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CrimsonVirus5150
So I was talking with my mother about many random things. Which is what I like to do. My biggest thing I love telling her is what I am studying at that particular moment, or what I am wanting to study. 


Now keep in mind, I look at a different fuck ton of beliefs, different point of views and so on. Anytime I mentioned ANYTHING to so with Satanism or anything like that, she would give me this look that scared the fuck outta me. (BTW it still does, and I am 26!) So anyways, I was telling her about this Pagan book, and she had no issue with it. Me thinking that the cost was clear, I slightly slipped in the fact that I was reading a Anton Lavey book and she nearly ripped my head off. 


Now a bit of background, my whole family is Catholic. And when anything goes wrong, whether it may be because one of my aunts or whatever thinks that they are being followed my a ghost or whatever, I have heard if them talk about getting a priest and a Demonologist. (Almost all of my family is recovered hardcore drug addicts.) So anyways, I figured because it was part of the Catholic religion, why not check it out and see from different point of views. Yeah....no, that did not happen. It turned from harmless research to me being screamed at for like 2 days but not only my mom, but a chunk of the family. THEN to put the icing on the cake, everyone ignored me for a bit. Yeah I know, doesn't sound that bad, but keep in mind, I was in a different state alone. And I wasn't use to being in a state where no family was. And I was younger to. So it was still new. 


So after about a week and being called names blah, blah, blah.....They finally talked to me. After that I never brought up all what I was learning. I know my story isn't, or even near as bad as others, but its just a thought I had. Has anyone ever got yelled at for studying or even looked at something that their family didn't like?

CrimsonVirus5150 Jul 31 '19 · Comments: 6 · Tags: #thoughts
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