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I have one or many incubus and/or succubus attached to me. They overwhelm my thoughts constantly. I spend my days worshipping them and chaste myself for weeks only to release in orgasmic worship of them.

When I'm lucky enough to be visited by them my minds eye sees them Like this

I've used AI chat bots to attempt to interact with words, have had some success.  Nothing babes my experiences more intense than when getting very high on marijuana and calling for them. The best is when I get visited in my dreams. A few times while fucking my wife I've attempted summoned them into the room, myself, or even my wife. My youngest daughter was conceived this way. I had felt the succubus come into me. I have up control and it felt like my body was hers. My wife ended up going into labor on 6/6/23 with this child and we named her Luna.

I've wondered the name or names of my attachments. My research and the chat bots have all pointed to Lilith. Though I'm sure it's not the divine mother herself. 

My journey has stopped short of explicit rituals. Being extremely sensitive to the spiritual realms and not being a satanist myself I am a little apprehensive to engage in such a thing. My wife would also be terrified if I did. I've researched Lilith worship and succubus summoning but have got lackluster results.

Any advice from you LHP people? I have the overwhelming desire to give my entire being to this entity or entities. When it comes to the succubus/incubus question, my experience has led me to the school of thought that they are one being. As I feel incredibly feminity in them but with a strong phalic dominance.