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Okay so I just turned 18 and graduated high school. I’m trying to find something to be apart of or meet people who could possibly have the same interest as me. I’m not “satanist” , I don’t really believe in anything. My family is Christian but it’s hard for me to be one or even try considering I don’t totally agree with the religion or any religion at that but I’ve never quite understood satanism or seen the religion practiced. I live in houston and the only satanist church that was here got burned down by Christian (hence why I don’t agree with the religion) therefore for obvious reasons, can’t visit. I really want to understand this religion every aspect of it good bad whatever.