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What are we about? WE are the new chapter of the Satanic International Network, led by the brilliant Zach Black. We will organise, form a group for fun meet-ups, private rituals, invocations, advise, and support.. You may be Theistic, Deistic, or Atheistic. Many of our meetings are adult oriented, although Satanbic families with children are welcome for alternatively family friendly events. We advocate NO violent, aggressive, or destructive behaviours on non-Satanists. Come & chill. AVE!

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Actually she is one of the original admin. And next to Jon St are the only ones I trust. She is sharp, fair, friendly and beautiful. But, be respectful. Or she will email you your balls in a jar.

Un peuple n’a qu’un ennemi dangereux, c’est son gouvernement.

Now for the LOOOOOOOOLZ the latest news from the O9A Cabaret:

The Law and The Police

I have some forty years experience of interaction with the police, from ordinary constables and detectives, to custody sergeants, to officers from specialist branches such as SO12, SO13, and crime squads. During that time, I have known far more good police officers than bad – corrupt – ones. Furthermore, I realized that most of those I came into contact with were good individuals, motivated by the best of intentions, who were trying to do their best, often under difficult circumstances, and often to help victims of dishonourable deeds, catch those responsible for such deeds, and/or prevent such deeds…

So the cops are no longer the guardians of the oppressive Magian System or the prime example of the Homo Hubris or whatever. Now, they are honorable individuals motivated by an instinct for honor and fairness, not by the cash they get, no, just no. A job of a policeman is like any other job. There is nothing honorable or dishonorable about it. You do what you are paid for.

In truth they, those officers, as one of them once said to me, were guided by what ‘was laid down’ and did not presume to or tried hard not to overstep their authority; guided as they were by the law, that accumulated received wisdom of what was and is good in society…

Yeah the law reflects the accumulated wisdom of what is good in a society, rather then the arbitrary whims of this or that government, riiiight. And sure, the police must act according to the rules, no matter how ridiculous.

…a law which (at least in Britain and so far as I know) saught to embody a respect for what was fair and which concept of fairness was and always has been (again, at least in Britain and so far as I know) untainted, uncorrupted, by any political ideology.

LMAO! This really made my day. The law has nothing to do with the politics. No fucking way! It’s not the politicians that make the law, no way.

Now I know, I understand, I appreciate, that for that reason – of so being mindful of the limits of their authority, of being guided by what had been laid down over decades – those people, those police officers, were far better individuals than the arrogant, the hubriatic, extremist I was…

Don’t worry. Cameron has a way to deal with the likes of you, soon… Which brings us back to:

Extremists – The Modern Boogeymen.

David Cameron has just announced his new counter-terrorism bill, which is directed against the so-called non-violent extremists; people who don’t even incite violence but simply have and express radical views or, to put it bluntly, the views that are not politically correct. Anyone who expresses views that the government views as extreme will have to apply for permission to post in newspapers or online. Those judged as extremists will have to submit their material to the police for approval before they can publish it. The groups and organizations seeking to undermine democracy will be banned. The bill targets mainly Islamic groups but it can also have a negative impact on National Socialists and any other group inconvenient to the government.

The new law will also ban the radicals from giving speeches and lectures at the universities. There are plans to draw the list of speakers banned from the universities. If such a list is created, the universities will have to obey and refuse entry to the unwelcome visitors. The point is to protect young people from being drawn to radicalism.

The criterion for inclusion in the list would be the holding and promoting of non-violent extremist views (violent extremism being already banned). So, quite naturally, my fellow dons and I have been asking ourselves what constitutes an ‘extremist’ view. After all, one man’s extremist is another man’s purveyor of common sense. And, in any case, ‘freedom of speech within the law’ means nothing if it does not encompass the freedom to articulate very unpopular views and if it does not uphold, unequivocally, the right to give offence.

If ‘non-violent extremists’ can’t express their views at universities, where can they?

Prince Charles is also worried about radicalization of young people. In his opinion, the crazy stuff on the internet is definitely to blame:

Young people in Britain are being radicalised at an “alarming” rate, the Prince of Wales has said… “This is one of the greatest worries, I think, and the extent to which this is happening is the alarming part, and particularly in a country like ours where you know the values we hold dear,” he said… “The frightening part is that people can be so radicalised either by contact with somebody else or via the internet, and the extraordinary amount of crazy stuff which is on the internet…”

This is just Great Britain but everywhere terrorism is used as a convenient scarecrow to convince gullible masses to give up more and more of their constitutional “rights” in the name of security. Hate speech is another scarecrow used to limit free speech in the name of democracy and tolerance.

Hmm… perhaps, this is the reason behind the latest O9A comedy/comedies; moron Camoron’s antics. But don’t be fooled, ladies and gentlemen, appearances are misleading. The rumor has it that one of Cameron’s trusted advisors is an O9A spy. The proposed referendum on British membership of the EU is actually his idea. The aim is to let the damn European Union fall apart and speed up the coming of the Empire of Vindex. The ooky spooky O9A tribes in Britain also plan to kidnap the Royal Baby and demand a huge ransom that will totally ruin the government budget.

It has often been said Satanism is not a religion but rather a philosophy. This is more often than not the cordial dismissal of metaphysical pretense and spiritual pipedreams characteristic of most of all belief systems that characterize religious systems. But Satanism is also truly dissimilar from Philosophy, particularly contemporary philosophy in many ways. 

Here I thought I might point to several of them. 

1. In View of Intelligence

Despite defining it, few in academic rigor truly appreciate  as wide or diverse types of intelligence such as kinesthetic intelligence or heuristic intelligence. 

Kinesthetic being things that are more physical such as athletic prowess, physical conditioning, skilled and unskilled labor etc. 

Heuristic being the kind of street smart/social smarts typical of a small buisness owner or management in many work places. 

 It is not about premises being held, but simply emphasis. Satanism makes little distinction between intent and intelligence but cultural factors and disciplines such as philosophy can and does reinforce.

2. Denial of Individuality 

Although not as bad as it will be, an increasing emphasis on dissecting the questions of being in terms of historical, biological and social abstractions. This in some ways is a convenient and powerful analysis but in others is simply mistaken. For it conceives of humanity only as a collective, only in the third person. It completely foregoes qualia, subjectivity and the person. One who rises above circumstance is no longer the hero, but simply not the victim of statistics the majority of their peers belong. 

3. The Passive Thinker

Much of academia, still focuses on this idea that the best way to know the Universe is to sit and contemplate it. This idea harkens back to ancient Greece but came full form during the medieval period of christian interpretation of the Greeks. For in ancient times a philosopher was as much counsel, a teacher, mentor etc as he was someone that conceived of thought. Only after philosophy came full to be an institution and one subservient to metaphysical and cultural tropes as a secondary form of discourse did it become quite so absurd. 

For in secular fashion philosophy is a secular ecclesiastic body that revere the western canon, a hall of dead ideas. 

For all these reasons and perhaps more Philosophy ceases to be a way of life. The very antithesis of what Satanism is and what a Satanist is.

It leads me then to state these three simple conclusions. 

1. Satanism as general might be best understood and unpacked as a concept by describing it as the frame, rather than the picture itself. Keven. I. Slaughter does a great job here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PpI_TvJXc84. 

2. Although philosophy wholesale might be bankrupt a few thinkers are worthy of note, probably Nietzsche, Heidegger & Machiavelli have the most worth. As a principle activity self examination, critical thinking, skepticism and questioning are always sound for ones mind. 

As opposed to a philosopher or philosophy but a Thinker much in the way Heidegger lays out... Although probably in more cases than not a less poetic orientation of it. 

3. There exists a religious aspect of Satanism, even if it is only as far as adopting a mythic symbol, representation, summation or emphasis of oneself, worldview, individuality and way of life as the Adversary,  or Satan incarnate. 

Hi to one and all.

I am new here, I am not a practicing Satanist, my interest has always been the occult and all that pertains to it. I am seeking assistance or at the very least, somebody who could possible point me in a direction. As a very young child I had a series of astral experiences which left me seeking answers to things which I have never been able to resolve to my satisfaction. If there is anybody here who would be willing to discuss this with me I would be grateful. Hoping not to be slated for anything I have said thus far, and looking forward to sharing, hearing and exploring things of common interest.

Dion 

I just thought I'd introduce myself, as I'm new here.  I go by GriffonDour, online, but my real name's Chris.  I'm more of a Spiritual Satanist,  but I have respect for everyone's beliefs and choices.  I love all animals, but cats are my absolute favorite.  I'm looking to educate myself and make friends, male and/or female, either and all cool with me

I'm kind of quiet, I don't really like parties and a bunch of mayhem, I prefer to spend time wit my cat and the only two family members I'm really close with.  I'm on the computer as much as possible, but if I'm not, feel free to leave a message for me, and I'll get back to you.  I live in Maryland.  Thanks for reading this, and I apologize if this isn't the proper place to post introductions.

         

First off, My name is Charles Benjamin Clifton, Second, as you can see on my Profile I am a Eclectic Satanist, I take things from other paths, and form it on my own. I take things from Asatru, Druidry, Buddhism,  and other Pagan/Old Spiritualistic Philosophies, and form it into my own path. Many people will ask me Why do you worship Satan or call yourself a Satanist? Well, my answer to that question is that I do not believe in a conscious Deity or Deities, I believe in a force greater than us, like Gravity for example, but its not a conscious life force. I use a blend of Different Philosophies to fit my own Beliefs. Then why do I call myself a Satanist? How does Satan come in to play? These are the questions people will ask me. I respond with this answer, The word Satan is Hebrew for Adversary or opposer. The Judeo-Christian Church deemed all alternate philosophies "Evil" and labeled them as "Satanist". I use Satan as an overall belief system, representing the Cardinal Nature of mankind and Elevating and Empowering Humanity to reach equality to "The Gods" The Gods, represents The Seven Chakras within ourselves. 

In my opinion that means to find yourself and to strive to better yourself.

I wanted to test people and see how easy it was to push their buttons… they fell into every little game that i started.

Recently, some douche joined the “sinister” facebook group spamming it with the bullshit and trolling the hell out of it. There would be nothing unusual about it (after all, there are plenty of such types in the cyber space) if it wasn’t for the reaction he caused. As much as I love the online arguments and flame-wars, this time I decided to sit back and watch. To each their own, but debating a person more ignorant than me doesn’t really turn me on. It’s a ROI thing. There is nothing to gain from such experience. You educate the stupid but learn nothing in exchange. There is also no satisfaction from winning the discussion. It’s like smashing a mouse against the wall.

But who am I to judge the kids playing in the sandbox, especially that I enjoy throwing sand myself? It’s all nice and dandy provided all kids have fun. This time only one kid had fun, the others… Well… here is a problem. The guy could have been banned, ignored, laughed off or responded to in a cold, pedantic and unemotional manner. Instead, the “sinister” types threw a tantrum, calling the guy names, telling him how much they hate him, crying he’s destroying the group and leaving one by one in the epic display of butthurt.

I nearly choked on my popcorn. It’s really funny to see the wannabe Satanists or sinister folks stand beside themselves with fury and show self-righteous indignation. And the guy… despite being weak in a fight on arguments, is a master of manipulation, knowing how and when to push people’s buttons. Because psychological warfare is a game to be played without any rules, except one; making your opponent leave the ring with the blood dripping from his nose or his sore butt. The arguments be damned.

Are our ideas and beliefs the fancy hats that we wear and change when the mood strikes us? Or are we like the fat chick trying to squeeze herself in a tight swimming costume? Sometimes, you’re trying too hard to fit in this or that identity label, this or that belief system, this or that peer group. Ideas and beliefs are the mere tools you use to progress and to expand your mind. The time comes when these ideas are no longer useful, you discard them and move on. Just like you throw away the old clothes. You are not your ideas or your beliefs. It would be a folly to cling desperately to an old party dress and scream “No, I won’t throw it away! It’s me! This dress is me!”

There is so much talk in Satanism about an adversary and herd-conformity, but one would be surprised how many people need the approval of others, the praise and respect of their peers and belonging to some exclusive and elitist club. It’s nicer and easier this way, because everyone, without exception, prefers praises to criticism. It’s very hard to thrive when confronted with opposition and loneliness. But how illusory are the temporary laurels you get from your fans.

Should I bend to your standards? Should I conform to your house rules? Should I satisfy your expectations? Yes, of course, as long as I live in your hotel/motel. But when I check out, damn you and your rules, and your expectations. Your hotel or motel is one of the many I’m passing by on my way home.

So coming back to our little motherfucker. He knew whom to troll; people who worship the tools, who think they are special snowflakes because of that, that they are the elite. If you worship a pentagram or an O9A sigil, then you can as well go to church and prostrate yourself before Jesus. Does it really matter where you sing your Hallelujah?

What are some of your favorite movies about/with the devil?

Mine is The Exorcism of Emily Rose and The Last Exorcism 1 & 2

Sounds to go to be true? It is not if you qualify. A new bill was put into effect for certain US States saying if you qualify you will get a FREE Android smartphone and FREE monthly service for a year.

The phone they gave me is a samsung galaxy exhibit. Google the specs. All phones are gonna be this quality. Depends on what is available at the time.

You will get a free phone.

You will not have a contract or a monthly bill for a year. Once the year is up if you still meet the requirements your next year is free to. If you do not meet the requirements then you have the option of paying a monthly bill or it gets shut off. But you keep the phone.

Unlimited talk and text.

Internet access ( data ) but is capped. Pretty high though. The same as most cellphones cap you at. But that is a 4g cap. 3g will still work and you can still connect to wifi networks. Same as most phones and services providers.

REQUIREMENTS -

You MUST live in one  of these states.

Arkansas, California, Colorado, Kansas, Kentucky, Louisiana, Maine, Maryland, Michigan, Nevada, Oklahoma, Pennsylvania, South Carolina, Texas, West Virginia and Wisconsin..

You must either make less than 28k a year and or be one ANY government assistance ( Food stamps, Medical, Medicare, SSI , disability, Wick, UI , ect.

Your household can not be on this service. No one you live with.

Must be 18

All I need to verify is your ID, government assistance, SS number.. As far as your wages go, who you live with and where you live that is on your ' honor' ; ) .

I can do this via email. I need a picture copy of your   ID, government assistance card and SS number, phone number.


You may ask what is in it for me?  A job. I get paid for everyone that signs up for the free phone and no charges for a year.  10 bucks a sign up for me. What you do with the phone is up to you.  Clearly the phone is suppose to be for you . But, if you lost it at a party one night someone scored the phone. :)

No one will call you . You will go through me. So that I get paid. I will only forward your info to the company. Ask around, I have lots of peoples info.... and I send them stuff they want. You can trust me. This Nigga just trying to get paid.


Last year I spent 770 dollars to have service and nearly the exact phone I got for free now. How much would it say you?


This is not a scam. Google lifeline phones. But please go through me a dude you know so that I get paid for sending the same info you would have to send them....    Thanks. And enjoy your new free phone on me.

Official SIN shirts are in! They come in Man M,L.XL.2XL and women medium. They are high quality silk screen and shirt. I have washed mine from the first batch for over a year and still no fading or peeling.

This batch I got 30. The first batch I had 25 and they sold out in less than a month. I am selling them for 19.95 plus 4 dollars shipping in handling in the USA. People out side the USA 7 dollars shipping.

For registered members of Satanic International Organization ( not network users ) just 19.95 flat. Regardless of where you live.

They look the same as the ones in the pics, nothing on the back. 3X3 inch inverted pentagram that says SIN in it that I personally designed. Some of the pics are a little blurry. The pentagram is crisp and detailed. As you will see.

Mens are high quality 100% cotton. Womens are 100% cotton but kinda stretchy. Mens are regular T-shirts. Womens are fitted, tapered sleeves and V-necks.

Thanks again Danny Boss...

For those of you that pre- ordered a shirt please send me your shipping info again. Thanks.

There is only about 50 of these shirts floating around.

You bathe in the sunlight of spring,
While I’m forever stuck in this dreary autumn.
Like a flower that will never bloom,
Forever in this dreary autumn…

This dreadful emptiness,
The cold, cold world.
You slammed the door on me,
you locked me in the cold.

Every person in Lyra’s world has a daemon…it would be very strange for people to see someone without one. It’d be just as strange as seeing someone without a head. Someone without a daemon would be considered horribly mutated — missing something essential.

I’m at the train station when it suddenly dawns on me that I left my baggage at the hotel. I can’t come back home without my things. I rush to the hotel, hoping that I’ll just grasp my bags and manage to catch the train. I explain the matter to the receptionist, she takes a bunch of keys and I follow her upstairs. She opens the door and lets me in. I pick up my things, among them such important stuff as money, documents and an identity card and pack them to the suitcase. There are also some old useless newspapers, which I throw into a dustbin.

I’m just about to leave when I notice a small box on the shelf. I reach for it and open…

I can’t even find the proper words to describe how I feel when I open the mysterious box. There is an animal in the box, a chinchilla, thirsty and in agony. I took it with me on a holiday, put it aside and forgot about it. For three days I was having fun while it was locked in the dark box, suffering, without food and water. It bites me while I try to touch it. I’m crying when I’m holding it under the tap and it is drinking.

The same nasty tiresome dream, repeating itself over and over again. The details vary, but the message is the same. I discover something I forgot about, a nearly dead animal in pain, hungry, thirsty, neglected. The remorse I feel is overwhelming. I never felt like this in all my life. I feel so bad about myself and about what I did that I would prefer it were dead so that it wouldn’t remind me about my guilt.

I hope that one day I will find my poor suffering pet, my lost Self. I hope that one day I will learn what I’ve been doing wrong all my life. I’m sure I won’t like the revelation.

The fire of anger and hate burns in me

Oh, how I long to destroy all of which is purity

Contaminate my thoughts with thine vile rage of wickedness; for I yearn so hard to cause pain and distress to my oppressors until their bodies are scotched by Satan's eternal wrath

Unleash through me the fury of Hell upon life and all creation

That they may be brought on both knees in submission to the bidding of the Dark Lord of the abyss

Cause me to torment the path of those who pervert the ways of all things evil

And to speak judgement on any whose step betrays the sanctity and pact of thine ways

Fill me with lust enough to proclaim the sovereignty of thy reign

Let desolation be my comfort; sorrow my friend; grief the path to true wisdom

Let the curse of rejection lead me to the threshold of thine never failing presence; that I might absorb strength to rise above all fear

Extend to me the grip of friendship, and Forge my will into the stealth of steel;
That not even the cold stare of death shall cause to waver.

“You said you were a fairy princess
You said you were a shooting star
You said we’d go to Bora Bora
Now look at where the fuck we are”

Please, come in Mr Smith, said the doorman taking my coat and hat, Sit down and make yourself comfortable. Miss LaVie will see you in a moment. I looked around the shabby room bewildered. The golden chandeliers and Persian carpets, this is how it looked like in the advertisement. Dreamland. Let your dreams fly on wings. They must be fucking kidding me…

Thank you, I’d rather stand. I began pacing round the room. When she calls me in, I’ll be ready. Excuse me, when is Miss LaVie going to call me in? I asked the doorman after an hour passed. I have no idea, sir. Could you ask her? Of course, sir. He came back in a minute. Miss LaVie will see you in a moment, Mr Smith. Meanwhile, please make yourself comfortable. I was sitting in an armchair while the clock on the wall was counting hours. Its sound was getting louder and louder. Finally, I rushed into her room infuriated…

Oh Mr Smith. Welcome Mr smith! Here you are at last. I was waiting for you, thought you changed your mind, she said smiling. I… I… I…I’ve been here all the time, I stuttered confused. Never mind, I have a brilliant offer for you. Let me see… and she began searching through the papers on her desk. Fuck! Where did I put it? She looked in her drawer. No, not here, perhaps on the shelves… Finally, she came back to her desk. Mr Smith, I don’t know how to say it. So damn awkward. There’s been terrible misunderstanding. I’m so sorry, but but but…. I don’t have anything for you. Perhaps, if you dropped in next month…

You fucking stupid bitch.

I’m sitting alone in my quiet empty bedroom. My grey face is looking at me from the mirror. Once again the king is naked. I wanted you to tell me how great I am. I hoped you would comfort me and say I’m someone special, better than anyone else. You shut the door on me, you cruel life. You called me an average Joe, gave me an ordinary job, ordinary friends and common pastimes. You made me look like anyone else. I worked so hard; studies and three part-time jobs only to see my dreams shattered. Mirror mirror on the wall, how can I even look at you now?

The easiest way to escape from oneself is to become someone else…

Bravo! Bravo! Bravo for our star! People are clapping their hands, cheering and throwing confetti. My Mistress is whispering praises to my ear. I’m everybody. I’m everything. I’m special. No gain without pain. I had to pay. The price was well… reasonable.

... One day the Emperor received a large package labeled "The Nightingale."

"This must be another book about my celebrated bird," he said. But it was not a book. In the box was a work of art, an artificial nightingale most like the real one except that it was encrusted with diamonds, rubies and sapphires. When it was wound, the artificial bird could sing one of the nightingale's songs while it wagged its glittering gold and silver tail. Round its neck hung a ribbon inscribed: "The Emperor of Japan's nightingale is a poor thing compared with that of the Emperor of China."...

"Now let's have them sing together. What a duet that will be," said the courtiers.

So they had to sing together, but it didn't turn out so well, for the real nightingale sang whatever came into his head while the imitation bird sang by rote.

"That's not the newcomer's fault," said the music master. "He keeps perfect time, just as I have taught him."

Then they had the imitation bird sing by itself. It met with the same success as the real nightingale, and besides it was much prettier to see, all sparkling like bracelets and breastpins. Three and thirty times it sang the selfsame song without tiring. The courtiers would gladly have heard it again, but the Emperor said the real nightingale should now have his turn. Where was he? No one had noticed him flying out the open window, back to his home in the green forest.

"But what made him do that?" said the Emperor.

All the courtiers slandered the nightingale, whom they called a most ungrateful wretch...

"You see, ladies and gentlemen, and above all Your Imperial Majesty, with a real nightingale one never knows what to expect, but with this artificial bird everything goes according to plan."...
The real nightingale had been banished from the land... (from "The Nightingale")


Can a bird sing only the song it knows? Or can it learn a new song? Many people sing the same old shit over and over again, usually the same old shit they were programmed with. Sometimes, they call it education. Education, as they mean it, is stuffing your mind with other people's ideas. So they leave their schools and mindlessly repeat the stuff they were taught.

Such minds rarely change even if they change the label. So you have former Christians replacing their God with a new god, be it science, experts or whatever. The same old song, the same old shit, the same old habits and the same mind bowing to the authority in the utmost display of conformity.

If you're not the author of the music and lyrics, then whose song are you singing? Sure as hell, it's not yours. Many would wish you to conform to their so-called standards, to sing what they want you to sing. A mechanical bird is more predictable and easier to control. It doesn't have moods. Would you sacrifice your freedom of thought for someone's approval?

The Chicken Yard



There is this saying "Sticking feathers up your butt doesn't make you a chicken." I would choose a less mediocre bird here, like a peacock or an eagle. A chicken can pretend to be an eagle or a peacock but the mask falls off when you ask the motherfucker to fly. It's a sad spectacle to watch.

Is a label important? What does changing a label mean without a change in your life, without getting rid of the stuff you were programmed with? There is a price to pay for living your life the way you want and for trying to think for yourself. That price is most often the disapproval of others and rejection. Sometimes, it can mean losing your friends, your job, even family and in some shitty circumstances even your life. However, if you swim with with the current, you'll never be a good swimmer.

Hey, if you haven't read my first blog do it.

She invited me to her home that day of the first blog because her parents and siblings wouldn't be there.

 She showed me all of her interesting mystical knick knacks. She's very much into magic and knows a lot of stuff about spells, astrology, and her knowledge of the spiritual realm is much more than mine. Walls of pentagram cut-outs, satanic pendants and rings, different amulets and interesting tokens of fortune. Books and books on spirituality, occult teachings, novels, Canadian paranormal stories, and a xbox 360 with her favourite game gears of war. A guitar she thought would impress me did, and she enthusiastically showed me her bongos she plays and loves. She sat me down at her computer desk that had three different sized bongs and a hookah and left to the bathroom to change.

When she came back she hadn't changed her shirt or pants at all, but I saw red lace poking out of her sweatpants that wasn't there before, and her brastraps matched. 

We indulged ourselves in marijuana, blowing the smoke freely in the room. Apparently her father and family smoke marijuana too, so it's not a problem. She said laughing "Do you like my bong or something?" because I kept smoking even after she stopped. It takes more for me to get high. She lit candles in the corner that were marked "seduction" "lust" and "peace".

At one point I asked her to sing for me, and she was very hesitant and scared, but she did it; and it was fucking beautiful. I just listened. I didn't want to look at her and make her feel pressure, I wanted the songbird to fly free. The weed put a rasp in her voice she didn't like, I thought it was really beautiful. She was so happy when she found I was blown away. 

Then she showed me her belly dancing. Her hips moving so fluidly. She explained different styles of belly dancing, like the differences between when you move your knees and when you don't, and when you do this, and when you do that, and when you...I wasn't even listening to her. I was mesmerized by her so sexy body moving like that. She knew, so she kept doing it longer.

She showed me her paintings, and a lot of them were very dark, with hidden symbolism. She explained a few of their meanings to me, some she didn't, which I respected and left alone. I thought I played guitar and sang well. I thought I was an artist. But she warped my mind. 

Her family was coming home, and before I left, we became very passionate together. Kissing and embracing. In heat, she tells me she doesn't care about her boyfriend, she knows she wants to fuck me to my soul. 

The next day after school she came to my house. After telling me stories of her and her boyfriends lives together we fucked for the first time. She said he'd know she screwed someone else because my dick would spread her flower wider than her boyfriend could. I fucked her again, and again, and again, until the garbage was full of condoms.

On her way out she said something I think I should have known before I built this sort of relationship with her; she lives with this boyfriend. They're codependent. She says she's not sorry, she doesn't feel guilty, and she wants me. She lusts for me in ways she hasn't ever felt before.

Oh Satan, thanks for this angel...

I know, shitty first blog post but I have to support and promote my kids. They have a band called Eviternity and it's starting to take off. Like every poor new bunch of starving artists, they have little funds but are gradually getting things together to make this thing a success. So, the audio isn't the best, but posting a video from a show they did the other night. Starts at just over a minute in. Find them on Facebook and give them a like if you actually like it. Thanks, it means a lot to these guys.
Show Part 1
Show Part 2

FACEBOOK LINK: EVITERNITY BAND ON FACEBOOK

Hey Dudes.

My name is James Iron. I'm 18 soon to be nineteen. I live in bite-sized city in southern Canada. I go to a school for absentees, dropouts, and junkies and I'm in grade 12. I work at a restaurant in the back kitchen with beautiful women waitressing and cool fucking dudes that cook killer fucking everything and I enjoy spending time with everyone there. I'm six foot three and 175lbs of evil that lives and walks.

I'm Satanist and I've met a satanist woman at my high school. I was emptying my backpack in my guitar class looking for a highlighter and she saw Lavey's Satanic Bible in my backpack and talked to me. She was shocked that I was satanist because I don't play it up with satanic tattoos, jewelry, or clothing, and I don't openly discuss people's private beliefs. Given our rarity she  said we had to spend time together to see how another satanist lives. We bonded and she likes speaking to me and spending time with me. I can see she's trying to figure me out like I'm this mysterious satanic angel in her life and she gets off hearing me talk. I'm so mysterious to her.

She has a lover, who she loves very much, but she tells me she's more attracted to me; explicitly telling me details of dreams and visions she's had with me when she's alone. Given how depressed she sounds as a person outside of when I'm with her I thought this boyfriend is doing a shitty job making his woman happy. When she told me she loved him, but had conflicting attraction for me, I kissed her dominantly in the middle of the day. She was so happy "Okay, now what I'm supposed to just go home to my boyfriend with al these things I want to do to you?" 

I'm becoming a sort of Satanic cuckold to her now, she comes to school dressed for me, trying to get a reaction out of me. Oh boys, I've got my hands all over this vixen. This is my 1st blog, any other day I'd write about something else, but James' got this exciting lady under his finger. I have to go to guitar class now, where I sit with this hot hot hot girl in a dark recording room, wish me fuck! (+luck too)

"Rabbit's clever," said Pooh thoughtfully.
"Yes," said Piglet, "Rabbit's clever." "And he has Brain."
"Yes," said Piglet, "Rabbit has Brain." There was a long silence.
"I suppose," said Pooh, "that that's why he never understands anything."

Vision
Joana, the heroine of the movie "Agnosia", suffers from a peculiar illness. She's blind but not because she sees nothing but because she sees too much. Her mind has no filter and her little brain is constantly flooded with the stimuli it cannot process. As a result, she's in the state of permanent confusion, not able to recognize people and objects around her. One would think that if you see more, you're wiser. Not in the case of Joana, though. Her problematic "gift" cripples her, she cannot even walk properly. You can almost pity her when you see her crawling on the bathroom floor.

Her father produces unique lens for telescopes. Before he dies, he tells Joana his industrial secret. For her, it's only a string of meaningless numbers but it's a treasure for her father's enemies. When he dies, they use her deplorable condition to extract the secret from her. As Joana sees and doesn't see at the same time, she's not aware of the dangerous conspiracy  going around her. Her mind, preoccupied with the insignificant details, can't see the bigger picture, can't focus on what is the most important. As a result, her father's empire is taken over, her relationship with her fiance is destroyed and, finally, she dies shot at the steps to the cathedral.



Stratification
A petty mind is like a weapon in the hands of a madman. You can never know the day and the hour when it strikes but you can sense the approaching disaster. If you take a ride with a staggering drunkard, you can be damn sure it will be your last ride. The same is with someone who has his head up his ass. If you give in to your own delusions or the bullshit narratives of other people, you will have to pay, if not now, then in months, years or even decades.

You can delude yourself that you are a special snowflake, that you are better and smarter than others. If you can't see further than the end of your nose, if you can't predict the consequences of your actions, if you live only here and now, you are a mere pawn on that chessboard called life.

Wisdom
Some time ago, there was a big scandal in Poland that triggered a national debate about religious freedom, the rights of doctors and patients and democracy, in general. A respectable doctor refused to perform an abortion of a terminally ill child because of his Catholic views. That was hardly surprising, because he had a legal right to do this, however, he also had a legal obligation to send a woman to another doctor. He not only didn't do this but also lied to the woman that her child was healthy. When she finally learned her child was going to die, it was too late for an abortion. The doctor was punished but it hardly compensated for the woman's false hopes and her suffering while she watched her child die.

Many Catholics tried to make a martyr out of the doctor, saying that he was loyal to his Church, that he followed the rules of his faith, they quoted the pope and the Saints, and atheists, as usual, blamed the religion for close-mindedness of its adherents. It's a pity that the doctor forgot the most important imperative of his faith - to see God in another human being. Seeing "God" in another person is nothing more or less than simple human empathy, the ability to put yourself in another person's shoes, to feel what she feels, to understand what she thinks and how she may suffer.

There is a fundamental truth in the words "The kingdom of God is within you." If its religious meaning is put aside, then it simply means that the depth of your mind is the source of wisdom, the unconscious mind that is the dwelling of intuition and the deep empathic understanding of things.

The corruption of knowledge
Knowledge can be found in books and in the heads of other people. It's easy to lose wisdom in the stream of facts and insignificant details. Other people's ideas are like the noise which deafens you to the barely audible inner voice of wisdom. Studying will never replace experience and there can be no insight without being in tune with other people.

As there are many narrow paths to wisdom, there are also many highways to stupidity. Just like a cockroach infesting the poor and the luxurious kitchens, stupidity doesn't care about a religious label. Neither does it care about a social status or a university degree.

The swines and the pearls
It's been said many times that the nine Satanic sins are the sins against reality. They are punished neither by God nor the Devil, but by life. If you try to build castles in the sky, you risk that, eventually, you will be dragged down to face the desert of the real.

One of such sins is solipsism; deluding yourself that other people share your views and values, that they understand your more or less lofty ideas. Most people are mediocre and even if they appear to be intelligent, it's because their heads are full of other people's ideas. Talking to them is like throwing the pearls before the swines. If you try to be honest with them, if you open your heart, they will crucify you or, worse, drag you down to their level of petty and pathetic bullshit.

That some things should be left unsaid was well understood by women in the past, who locked their diaries in safe and secret places. It wasn't so much the fear of compromise as the awareness of the fact that most people are prone to passing judgements without even bothering to understand. Talking to such people is like talking to the wall. Whatever you say will fall on deaf ears.



While the wise look at the horizon, the fools sit on the beach counting the grains of sand. It's a prerogative of an idiot to take everything under his magnifying glass, to adhere to his religion, ideology or philosophy with an unshaken pedantic scrupulosity. In that way, the things that are really important get lost among the things that only appear to be important. Like T.S. Eliot wrote, we lose wisdom in knowledge and knowledge in information. Sometimes, reason can make us blind, like the poor Rabbit, like poor Joana and many others.

My introduction into Satanism began with Anton LaVey who promoted the idea of Atheism in his Satanic Bible (for starters, Book of Satan 4:2, as well as Hell The Devil and How to Sell Your soul).  Yet I recently came across a copy of the grotto masters handbook which gives a section on Spirituality that talks as if Satan is a real individual.  Needless to say I was confused by this point. There are a couple points that I am wondering (1) I downloaded the copy of the Grotto Master's Handbook. Since, from my understanding, the grotto system of the Church of Satan has been mostly dismantled, I didn't consider that to be an issue. But maybe the file is a corrupted copy?  (2) That it is actually a contradiction of beliefs within the Laveyan belief structure; or (3) That the emphasis of belief is placed upon a frame work of rationality rather than blind faith such as the Judeo/xian worldview promotes.  I would place my bets on 3, but throughout both the Satanic Bible and Satanic Scriptures, it is very clearly evident that Satan is more of a concept or set of ideas rather than an anthropomorphic deity (as the Christians would claim). 

Perhaps someone with knowledgeable insights could help me understand the issue of Atheism and Satanism more clearly to me in light of the above points?

I recently got popped here where I live for stealing from Walmart. Now obviously I dont have a moral problem with stealing from a buisness that has insurance to make up the difference not to mention how much money they make on the daily. I would like to know what everyone thinks as this relates to Satanism. I would never steal from a friend or acquaintance. But believe me I have learned my lesson and dont plan on stealing again. They amount of restitution and fines I have to pay are monster compared to the $12 item I stole. Plus if i ever wanna get a job the charge gets in the way. I dont like being broke and It definitely wasnt worth it. In my opinion it doesnt necessarily butt up against the morals of satanism in any way. Except one may find it hard to recover from the punishment that insues. 

May your Solstice holiday be spent with loved ones in merriment, inviting the death of the year and expressing aspirations for the oncoming rebirth!

Ave Satanas!

James

Through life's dreary moment, be warmth for me

In times of hopelessness, be my strength

When all else fails, pave a path of refuge

In pain, soothe my wounds

When lost, come to my rescue

Let your radiance illuminate and compliment the darkness in me

In your lair I draw courage

Not even the tempest of mockery and scorn shall force me to bow to that which I so despise

Your presence draws forth honour; a threshold which seeks out only the noble

Scorch me till all imperfection drips out of my veins

Let thine torment release the floodgates of divine wisdom from within me

Cause thine essence to build a fortress that is safety from the onslaught of my weaknesses

Teach me thy precepts, that I might shun ignorance

Let thy temperance be my counsel, so I might flee every snare of ruin.

- RexDiaboli

E)  Worshipful Master: The opportunity is now upon you to take the oath of our order, of which when taken, you will be given knowledge based upon logic and reason. Do you desire to take it?

Initiate: Yes

W.M. Do you promise to use logic and reason, permitting nothing to prevent you from your own primal instincts?

Initiate: yes

W.M: Then return to the front of the altar and raise your left hand. (The initiate does.)

F) W.M: Initiate repeat after me, the words I am about to say:

I deny Jesus Christ the deserver... I abjure the Christian faith and holding in contempt all of its works... as one of Jehovah's "creations" here after to be ... a most faithful servant of his Arch-Angle the Prince Lucifer ... 

... whom is the true regent, lord, and empire of this world... as a being now possessed in a human body... I swear henceforth to be a faithful servant of the earth's lawful master... to honor him, his High Majesty Satan, and no other... To despise all other religions and to bring contempt upon them when ever appropriate... To bring there followers to the dark side when they cry out to do so... I therefore swear to give-up my mind and body unto the designs to the furtherance of my own selfish and animalistic instincts and desires...

If I ever betray my oath, I do now decree... to have my throat cut, my hart and tongue torn out... and to be buried amongst the sands of the oceans... so that the waves of it may carry me away into an eternity of oblivion..."

W.M.: If you ever betray this oath, we shall pronounce sentence upon you that you in the name of Satan so that you may fall into a dangerous disease and leprosy, and in the sign of his vengeance, you shall die a horrible and painful death. And a fire shall consume you and completely crush you! And a flame shall come forth from the mouth of Satan and utterly reduce you to nothing, in Hell!

(The blindfold and bindings are now removed by the W.M., whom asks her to remove her outfit, which may have another outfit underneath if it makes the initiate more comfortable, and then removes the pentagram of Satan.)

Initiate, as a symbolic of your new found dedication to Satan, I now ask you to kiss this pentagram of Satan that is used in every group rite and ceremony.

(The initiate, if willing, now kisses the pentagram of Satan, after word it is put back upon the wall above the altar.)

W.M.: Your soul, if such a thing exists, now belongs to Satan, if he does exists and even if he does want to collect souls is a matter of debate, and thus your soul shall never enter heaven, if such a place exists, upon your death.

(Grabbing the black robe and the amulet of Satan that has been set aside for the initiate and extends them forward to offer the to the Initiate.)

Initiate, you are being given the appropriate clothing to dress yourself in during Satanic rite and ceremonies, please dress yourself in a timely manor, but we our more then patient enough to wait if extra time is needed.

(The Initiate dresses in the black robe and amulet and may utilize the hood if it is desired.)

Neophyte, you have proven yourself as a worthy member of our high order that is dedicated to Satan. Join those assembled amongst us so that you, like them, may receive the benedictions of Satan.

8) W.M.: "Open wide the gates of Hell! The lower heavens beneath you, let them that serve you! Govern those that govern! Cast down such as fall. Bring forth that increase, and destroy the rotten. No place, let it remain in one number. Add and diminish until the stars be numbered. Arise! Move! and appear before the covenant of His mouth, which He hath sworn unto us in His justice. Open the mysteries of your creation, and make us partakers of the UNDEFILED WISDOM."

9) Ringing of bell and all in attendance our dismissed afterwards.

1) Dress for ceremony.

2) Light candles and torches

3) Ring bell 9xs

4) Invocation of Deities such as Satan and others.

5) The blessing of hell.

6) Drinking from chalice or goblet.

7) The Initiation Procedure.

A) Warshipful Master: And now that I am filled with the power of Satan within me I have the power to grant your wishes should it please me to do so. Wast no moment of ilfated chater as it will incure my anger, so lift up your heads and tell me your desires!

Initiate knocks nine times on the door and a member of the procetion or congregation says: Worshipful Master there is an alarm at the door!

W.M. Attend to the alarm.

Said member goes to the door knocks nine times and cracks the door saying: Who seeks entry here?

Initiate whom is dressed in a white robe and chains aroun his/her wrists and anckles says:  One whom no longer lives in ignorance and craves the knowledge of Lord Lucifer.

Participate: You may enter the chamber of Satan and proced with your initiation.

The initiate then walks up to the Worshipful Master.

B) W.M. What is your name? Initiate gives legal name or one that it is to be known within the community. And then it is explained to the initiate the rights and privileges as associated to the order if such exists.

C) W.M. You may now proced to the first of three stations of the ceremony. 

The initiate comes to the first station of whom a "Rabbi" is expecting him/her while he/she is accompanied by two participants.

Rabbi:  I am a high priest of the temple of Judah, from henceforth the true and faithful religion has sprung up. I extend my hand with the true holy texets so that you may know the truth.

Initiate: I deny the existence of your deity and proclaim that Judaism is a false religion built upon lies.

The Rabbi taps the initiate on the forhead while saying that he/she will be damned for life and the initiate falls backwards while the 2 participants catch her him and is raised back up.

Initiate then goes to the next station and approaches the "christian" whom says upon arrival: I am the minister of the truth that has been taught to the apostles by Jesus the Christ, I ask you do you except Jesus into your life as your Lord and Savior?

Initiate: The crucifix symbolize paled incompetence hanging on a tree. The so called Gospel of Christ was written no sooner then decades after his supposed life and therefore cannot be truth. I deny the existence of God Jehovah, Christ the son and the Holy Ghost.

Christian: You are surely damned into the fires of Hell.

The Christian then taps the initiate on the forhead, whom falls backwards and is caught by the two participants from behind.

The initiate now approaches the Islamic leader.

Muslim: It is my sworn duty to convert you to Islam or destroy you.

Initiate: Then destroy me because Mohammed was a lier and a child molester.

The Koran is tappet on the initiates forhead and falls backwards. However this time the initiate is gently layed down onto the floor and a funeral march is now played.

D) W.M. (now reading from Lovecraft): The time would be easy to know, the mankind would be like Great Old One's; free and wild and beyond good and evil; with laws and morels throughn out the door. And with all man shouting and killing and revealing in joy. And then the old ones will reveal new ways to shout and kill and revel and enjoy themselves and the earth would flame with a holocaust of of ecstasy and freedom. Meanwhile the cult, by appropriate rites, must keep alive the memory of the Old ways and shadow of there return. In the elder time chosen men had talked with the entomed Old One's in dreams, but then something happened.

He cut himself off hurriedly, and no amount of persuasion or subtle could elicit in this direction. The size of the Old One's, too, be curiously declined to mention. Of the cult, he said that he thought that the contry lay amid the pathless deserts of Arabia, where Irem, the city of pillars, dreams hidden and untouched. It was not allied with the European witch-cult, and was virtually unknown beyond its members. No book had really hinted at it, though the deathless Chinamen said that there where double meanings in the Necronomican of the mad Arab Abdul Alhazred, which the the initiate may read as they choose, especially the much discussed couplet:

That which is dead may eternal lie, and with strange aeons even death may die.

With this pronouncement, the initiate springs to life and, if possible, may stand up under her/his own power.

Note: This rather long so I'll post the remainder at a later point.

I often wondered what I could come up with as far as writing an initiation ceremony for a "group like" setting. The following is what I came up with byt first some prefatory notes are needed.

This ceremony is derived from a couple of major different sources. One being the 1st and third initiation ceremonies of Freemasonry, or atleast the first as performed, in part in a History Channel documentary about Freemasonry and the other as perpetuated by detractors. This latter part can be observed in the Covens' performance of the Satanic Mass, which is where I lifted muchh of this litany, but the throught cuting and the gut ripping out dates back, as far as I know, to Masonry but I am not a mason nor do I have any direct connection to any lodge past or present. So one could say that Coven was a source for this ceremony and they would be correct. Also I quote H.P. Lovecraft in this one as well.

Also I want to make clear that the throught cutting and what not is only ment here as imagery and nothing more then another giant middle finger to the Masons in as much as I am sure as they as any group have there Fred Phelps and other self rightiuse ass holes that we have yet to become aware of. This part of the litany is NOT intended to be taken literally.

Now if a group wanted to perform this by the book, please feel free to modify this to your own ends, here is what is required:

1) Altar - This my be a nude altar or a simple platform.

2) Black Robes or Clothing - This applies more to the congregation, a congregation is not a prerequisite.

3) The Worshipful Master Dress - The priest/ess acting in position of the W.M dresses in the usual dress as such but with satanic symbology as oppose to Masonic.

4) Sword or Dagger - to be used for magical purposes, in this case the invocations.

5) Phallus - To place the blessings of Hell upon those in attending.

6) A person dressed as Jewish Rabbi, an Evangelical dressed person, and another dressed as a Islamic I mmam (the more sacred characters, i.e Moses, Christ, Muhammad etc.) the better, butt what ever helps as far as visual imagery.

7) A black and white checkered floor patern.

8) These two items are probably the most optional and both can be easily cut out. One option can be an audio recording such as a cd player or a mp3 player, but in either case the music must be as closely queued to the performance as allowed. Or a musician can be be brought in to play out this role and, for me the best choice if given the option, assuming that this option is agreeable to everyone participating. If the music selection where left up to me, I would find a keyboardist willing and select some works of Bach or something more dramatic that speaks better and adds more to the environment of this ceremony and have it played on an organ or an electronic keyboard with a decent sounding organ option built in, though one such as the later may seem more practical.

9) Candles and Lighting - Lighting is provided by torches attached to the wall, though I must stress caution in this case as these are fire and health hazards so I recommend at least two fire extinguisher equiped users whose so purposes are to focuse exclusively on the on the torches and atleast third participant whom is designated by each exist in case of fire. Also if no one has memorized the entire ceremony then ample light maybe needed. And also a black candle set to the left side of the altar and a white candle to the right side of the altar.

EDIT: 10) A bell to be rung nine times each at the beginning and at the end of the ceremony.

And know that I realize that this is running long I will post this as part one and publish this in the nexed day or so.

EDIT: 11) The pentagram worn around the neck as well as hung on the wall behind the altar.

Alright. Myself and other Satanists are doing a documentary about Satanism, Satanists couples and online satanic networks. This is a professional documentary that will be sold to history channel, CNN or MSNBC. I need to find a GF for the filming. The one I had lined up flaked. And when I say GF I say that loosely. This is acting. Minor acting but still acting. No strings attached.

Requirements are that you will get to Portland OR from the 14th-19th. You are attractive woman and not a dumbass . You are okay with being on TV as my GF for the filming. Mild physical affect such as hugging,holding hands ect is required to make this believable. Once you get to Portland I will provide living arrangements should you be comfortable staying at my place. Or you can get a hotel. I will provide food, drink and entertainment.

There is no financial compensation. I wish there was. I might be able to get the producer to cover the cost of getting you out here. But, unlikely.

So, bottom line if you wanna be on TV with us and can get to Portland on the 14th to the 19th ( 15th to 18th will work to ) hit me up. You will be on TV. You need not use your real name. But there will be a film crew in your face. The clock is ticking. We are gonna do this very soon. And I am gonna do it solo if need be. But, I would prefer to have a woman with me to do this. Same producer who got me on comedy central.. see video.

http://www.chud.com/141019/anthony-jeselnik-owns-satanism

Welcome BRONX and whoseven.

Disappointment is a sort of bankruptcy - the bankruptcy of a soul that expends too much in hope and expectation. - Eric Hoffer



There comes the time in your life when you realize it is impossible to put together the shattered glass or that the diamond you cherished for so long is only a piece of trash. You can hold the sham in your hand and still delude yourself it is a gem or accept the bitter truth and throw it away.

Disillusionment has many faces. Each will haunt your memory for days, months or even years and hurt like a knife stabbing your chest. Whenever your dreams are shattered, the part of you dies. The reality you must face is too often gloomy, unfriendly or even scary. This and the painful realization that you have been deluding yourself for so long.

When the guy you were in love with turns out to be someone else than a prince in the golden castle, when your dream job turns out to be a nightmare, when your friends reject you, when you lose your religion and when you see you're not as perfect as you thought you were, bafflement, bitter disappointment and remorse are likely to follow. How could I be so stupid? How could I be so blind? I was in love. I was totally enchanted. I trusted my friends. I thought I could do that. Perhaps, I disappointed my friends. I was not a good wife. I could be more attractive. I could do better...

Cold evaluation of yourself and others is definitely in order, though not before you bury your dreams and illusions and let the grief pass. They deserve the mourning like the dead children, because they were part of you. Then and only then can you move on.



Every wall is a door. The end of something is the new beginning, an opportunity to look inside. The God that can save you will come from the darkest depths of your mind, your inner voice, your real self, real, not imaginary, not illusory and that voice will lead you along the path, your own path of life. The feeble voice so often unheard because of the loud and persistent gabble of experts, religious leaders, authority figures and all those who think they know the best how you should live your own life.

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.

The Stooges were revolutionary in their part of the Punk Rock movement of the 70s. Though they weren't the first, they certainly were one of the best. Also, there's some kickass riffs heard in this album.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vH6iDPhUjWs

I’ve always found Lavey’s concept of the “good guy badge” to be an interesting one.

I remember when I was thirteen years old and first read the words.  They seemed simple enough to me.

Don’t let anyone tell you when to be a nice guy...you figure that out for yourself.

At least that’s how I took it.

Then I ventured into the world of Satanism and found that quite a few others had a different view of the “good guy badge.”  To some it seems that to be a good guy at all is to be weak.

It’s understandable.

When you sharpen a blade you strike it against a stone stronger than the blade itself.  Minds and philosophies are no different.

And what’s that knife for?  Cutting of course.

To cut out a life for yourself as a Satanist and as an individual we sharpen and hone and polish because we understand more than most how hard the world is to cut through.  We know this because we possess the tool for the job...a beautiful blade that talks to us as we sleep, and see, and fight, and fuck, and live.

The trick of this blade is that it demands use.  Sharpening against stone is necessary and useful, but this blade is destined to cut fruit and flesh alike.

There is no choice in the matter.

The good guy feels hesitance.  The good guy has been taught that the greatest power comes from being able to cut but refraining from doing so.  Just like the white-hat cowboy who shoots the gun out of the bandit's hand.

Power and control.

I’ve felt this...and feel no shame in sharing it...but the truth is the truth.

The blade commands use.

Either on the world or the wielder...it cares not which.

Better to be the butcher than the lamb.

Welcome both Daniel Hünniger and johnEwalton! 

All cards and certificates mailed out today. Thanks for being patient. From now on I am going to send them out in batches of 5. Last batch was about 40. A little overwhelming. I had some technical issues and was unorganized. From now on staples will print them. Well now I know. Next batch will run a lot smoother and faster. 

When you guys get your certificates and cards please share pictures on SIN/facebook,ect. Not only does it confirm you got them but it will generate interest. If you can not for privacy reasons I understand. 

all members of Satanic International ( not the network ) all cards and certificates have been mailed out. Thanks for being patient.



Next time I will mail out batches of 5. And I will pay a little extra to have staples copy them. This was the first batch. There was about 40 of em. I got overwhelmed and had some technical issues. Now I know who to do this more efficiently.

We are easily confused with the term “sin” because of 2000 years of indoctrination by the Christian regime; when we are called sinners we are told that we are breaking divine moral laws or the will of God.  In the realm of Satanism, sins are not dogmatic where Satan will hunt us down for our insolence, but situational that they have their own consequences.  The Nine Satanic Sins are not preferences or fetishes of Satan, but merely the natural action and reaction of the world we live in, which makes it true wisdom.  The nature of the world we live in is transactional where we give and take most often for goods and/or services.  The dogma of the Christian world applies to the wants of and needs of the Christ, or because “Jesus said so”, not because there is any real merit to the commands of this white-lighter deity.

            What we do in any given situation will determine the outcome, whether it is good for us or have a negative effect.  In the case of the Satanic Sin of self-deceit, if an individual tells himself the speed limit is 60mph rather than 15mph in a school zone he will undoubtedly come to an end of a speeding ticket or even a vehicular manslaughter charge by the end of the day.  Solipsism is an example of a situation where both Christians and Satanists can relate to, but it is the Satanist that is warned to steer clear of those that have a history of burning us and we are encouraged to give back what is given to us, whether positive or negative.  The purpose of one’s pride is to command you to be excellent, and polish your work with perfection; however if your work is so imperfect because you wish to be so different and outside of the box it is up to you to realize the error of your ways and acknowledge the work of those that have come before you as being prudent.  The true wisdom of the Satanic Bible is that it is a self-sustaining, self-sufficient, self-fulfilling belief system that Satan himself doesn’t have to micro-manage and hand out a “righteous judgment” (for lack of a better term), because the consequences are the nature of this world we live in.

            The laws of the Christian God are merely things he would prefer to have happen, in turn this is damaging to the natural order of the animals we are and because he feels he is the Almighty ruler of the universe he feels he can deny or change the natural order of the human animal in any way he sees fit. Satan will not go around punishing those who love their enemies because one’s enemy will make it perfectly clear to the forgiving party that it is not a good idea taking the “higher road.”  The nature of the world is like the wilderness of Africa where one cannot count on God, whoever He is to you, to tuck you in at night making sure you have had a decent meal before the sun goes down.  It is clear that the Christian God is the impersonal entity that you must be warned about, because it would benefit you much more to listen to your natural instincts of survival and run away from the large animal trying to devour you than it would to quiver in the corner and pray for Jehovah to send the predator on another path.  The Left Hand Path is not the personal fetishes of Satan, but only the truth that even He cannot deny nor escape from.

            Life in general is a winter earned and a summer spent, where every meal was an exchange of a few blisters and a lot of sweat for a meal and a bed.  If you become rich and famous, long will the days be forgotten where you can walk down to your favorite taco truck and have a peaceful meal with your girlfriend without someone trying to get a quote, an autograph, and a picture of you stuffing your face.  Should you become an elementary teacher, count on wiping a few noses during the winter and dealing with children that for some reason like the taste of Elmer’s Glue.  The glamorous life of a Kickboxer won’t feel so glamorous after a few broken noses and a strained right bicep.  Our existence generally speaking is a trade, our vocations and passions sometimes come with territory that won’t be so kind in return.

            In the eyes of the Christ-God, we will always be sinners because in the measurement of His bible, survival is not considered a virtue.  Jesus will never account for the times you took care of yourself and denied a stranger a meal because you needed to eat and consider it a “good thing”.  Satan will not punish you because your heart was broken by your wife who you knew was cheating on you.  The dogma of the Christ is now facing something more powerful and forceful than His will of how he himself wishes things would be, but the kingdom of the real, where the lion will not lay down with the lamb, and cats and dogs will not get along, but the pure primal nature of the animal who is willing to survive.  Let the fog lift now that we know the meaning of “sin” and the meaning of “transaction” and what it means to survive in a world full of conditions.

Many theists are criticized harshly in the Satanic Community and by those of the Left Hand Path for their belief in a literal Satan and I felt it was time to answer back at nay-sayers who think we aren’t as intellectual as they are for our more than magical belief system.  Those who merely use Satan as a symbol are constantly looking down upon us and believe that theists are just rebellious teenagers or are angry with God because their wife just died etc. etc. when the situation is more complex than that.  Atheistic thinkers can be a bit insulting by viewing theistic believers as degrading themselves before a master or enslaving themselves and plain out trading one yoke for another, when there is more confusion in this situation than there is space on the page to untie the knot.  And, of course the nature of the Satanist is to question and examine any given situation to come to a logical and rational conclusion and decide if a piece of information is worth keeping; and the question that lingers is, “Where is your proof?”, that this God of beasts and monsters exists at all and isn’t a figment of your own personal version of Dungeons and Dragons.  Having a master, I suppose would be hard for any theist to deny, but everything has a context and to a proper Satanist, theistic or atheistic, it is up to you to figure out what the proper meaning of that phrase is.

            Those who live in Hell are unimpressed with any new arrival that considers himself a rebel or that has lived on the fringe of society.  Any type of Satanist; LaVeyan, theistic, atheistic, or self-styled, I don’t consider purely atheistic, because if they were they would have picked up books like As A Man Thinketh by Earl Nightingale or 7 Habits of Highly Effective People by Stephen R. Covey, but instead were drawn to this outlandish outside of the box “religious” book called The Satanic Bible.  I would think that at that point in time all of us chose The Satanic Bible out of resentment for the Christian God and all he represents.  How then can a theist like myself be called delusional when so called atheists have their altar pointed westward and they keep their white candle on the right and their black candle on the left?  The awkward part is having atheists with so much religion in their lives calling themselves revolutionary, well they are half right (or left) because an atheist with a religion is certainly something you don’t run into every day.  To be a true Satanist you have to be more than just be willing to be rebellious and hate your parents, just like it takes more than hating the devil to get into heaven.

            I do call Satan God, I wear His banner upon my forehead and upon my right hand with pride and I don’t feel any less than who I am because of it.  One shouldn’t think that I’m being condescending, however; we shouldn’t confuse Satan with the Christian God ever!  As a theist I have not traded one cross for another, there is no burden of guilt, fasting, or other such non-sense that lies in Christianity when one becomes a Satanist.  The belief system of The Satanic Bible is now and will always be freedom from the Christian or status quo way of life, and what would be the point if Satan should ask us to behave in such a fashion contrary to the works of our bible?  As a believer in a literal devil I do acknowledge the existence of the soul, to which I deny the needs of it.  I choose to satiate the carnal appetites I find much more appealing as opposed to nurturing that which is the primary cause of guilt, abstinence, and pipe dreams of a heaven that I probably would have failed to get into even as a Christian.  To have a spiritual God with carnal desires isn’t as degrading or humiliating as one might think because as the legend goes Pride was Satan’s first sin, and to be like Him is the true spiritual awakening, the true Christ-consciousness.

            The proof of Satan or even the Christian God for that matter is by far the most difficult to explain.  Satan is not a novelty, nor a parlor trick where someone can summon him to non-believers to explain the ins and outs of the universe that we do not see; He is a force in this universe that the Creator God had trouble controlling, so how can we as humans think we can command Him to go here or go there and expect his obedience?  As it so happens the James Randi Educational Foundation has a “Million Dollar Challenge” to anyone who can prove the existence of the paranormal, and the fact of the matter is this is merely prostitution of one’s own God.  Atheistic Satanists appear to be more than willing to disregard pride of oneself and who they are or who they represent for money or fame than theists.  Is there no honor or respect for ourselves as a group, as a community that we are willing to brand it for the highest bidder?  If one would attempt to do this with any form of the supernatural including Jesus Christ, and try to capture it in a glass case it makes you nothing more than a mercenary and there would be no reason to favor you with loyalty or protection.  I’m certainly not saying be careful what you wish for, I hope everyone has their proof in time, but I don’t see Satan humiliating himself for a measly million dollars.

            Enlightenments of the mind seem to be around every corner, and Satanists around the world shouldn’t leave one stone unturned.  Satanists are all black sheep of the Right Hand Path, but to be a black sheep of the Left Hand Path is the real accomplishment.  Satan is the God that allows me to follow my true nature and really isn’t the accuser as His name suggests, but has stood His ground and defended the nature and right of the human race to be in our natural state unlike that “other guy” who always has a reason we should be forgiven.  The proof of Satan will come, because all the false prophets both Christian and Satanic have had their turn trying to squeeze another lie out of us.  In closing, let it not ever be about right and wrong among our kind, we have the Christians to tell us everything we’ve heard a million times and still not care about. 

Bumped from the forums.

So, I need a new lap top computer. My original Compaq will not boot pass the red splash screen, had a broken hinge for the screen and a bad dvd drive. It is 4 years old.

My back up Sony Viao has this mysterious problem of shutting off whenever it feels like it. Even when it is cold. Well finally the old girl just will not turn on anymore.

Time to put both of em down. They have many miles on em. I will salvage em for parts.

I am looking to buy a second hand lap top at a decent price. If you are like me you probably have/had a stack in your closet. I just need to know the specs and if there is anything wrong with it.

Or, if you have one you are willing to donate I will pay the shipping. Actually I will pay the shipping on one I buy or a used one.

My other route is to go here for 229.00

http://www.bestbuy.com/...35&skuId=8790192

Welcome Shawn Phelps and Paul Ross Fletcher

Welcome Shaun Phelps and Christopher Bridges!

I'm getting a bit annoyed with various claims as to what is and isn't a 'Satanic Cross'. Lets establish a fact or two before I continue . . . 

Satan was not Crucified so a cross doesn't really figure in his story or iconography. Generally ancient Demons and Devils are portrayed as animal headed chimeras so a Baphomet or Pazuzu is far more Satanic than a Petrine Cross or the combined Lorraine Cross / Infinity Symbol or Sulphur (Sulfur/Brimstone) icon that heads the 9 Satanic statements page in the Satanic Bible. Most of this Cross business seems to come from teenagers either angry at Christianity or looking to be edgy with symbolism as nothing more than a fashion statement, accessorizing their way through life with badges, tattoos and pendants. Prior to the Roman Empire establishing the Cross as the symbol of Christ under the rule of Constantine the symbol of Christ was a fish, and still is to a lot of Christians. Satan predates Christ by a great many centuries so he's hardly gonna be defined by another religious figure's icon. 

Welcome Donny Darrko and Justin Jekt

Anita Lawhorn Charged with Felony Child Abuse

August 4th 2014 a 12 year old boy walked into my family's life without a blink of an eye. Changing absolutely everything in everyone's lives. Until now, I have only casually mentioned the event due to my own pieces and also due to the protection of my family. 

Jamarion Lawhorn, aged 12, stabbed a 9 year old boy to death. Connor -last name withheld to not link my sister and the rest of her family to this site.. sorry I love you guys but they don't need any more press coverage.. esp not this kind). Connor was my nephew and had just barely turned 9 years old. The child came up behind him and stabbed him with a serrated kitchen knife. 

Over the past two months, my brain has been wracked with how such a young child could even do something like that. It's almost like when something that bad happens so close to you, your nativity kicks in again and you forget that some people are just super fucked.

Only a little time past before, of course, accusations of abuse were made against the parents. Today, as the released news proclaims, have the first little steps against them been taken. Jamarion is next.

However small the steps, we celebrate.

Coming up October 18th will be Sarah birthday. Sarah is not only a close friend of mine and user of this network. But also a member of Satanic International organization. And when I say close friend I do not mean that lightly. I have very few close friends. I have known Sarah and her husband Justin aka JustinJect for years. They are also my roommates here in Portland.

 Some of the veterans here will remember the many hours she spent in the chat room. Sarah and Justin met on SIN a few years ago and they got married to each other. And now are expecting a child in May.

Well, money has been tight around our house this month. We had some unexpected expenses come up. I would really like to see Sarah get to go out for her birthday to a nice restaurant with he husband Justin. Currently I can not provide that gift financially, which is why I am asking for your help.

So, what I am asking is that those who can please give a donation. Even if it is 5 bucks. My goal is to raise a hundred dollars. That would be enough to assure she has a very nice birthday with her husband. She is such a good woman she deserves it.

I know not everyone can afford to donate. I understand. I can myself only put in 20 bucks for the cause. But, for those of you that can afford to donate something it would mean a lot to me. And to her I am sure. If 15 users donate 5 dollars each in addition to my 20 dollars we will have reached the goal. Should we go over the goal whatever remaining money will be put towards her body jewelry or baby stuff. Like the latter.

Should you wish to help out with the cause you can send the money to my paypal. Via donation button to the right of this page. In the paypal note please say for Sarah so I know it is specifically for her and also include your user name on this network so I know who sent it. Might just get you a get outta jail free card one day :)

Here is Sarah profile. If you can not afford a donation please go over and wish her happy birthday.

I appreciate it.  So you can put a face to the name here is a recent picture of Sarah, Justin and I.

Justin, Zach and Sarah


                      Zach and Sarah

So a friend of mine works for a moving company. He asked me if I wanted to make some cash as a mover, Well, I did. What I did not realize is that it was a 5 story house two levers. Stairs going up to the house and stairs in the house.

This family had two kinds and two dogs that kept getting in the way.It was a well to do family and they had lots of very nice and very heavy shit. Holy shit it sucked balls. It took 3 movers from 830am till 2am to mover their stuff.

I was so fucking tired and exhausted But 10pm I had to stop. I could not take anymore abuse. The other two movers were not happy but understood. Heavy shit up and down stairs aint fun. 700lbs piano,washer/dryer,600lbs refridgerator. shitloads of heavy dresser draws and tables,

Never again. This is not like helping your friend move. Slowly over a beer. Totally different. I do not think even when I was younger and in better shape I could do that shit. Certainly not regularly. On top of it, I made less money than I expected. Although that was my fault. I did not realize that depends on the job and if the customer times you.

I certainly I am not as strong as I was in my 20's. But, I am not a pussy either. What got me was not moving heavy shit. That sucked, but what got me is the stamina. Doing it for 13 hours..

Oh well, hope my job interview goes well at a sushi bar on Monday. I get paid more and it is easy, well for me it is. Also you get to drink. That was another thing that pissed me off. My friend is a drunk to. I figured we would stop and get some drink and hide it. Nope.. fucking sucked.