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For a second, imagine being a UPS driver having just pulled up to house hearing an engine of a plane winding up and getting louder winding up. That's a hell of a way to go.
Synopses: A pilot became disoriented on a simple landing procedure in "unlimited" visibility and went down in a San Diego suburb killing a UPS driver.
Anyone that cares have a theory? He seemed like he was getting "having a stroke" confused. Can't rule out control problems and a missed emergency landing attempt. If not that it was suicide, like the one from Malaysia.
And here's how it ended:
I am a typical "Goldwater Moderate". I grew up in wacky do-your-own thing libertarian Arizona and the moderate politics of the state rubbed off. While I'm still not a fan of Trump's further right policies, I will say this:
This country needs a Trump reelection. Not because he's right for the job; because he's right for the people, ALL OF THEM, even those that hate him.
Imagine that. Against all odds "The Great Silent Majority" (I swear another presidential incumbent called upon that) sweeps him into a second term. "Sacrafice". And wouldn't you know it registration is the highest it's ever been. Record breaking. Texas, Ohio, Georgia... You name it. The silent majority is getting ready.
Which way will they go?
Down 8 in the polls currently, but he was down 12 last time.
Who remembers this:
Seems like ancient history with the lemmings all hopping on Team Pelosi and taking their spite out on the democratic process. Never has any sitting president been so opposed in their office by vindictive politicians with the only priority getting back at them for taking away their hope to follow up the hope.
It was supposed to go, "First a black President, then a woman president", and Country Club Old Money took it from them, rode a bull economy, and did a fairly descent job to those paying attention. He even managed to pull off many of his campaign promises. And his supporters quite liked him telling China to f* off and picking tariff tiffs with the Canadians.
And whether or not you support it, THOSE are the things he's done with his presidency.
But that's not important, because this is the snowflake twitter generation. Hashtag simple. Basic.
The anger exhibited by a college aged millenials is like watching Hitler youth salute their master. Only it's a fist, a fuck the police, and a want so bad to say they were part of some social movement of change they don't see the s*** peddled to get their attention and support. Snakes of implanted beliefs, and a spin to provoke the wishy washy herd minded idealism that elected Hitler chancellor and instilled revolucion in Latin America.
And while that goes both ways, politically, The right has never been the side to violently protest, at least post 1900.
Socio-political change comes from the left.
But lately...
It's hysteria. It's media driven. It's Facebook driven. It's another social meme that disposes hate with hate. A herd with a herd.
But it's ok because it's only hate of fascists. And people that don't share your progressive ideology so much that the judeochristian mindset of "You must think like me" takes hold and perspective flies out a morally righteous window.
With The NAACP, college tuition, and droves of people lining up to help the upstanding black kid succeed he only loses if he aspires to be a balla', and that's only when the line of work catches up.
Yes black lives matter and moreso on a sliding scale of how disadvantaged they are.
What if I was to say, "George Floyd deserved it, as would my white *** if I did the same thing"?
This is crocodile tear hysteria, one so pressurized and ready to burst you can get reported to the fingermen of social justice if you dare say, "Maybe the cop wasn't racist and the guy was just an intoxicated jack*** that didnt want to go to jail?"
But what of the racists? These horrid folk that impede your progressive ideologies?
What? The ones not on hillbilly heroin knocking back confederate recipe moonshine? The stupid impressionable DOC kids? There is an increasingly disparaging list of stereotypes of those classied as "White Supremacists", such as breeding like Clevon in the movie Idiocracy.
Heritage *and* congenital defects not Hate!
Not really the greatest threat to you or anyone... at most just more victims or rampant ignorant belief.
They can fly their rebel flag and you can wipe your tears with a rainbow one.
They have a right to exist so long as they don't advocate violence (legally). And run the risk of losing everything if they do. This country can have people that think things you don't like and you just have to deal with it. They can think as xenophobic as they want. They can hate whomever they want. They can fly a Nazi flag alongside the antifa ones protesting them and no-one can stop each-other.
And that's why a Trump reelection is a good thing.
We, as a country (planet), need that riot. The country needs the angry riot of twice disenfranchised youth taking to streets in violent protest like someone else's ideology is the most destructive thing in their lives. The mass the overflowing vitriol has created needs to implode. Whether a Trump reelection or Derek Chauvin being acquitted (very unlikely).
The breakdown of society will happen through rampant slave morality. A society of Zarthustras Apes, the alleged Ubermencsh sparypainting ACAB on banks, or donning the combat boots of a Leftover Crack fan and taking back the suburbs like a progressive liberal punk rocker.
It's like the hippies with Facebook instead of LSD.
And if you know of things that happened before 1990, you'd know how the election is gonna play out. Happy trails smiling all the way to 1972.
And this is good for everyone prone to viral outrage and resulting slave ideologies. It just looks like the left is gonna be the ones to break it open and (hopefully) bring about the armageddon of moral indignation.
But only if Trump wins.
Just get the pseudo-civil war over with...
I like to incorporate as many superstitious beliefs as possible in my magic. World over, there is too much rigidity with ritual for too much variance. Thus; it must be a mental process of your mind.
Consider it like The Matrix. He had to know he could fly before he could fly. It takes a certain surety in your "supernautical" abilities to work properly. You gotta just know you can fly.
Spoons are made to be bent.
The term Supernautical means "above the tides". This means "above natural cycles in nature". You as god.
Consider all lives have ups and downs, being supernautical is like being a hurricane, typhoon, or cyclone. You increase the amplitude of their waves until their life fucking crashes against a rock. You become the other guy that controls the sea and stir up their ocean... with the magical belief you can.
Anyway, enough lead in.
For a "Destruction ritual" I use the following items.
2 teaspoons snakeroot
1/4 cup of Pecans
1 Heirloom Egg
1 Candle of Elegba (OG Orisha)
1 cup Cemetery soil
1 piece of 8"/11" paper
1 Jar of blood bait (for catfish)
1 wishbone from a chicken
1 fur from a black cat
1 mason jar
1. On the piece of paper draw a simple picture of your choosing and the identity of your destructee in the blood bait.
2. In the Mason jar add Heirloom egg, pecans, snakeroot, 1/4 cup blood bait, and soil. Stir until mixed thoroughly. Place jar behind the sigil.
3. Snap the wishbone while saying your intent and then add to the jar.
4. Say, By a luck de a black cat, may oi niis adagita pass, Add the fur.
5. Burn the sigil and add the ashes to the jar. Replace the lid.
6. Between midnight and first light find a place where two roads cross and bury the jar in the middle.
7. At a southern corner place the Elegba candle and light it. Consider a wind break if in a wind prone area.
Say another intent clearly such as:
Lap disciplining me at conisbra Ol condemn zomdv children adagita die. Elasa biab ge en ethical superior.
At this point you MUST walk away and never return ever. Assume the candle burnt through.
Later, take credit for one of the kids getting hit by a truck while biking somewhere.
Methodology.
Nothing consistent.
8. Northern Mediterranean (Italy - Turkey)
Hazards: Volcanos, Earthquakes, Extratropical Cyclones
This part of the meditaranean, where the Eurasia meets the African plate is the only place where you can have pyroclastic cities in Pompei Italy, and cities built around a volcanic island mysteriously falling into the sea near crete. Earthquakes can devastate. And crazy Mediterranean hurricanes "medicanes" can make landfall. But mainly Volcanoes.
7. Washington, USA
Hazards: Volcanos, Earthquakes, Fires
Washingtonians should be familiar with lahars. Mt. St. Helens is a twerp little bitch compared to Mt. Rainier, which will go again some day. Scientists studying its history of eruptions, based on flows still visible/up close measurements have concluded the "Northwest face" in most likely to be the next point of failure. The path of the next Lahar is predicted to go through Downtown Tacoma. Mt. Ranier last erupted in 1895 (barely), so it is by no means dormant.
Also as likely are Megathrust Earthquakes off the coast of Oregon - British Columbia. These cause both substantial shaking and deadly tsunamis. Luckily, the 300-500 year recurrence of catastrophe makes it less deadly than California earthquake threat.
6. California, USA
Hazards: Earthquakes, fires, mudslides
You think it would be higher, but it is not. You have the threat of major earthquake every 20 years or so. You can't include cost of living and pretension unfortunately. Though the yearly seasonal cycle is quite deadly.
In late December it rains off an on until April. Enough to grow everything. It then dries out until September when it burns. That land is then subject to erosion when that parched soil meets the first torrential rain.
5. Florida, USA
Hazard: Hurricanes, Severe Weather
It is pretty much just Hurricanes. But the state has a lot of coastline and every bit gets hit many times in a decade. It also holds many Hurricane associated records.
Most landfalls in a particular state: Tropical Storm Fay, 2008, when it hit the Florida Keys, Southwest Florida (near Naples), Northeast Florida (near Flagler Beach), and the Florida Panhandle (near Apalachicola, Florida).
Last season's Michael followed a similar path.
4. Chile
Hazards: Earthquake, Tsunami
Chile is synonymous with terremoto. From Punta Arenas to Antofagasta nowhere is safe. Catastrophic events include; a 9.0 in 1868, an 8.8 in 1877, 9.5 in 1960 and an 8.8 in 2010. It is the most active subduction fault in the world capable of major Megathrust earthquakes (8.5+) every 20-30 years. Coastal areas are of increased risk for the tsunami threat as well. Building codes are sound, but the likelihood of it happening is greater than anywhere on the Pacific Rim.
3. Haiti
Hazards: Earthquakes, Hurricane, Building Code
You saw what HAARP could do. Hugo Chavez said so! All jokes aside, this is the closest third world to our world. All those dead chickens haven't prepared them any better for "major" earthquakes or hurricane/flooding devastation. The tar paper shacks don't do too well either. Rarer than other places but...
For point of reference the Haitian quake was a 7.0 occurring 16 miles from Port Au Prince at a hypocentral depth of 7 miles. There were 316,000 deaths. They are still recovering. In Anchorage, AK in 2018 a 7.2 occurred 10 miles from Anchorage at a depth of 29 miles. There were 0 deaths caused by the shaking itself. Only heart attacks of the nursing home variety. They fixed the city in a month.
Though the disparity in depth does make the Haitian one have higher surface acceleration, stronger shaking and whatnot there is only poverty reasons why so many died. Seriously, Haiti is the Africa on the Caribbean.
2. Coastal Japan
Hazards: Earthquake, Tsunami, Typhoon, Volcano, Severe Weather.
There was a live camera of a penguin exhibit at a Mall in Sendai. The Tsunami killed my penguins. I will never forgive the subduction zone responsible.
Japan is as ready as anyone. If it is a natural disaster it can happen in Japan. Japan makes the list for being a seafaring fault adjacent country that has been hit and hit again throughout the course of applicable late quarternary history. 30,000 in one shot bumped it substantially higher on this list.
1. Southern Mexico
Hazards: Earthquakes, Volcanoes, Severe Weather, Hurricane, Mexicans
Every horrible and deadly Hurricane making landfall is south of Baja. Outdated housing codes and a corrupt enforcement system increases risk of building collapse during earthquakes. Volcanoes apparently form in farmer's fields over night, and of course drug cartels are their own non-natural environmental hazard.
It tops the list because its is an epicenter of sorts for all applicable categories. There are many ways to die in Mexico and at a much higher rate than most places.
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Idea Introduction
Of all the quirky things my favorite Triskadekaphobic Maine writer has giving us, like my hero Randall Flagg or Pet Cemetery, his most insightful work may be The Shining. Of course, I will have to slightly warp its literary/cinematic intent.
In the novel/movie the ghosts of The Overlook Hotel were portrayed in the "still haunting" light of spirits stuck in the movie rule location "get out of here" trope. Entities carrying on to torture or turn into a decaying old lady. Overlooked by most were the ancillary parts of the story that cast it into an even more intriguing insight into the nature of the paranormal.
Start off with Tony who lives in young Danny's mouth. An artifact of his mind portrayed as an imaginary friend. If it happened to a person 30 years older he'd call himself a medium that talks to the dead.
The cook talked to his own Mom, and later Danny right before he died like all black characters in a mostly white cast are meant to. Up until that point he was the back story for the elusive "third eye" nature to the underlying motif.
Enter the hotel itself. All the stories told, all the events that took place, all that shined was of key moments and people specific to that location. The theory being the "shine" may as well be like a civil war battlefield littered with oratory history making its way firmly into the collective unconscious. The interesting thing about this archetypal and story filled land is the existence of "genetic memory".
Enter "the shining". Consider it like unconscious synesthesia. The ability to presence the events and people that make up the history of the location itself.
Idea Breakdown:
Genetic memory:
"It is based on the idea that common experiences of a species become incorporated into its genetic code..." -wikipedia
Please submit the above to include things like metaphysical belief also being encoded into genetics by the shared experience of "superstition". That twitch as old as our species that ensured several sacrifices to make the sun rise. Doesn't matter the superstition, the genetic is the predisposition of. Like Alcohol to Irish it is. For them that shared experience of drinking a shitload became genetic memory.
Collective Unconscious:
Every culture, every story, every commonly held belief, major event, folk hero and so on lives here. Villains as well. Demons and ghosts, all combine fears of humanity call this realm home.
A layman example may well as be the internet. Consider the surface web the collective. The top results are your massacres and your presidents. There is an order of magnitude to what is most present.
Current Output:
This one may seem strange, but apart from the collective world there is a current transmission/reception thing happening. This is where you have to insert some metaphysical bullshit about clairvoyance and genuine psychic ability. In this regard the "current output" refers to all real-time experiences.
The current output can also be called the phenomenal experience. This occurs in the same space/time everything else occurs and is governed by the laws of physics. "Signals" travel at the speed of light.
There is an ability of the mind to lock in on "signals" that occur in a hertz range which happens to coincide with our own neural range, between 10 and 50 hertz.
Along with our atmosphere, there is a magnetosphere, and an ionosphere. A firmly electromagnetic world we live on. A nice conduit for signal transmission.
A declassified experiment carried out by the CIA in the 1960's dealt with a "broadwave trigger" in which a broadcast frequency (between 12 and 25 hertz) could induce a wide range of emotions over a targeted area. Mind control broadcast from a satellite.
At all moments ions are flying around and into you. A test of the effect of the atmosphere itself is noticed on days when ions are most excited, windy days. Positive ionization will cause much higher levels of agitation, where as negative ionization calms a person. While not entirely related, like the first example, it establishes our mind's connection to environmental influences.
The Shine:
Synesthesia is an ability for people to see numbers as colors or words as shapes and do some pretty amazing beyond Rainman things just by viewing the internal landscape of there ability. Incredible memory and high IQ is also present with synesthetes. I consider this "shine" and all associated psychic ability, like a synesthesia that deals with collective unconscious and the phenomenal. An ability to "see the events of past" alongside the live feed. A tarot card reading without the deck in a greater process where you learn to filter through the noise of all you "pick up".
The locations themselves will keep the aura so long as the stories are told. So long as the isolated and gifted continue to speak of Old Caretaker Delbert Grady and the "correction" of his family with an Axe they will exist. As seen with Jack you sometimes only halfway pick it up, and are lead by internal conflict and will (portrayed as bartender apparitions).
The Short Movie:
All that's gleaned is like a schizophrenic hallucination. Something every bit real seen by one and not the other. And not schizophrenia. Similar in that your mind creates it but dissimilar in how it occurs.
For a schizophrenic it's so ludicrously put together that it builds upon a previously held delusion, where these occur like random flashes of headline news. The experience can range anywhere from full apparition down to not necessarily seen, but discernable enough to be as vivid as memory.
A person may suddenly see a person falling from a bridge after being thrown off it for two blinks of an eye only for it to flash away as quickly as it came. A brief instant where you see the collective memory of a location.
Projection
Seems absurd I almost left this out. The main defect and encumbrance is our own subjective lensing. Input filtered through superstition of your genetic memory can make one person's "black cook" another's "Gabriel The Super-Angel". This is another way of saying it may also be more representive of "a lie you tell yourself" and further tainted by hopes and fears.
An example may be in Michael Crichton's book turned motion picture, "Sphere", in which Samuel L Jackson manifested sinister Jellyfish based on his fear of the species.
The Supernatural Retort:
What about the more Poltergeist-like happenings?
For legitimate cases, notice how things move. They are quick burst of energy that may all of sudden rustle the blinds or knock a cup over, and all manner of kinetic shenanigans.
This seems in line with the telekinetic ability observed by everyone who has seen it done. Short bursts. And you do not have to believe me.
Artifacts and constructs of thought.
There is a progression. Every story is akin to, "at first it was just a little bit and then we started to become aware of it and it escalated".
They might become so concerned why that cupboard is always open that they film their kitchen and call the inexplicable opening evidence of ghosts. No drafts or other reason they say.
It's actually evidence of cupboard seemingly opened without a cause and nothing more. This actually opens the door for "magic" to become plausible, if you want to take credit for the door opening. You are then taken east to learn of Tibetan Tulpa concepts where you may learn you are the poltergeist.
The Implications of Whatever This Theory Is:
There is no spirit world, afterlife, or ghosts, but we do have the ability to do the Jedi mind tricks and magic may be validated to a glitchy "burst of energy" extent.
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That's why no pride is counterproductive to the core, however it is most precisely defined, but definitely counterproductive to you well being.
The trope seems to be Satanists are all the producers and sculptors of the world. Masters of the universe doing their own thing without restraint. The myth here is the occurrence of Satanists being elite is in greater numbers than any other group. There are just as many hailing Satan all the to mounting debt. Sometimes my skeptical, untrusting, go fuck yourself core excludes me quite emphatically.
It seems my tendency to fight seemingly unnecessary minutia or manipulations of others has me losing it on shit people learn at management seminars.
From Dazed and Confused:
Pink: You know coach. I gotta get going. Me and my loser friends you know we gotta go get Aerosmith tickets. Top priority of the summer.
* Walks away, turns back *
I might play ball. But I will never sign that
It seems my Satanism never grew beyond this apparent teenage angst. Now it happens by degrees of defiance in proportion to how manipulative, indirect, or subtle the attempt to suggest appropriate behavior is.
In fact to sum it up I find my Satanism tends to cause more problems, but hey, at least I told off that "Neo-McCarthyist" coach.
For myself, "Satanism" does not lead to "elite".
*** However ***
There is one "label" that almost assures you will be successful and financially stable throughout life. You may think its Satanism, or theistic devil worship, or dark force magic, or Aleister bitch-fag crowley, or if you are really retarded, Scientology. It isn't. The proof is seen through aggregate achievement and generalization.
The stereotypes. They are endowed doctors, engineers, scientists, lawyers, business executives, investment bankers, media moguls, celebrities, news anchors, journalists, and basically everything really well off that is not a pro athlete. They also pride themselves on a solid 401k.
The most disproportionately well off have been seeing to it that it stays that way since their lying inception over 2800 years ago.
For too long the Jews have plagued our planet by making sure they are always in a position of power. From birth they teach their children to work hard because quite honestly their parents scare the shit out them and they'll never hear the end of it if they turn in a report card with a B on it. Clones of forced stratification. They program their children to be top 5% (worse than an oriental with a fiddle) at everything to ensure they are well off enough if another holocaust occurs, to buy their way to somewhere neutral.
My master tried to give eveyone else a fair piece of the pie, but his efforts failed and he fled to Argentina.. The Jews consolidated their power, staged a war trial, and leveraged their way back with more power than before. AND NOW THEY HOARD IT. They "covet" it from the goy, gentile, or shegetz at the same time they take positions of power and saturate the media.
They have infiltrated your lives. They have a distinct agenda. They are the PROTO-SJW. Is it any wonder if you add an "E" and rearrange the letters it spells JEWS? They are securing their own future through the exaltation of political correctness and zero tolerance for intolerance, unless its Antifa.
Secretly, they are buying all the gold, even the "gold" at Fort Knox. There is no gold standard since that Zionist Richard Nixon, The Federal Reserve, and Jerusalem decided to build a world of Zion-centric defense contracts against an enemy they purposely incite against themselves.
If the world hates the enemy of the jews it is less likely there will be another holocaust, which they live in such constant fear of they took over the world as a preemptive act against it happening again.
They have a higher per capita income than any other religion, including Scientology and hold to that advantage like the struggles of other volk doesn't mean shit. A good ol' jew system that works like a city construction job, tribe only. That is why all the best jobs go to the semitic kin.
For these reasons I must conclude a Jewish is the true path of elite.
Are you ok with this? I am not.
Are you gonna let the jews, even if they are dark jews all into the occulty whatnot level their Zionist control? Is the rest of the world including all whites, browns, blacks, yellows, and reds that aren't a Jewish, or otherwise turned that color by an angry god meant to suffer?
To this it is time to say Nein!
Several episodes have survivers and all have transripts of ATC communication. The thing that always sticks out isn't the passengers reactions but those with most information about their approaching death. While the passangers in back may pray that can be put to situational ignorance.
It still stands to reason that all goes out the window when the memory synapses start firing. All gnostic quirks can be attribute to coping when the end is still uncertain. But when the end is certain god becomes an interjection said in vain.
Heaven and Hell:
USAir: 427 - "Hang on. What the hell is this?"
China Airlines: 676 - "Oh my God! Oh my God!"
But Mostly This:
Continental Express 3407 - "We're down"
Polish Air Force 1549 - "Fuckkkkkk"
* Assassination of Polish Government
Vladivostokavia 352 - "That’s all guys! Fuck!"
Surinam Airways 764 - "That's it I'm dead."
Alaska Airlines 261 - "Ah here we go."
Air France 447 - "Damn it, we're going to crash... This can't be happening!"
Sometimes Shakespeare...
LOT Polish Airlines 5055 - "Goodnight, Goodbye, We Perish!"
On occasion there is never resignation by the crew:
United Airlines 232 - "Nah, I can't pull 'em off or we'll lose it, that's what's turning ya."
*All four pilots survived. This news crews video captured the final moment.
And sometimes the last comment is for loved ones.
Atlantic Southeast Airlines 529 - "Amy, I love you."
* Got freed from the flight deck by a first responder with an axe.
Pacific Southwest Airlines 182 - "Ma, I love you"
[What else is there to say when this is happening to you.]
Interestingly, no one, in these final moments speaks for the afterlife except kamikaze or suicide pilots that planned it.
Garuda Indonesia Airlines 152 - "Aaaaaa. Allah Akbar."
Egypt Air 990 - "I rely on God" (repeated over and over)
It goes beyond aviation examples. For all this 'god is intrinsic' shit very few seem to diverge from statements that acknowledge a rapidly approaching finality to it all.
At death it is a sliding scale of self preservation to solace in it just ending, knowing all their efforts failed.
I can't speak for others but I find this one of the most beautiful things about death. The peace that while there may be no atheists in foxholes there are no religious people when the grenade lands next to them.
The following is a 10 question college level common knowlege quiz. Some are easy, some are the type you'd find on Antagonists Trivia, Is that even around still?
Have fun.
A. Bangladesh
B. Turkey
C. Egypt
D. Lebanon
2. Which of these is incorrect?
* The name used at time of transition.
A. Ottoman Empire -> Turkey
B. Prussia -> Russia
C. New France -> Louisiana Territory
D. Great Britain -> United States
3. Which of these is incorrect?
A. Tin = Tn
B. Gold = Au
C. Oxygen = O
D. Neon = Ne
4. Which of these is NOT a city?
A. Kuala Lumpur
B. Portland
C. Seychelles
D. Addis Ababa
5. What currency is used primarily in Zimbabwe?
A. Zimbabwean Dollar
B. US Dollar
C. British Pound
D. Nigerian Naira
6. Which of these does not have four legs?
A. Mustang
B. Cougar
C. Chevelle
D. Impala
7. Which of these was not a dictator?
A. Saparmurat Niyazov
B. Josef Stalin
C. Nicholas Sarkozy
D. Francisco Franco
8. Which of these is not a recognized national animal?
A. Kiwi
B. Dragon
C. Unicorn
D. Aardvark
9. Which of these religious texts is youngest?
* Note - excluding retroactive 'oral' traditions.
A. The Epic of Gilgamesh
B. The Torah
C. The Avesta
D. The Rigvedas
10. Which of these Movies did not win Best Picture?
A. Apocalypse Now
B. Amadeus
C. Godfather II
D. No Country For Old Men
Ok, there you go. 10 useless questions of pointless trivia only people on Jeopardy would know. I am not writing this to make anyone feel dumb, some of these are tricky.
But if you scored higher than 3.5/10 you know more than the average American. Not kidding.
That seems sad.
Answers: D B A C B C C D B A
Climbing up the pepper tree in the back yard, I remember it fondly. A warm morning in the spring of 1876. A lad of 10, full of jubilation. This was just something I cherished. I had waited patiently for two weeks, for this moment. For the child of darkness hath come to fulfill his karma. His duty.
For this joyful spring morning was the day I was to teach a little doves how to fly.
The mother of course, would reject these befouled and tainted chicks if I put them back when I was done playing with them. Luckily for the mother it would not need to make that decision.
I eagerly plucked the babies from their nest and took them down the tree. I left them in a spot near the center of the yard. I dashed to the woodshed to fetch me my favorite bird teaching aid. A wooden tennis racket.
Now it was time. I plucked one up from the ground and tossed it aloft. It tried to flap its undeveloped wings, but that was to no avail.
* FWACK *
You can get sufficient range with a tennis racket. I saw it landed near an adjacent property. I hustled out for my favorite part, watching it writhe in its death throes. Gasping. It would heave and convulse, sometimes be split wide open. I firmly remember these being my first moments of adrenaline release. I knew I was a demented little shit from them on.
"Do you like to play with fire little boy?"
Yes, as a matter of fact I do.
Eventually it would die. And it was time to do the other one.
It only progressed from there.
You know your destiny when you play games of capture and imprisonment to live animals. It really does put the lotion in the basket.
You can't really cure demented, no matter what convention or manufactured remedy you throw at it. It will always win.
Or in futuristic terms, it will always rejoin its droogs and commence to raping once again.
Did this take it too far?
