if i can find like minded people. Sorry about my previous post i need to work on proofreading i dont usually do blogs.
I do alot of research on religions trying to find something to believe in. Reason being is that i dont really fit in with other beliefs (i guess i feel like im something new or lost). Which brought me to satanism. I think the belief in satan is corrupted by people against satan in order to try and make it extinct but in turn if they fail they will become extinct (because that is their only purpose in life). So i guess the other question is what is satanism in my view. Its about fetishes (demons) and self gratification. I remember i seen someone wanting to know how do you sell your soul to satan. In my belief thats not a real thing. Satanism is not a business deal it is a religion. What makes a religion? Well names that other religions do not have, a language and a culture. So for example xhrist would have names like mark, peter etc. myslims have Muhammad, akbar etc any religion that has a culture has these names and a certain type of language. I know names for demons if you do research you will find names of demons from Christian, catholic and asian countries. There is lucifer, baphomet, asura, Lilith, mephisto, diablo etc. i learned alot of names from the google play app on demonic names its called diccionario demonios. What got me interested in demonic names is that names of demons make a different reaction from people which is good because that is the only way we can trust one another. There are alot of people in the world to misguide you but they would never say the name of a demon is their name. Ive been into dark/horror stuff along time and i realised the most they will play is middle ground. They dont fully embrace satan its more like anghellic or something borderline. Im not saying im some badass demonic dude that sacrafices and fucks people up for asking questions about my name to be honest im prolly more like jesus if you are thinking in the sterotypical manner. To be honest it dont matter cause i know people from many different faiths that in my mind im like (hes christian? I wouldve thought muslim cause of his beard and how he treats women. Or a dude i thought was Buddhist but he was just on some hippy shit). What really put me on this path was that i have a big foot fetish and fetish basically means demon and most religions censor things they think are sin. Thing is america didnt use to be this way i remember seeing bugs bunny naked when he got out the shower and all sorts of shit but things are changing and we have to find a way to hold our own without them. Life for us would be way better but i will need help cause i dont have the expertise or knowledge to do everything. I was thinking like underground homes, our own type of food, money everything that everbody else has. I think we could use crypto and keep everything on a low profile cause you know people will have it out for us wgich is why id go with underground homes. Theres a book called The $50 and Up Underground House Book you can get it for free on pdf. I tried learning and looking into other cultures and i believe people like me are just different, so im soreading what i know in hopes of peaking someones interest and maybe build on something.
If ever satan needs me to do something it will be done. I think that goes with believing in something. It keeps phoney people out for example how christ you just have to repent or baptized but people do the same things over again and it makes a weird congregation of people who most likely would only meet at church. I think I can feel satan though on a more spiritual feeling at first I thought I was crazy but I use to have stomach problems that have mostly gone away and this is stomach problems for years ago. I guess from stress but since changing my name and being more active I been feeling better as time goes. Sometimes I think I should do things faster and I would if I knew what to do. I hear a voice saying I should "leave" and I'm thinking like leave who/what and how. I hear these voices all the time since I was 18 it's also lately been talking about killing theirself. I'm not sure who it is but it all started (the voices) around the time I started dating this Asian girl I met at a has station where I use to work by in Washington state. We dated for like 3years I loved her but the more I'd be around her the less I could stand being around her. Not relationship wise but it felt like my soul was afraid of her and I don't know why. It felt like she was gonna try and have me killed (maybe we were associated with gangs) now this was long before I changed my name and I had a regular Christian name but was atheist at the time. I don't think I would be Satanist if I stayed with her though that's for sure so maybe it was all for the better.
Idk what it is but I feel lately like something is about to happen idk if it good or bad (I think good) maybe cause most of the people I'm cool with is leaving the military soon. They taught me some stuff about different things about Magik and tarot. When they leave idk anyone else that are into these things. It might be cause I need someone to be with but I want to be with someone that is satanic and it's kinda hard to find people like that. If I ever get enough money I'll try a con that's the best way I suppose. Weird thing about the dudes that taught me about Magik and tarot is they don't seem to think to highly of lucifer. I remember telling one of them I'm changing my last name to baphomet and he said that baphomet lead his people to die or something like that. I still changed my name though even if it's true may as well take another shot at it.
Im not the best writer but this is just some shit i been thinking about. I would be down to kill i have the training for it and i did read some of anton laveys book. I think one day it will come to that cause nothing else far as i tried works. No matter where i go they end up coming from somewhere. After my military career i plan on doing mercenary work what id teally like to do is work for satan but thats more of a he finds you type of job. I been feeling anxious lately for something to happen and i dont know what but i do have some personal things to take care of in the future im just tired of dealing with these motherfuckers. Im not scared cause they arent real to me i just would feel better with some type of team. Ima keep training though and follow the right path. I started watching more stuff about satan and less about the other shit cause when i think about it all we got as far as satanist is us. We need to find out more about satanic names i believe we have names and a language lost. When we find our name and language then we can separate ourselves from haters and non believers
