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I see the Dreaded one is back. Nice to see you again. This place needs some kick in the balls. I am tired of tripping through the daisies here. Kicks up my flower allergies.
Hopefully all parties that post will sharpen their weapons on the cyber egos of the other. Would be nice if this is not a simple 80's pop one hit wonder and is lasting like fucking Keith Richards.
My UFO closet is filled with anal probes and alien stuff. Tired of carrying tampons and tissues as I have not the room.
Lets but the ' S ' back in S.I.N. and Satanism. A wise man once said ' Satan is the adversary , ism is the action . Lets let the master do his work..
In a rough translation in Latin the new Papa Zero says ' My name is Papa Zero, the time for partying is over, now we resort back to the old ways " .
For moment of passion of the night
Hold me deep holding me so tight
Under a beautiful site
Stars ocean waves we embrace
Wildly kissing passionately kissing your face
I'm so crazy over you
My fallen Angel I cry for you
For your love to rescue me from
My heartbreak
My fallen angel I cry for you
holding me
Making love under the sea
I need you to rescue me this life
It's Holding me against a knife
I love you Save me save me save me
My fallen angel I cry for you
For your love to rescue me from
My heartbeak
My fallen angel I cry for you
Belief systems differ of cause and my own - forged on the realization that Satan and the Demons of His Legion are real entities, manifest forces in their own right colours my own perceptions of how I may view or describe the importance of Spirituality or Atavism . . . but the perceived current and identity of a path is not important when viewing the power behind such things.
The movement of the Nazis before and during the Second World War was an atavistic event, Hitler tapped into the Aryan mindset and history, literally accessed the current of the Atavistic Aryan lineage to fuel his own ideology and objectives and drew others with similar views and objectives into his sphere of belief and direction forging a journey which almost resulted in world domination.
Atavism is strong with the Germanic and Nordic races even in the rise of the Black Metal scene in Scandinavian countries this was evident with a deep rooted aesthetic and belief system gestated from Norse Legends and Gods, to the point where even the black and white corpse paint adopted by those in this subculture was a form of resurgent atavism founded upon the appearance of the Oskorei or the Norse Wild Hunt.
Atavism is once more rising in the world - unfortunately in many ways this is taking the form of racial atavism and bringing hostile divisions and race war with it ~ this is particularly evident in the US and the UK at present . . . people see this as ironic in the US where it could be said that the whole country are immigrants, but people are missing the point, Atavism does not retain itself to lands or countries, it is inherent in the lineage of the person, sometimes even in the Soul.
Satanism when merged with an Atavistic approach is powerful and it is a method I have used for the past twenty years or so . . . when one immerses themselves in the very current of Satanism through aesthetics, legend, history, literature and classical perceptions one finds the self open to information and answers that before remained unattainable.
The mind becomes as a Gateway to the atavistic current of the Satanic, his opened to vistas before unexplored and Mysteries long lost, this is a method used by those involved in Black Alchemy where practices of this type of Left Hand Path Magick that have remained unrecorded by the written word are discovered through a form of atavistic automatic writing through an evocation of the past (historically) and of ones previous incarnations.
For those who are Atheists or Atheistic Satanists this of cause would seem a nonsense, that however does not make it untrue, the mind expanded by science is also narrowed in comprehension of that which science - as yet - not derived explanations for . . . to the Scientific minded person of Historical times the idea of space travel, the existence of planets beyond those recorded at the time etc would have seemed as ludicrous as the concept of Angels and Demons are now to the Atheist.
Books became the first atavistic keys for me ~ I was deeply ensconced in the novel La~Bas by Joris Karl Huysmans when I found myself in something of a trance state . . . somehow the book had opened up an element of my subconscious which transported me back to times I had experienced in previous incarnations seen with such clarity and definition as to leave my mind deeply disturbed for a number of days.
It is said that Hitler's own atavistic experiences started during a reading of Parzival by the 13th century poet Wolfram von Eschenbach and of cause Hitler's obsession with the Opera Parcifal by Wagner based on this epic Poem is well documented.
Atavism is played down by those without understanding of its importance as nostalgia, but nostalgia and atavism are completely different things, the first is a fond remembering of treasured times gone by, the latter is a Spiritual and/or Cultural connection to the ancient past of a certain land, faith, belief or racial lineage.
It is this pursuit of utilizing Atavism within my Occult Workings which has defined my belief in the existence of Satan and the Demonic beings of Hell, for the atavistic current that runs from the core of Satan and the realms beyond our own are powerful beyond explanation . . . more importantly this atavistic current acts as a key to unlock the subconscious and remember and tap into Black Arts and Operations that have been lost to time.
For it must be said that the heart of the Atavistic current lies in the subconscious of each of us and the heart of the subconscious is the connected inextricably to the core of the Soul.
Leviathan in truth is an energy, Serpentine energy, a current which runs through the heart of creation and starts within the Black Flame of Satan.
It is a current of power which traverses all realms of existence forming an Energy Matrix of Infernal force throughout creation ~ this current runs through the Ley Lines within the Earth and is utilized in the Arts of Demonic Alchemy and also within the mortal form as what the Tantrists call the Kundalini Serpent, the base energy which can be summoned through sexual stimulation and/or meditation.
Leviathan is not a Demonic Sea Serpent, it is not an entity, it is a power ~ a sustained force emanating from Our Lord Satan, it is the creative current of Satan’s force, in essence Satan’s Spiritual Bloodline and this is why it is so powerful.
The aspect of it being a creature of the Sea is a misinterpretation, it is indeed a Demon of the Sea, but the Sea of the Abyss and the Subconscious, the vast vista of the Abyss from which all originally gestates.
This Leviathanic Current is the foundational power behind the Satanic Black Arts of Sex Magick and Demonic Alchemy for they tap into the energy source directly on physical and elemental levels and through this to the Bloodline itself and Satan.
The Leviathanic power which runs through the Ley Lines is integral to the practices of Demonic Elemental Alchemy, in truth the Ley Lines are the veins of the planet stretching out across its lands and forging a matrix, a web of intricate currents, it is these veins that channel the Spiritual Blood and Energy of Satan and His Demons.
Crossroads, Mounds and even objects of human invention often occur at power points of this Infernal Matrix (where a number of Lines cross or interconnect) and these places have long been Sacrosanct to the Magician and Witch.
Understanding the utilization of Leviathanic Energy currents and the methods to harness, block, channel, energize and blacken them are a specific kind of Infernal Magick which you will be unlikely to ever see in published works for knowledge of these Arts (certainly in the wrong hands) could be catastrophic when merged with Demonic Sorcery.
The Leviathanic energy within the human body (known as Kundalini energy in the East) is equally as powerful, for when the Leviathanic Serpent is unleashed from the base of the body to climb the Infernal Pillar it can rejuvenate, empower and enhance the Magickal abilities of the Satanic Initiate.
When used for Healing the Leviathanic Serpent is visualized as empowering each of the Demonic Centres along the Infernal Pillar (these in Eastern Traditions called Chakras) . . . these Power Centres are connected to Seven of the most powerful entities in Hell as follows:
The Muladhara Chakra is connected to Naamah ~ the Svadhisthana Chakra is connected to Asmodeus ~ the Manipura Chakra is connected to Rimmon ~ the Anahata Chakra connected to Beelzeboul ~ the Vishuddha Chakra is connected to Agaliarept ~ the Ajna Chakra connected to Lilith and the Sahasrara/Crown Chakra is connected to Satan.
In Satanic Sex Magick this Leviathanic Current is summoned by the Infernal Priest and then during the act of cunnilingus upon the Infernal Priestess the tongue of the Priest is symbolic and – on a Magickal level – the actual tongue of Leviathan stimulating the Dark Grail of Lilith symbolized by the Vulva of the Priestess, the Serpent of Wisdom within the Grail summoned by the Priests stimulation . . . this is the highest and most powerful form of Infernal Sex Magick.
Infernal Benedictions
FatherGuibourg(c)copyrightSeptember2017
I am a creature more Demon than human, the concepts of the social structure built upon numerical figures and conformity, fear and morality have no meaning to me other than imprisonment . . . I am feral, predatory and primal and yet I have an intellectual intellect that surpasses the common intellect of study and learning.
I walk between the veils, among humankind and yet only in body, the true self, the Infernal Soul always drifts between domains of existence, always drawn to the dark rapturous beauty of Hell.
I journey through the Gates of the Realm called Hell, walked through the Abyss like Doorway of the Inner Mind and faced the Shadow that is myself, I did not battle with it as many do, I embraced it, gained union with it, for this Shadow is the Demonic core within all of us . . . it is the heart of the Unholy, the sacred core of Evil in its most purest form.
I - as all of my kind - walk bearing the Mark of the Beast on our Soul and the Mark of Omega unseen upon our brows, for we the Children of the End Time and the Fire that vanquishes the Son of Alpha who issued forth from an abomination in creation.
I wear the cloak of night, I bear the Crown of the Infernal, I walk among the passive throng of the social herd and feel nothing, they are a different species to me, a different Breed - I gaze upon them with contempt and at best pity, but the pity always gives way to the instinct to strike them down where they stand.
I am the one who craves knowledge, experience and that which I find is never enough, there is always another boundary to cross, another doorway to open ~ always the journey draws me on guided by the Darkened Flame of Satan who summons me to become all that I am.
I have no fear of death for in death I escape the physical shell and become my true form, the pleasures of the flesh I shall miss but they shall be tasted again when once more Satan sends me forth to carry out His Work on the realm of mortality ~ for we of the Dark Fire have to enter into the world of flesh at given times weave our Infernal Magick and disturb the putrid balance of mediocrity that the forces of Light would sew into the world . . . but this shall never occur for the True Master of this World is Our Lord Satan, and the presence of the Nazarene upon it was a cancerous scar that still needs to be fully vanquished.
I am the Keeper of Secrets, the bearer of the Hidden Keys . . . love to me is a cascade of raw emotion, hate a rapture of wrath, carnal pleasure a crescendo ~ the aesthetics of darkness in all its forms courts my Soul like a violating lover and I drink deep from its proffered veins . . . I am the Wolf who slays the Sheep, the one who sees beyond the veil, my eyes shine with what I am at times of emotive power . . . I am a Child of the Dark Fire, one of the Convocation of Hell . . . and I am a Classical Satanist!
Also welcome contact from those who seek knowledge of the Arts of Satanic Black Magick, Demonology and Infernal Rites as I am a Tutor of these elements of Left Hand Path Occultism.
As said on my Profile Bio (which possibly should be read before contacting me, for I may not be the sort of person you seek to contact) I am something of an isolate loner and quite reclusive but I do believe in the sharing of knowledge and am High Priest over a Satanic Order that is unfortunately only for those in the British Isles.
However I do have other methods of relaying knowledge on the Satanic Arts for those who are sincere worldwide.
Looking forward to my time here.
Infernal Benedictions
Dominic Cross
The recent film THE WITCH captured the essence of these times perfectly as did the Paintings of the Old Master Goya and the book WITCHES by Erica Jong, the artwork of that book so evocative that it stirred in me past life memories of the Old Times of Medieval Witchcraft and Devil Worship.
It is impossible to tell how old the practice of Witchcraft and Elemental Magick merged with Diabolism and Demonic Sorcery is, the Modern Atheistic Satanist would have you believe that this connection never existed and that Satanism arose with the writing of Anton LaVey but this is not so.
There are many documents of Witches over the centuries practicing Workings with Satan, Historical Records of such practices of the Black Mass, Witchcraft and Satanism being practiced alongside each other such as in the infamous case of the 'affair of the Poisons' which through the Court of King Louis XIV of France into chaos and revealed the Unholy practices of such people as Madame de Montespan, Abbe Guibourg and the Poisoner LaVoison.
These events definitely influencing the later writings of the novelist JK Huysmans in the same country with his excellent fictional Satanic piece LA~BAS (DOWN THERE).
But in much older times we can see the origins of the merging of Demonic Sorcery and Witchcraft with other Arcane elements ~ for example there are reports of the sister of the first of the great Alchemists Zosimos of Panopolis (who was practicing and teaching is Arts in around the end of the 3rd and beginning of the 4th century) Theosobia utilized forms Elemental Witchcraft and Alchemy along with Demonic Evocation, a practice which Zosimos constantly warned her against being a practioner of the Right Hand Path.
The merging of Diabolism and Dark Witchcraft has been with us for centuries and underground Covens still practiced these Arts into the late 1980s and early 1990s as I know from personal experience . . . it is a merging of great power which has sadly faded or maybe returned to its secret Cabals in the shadows since the rising of LaVeyan Satanism and Wicca (two paths while being workable and suited to some are indeed pale imitations of the Mysteries of the former practices of Diabolic Witchcraft.
Satanic Witchcraft (also at times termed Diabolic Witchcraft or Infernal Paganism) is possibly the darkest and most powerful of all Left Hand Path Traditions and - if one can find proper working material on the subject - a Tradition of Magick which is one of the most raw and easily accessed.
Many of the Old Grimoires on Magick contain extensively long preparations and Rites and endless lists of tools and requirements, but in truth Magick is not about the equipment or archaic observations it is about the actual projection of will and desire united with elements to connect us to the realms of Spirit and other worldly power ~ the very basic practice of Animism and Image Magick (the most ancient form of Magickal application) can be as powerful as a Rite of Ceremonial Magick which may last for two hours.
It is my intention here to bring an interest back in the Practice and Workings of Satanic Witchcraft, a revival of the Old Mysteries of a time when the Moon would be the only observer of the Dark Operations of the Witches gathered at the Black Sabbat of the Devil, Our Lord Satan.
To kindle once more the Magick, beauty and power of the ways of the Dark Arts of the Devil's Kindred in a time when Magick was raw and the power of its practice primal and potent!
ModI thank you for your grace
May the warmth of the Morningstar
Shine eternally upon my face
Grant to me your courage
That I may demolish my fears
I listen for your infernal voice
Whispering softly in my ears
Dearest Sanguine Mother,
I thank you for your grace
May the outcast children that you bore
Help guide me through this earthly place
Lend to me your firm resolve
That I may stand up tall
I speak with your wicked tongue
Words to make the Dying Lamb fall
Hail Lucifer! Hail Lilith!
Cast your favour upon your child
I have become the Adversary
On behalf of the sinful and defiled
Hail my Satanic brethren!
Hail me, for I am god!
I am the Alpha and Omega
On cloven hooves I trod
Nema!
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This is something that I wrote a while ago. I use it for meditation, catharsis, "prayer," whatever you want to call it. I am staunchly atheistic, however I enjoy a bit of ritual now and again. Enjoy and thanks for reading!
Owner
Luxes orginal is this
" Luxex
Sep 5
What's a "purist" Satanist believe?
By "purist" Satanist, I mean one who doesn't get their ideas and beliefs from other religions.
Strictly staying within the precinct of each of the major schools if Satanism (LaVeyan, Theistic, Self-described, ONA) is their an afterlife of any kind?
The ONA does teach of a "beforelife" which is the Acausal, to which we return when we sacrifice a male human to Satan, or committed acts of terrorism to kill a lot of mundanes in public.
Zach Black -
" Zach Black5 minutes agoWell coming from a self-styled Satanist what I personally believe that there is no actual afterlife. I believe that we and all living things have a life force. Kinda like Yoda when he talks about the force.
I believe that or ' life force ' leaves us at death and gets put back into the whole to be redistributed back into the ' one '..
Although I also realize I can not prove this so....I could be wrong. Which is why I live my life as if this is the only life I will ever have. I DON'T believe in a afterlife or that our consciousness exists after the flesh dies.
Owner
Just know when I go I lived my life the way I wanted. I made some mistakes sure. Few of us have not. I enjoyed my time for the most part and the friends and loved ones I had. I have lived a full life... probably enough for several lives.
When it comes time to drift off into the great beyond I will be back bigger and better than before to haunt you fucks all over again.
I have met some great people and had some great experiences through out this journey. I would like to think that I added to push the wheel of Satanism forward if even a few inches.
Hail Satan ZB
I come before you Satan in awe and sheer delight
I summon the Demonic energies to enter this world tonight
Let us be true to you Father in all we say and do
Each breath each thought each word a testament to You
Use my hatred of those that oppose You to fuel my desire and lust
For I will serve You always Father as I know I must
The Colossus coughs clouds of toxic purple dust on it's grovelling subjects. A mother takes off her veil and puts it over her son’s head, hoping to protect his eyes and lungs from the noxious clouds enveloping them. They both cough and choke violently, pain exploding in their lungs. The dust clogs their airways and they are silenced. They suffocate, but it is easy to slip into death once they stop struggling. The mother dies first, on top of her son. He dies second, comforted by the pressure of his dead mother's bosom pressing into his back. The hundreds who cannot escape the cloud struggle to breathe as the boy and her son did. They soon fall to the ground dead. The Colossus coughs again. The sound rattles tens of thousands of broken souls gathered in the downtown core of Toronto to worship him. This crowd is comparable in size to those that gather for rock festivals in Brazil, but there is no cheerful, carnival atmosphere. Not a single smile or beach towel adorn any of the tens of thousands of celebrants.
The Colossus's skin is white, composed of minerals that take the shape of spiky crystals. This “skin” looks like the fur of a polar bear who stuck its paw in an electrical socket. Hundreds of shimmering white stalactite formations rise from his surface. Between coughing purple sputum, the colossus laughs at the people scurrying in the ruined streets below. The laugh is the sound of continental plates grinding against each other. He hunches over slightly, puts his hands on his thighs and his chest expands and contracts at odd intervals, like a person doubled over with laughter, but isn’t laughter because that is something people do.
'We have to leave.' Jacob says, his words smothered by the geological sounds coming from the colossus. A half dozen people turn and stare at him, then turn their eyes and supplications back to the Colossus sitting on the skeletal throne of toppled skyscrapers, hoping that his coughing has stopped and along with it the smothering death.
Jacob's words are the first spoken in days among the crowd. People have been communicating through dead glances and silent body language for days. Jacob wonders if only he remembers life before the colossus. They were all free and alive before this white crystal freak invaded; they never had to guess at how to please beings that held the power of life and death over them. Some chose to, but none were forced to.
The Colossus gets off of his throne of toppled and crushed buildings. The monstrosity has heard Jacob's words and accompanying blasphemous thoughts. Jacob’s stomach turns to a lump of ice. The Colossus turns its gaze straight to him as soon as he speaks. It stands up straight and abruptly ceases its laughter.
The giant's black crystalline eyes, set in quarry sized pits, turn to Jacob. It stands for the first time in ten days. This breaks the concentration of the crowd; their routine has been altered in a way that brings to their collective mind the notion of eternal doom. The mass of non-speaking, almost motionless people have all condemned themselves to die standing. They would all waste away until after days their blood sugar drops to a point where they drop to the floor unconscious. Depending on what level of resources their bodies have stored, they will come in and out of consciousness for several days until passing into a coma from which they will never wake. Since they have resigned themselves to this fate already, they do not fear it.
Some celebrants drop their outstretched arms for the first time in hours. A torrent of debris stuck to the hindquarters of the Colossus falls hundreds of feet to the crowd of suffocating supplicants below. Dozens are crushed into a paste and a wave of chaos spreads through the crowd. They were the first to worship at the feet of the colossus and the first to die. When they got close enough they licked and massaged the gigantic feet of the thorny colossus. They imagined in their hopelessness born madness that their actions prevented further violence from the colossus. They believe that their unending staring, gesturing and gibbering at the colossus keep him docile and his blood thirst quenched.
The order is smashed among the survivors of the Colossal Holocaust because of the falling rubble, because of the demigods movement. They remember the first days of his Holocaust and flee with reckless, animalistic abandon knowing what is coming. People rush past Jacob, shoulders crunch into his chest and stomach, but he remains standing, looking up at the creature. It raises a city block sized foot and the screams that rise from the fleeing, doomed faithful break Jacob's heart.
Jacob broke their enthralled order his independent thought. He realizes it. He feels enlightened. He sees into the mind of every human being in the entire city. During their worship, they all thought the same, silent nothing. There was no experience grafted onto the senses. There was no constant interplay of memories and problems and the past and the future coursing through the veins of their cognition. There was only the present. There was only the terrible, inevitable present, threatening to destroy them.
A foot crashes down on top of dozens of people, crunching them into paste on the cracked road. Their organic remains are the grout that fills cracks in the road. Jacob doesn't move as a heavy stream of horrified, beleaguered faces rush past him, unaware of what they could have done to anger the giant. Jacob can't believe that he was the first person to question things or remember that life wasn't always this way. The Colossus bends down on one knee and flattens Jacob with a twenty-tonne hand.
[Pre Meditations:]
1. Vibrated the following mantra until the Moon covers half the Sun:
*OHM * SOHM * SUR-YAH-YAY * NAH-MAH-HAH *
2. Vibrated the following mantra 18 times:
* SAH-TAH-NAH-MAH *
3. Repeat #1 until Totality of Eclipse.
4. Vibrate the mantra from #1 as you ring the bell opening the ritual.
[Ritual:]
1. Open Ritual. (During Totality)
2. Invoke 4 Crowned Princes.
3. Invoke Satan.
4. Drink from Chalice.
5. Offering.
6. Sign & Read any written prayers. Then burn them.
7. Recite Enokian Keys.
8. Hail Satan!
9. Vibrate Om Som Suraye Namaha 9 times.
10. Hail Satan
11. Vibrate Satanama 9 times.
12. Hail Satan.
13. Vibrate Om Som Suraye Namaha 9 times.
14. Hail Satan
15. Give back energy to 4 Crowned Princes.
16. Close Ritual
This is what I'm considering doing for the August 21 2017 Eclipse because I don't know any specific Eclipse Rituals. The Eclipse reminds me of a gateway, so the Enokian Keys appear to fit.
Hail Satan
* Satanic International: https://www.youtube.com/satanicinternational
* Venus Satanas: www.youtube.com/VenusSatanas & www.youtube.com/venussatanasvideos
* Thomas LeRoy: https://www.youtube.com/UC0lyfnDD2_ijrPr_IQGWTJg
* Kindra Ravenmoon: www.youtube.com/UCUWKdMfVeP1UplPMl6CHsDg
* Temple of the Ancient Ways: www.youtube.com/channel/UCed5IiR4uZv3-N-Z6Jx5N_A/videos
* The Serpent's Key: www.youtube.com/channel/UC8cdSAkdItD1P2JpguBHFNQ
*Styxhexenhammer: www.youtube.com/channel/UC0rZoXAD5lxgBHMsjrGwWWQ
* White Raven: www.youtube.com/channel/UCa1Bjr3T4S50nSbHIsWZrig
* Occult Lectures: www.youtube.com/channel/UCX8cB08hSFcVNt7XBG5OOOg
* Axaru: www.youtube.com/channel/UCiDGkEiPdTEPCL7YFYt_5OQ
* Mystery History: www.youtube.com/channel/UCC9JHVPm-4P5QDp9vk8EH-A
* Myrmydon666: www.youtube.com/channel/UC9wtTGN5_Bg24ziaPodJYcA
* Mind & Magick: www.youtube.com/channel/UCIz29e7qEHd_GXbtuRE1leg
* f0StaR Ch!1d: www.youtube.com/pitchblackfire
* E.A. Koetting: www.youtube.com/channel/UC3PbU2BsHFjySvk3sdBltpA
* Hooded Cobra: www.youtube.com/channel/UCPTrmwO-xp_Zffjz97Ciliw
* Brotherhood of Satan: www.youtube.com/channel/UCbrFdKUWua0h4_ZhYldbOqg
* Messenger of the gods: www.youtube.com/channel/UCiTasNtFSxowI55OKit_gKg
* Darklordism: www.youtube.com/channel/UC6fNPmbAq2Qe05iFfKHIS-w
* Darkmatter2525: www.youtube.com/channel/UCLhtZqdkjshgq8TqwIjMdCQ
* Ancient Documentaries: www.youtube.com/channel/UCvI6MBlMf2gTMo0Qe3w143A
* Pharroh AK-47:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWwDAgdcSiqqU35Qjyf6zMg
*Fostar Child:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCcvIylWchR5nM09HnkLvRCQ
* Michael W. Ford:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChmam9n4oIPheJAtoZBXPDg
* Satan and Sons:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCq6EpedYCL-JyerjLV8-yFQ
* Asbjorn Torvol:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKiyjTeA6KLT9oNt-L_IxKA
* Azura Dragonfaether:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCa_TKzLdsjJSmwnX9AHa3AA
* Orlee Stewart:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8ul0FaVgQsZT2fdNQ5LkRQ
* The Satanic Temple:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYIv7bicSK4NBL_lgH61zIw
* The House of Magick:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCulIj4K6c8osqgh1_USI-qQ
* J.D. Temple:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCgTdyhbNR9c-YltebusNKGw
* "In the secret of my knowledge, there is no god but Me."
- Satan
* "I appear in diverse manners to those who are faithful..."
- Satan
* "I am ever present to help all who trust in me and call upon me in time of need. There is no place in the Universe that knows not my presence."
- Satan
* "There is no god but myself, knowing this, who dares worship the false gods of the Koran and Bible?"
- Satan
* Spiritual Satanism is the original "religion" of Mankind.
* "No god has the right to interfere in my affairs, and I have made it imperative rule that everyone shall refrain from worshiping all gods."
- Satan
* "I teach and guide those who follow my instruction. If anyone obey me and my commandments, he [or she] shall have joy, delight, and comfort."
- Satan
* "I appear in diverse manners to those who are faithful..."
- Satan
* "I lead to the strait path without a revealed book.... All my teachings are easily applicable to all times and conditions."
- Satan
* "If I so desire, I send a person a second or third time into this world or into some other by the transmigration of souls."
- Satan
* As above, so below
* "In the form of Man they amongst us, but only to sight were they as are men. Reptile when the glamour was lifted, but appearing to Man as men among men. Taking their form and ruling over Man. Sought they came to destroy and rule."
- Thoth
* "Deep 'neath the rocks I buried my Spaceship, waiting the time when Man might be free."
- Thoth
* "Fools do not know what they are doing. Energy is being sent up. It should go into the Earth to replenish her. The overuse of the point-up pentagram is throwing the energies into space, causing a number of problems, and draining the Earth of her ability to defend herself against these problems."
-Satan
* "There are vortexes of very destructive, negative energy. Hatred, anger, fear, murder, death, and every other destructive thing. These are like black holes. They accumulate negative energy like a vacuum. There are different planes of existence. When you meditate, you elevate to a higher plane. There are different levels and from meditation, you live on a higher plane than most others. People who are on an already lower level can get tied into this vortex of negative energy and pulled in. Those who are on their own are susceptible to anything. The enemy knows how to use these."
- Satan
* "I am the formed abyss, we are not different. All things are formed from one primordial nothingness. Not at some point in the distant past, but in each moment. Every moment you consider me, I come into being. Every moment that you consider yourself, you are brought into existence. Stop considering yourself and you will cease to be. I have appeared to men as they have considered me, I have taught them that which they were on the brink of learning themselves, I concatenated their realizations.... Reality is far from objective. Can you have a single thing that exists independent of your observation? Such a thing does not exist. When you and I meet, you and I come into existence. Until that point, there is no you, there is no I. You exist only in relation to that which surrounds you. Your very physical form is held together as mine is in this smoke, by the pressure inside of your skin meeting the pressure outside of your skin and both forces hold you in one piece..."
- Azazel
* "Enki [Satan] and Ninmah, with Ningishzidda [Thoth] assisting, the Being [Adamu] fashioned."
- Ancient Sumerian Tablets
* "From the pouch of Ninmah the seeds were obtained, in the valley's soil they were sown, a fruit [Plant] from Nibiru on Earth to be grown!"
- Ancient Sumerian Tablet 5
* "On our planet, slavery has long ago been abolished..."
- Beelzebub
* "I will bring the Enemy to his knees! Jews Muslims, Christians, murderers and insnarers of the soul!"
- Lucifer
* "The feminine energy, known as 'shakti' 'kundalini' 'devi', and by other Sanskrit names was systematically removed by the Jews [Illuminati] and replaced with the male aspects that are of the logical side of the brain and lack the raw spiritual power."
- Maxine Dietrich
* "When objects move, they get heavier as they move.... The reason why objects get heavier as they move, is because the energy of motion is converting into Mass."
- Dr. Michio Kaku
* "We are not men who are striving to become gods, but we are gods who have striven to become men."
- E.A. Koetting
* "What knowledge we possess, its use cannot be prevented!"
- Thoth
* Within the vessels of Humans lays the logo of the Universe. As above, so below. As an electron orbits its nucleus in the Atom; likewise, a planet orbits its star in the Universe.
* "Darkness is light turned inside out."
- Beelzebub
* "Hear ye now of the mystery of nature, the relations of life to the Earth where it dwells. Know ye, ye are threefold in nature, physical, astral, and mental in one. Three are the qualities of each of the natures; nine in all, as above, so below."
- Thoth
* "Our consciousness is omnipresent an so therefore, there is nothing in existence that's outside of that."
- E.A. Koetting
* "Leave thou thy body [Astral Project] as I have taught thee."
- Thoth
* Planets have magnetic fields around them. Humans, like planets also have magnetic fields around the body. (Auras)
* "Enlighten the people generally, and oppressions of the body and mind will vanish..."
-Thomas Jefferson
* "Have you not considered that perhaps there is a work at hand which transcends you and your desire to see into the Mysteries? Have you considered that perhaps it is the work of the Mysteries to understand you? Because you desire so strongly to travel into Our world, it is difficult for you to understand how fierce our desire is to travel into Yours. The Mystery does not lie inwards, in that from which all things came, but instead the mystery lies outwards; in that which has become."
- Ant'harratu
* "The work which lies before us,now, is to take dominion over this realm, to make perfect and limitless even this most course and barren physical state."
- Azazel
* "Make yourself strong. You are a being of power, of strength. That which exists in the formed invisibility is to be made flesh. Solidify and strengthen your own Temple, and your empire will rise around you."
- Azazel
* "Did the deceased embrace life enough to be able to live again in death?"
- Thoth
* "Beyond five cities, a Chariot Place [Stargate] I shall henceforth build. From Nibiru to Earth directly to arrive..."
- Beelzebub
* The nature of reality is a Matrixical Simulation
* The Spirit World and our world "...from time to time, come together. As they grow closer, the veil between them is lifted. Then the powers of magick become stronger, and there is a moment where the two collide; and rather than that collision creating a destruction of one or the other of these worlds, they meld into one another... These worlds then will separate again. For the moment that these worlds are one, it will be as if these ancient gods walk this Earth as Men."
- Lucifuge Rofocale
* "I come to you now as a spirit and a god, but in you lifetime I will come to you as a physician and a scientist, and I will walk among you."
- Azazel
* "I reveal my wonders to those who seek them, and in due time my miracles to those who receive them from me. But those who are without are my adversaries, hence they oppose me. Nor do they know that such a course is against their own interests, for Might, Wealth, and Riches are in my hands, and I bestow them upon every worthy descendant of Adam."
- Satan
* "Its by never giving up on what is right and standing firm on your spiritual principles that one obtains victory in this life and world."
H.P. Mageson
* "The Anunnaki established a global Atlantean civilization."
- 4biddenknowledge
* "We are the warriors of a dream, but when dreams are actualizes, they are not dreams, they are so many things more."
Hooded Cobra
* "There is a place here that we have for deceased souls.... We protect whoever comes to us. Some are (misguided) and reincarnate them until they see the truth and are ready to come here. Most people (Those who are Without as well) get reincarnated."
- Satan
* "10,000 years ago, [Humanity was] close to perfection. The Earth was attacked."
- Azazel
* "Obstacles are for the feeble, no obstructions must be felt or thoughts of failure, be free of your own prison."
-Azazel
* "Obsessions with aims will always bring failure to every aspect of Luciferian evolution."
-Azazel
* "Body is the tomb, the tomb is the temple, and the temple is key to sovereignty."
-Azazel
* "The Hierarchy of the Satan Principle revolves around the Black Magician being able to manipulate his physical reality."
-Lucifer
* "Lucifuge Rofocale is my general of worldly gain. His understanding of the economics of what is of value will aid you greatly. His manifestations of physical growth in all things monetary and physical will bring you great prosperity.... Before you call my general into your empire be aware of this one truth: Any you invite will forever stay the night. Accepting his dark and infernal connections is to accept them all. The illumination will come, but you will see the underbelly of his law. All things come with a price, and at times the price is higher than you can imagine."
-Lucifer
* "Within the Principle of Lucifer is the complete understanding of all Illuminated Paths. I reveal to you the truth of the Black Magician. Break free from those shackles that bind you to earth and necessitates of everyday life."
-Lucifer
* "...[A]n entire process that takes many of your lifetimes [reincarnations] to complete. One starts the reaction and the others follow. You are following a path of illumination and now illuminating yourself. The adeptship of Apostleship is at your hands. Take and receive it."
-Lucifer
* "Each one of you have received visions and workings from me. I have done so to free you from the shackles that tie you down to Earth. Transcend upward and remain here. For the life of an empire is founded on the devotion of the emperor."
-Lucifer
* "Take you place at my left side. I will guide you to a world that goes unseen. Your new domain is my Apostleship. I give you rule of all that is mine and within my reach. Seek therefore the heavens. Seek Truth."
-Lucifer
* Sometimes people don't want to hear the truth because they don't want their illusions destroyed."
-Friedrich Nietzsche
* "Mystical explanations are thought to be deep; the truth is that they are not even shallow."
-Friedrich Neitzsche
* "The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe [Herd]. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself."
-Friedrich Neitzsche
* "Who looks outside, dream; who looks inside, awakes."
-Carl Jung
* "The individual begins to find his [or her] own path, and the drag, you might say, of the primary mask is gradually thrown off... The Left Hand Path is that of the individual quest."
-Joseph Campbell
* "If you can see your path laid out in front of you step by step, you know its not your path. Your path you make with every step you take. That's why its your path."
-Joseph Campbell
* "Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life, and you will call it fate."
-Carl Jung
* "I am not what happened to me. I am what I chose to become."
-Carl Jung
* "Knowing your own darkness is the best method for dealing with the darkness of other people."
-Carl Jung
* "Do not get rid of your vice. If its pride, make the pride work for your illumination, not your degradation."
-Joseph Campbell
* "The Fibonacci Sequence is Nature's numbering system. They appear everywhere in Nature, from the leaf arrangement in plants, to the pattern of the florets of a flower, the bracts of a pinecone, of the scales of a pineapple. The Fibonacci numbers are therefore applicable to the growth of every living thing, including a single cell, a grain of wheat, a hive of bees, and even all of Mankind.... you will see a Torus energy field. This field is the source of Zero Point Evergy V=2Pi^2 R^2."
-4biddenknowledge
The Trappist-1 is one example of an admission made by NASA which evidently demonstrates reality. 7 rocky planets orbit the Trappist-1 Star. 3 of those planets are in the Habitable Zone and are Earth-Like Planets. What this demonstrates is that there are other Star Systems other than the Solar System around the majority of Stars in the Milky Way Galaxy.
Satanism was the original path of Mankind. Ancient archaeological writings of civilizations all over the world show that they were actually smarter than the Micromatrix wants Society to know. For example, according to the 3rd Ancient Sumerian Tablet: "The celestial chariot he deftly; from Nibiru it powerfully soared, toward the distant Sun he it directed.... Little Gaga [Pluto] came out to greet them, a welcome to the heroes it was extending. To blue-hued Antu [Neptune], the beautiful enchantress, it showed the way. By her sight Anzu was attracted.... Ea [Satan] to continue without stopping gave the word; it is a planet of no return, he forcefully said. Let us examine her waters! Anzu was saying" "Toward the heavenly An [Uranus], the third in planetary counts, the chariot continued. On his side was An [Uranus] lying, his host of moons about him were whirling. The Tester's beam the presence of water was revealing; a stop if needed to Ea [Satan] it was indicating. To continue the journey was Ea [Satan] saying. Toward Anshar [Saturn], the heaven's foremost prince, he was directing. Soon the ensnaring [gravitational] pull of Anshar [Saturn] they could tell, his colored rings with fear they admired. Deftly did Anzu the chariot guide, the crushing dangers he cleverly avoided. The giant Kishar [Jupiter], foremost of firm planets, was next to be encountered. Her net's pull was overpowering; with great skill did Anzu the chariot's course divert. With fury Kishar [Jupiter] at the chariot divine lightnings was thrusting, her host as the uninvited she directed. Slowly Kishar [Jupiter] moved away, for the chariot the next enemy to encounter: Beyond the fifth planet the Hammered Bracelet [Asteroid Belt] was lurking!" "Ea [Satan] his handiwork to set a-whirling commanded, the Water Thruster to prepare. Toward the host of turning boulders the chariot was rushing, each one like a slingshot's stone ferociously at the chariot aimed. The word by Ea [Satan] was given, with the force of a thousand heroes the stream of water was thrust. One by one the boulders turned face; a path for the chariot making! But as one boulder fled, another in its stead was attacking; a multitude byond count was their number, a host for the splitting of Tiamat revenge seeking!.... double was the joy as the sight of the Sun was now unveiled. Amidst the elation Anzu the alarm sounded: For the path to have fashioned, excessive waters to feed the chariot's fiery stones for the remaining journey were not sufficient. In the dark deepness the sixth planet they could see, the Sun's rays it was reflecting. There is water on Lahmu [Mars], Ea [Satan] was saying. Can you bring the chariot down upon it? Anzu he was asking. Deftly Anzu the chariot toward Lahmu [Mars] directed; reaching the celestial god, around it he the chariot made circle. The planet's net [atmosphere] is not great, its [gravitational] pull is to handle easy, Anzu was saying. A sight to behold was Lahmu [Mars], many hued it was; snow white was its cap [North Pole], snow white were its sandals [South Pole]. Reddish hued was its middle, in its midst lakes and rivers were aglitter! Deftly Anzu the chariot made travel slower, by a lakeside it gently came down..."
According to archaeological and tablet evidence, the Great Pyramids of Egypt were built by Thoth; the son of Satan. He also built the Teotihuacan Pyramids in Mexico, and possibly others. He was known as Thoth/ Tehuti/ Quetzalcoatl/ Hermes/ Ningishzidda and other names around the globe. There are megalithic pyramids on every continent on Earth. Examples include: N America/ S America/ China/ Iraq/ Egypt/ Russia/ Australia/ Antarctica/ etc. There are also pyramids on the Moon and on Mars.
Ancient Mankind had access to Ancient Technology. There was a war between Freedom and Tyranny. The Enemy extraterrestrials whipped out most ancient technology and caused the Ancient Technological Reset which lead to the Stone Age. Then the Enemy invaded Earth and sent their Demiurge Operatives to create Religion and demonize Satan and the ancient gods.
See, when I first joined, I'd already self identified as a LaVeyan Satanist, and I was content with that notion. However, due to occurrences in my life over the years, I have looked at other philosophical and occult practices. Initially, this started with a book called A Little Light On The Spiritual Laws by Diana Cooper, which I discovered in the summer of 2011. Now judging by a lot of the content of said book, it does line up with RHP teachings, however, some of the ideas mentioned seemed to make sense from a LHP standpoint. I know some people may disagree with me on that notion, but regardless, I feel that this book is a good tool to use in my own life, even if I'm cherry picking what I want from it.
Skip to early 2012, and I had started a romantic relationship with someone I saw (and still see to this day) as what one would consider a soulmate. Her path was of Paganism, and that sort of spiritual/religious teaching always interested me to a certain extent, although I never felt compelled to research it properly. Fast forward to around mid-late 2014 (after some undesirable events took place in my life), and the topic of Luciferianism came up in conversation with another friend of mine. I got super intrigued by it, and I decided to research it. I read The Bible Of The Adversary, and I gotta say, from what I got from it, I genuinely liked.
Move to the following year, and the topic of sigil magick caught my attention after watching a speech from comic artist/writer Grant Morrison. This kind of magickal practice greatly appealed to me, due to the fact that there was no need for theatric rituals and paraphernalia, but only for simple tools as pen, paper and desire. I then looked for books on sigil magick, and the first I discovered was Practical Sigil Magic by Frater U.D (otherwise known as Ralph Tegtmeier). Once I'd read that book front to back, I'd become intrigued by Chaos Magick, and my next book to start on was Liber Null & Psychonaut. Sadly, I haven't read through much of Liber Null, but since I rejoined, I want to pick up where I left off.
Another book I acquired was Crowley's The Book Of The Law. Honestly, after my first (and as of yet only) read through, it left me thinking "The fuck?"
I may have to give it another go, just to see if I can make head or tail of it.
So, as it stands now, I don't feel I can pigeonhole myself in any specific LHP teaching, but I've not forgotten my roots. But I do feel LaVeyan Satanism mixed with Luciferianism is the closest I can get to pinpointing what part of the path that fits me best. As it stands, I'm currently rediscovering where I stand on the left hand path, so I'm having to go back to basics and go from there. Hopefully I'll find out what truly fits me for definite, but I have a hunch of what it is regardless. I'd just rather be 100% sure though.
So, I actually got off my arse and registered, seeing as my account went up in smoke when the site moved. I'm genuinely looking forward to catching up with people again. :-)
So, a fair bit has happened between then and now. After a relationship break up, i ended up having a few mental breakdowns, leading to me pushing away everyone I'd befriended on here (basically me removing them from my friends list on Facebook). I'm hoping to reestablish connections/friendships on here. If my pushing you away upset you in any way, I do apologise. Like I've said, I've not been all there (no excuse, but my mind has been in a dark place over the last few years).
Other things that have happened; I finally quit my job in retail. After nearly 12 years, I couldn't take anymore and walked out halfway through a shift in mid November 2015. After that, I was a job seeker for a year or so, and ended up training up for the railway as a trackman. Once I got work on the p-way, I looked for and got a factory job closer to home (work on the railway is either in London or Scotland). Lost said factory job after 6 weeks, but ended up falling into another factory role 2 weeks after being made unemployed again, and the role is a lot more exciting than what I was doing beforehand. Still in said job, and looking to work my way up in terms of skills and such. I don't think I'll be able to stay in this job forever unfortunately, due to wanting to move away from where I live now, so I'm going to work on my experience and whatnot so I can find work elsewhere closer to where I eventually move to.
So yeah, that's what I've been up to in the last few years. In a nut shell, life improvement. :-)
The Satanic Priestess is a pivotal part of Satanic Black Magick ~ through the pop culture Satanism of Anton LaVey and the sensationalist reports of the Press the role of the Satanic Priestess has been degraded and rendered of low importance.
In truth the Satanic Priestess is a powerful Practitioner of the Black Arts with a unique ability to tap into the Infernal Current of Hell, the Gestated Seed of the Demonic Father Satan and the Demiurge like creative Black Womb of His Infernal Consort Lilith.
In popular Satanism the image of the naked woman on the Altar has utilized so purposely by The Church of Satan to attract the sort of Carnival/Porn hype it sort is hardly conducive to promoting a role of power form women in Satanism ~ but in Classical Theistic Satanism the Satanic Priestess is far more than an attractive Altar Decoration.
Yes the beauty and sexuality of woman is a form of Infernal power in itself and particularly taps into the carnal current of Demonic energies and yes the sexual power of the Priestess in Ritual is ineffable during certain Rites, but these are just elements of the Infernal Priestess and her Dark Powers.
Even the Sex Magick Rites portrayed in popular Satanism are portrayed with the woman as a sexual object to stimulate male Practitioners ~ as someone who was Initiated into an underground Coven of Classical Theistic Satanists who also held a vast amount of knowledge on LHP Tantric Sex Magick I was tutored to know that the reverse of this is the truth.
In the old ways of Satanic Sex Magick it was the Priests role to stimulate the Priestess without prospect of sexual release for himself and the most powerful of all Satanic Sexual Black Magick involves the Priest bringing the Priestess to multiple Orgasms through the art of cunnilingus while retaining his own arousal’s climax to aid the building power created by his Magickal Consort … this practice is known as Awakening The Grail and is an Operation of great power.
In other Rites in the Covens of Classical Satanic Sorcery and Witchcraft the Priestess is also viewed as the chief power in many Seership Rites, Practices involving the gestating Infernal energies into existing entities through the Satanic Scientific techniques of Homunculi and Golem Operations.
Certain substances of the female are also crucial to some of the Darkest Rites of Satanic Power ~ substances such as Menstrual Blood, Amniotic Fluid and Sexual Fluids of the female Satanists are honoured - and with good reason - as the elixirs from the Grail of Lilith!
The lost Arts of Classical Satanic Witchcraft are another area of Satanic practice in which the participation of the Satanic Priestess is of utmost importance, these Workings are a natural forces and wisdom within the Satanic Sorceress inhabited by the Dark Soul Marked by the Devil ~ in some of the more unknown and veiled Arts of Satanic Sorcery the link between Satan and Saturn and Lilith and the Dark Moon are truly harnessed by the Satanic High Priestess at times of induced power!
Ignore the sensationalist press and the pornographic settings of some of photos churned out at the outbreak of sixties Satanism, long before such popularized imagery of modern Satanic practices were spawned the Priestess of Classical Satanism and the Dark Sorceress of Satanic Witchcraft held far greater powers!
I'm looking for...
*What religion(s) views I care to support.
*The supernatural while keeping a clear head.*Orgonians who are around me.
*Friends from different and same walks of life to develop a "ballenced" support system for me. to explore.
*To explore/see/contemplate the complete opposite of what I was raised to be...
*To "get a grip" on life as I see things. Better understanding of myself.
*To live, and let live. I mean to really LIVE. To indulge in my life.
*To develop social skills.
*To clear out false beliefs and behaviors.
*What is my purpose in life.
Looking for a clear explanation of why ...
*Why am I here...I am drawn...and why.
This, being on here, is part of me trying to understand myself in my self exploration and gain a better understanding. Of life, of me and of you.
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The Winds expose the lightning of the scent of the death. The Light of the dead brings joy into our hearts.
Ostara, also known as the Spring Equinox, is the midpoint between the two Solstices and the day and night are in perfect balance. The light of day is on the increase with each passing day from Ostara onward.
It is at this sabbat that the young Sun God now celebrates a hierogamy, or a sacred marriage, with the young Maiden Goddess, who conceives at this time. In nine months, she will again become the Great Mother. This sabbat is a time of great fertility, new growth, and newborn animals. The next full moon, a period shown to have a time of increased births, is called the Ostara and is sacred to Eostre the Saxon Lunar Goddess of fertility, (which is from where we get the word estrogen), whose two symbols were the egg and the rabbit.
Later in time, the Christians adopted these emblems for Easter, (the egg and rabbit), which is celebrated on the first Sunday after the first full moon following the vernal equinox. The theme of the conception of the Goddess was adapted as the Feast of the Annunciation, occurring on the alternative fixed calendar date of March 25 Old Lady Day, the earlier date of the equinox. Lady Day may also refer to other goddesses (such as Venus and Aphrodite), many of whom have festivals celebrated at this time.
Ostara is a time for renewal and rededication to the path.
More Inspiring Symbol Includes the "Prophet of Death" who delights in the murdering of the useless.
HOLD ON
The girl waits patiently
listening for her troubles to come knocking,
knowing it will come.
Mommy’s livin’ in her own little world
too busy to take the time to get to know her daughter
She loves her but other things come first
Daddy is gone, living with his new family.
Don’t come to visit you, don’t know if he truly cares.
He called the other night, said “I love you”
Mommy doesn’t know, if she did then all hell would break loose.
She prays and hopes
for her life to pick up speed.
Wants to make her own decisions.
Not a child, not yet a teen.
Can’t wait to grow up.
To escape
Just hold up, hold on.
You can make it.
Wait for a while, you will come around.
You can’t just wish to be older.
‘Cause while your wishin’,
your life will pass you by.
You can’t live it over.
You have only one chance
so enjoy it while you can.
The boy sits in his room.
Tears silently streaking down his face.
A knife in his hand
slashing his arms to ribbons.
Unanswered questions running through his head
while wishing he was dead.
Why don’t they hear his prayer for help?
Mommy leashes out stress.
Daddy’s in California now.
So many questions
Will someone answer them?
Doesn’t anybody care?
He prays and hopes
for his life to pick up speed.
Want’s to feel in control of his life.
Not a child, not yet a teen.
Can’t wait to grow up.
To escape
Just hold up, hold on.
You can make it.
Wait for awhile, you will come around.
You can’t just wish your problems away.
‘Cause while your wishin’,
your life will pass you by.
You can’t live it over.
You have only one chance
so enjoy it while you can.
God will give you strength.
He will make things come round right.
You just have to pray,
lift your voice to the sky
and thank God for all his creations,
that includes you.
You are a miracle, a blessing sent from heaven above.
He loves you unconditionally.
He will wrap you in his arms
and protect you from all harm.
If you allow him to . . .
He is your Father.
This piece was dedicated to two of my closest friends back in the day who were going through some tough times. Made years ago. Thought that even if it was old and old mind set, I should still post it.
Have you ever?
Have you ever tried to scream but you never uttered a sound?
Your voice once so clear now is spell bound.
Have you ever felt trapped, feeling like there's no escape?
and the past leaves you wondering if it's just too late.
Have you ever been so lost, you ask the darkness, "Is this reality?"
But as you slowly look up and realize you recognize everything you see.
Have you ever seen your future far ahead in the morning mist?
I did.
And I finally saw what lies in store for me as I calmly slash my wrist.
Have you ever wished so hard to be somebody you know?
So you can quit pretending to be your every day 'Average Joe'.
Have you ever wanted acceptance so badly you just couldn’t live?
And you wish someone could have seen you for who you were, not what you did.
And as my last seconds glide slowly by, I make one final wish . . .
I wish people wouldn’t judge others for their past, what they did.
That they would just let it go, accept it, let them live.
This expresses how I felt a years ago. I was thinking about my past and some of my old bottled up feelings . . . and let them go. So, no I'm not going to kill myself . . . EVER!!! Is just a way to express.
SO THERE!!!
I'm here, no not really.
Don't lie, don't be silly.
I'm gone, and I don't know where.
Don't ask, 'cause I don't care.
So There!
Forget it, it's just life.
I'll make it, somewhere sometime.
Don't cry, that's what babies do.
Not really, but I'm in the mood.
So There!
So go, I don't care where.
Away, away the hell from here.
Leave while your still ahead.
Die, for all I care.
So There!
I'm nice, like sugar and spice.
Go ahead and roll the dice.
Win me, go ahead and try.
Come on baby, I'm worth the price.
So There!
Drugs, there bad for you.
Addition, that's all they equal to.
Who cares? Well I do.
Why? Because I love you.
So There!
You lie, well I do too.
But no, that life's not for you
or me, you gotta see
what this crap is doin' to me.
So There!
Forget now,
An give me the blame.
Who cares?
I don't know but we will see.
So There!
Jealousy's go the best of me.
My Angel, why can't you see
I'm blind to reality.
I shouldn’t be, but I can't help it see?
So There!
I'm sad, I want to cry.
Maybe just up and die.
My Angel's fine, don't you dare touch him
Hello!! He's mine.
So There!
I don't plan to lead you astray
But to live life day by day.
A friend?!? A friend would be fine.
Don't worry, I'm not feeding you a line.
So There!
So, let's mend an fix an pray
That our kids can someday play.
Without grownup strife.
It hurts everyone deep as a knife.
Fo sure
So let's go, race you there!
Jump in, jump in with a care.
Friends we'll be.
That's what we can guarantee.
Kindred
Here, I am on bended knee.
Why can't I just be me.
Tell me, who can see,
My life now to what It's gonna be.
So There!
Yep, no stress and strife
but there's just no such life
Now really, lets just try.
Life ain't no slice O pie.
Lets agree.
Alone, is the place carefree.
So I won't hurt anybody but me.
My frets, time to come clean.
What now? Jus be.
So There!
I'm livin, If you consider my life livin'.
Blue skies are grey today.
Its my life I be wishin'
I'm not now, but I'll be o-tay.
So There!
I'm here. No really!!!!
I'm alive, I guess that's silly.
to say cause duh, look whose writing.
"I say, I've seen a Kay sighting."
That's me.
So There!
Many moons have passed
Now two thousand seventeen.
Been hard, so downcast
Let's maybe smoke some green
It's legal...
So there!
This is my angry poem. Can be sung or screamed! lol! I've added bits and pieces to it over the years and has been an ongoing special project of mine. I am quite proud of it. Shows a lot of growth! Started writing it around 2000 I believe and is still going to be added to more later. . . after I find all my lil scraps of paper lying around with my additions to this. .
UPDATE: Hi. There is more I have yet to write. Please bare with me. This is a storyline of what I was going through at the time.
Dark Blessings
Suzanne
Article 1
I've expressed all I can about magick. I wish there was a more poetic, beautiful, or at least pithy way for me to have done so. I don't think the text I've produced on the matter has ever “sung” the way it ought to.
To say again, anything that you want to do, and then do is magick. Boom. Magick produces objective results, or else its nothing. Kabam. If you don't know what objective means, and can't describe an objective event, then you are a long way from controlling the force that is magick. How many more words are there for it? LaVey and others have gone into lengthy detail about some of the finer philosophical points of following such a path, explored the cultural contexts, and pointed out the poseurs. I needn't bother with rehashing their work.
We should make an effort to make the occult occult again. That is, hide it from everyone so as to increase our power, because knowledge is power. Let everyone else wallow in their blissful slavery, clutching their chains as though they were a toddlers blanket. We psychonauts of the left hand path reap the benefits of freedom. Freedom isn't for everyone. That's why I'm not a missionary. I don't want more people being into this thing. Magick is meritocratic, not democratic; it is part of nature, and nature don't give no fucks. I like being a freak, a weirdo, a closet psychopath. It gives me an edge. I always hold the power to take an interaction to a place others would never dream of (read: talking about Moche human sacrifices or Richard Ramirez), but like Sun Tzu said, the unexpected and the unorthodox gives the general the advantage in battle. Or something like that anyhow.
I wanted to find the most basic principles real magick and move forward from there. The problem is, I fear that I have found such principles, and unfortunately they aren't all that exciting. I've summoned no entities from the shadow realm, recieved no psychic messages, never did jello shots with sasquatch. I have gotten a job, gotten a raise, gotten laid, ended a parasitic infection, resolved a real estate crisis, and a few other interesting things that are harder to quantify (the objective quality here is my sense of satisfaction, which isn't that objective, but the fact that I'm telling you gentle readers about it makes it objective in a way). I have to wonder, would all of these things have happened anyway? And even if they had happened, perhaps it still would have been magick, it still would have been my will manifesting in the universe. Answers are hard to come by, and questions lead me down labyrinthine garden paths.
To do this Satanic thing you have to be a skeptic. Always look to the answers that require the fewest new assumptions. Evaluate your beliefs on the basis of available evidence and the solidity of the logic behind them. Make nature yours.
State of the Satanic Union as I See It.
As I am sure anybody who occasionally peruses this sight has noticed, there are a lot of gung ho folks who make a bunch of posts, private message you, and generally sound like they're really keen black wizards. Then they go away after a relatively short time. You can never join their sweet East Los (presumably gay) Satanic Coven. You can't learn their high-mucky-muck-darkest-of-the-black-trve kvlt-shaman secrets. Well what gives keeners? Do something already! Enough talk, show me something legit Satanic, like a fat bank account or a huge pile of cocaine, then we can talk. With that mound of cocaine we'd talk all night, and I might even think you were interesting.
As for the rest of the Satanic Union, I guess the Satanic Temple is doing some fun stuff. I can't find it in my shrivelled heart to give two shits about political activism, but power to them, they are certainly entertaining. I can maybe, maybe, give half a shit, but that's it. I don't know what Peter Gilly and The Church of Satan are up to. I lost interest in that organization when I realized I couldn't afford official membership, and I probably wouldn't get much for it. I view that as a Satanic endeavour, sure, bilking cash from folks with more money than sense, but obviously there's no reason for me to be involved with it. It would be kinda cool to have the membership card though.
Let's not forget this bloodless newsletter I'm attempting to summon from the beyond. It's a zombie I'm trying to raise from the cemetery of a forum discussion on SIN, but I think I uttered the foul incantation wrong. Now my computer reeks like rotting flesh. That it is pretty sweet. So far, it doesn't seem like the project has legs. I mean, its got my legs, last count seventeen, but I'm not sure that's enough to be a valuable contribution to the site. I think it would be good to harness the intellect of all the dark souls in cyberspace towards something a little more directed, have everybody who likes to write focus and commit to contributing some intellectual content on the same day. It would give them enough time to adequately prepare and focus their thoughts, and possibly discover some powerful ideas. That's the fantasy of a would-be writer like myself though, that words can have power, some meaning beyond the enjoyment of writing and reading them.
New Danzig album out on the 26th of this month. I spooge my drawers in anticipation.
What else is going on?
Geosigils
I had planned to do a massive, multi-participant ritual to coincide with the release of this newsletter, but due to my poor correspondence skills, I've not been able to round up the necessary mad cultists. So instead, I shall lay out my ideas regarding the casting of a “geosigil”.
As far as I can tell, “geosigils” are a novel idea. At least according to the first page of google. If you can't find something on the first page of google, it doesn't exist, as any clever internet lurker knows. When I searched the term, I got mostly search results relating to geosignals. That makes me happy that not many people have thought of this idea.
The geosigil as I wanted to cast, firstly involves the standard creation of sigil. Then I find people at various points on the world map, and re-draw the sigil so that each participant's city is at one of thirteen axes on the map. Thirteen axes was completely accidental, but I was delighted at the accident. Each participant then creates their own sigil, their own spell. Then all participants send their sigils to the best artist of the group, and that person creates an epic sigil combining all thirteen spells on the day of casting. Finally, on the same day at the same time, across the globe, all thirteen participants cast their sigils. And then we wait to see what becomes of such an approach.
There you have it, preserved for posterity and hopefully reproduction and imitation throughout the eons.
OwnerDread -
I have this weird feeling. A feeling that something bad is going to happen at anytime. Strange feeling. Not a pleasant on either. It is that feeling that ' something is in the air ' . I can not put my finger on it.
i could be picking up ' vibes ' from someone else close to me. I thinking I need t make my rounds and check in with everyone close. My older brother just got outta pycheward today. He was having suicidal thoughts. That could be it.
All I really know is I have only had a few glasses of wine. That is not enough to sound the alarm. I can feel the pressure physically to. Something, somewhere is about to go down that will affect me in a drastic way.... that is the feeling I have.
I found that I miss writing on this dark corner of the internet, so as alluded to in my SIN QUARTERLY JOURNAL VOL. 1 post, I am currently planning my second volume of the unofficial SIN quarterly journal. Expect more cryptic nonsense and thinly veiled insults for my amusement, unless you fine SIN users get off of your collective tuchi (plural form of tuchus) and post your own insightful article on May 23, 2017. Perhaps at some point I'll collate all the entries into a pdf if enough people decide to write something decent. If you want to contribute, simply make a blog post on May 23, with the same subject heading as this post, followed by the title of your article.
Personally, I'll be writing about casting a geosigil, hopefully reporting on how that went. Speaking of which, if anybody would like to try some collaborative spellcasting, message me, and I'll see what I can do. Ideally I'll need 13 participants including myself, but depending on how rounding up that many people (organizing satanists is like herding blind and deaf kittens hopped up on Nazi-Speed) I may settle for less.
InSINcerely,
Samael Swine
Title: The Morning Star
Lyric, tune & composition- Pantho
Copy right by Pantho
O
fallen angel,
u r the lord of hell,
o
morning star,
show me your shining way,
o My Lord Lucifer,
you
r the only God of us.
plz dont left my hand ,
become true
my wish to u,
cuz you r the one who full fill his follower desire
.
only u r the one who never left hand from his lover.
you
only you
the source of light,
plz help me to reach my high,
I
only beg to u,
I only calling u,
plz accept my every prayer
to
only you.
plz grant my loyalty o morning star,
those for u
.
you only you,
can full my dream,
cuz only you,
can
make me rich,
I only bow infront u,
plz let be my
every
wish come true,
plz
grant my every prayer
I beg to you.
oh my lord Lucifer,
I
summon you
Hail lucifer 666
Owner
This is not a porn site. If you upload porn or treat this site as a dating sex site you will be deleted.
I figure I may as well begin with origins to myself and where it all began, details may be fuzzy but I'll do the best I can to shed some light on thought processes and etcetera. For those that give two shits about picking the brains on others or view the individuality within strangers, you might be in for a treat.
2006-2007, Aprox Age, 13.
I'll begin with where it all started. I never had my own personal computer or laptop at a young age, but I did have a Wii-system that used Wi-fi, a modern staple that offered me access to various resources for a growing hormonal teenaged boy. One particular summer eve, I grew bored, lonely - the strange kid in the back of the class-room that yearned for friends and companionship, struggling with Father issues and a sweet tooth for horror. I've heard that some in various circles practiced singing praises to Satan, and while I never viewed myself as a Christian at this time, a true one at least, I was left with questions and doubts. My faith with ye-old God were measured in stray hairs at best, never strong but not completely torn. As my mind wandered, I ventured to the ideas of summoning a Succubus. Trivial and immature, but I was alone and guided only by my own curiosity.
I happened upon Joy of Satan. An old site that seemed to be updating fairly regularly at this time, chocked full of scriptures of demons, summonings, Astral Projection, ideas, so on and so forth. Being susceptible of believing everything I was told, I slowly began to develop similar anti Semitic ideas to that of the site owner. I dabbled with meditations (Was terrible at them) - Interested in developing relations with Satan and Lucifer (To fill the void of a fatherless life) - believed in a world of Duat, (Satanist Heaven, or the world of which Daemons reside in the Astral.) and even had dreams of traversing a strange back-alley portion of a city where gambling on those whom were about to die in the real world seemed oddly popular. Creatures and beings I couldn't begin to fathom appeared here, some humanoid, others.... I can't describe. All harboring around this gargantuan book. I've labeled this book as 'The Book of Death'. Date, time, location, cause, name, all recorded in real time. (And before you ask, I have /Not/ seen 'Deathnote' during this time, but that's the easiest way to put it.)
Beyond this realm of gambling, there was a grand library, ancient, manned by more impossible creatures and beings I couldn't classify to anything recognizable. Before long a squadron of 'officers' swarmed me and I promptly woke up with a lump in my throat and a haze over my eyes. Most of my practices during my 'Joy of Satan' phase were for naught. I've never been able to properly finish or follow through any of the meditations, and Astral Projection, to this day, eludes me completely. (Despite this, it is still one of my Grand Life Goals, to Astral Project.)
This goes on for a while, onwards to 2010 and 2011, where I slowly wane and drift from these practices. I had friends that claimed they were building Grimories and Black Books of Pagan practices and rituals. All of which I were unable to grasp in time before I moved from Indiana to Wisconsin, and in 2013, back to Indiana. Three years of friends and confusion of this spiritual world I was introduced to were for naught. I would denounce the Anti Semitic ways of myself after speaking to a few members from The Brotherhood of Satan, and after fact checking some of the things written by JoS - it seemed sketchy and I became quite skeptical.
The idea of Satanism was warped for me, yet I retained my desire by understanding the journey is an individual experience. Now in my early twenties, I've still yet to understand how to branch as my own individual self for self empowerment under my own cause - but more on that some other time.
2015-2016 - Age, 20-21.
I hadn't touched a single word off of Satanism for years after Wisconsin, I grew older, wiser, had a job, had some more friends, established myself in the community and known by a fair deal of people in this small city. Most faces are quite familiar - but yet, when I go home each night and prepare for bed, I felt something was missing from my life. Like a note to my future self, the ideas of Satanism came crawling back to the back of my mind and I begun to yearn to speak to other Satanists. Step in Temple of Atem - a branch of Satanists brought up by the teachings and books of S.S Connolly, an author that has written several scriptures and are selling them on Amazon Kindle. I developed myself very briefly in their community and purchased a very, very, very special book. Goetic Daemons~ a ritual book with drawings and instructions for very particular rituals and practices.
I haven't thought much of the book, still slowly reading through it and several other books from Amazon Kindle - but recently (After I fell out of the practices for a third, fourth time, lost count) - there were a few pictures from Imgur that referenced this book. Going about talking about the Satanic symbols, denounced the Necronomicon and referenced this book in my possession with heavy warnings and praise of its truth and rights. Thinking about the book now with idle fondness gives me mild chills.
Skipping out a lot of details and small stories omitted for time sake, here I am now. Once more called back to the LHP by idle thoughts that keep nagging me, dragging me back once I've ventured on my own for too far. Either experiences in life make me yearn for information, or closure. Perhaps community and speaking with real people with real experience and real results appeal to me.
And here I am now, SIN. Happened upon it on accident, and I've made mention of it from my enlistment questions. One hell of a Google Search - and there it was in shining glory. An active forum that seemed coherent and brimming with experiences, practices and people willing to --- you know --- talk. The biggest thing that's happened to me, I believe, would have been that dream. Almost a decade ago - and I still remember it vividly, as if it happened yesterday in real life, but it happened so quick I just can't process everything that occurred during that dream.
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Personal Beliefs:
Theistic. Satan and Lucifer are two separate entities - there is not just one realm of which Goetic Daemons reside, however most can be found within the Astral. Lucifer and Satan, personally, are viewed as Supreme Beings and, more or less - father figures.
Personal Goals:
#1. Fucking Astral Projection holy shit.
#2. Develop friends within Satanic Network.
#3. Understand, practice, and perform successful rituals respectfully.
#4. Develop more goals.
It's 5:30 am, growing tired, train of thought is about as useful as Braille on a drive-through ATM. Will add more to this some other time.
Lustful Invokation
Leopard-headed man
With wings majestic
Come unto me
A mage who dreamt this
Prince of deities
As god of lust
Come forth as Sitri
For my cause of such
Belief in darkness
Harbored as lust
Come forth to seek the
One I trust
Charmer of snakes
Confusing to me
I beg for thine aid
In making her see
Invokation of Damnation
Marquis of The Underworld
Warrior of unlight
Fight for thine justice
Fight for thine throne
Ox-formed spirit
Winged and tailed
Come forth to hear it
The angels have failed
Sinful Shame
Standeth strong upon legions.
Standeth opposed to their light.
Runneth now, Marquis of Heathens.
Runneth now, towards the fight.
Hideth now, from the fair man's sight.
Hideth now, call of witch's name.
Undying now, oppose the false light.
Undying now, cause them sinful shame.
Prayer Upon Strength
Deital prowess
Knowledge of strength
I seeketh thine image
Of muscular freight
I come to you faithful
I come to you late
Now come to my table
And bread we shall break
If anyone is interested, here is the link for my public profile on Facebook since I am on there often.
Throughout the week I will be adding topics and information in here.
Ave Satanas brothers and sisters \m/
As the title suggests, this is the first volume of the SIN quarterly journal. The term journal is here used in the broadest possible sense. If you would like to contribute to the journal, I'll suggest a few different methods. It should go without saying that the preferred way to publish is by carving your article into your flesh using a rusty and dull butter knife.
The first method is simply to write a blog post and post it today, with an ALL CAPS TITLE SAYING SIN QUARTERLY JOURNAL VOL. 1 (I think) FOLLOWED BY "The Title of Your Insignificant Yet Grandiose Article". Of course you can always post on May 23, the next time I plan to take a stab at this.
Alternatively, you could also post your articles in the comments section of this article, thereby collecting everything in the same spot so interested folks can read it all in the same place. All commentators and trolls will of course be welcome to post in the comments, but they will not earn the lofty made up by me title "Journal Contributor" unless they follow the following formatting as the first line of their comment ALL CAPS TITLE SAYING SIN QUARTERLY JOURNAL VOL. 1 (I think) FOLLOWED BY "The Title of Your Insignificant Yet Grandiose Article".
Now that I've got that most boring element of this article written, on to something less boring, but still not all that sexy. The reason I'm writing this article and suggesting that all you lovely SINners with an inclination to write, record, discuss, and experiment in a textual way do so in this journal.
I was mincing about the house one day wearing nothing but plastic Halloween devil horns when I thought to myself, "Golly gee, I haven't checked out SIN in a while. I wonder if there is anything cool going on there right now?" Never mind the many discussions I've had with myself in the mirror about what exactly cool means, and what could possibly be going on on a social networking website that could be anything other than a way to divert myself from thinking about my impending doom at the hands of an ancient orangutan dressed in a fancy (yet still trashy) blue business suit (with white cuffs).
So I logged on to SIN and messaged a bunch of random people who I'd talked to since I joined in September. When most of them (But not you Crystal :)) didn't reply I just trolled the newsfeed until I found a forum topic about the passionate, yet tragically impotent idea of a SIN quarterly journal. I like writing random shit on SIN, but I felt that I was creatively reaching the end of the road when it came to writing here. The idea of a journal set my mind alight, and here I am, cranking out more shit from my laptop to an ungrateful, elitist horde of at least dozens of cheeto dusted nerds. AT LEAST.
I also thought that three months would give me enough time to write and do the research for something really expansive and high quality, and the deadline would be close enough that I would take it semi-seriously, and actually focus for roughly half the hours spent writing it. Such an article is coming on May 23, should this whole quarterly journal thing gain any traction, and my ego is summarily satisfied by enough stroking in the form of views, comments, and high ratings.
Now on to my third, final, and sexy topic. Cyber Magick baby. The most obvious representation of it is this website. Surely good ol' Mr. Black either explicitly or implicitly called upon principles and practices of greater magick in the LaVeyan sense when he created this website. Whenever magick interacts with Cyberspace, I would call that Cyber Magick. Now, what Zach intended, and whether that has come to fruition, or is still a fruit waiting for enough water and sunshine to bud is a question to which only he knows the answer. But through this portal, I see the possibility of a lot of interesting Magick being done.
My first idea would be to coordinate a bunch of people in different parts of the world to do some ritual where if you drew a line from each of them to the other on a map, it would trace out a sigil, then do some sort of ritual. Pretty nifty huh?
So there's my idea folks, use this website for ritual magick, and presto, you're doing cybermagick, which if nothing else sounds cool, and that's enough for me.
