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Nationalism may had worked in the 1950's when it was 100% a Nazerene country, with so many indoctrination's among its flock. But it is no longer there, it has simply vanished. Those who carry the false dream that they want to enforce a collectivist/Nationalist state need to grow the fuck up, It's a little kids dream. This country is collectivist in a sense with both extreme side's of the far left and the far right, (maybe evangelical conservatives included). But it is not fully collectivistic. Collectivism can only work if you have both a religious/political cult flock in this country, that is it. It cannot work fully and never will. Any idiot can figure out that this country is all about making money, their isn't anything patriotic. It is all a figment of one's imagination. Idealism is a poison in the human mind. As a walker on this path I focus on what's real, I do not spend time bitching about the so called "division" about this country. My main focus is on myself, how I prosper on my own. I do not care about the state, nor do I care about its docile humans.

I refuse to embrace the so called status quo from other so called American idealists who are in the same boat on enforcing their fantasy of a traditional 50's Nationalistic country (or something along these lines.)  The only belief that I may hold is on the individual, his own autonomy/sovereignty. Politics/idealism has become the replacement of Christianity. I regard this country today to still be a Nazarene country even though others would say "Christianity is dying."  It might be dying, however the Christian slave morality is still in effect. 

I personally prefer Yule, as a matter of fact I'm planning something out this year on Yule. So, no matter if Christmas is considered an "American Tradition," why celebrate a holiday that was originally Christian oriented? I want this question to stick in the minds of Heathens and Satanists reading this.

I don't usually follow celebrity gossip but some bitch is all over the internet. I'm talking about one dumb star of Polish TV soap operas who has recently raised controversy due to her emotional post about the poor "refugees" storming the Polish border and the brutal murderous Polish soldiers trying to push them away. As a result, she was called stupid, kicked out of the TV and shamed online. Because the whole internet, or at least its Polish part, hates her now, most companies she worked with, stopped paying her for advertising their products and are now looking for less controversial influencer. When the dumb bitch realized she was cut off from her money source, she started crying crocodile tears and apologizing publicly, assuring she'd always been patriotic. That didn't stop the negative publicity.

Now, a little bit of background. Belarus' president under Putin's influence has imported crowds of immigrants from Iraq, Afghanistan and some other Muslim countries and is pushing them across the border not so much into Poland as into the EU because the lazy Muslim pseudo-refugees prefer the Western EU welfare system. It's the attempt to destabilize Poland and the EU. Although the situation seems to improve thanks to the diplomatic efforts, Putin tries to put the pressure on Europe and is testing the waters. I don't really believe in the gossip about invasion on Ukraine and the possibility of some bigger international military conflict because Putin is not stupid. He prefers to see how far he can go and gain influence via passive aggressive methods i.e., weaken the other nations through stirring up shit.

Unfortunately, some liberal dumbasses don't understand it. They pity the "poor refugees" who are so miserable that they throw stones at the border guards. If they are so compassionate, then why don't they take all those immigrants to their homes and keep them, pay for their food and shelter with their own money? 

And no this is not the bitch from the photo. This one holds a refugee cat from Afghanistan. Yes, the cat is a fucking refugee too! From what I know, it's been adopted by one human rights organization and is now safe in Poland. I don't know what happened to the woman with whom the cat escaped. I would adopt it myself but my cat would probably fight it and try to chase it away. Cats, contrary to silly humans, defend their territory.

So today I went to the cinema to watch the movie "Spencer." It wasn't really what I expected and it was a bit amusing to watch several people leave the theatre. Perhaps, they were bored or disappointed. As with any other celebrity, if people fall in love with Diana, they love not the real person but the legend, and the movie totally ruins it portraying Diana as a freaking looney. However, Kristen Stewart was so convincing in her lunacy that I just sat there and watched.

I loved the weirdness of this movie, its haunting, unreal, dream-like atmosphere. It was charming because it was so strange. Its focus is not on Diana's life but on the state of her mind. Trapped in the cold, limbo-like palace, too weak to make it or leave it, she's gradually losing her sanity, suspecting everyone of watching and controlling her and plotting against her. She even goes as far as accusing the royal chef of putting the book about Anne Boleyn in her bedroom in order to frighten her into submission. Being bitter and frustrated, she fails to notice the small acts of kindness and care on the part of other people.

She defies her cage but not enough to leave it behind. She escapes but comes back. The freedom comes only in her imagination and dreams. Like she imagines wounding herself or throwing herself down the stairs. The symbol of her enslavement is the pearl necklace she's ordered to wear, the gift from her husband, the same he gave to his mistress. She has a fanciful vision of riping it apart and eating the pearls with her soup but the necklace stays in place. It's near the end of the movie that she destroys it.

The breakthrough is visiting the ruins of her childhood home. Finally, she gathers enough of strength to interrupt the shooting of pheasants her sons were forced to take part in and run away with them, regaining her freedom.

The movie wasn't too sentimental due to some comical moments. Then, there were beautiful costumes and the enchanting scenes of Diana dancing through the palace rooms. It was like a strange fairy-tale.

But well... it was just a movie. I think that the real Diana was a spoiled capricious doll who didn't really know what she wanted out of life. She was too rich to have real problems so she suffered from imaginary ones. 

Personally, I have nothing against theists or any spiritually inclined people but the religious fanaticism is more than any reasonable person can bear. Arguing with fanatics can be fun but if they are in the moderation team, it's pointless. But before I'm out, I think I will share some pearls of wisdom I found there because I think that black and white tunnel vision of the world and revisionist history are hilarious. So enjoy and Hail Satan!

Yes Atheists will not like it here .. Anton LaVey actually believed in what he was calling forth .He believed in SATAN . He wasn't a stupid atheist.. For atheism it didn't  come into play until the big separation in 1975 and I can prove it.. The Church of Satan was theistic COMPLETELY.. All paths of the Left Hand path Are welcome here ..True Atheism IS NOT SATANIC AT ALL and Atheism is COMPLETELY MUNDANE... I can prove that also.. That crap has no business in true Satanic currents.. If you mix them your path will never be complete.. This is why I dont go into in SIN anymore .. TO many of the ppl in the are Atheists . That's Fucking DISGUSTING AND RETARDED .... So with that said if you are a Gilmore Satanist wich he is COMPLETELY into hearded conformity  just like the idiot's of the tst .. Its time to bring IT BACK TO BEDROCK....

There's no room for atheism. If you go before 75 you'll see atheism did not exist until the big separation Lavey actually believed in what he was calling forth

You should familiarize yourself what is this great book it is built into our structure for this book is a part of our library and recommended reading.. 

if you're against the Temple of set ,Michael A etc . I don't think you will like it here... Especially when you want to badmouth something you actually have no idea or understanding about.... You proved it in what you just said about the book you totally are wrong ,our conversation is over....

And this is also me:

As seen by my patients. 

One of them, having an artistic soul, decided to draw my portrait.

My colleague was laughing, saying "Oh you look so like yourself here! It's so similar!" She stopped laughing when she saw her "portrait." She didn't keep it as a souvenir.

Similar to Zach Black's "Might is Right" Satanism explained video, this essay will sorta cover something similar both from a Setian/Satanic standpoint on the individual and his involvement with the Universe. 

It's interesting that I come across those who are Right Hand Path (including those who claim that they are completely in disfavor of a Conventional institution but are still indoctrinated by it), that believes in their subjective theory of getting rid of that form of individual selfishness by dissolving themselves in the physical universe by any means necessary, either from a collectivistic political/religious white light way of directing action within their own selves. The standpoint of the Left Hand Path has always been about embracing the ego/one's own god self (that doesn't mean justifying it by becoming a total asshole). If we look at the act of selfishness in an individual, it is part of this individuals nature to focus on himself above all others, doing his own thing first, while others come second. From the Setian viewpoint the Individual is a separate entity from the physical universe while in it. The Setian or Satanist realizing this, accepts reality the way it is, hence our acts of selfishness of the individual coming first, is cherished. 

If we look at a practitioner of the Right Hand Path or someone who uses collectivistic politics as their religious replacement, their view of selfishness is based almost on the Christian standpoint of Sin. They will attempt to destroy the ego by seeking that union with god or the herd. But in all actuality their theories of destroying the ego within their individual selves' fails. Often time's those who are involved in Collectivistic political/Conventional religious means, put on their good guy badges to make themselves feel good by helping others as a whole. Even though they would take offense of wiping off their good guy badge's, it shows that selfishness cannot be destroyed. It can be repressed in a cell, but it cannot be destroyed. This also similarly applies to having empathy to every human being on this planet. It is impossible to love everyone or even make the excuse of caring about "part of humanity" when in all actuality you don't. Their is no problem on loving those closest to you, that deserve it. But this way of hippie thinking on "caring about humanity as a whole," has also its contradictions similarly on attempting to destroy the individual ego.

This shows that the right hand path system and also collectivist politics fails in certain ways, collectivistic politics can work with the herd, but its ideological beliefs are proven to be contradictory from a Left Hand Path standpoint. If you on the Left Hand Path carry the notion of embracing this "having an empathy as a whole" fluff, or still looking down upon the ego, then you need some thinking to do. 

Since this pod cast mentioned the video I am starting to get called out on the streets again which hasnt happened since the last time the video went viral in 2018. Thankfully I am not to old to recognize yet. 


 

Is it possible that the conscious thoughts and feelings of the Scribe might arouse the interest of non-terrestrial entities, or, perhaps it was planned this way. It's a decades long game of experience and exploration, and it ain't over yet.

But ultimately in the end, all we are left with is experience. Which continuously must be renewed to avoid becoming subject to a stale eternity.

- deja vu

SILENCE:

Silence is powerful. Silence can cause confusion. Silence can cause decisions to be made against the humdrum of the mundane in life. Silence can cause wars. Silence is a deadly weapon. Learn to use it wisely Next time you wish to speak, question if your purpose would be better served by silence.

FINANCIAL INDEPENCE:

Money isn't the key to financial freedom; proper financial management is. There are millionaires today living paycheck to paycheck and their are lower level middle class families who have several years of savings. Financial stability doesn't care how much money you have, but much rather how you allocate and spend those funds.

YOUR FUTURE:

Investing in yourself. Invest in your financial future through the stock market. Invest in your career with schools, and other forms of training. Invest in your family and friends by spending time with them. Investing isn't a sacrifice. When sacrificing, you get nothing back; there is no return on investment. Just your situations carefully to invest, don't sacrifice.

And this list could go on. There are countless nuggets of wise information out there. Do what you already know you should be doing. If you don't know what to do, seek guidance. We are all falling short in one aspect or another. Strengthen your weaknesses. You owe at least that much to yourself.

And since all that matters is maintaining my own will and indivuality, and because I can incorporate any abstract bullshit I want into that, no one say it's not Satanism to believe in glowing interdimensional energy bugs as the likeness of the adversary. 

#adabsurdum

For a second, imagine being a UPS driver having just pulled up to house hearing an engine of a plane winding up and getting louder winding up. That's a hell of a way to go.  

Synopses: A pilot became disoriented on a simple landing procedure in "unlimited" visibility and went down in a San Diego suburb killing a UPS driver. 

Anyone that cares have a theory? He seemed like he was getting "having a stroke" confused. Can't rule out control problems and a missed emergency landing attempt.  If not that it was suicide, like the one from Malaysia. 

And here's how it ended: 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aIfGj_55FHI

This is my take-away from what Charles Manson said in his interview. What are your thoughts?

1) The happiness doesn't come from everything we have or could have, but from our state of mind. We are only as free as our mind allows us to be.

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2) We will be going through changes, whether we want to or not. We will be forced by the ongoing of life to change. We might as well choose the changes we wish to undergo. We need to make change.

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3) People are too concerned with doing things they don't want to do instead of doing what they want to do. We spend our life in servitude of impressing others, doing as others command of us, instead of leading ourselves through our own lives.

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4) When people don't understand us, they will do whatever they can to take action against us in retaliation for being that which they don't favor. People will justify these things to themselves to keep their little bubble of happiness safe and in tact. Don't deviate from society, even if you are right, because it's that society who judges whether or not you are right. De facto/ De juro.

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5) How many people is our government responsible for forcing onto ventilators (through the development of manmade diseases), jamming pills down their throat (or shots into their arms), and killed? Look at what society has done to create and empower the government we have to enforce such things.

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6) Society sows seeds and expects everyone else to collectively reap the rotting fruits. Even if they didn't plant them. Terrible decisions are made to create monsters. When the monsters act like monsters, society acts appalled. As if society is nothing but model citizens doing the right thing at all times and making the best decisions.

It is non-sensical to create a monster and not expect a monster to act like a monster. Society is to blame for the seeds they sow. Individuals are to blame for the seeds they sow.

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7) We aren't responsible for anyone else actions other than our own actions. If only that could be more valued in today's society.

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8 ) If we focused more on what actually mattered instead of false hopes and living a fake life, we may actually find fulfillment in the life we are attempting to escape.

1. What is a "soul?"

2. What is a soul made from?

3. What or who or how did the stuff that makes souls come into being?

4. What exactly is meant by "spiritual?" Define that word/concept precisely.

5. Where is this spiritual realm?

6. Is this spiritual realm finite or infinite?

7. What is this spiritual realm made out of. It's fundamental building blocks. Like we can say that protons, electrons, and neutrons are the building blocks of the physical realm.

8. How did this spiritual realm come into being?

9. Summary.

9. Not that I would call myself a scientist, but science as a tool will only go so far; it's not that cut and dry in what category I would place myself, and once upon a time on another forum, one witch said to the other "There isn't a name for what he is.", maybe not, but I suppose 'Scribe' would suffice if nothing else.

Once science has been exhausted, either alone, or in combination with other methods, all that is left, as far as I can tell, are analogies, extrapolation, inferior reflections, and of course intuition as well as altered states are also of use. Not to mention various esoteric literature in which the wheat must be separated from the chaff.

And of course at the end of the day, one might inquire "Does any of it really matter?", and I would say the answer is both yes and no. The default answer should be that this reality is primarily about experience(the verb), which is mostly dependent on what any given individual was created to do, or, what they excel at, whatever it may be, in order for that particular 'verb' to be maximized, or said another way according to an avid mountaineer, chess enthusiast as well as Qabalist among other things(drug fiend). The Mega Therion...

1. What is a "soul?"

2. What is a soul made from?

3. What or who or how did the stuff that makes souls come into being?

4. What exactly is meant by "spiritual?" Define that word/concept precisely.

5. Where is this spiritual realm?

6. Is this spiritual realm finite or infinite?

7. What is this spiritual realm made out of. It's fundamental building blocks. Like we can say that protons, electrons, and neutrons are the building blocks of the physical realm.

8. How did this spiritual realm come into being?

8. C knows what I'm going say here, and as a matter of fact, without checking, I'm pretty sure I already have. Not only here, but elsewhere on the forum as well. So I could just say 'acausal' and maybe post a music track, and that would be that, or, I could at least indulge a couple paragraphs while simultaneously steering clear of all but the slightest degree of redundancy. Wishful thinking, perhaps.

In order to formulate a reply here. The neat, tidy, and structural orderliness of this current reality construct must be vacated, following a descension into the chaos of which gods are born. So maybe a very brief descriptive loop of nothing : chaos : order : entropy(returning to chaos) : ad infinitum. It makes absolutely no sense how anything can emerge from a static eternal state of absolute nothingness, but in any event, these are the paradoxes of that which is, and that which is not, that require resolution - if that's your thing, you know, like maybe a side gig or something.

It's not necessarily trying to visualize a negative existence, because it's more like the absence of imagination, or any visualization. You can visualize the primordial Godseed, but a common error would be to visualize it within a spatial construct which is not the case. Probably the best route is just to 'say' that there was an eternity when nothing existed, and then something happened - to steal a quote from 2001 A Space Odyssey : something wonderful.

So, the spiritual realm, and everything else came into being via this mysteriously magical and wonderful 'saviour' from this dreaded eternal nothingness, this magic that forever, without cause, causes the wheels of eternity to be forever in motion, with music and whatever else, as opposed to an eternity of silence - ignorance may be bliss, but I still go with the former.

Thus, the cosmological constant has now been upgraded to an acausal element which is not a constant, constant, but more of a recurring constant in that all times past, and all to come, it...

I believe I recall that C said that she likes INXS, so this is a good wrap on this, plus I may do a supplemental follow-up here, just for the hell of it.

There are two areas of concern for which we should care; one more so than the other. The physical realm and the metaphysical/astral plane(s).

I do not believe we are physical beings living in a one-time trapped life here to pass into nothingness. I assert that we are strictly spiritual beings enclosed within this weak physical carcass, governed by the weaknesses of the mind which is controlled by our spiritual conscienceness; the soul. Our spirit will live on beyond the residual echoes of our will (ie: ghosts). We are more than that.

THE BODY:The necessity to care for our physical body promotes the health of the organs to permit successful workings through being well rested, physically strong, and mentally alert. Our bodies are the weakest part of our being, but through rigorous exercise and proper diet, we will chase away tiredness, slothfulness, and other distracting aspects of the body which only exist to weaken us. We all know how to care for our bodies. We know what we should and shouldn't eat. We all know at least basics of exercise. We have all the required tools to feed our knowledge base to grow in this area; the internet. Don't allow your body to bottleneck your most important work; spiritual practice. The stronger the body, the stronger the mind.

THE MIND:The care of our body has an effect on our mind. By adhering to the above, our mind will then become the bottleneck to our being. Strengthen the mind by reading the appropriate grimoires, philosophy books, and academic materials. Increase the proficiency of your mind through thought provoking exercises such as playing chess and studying computer simulated 'best moves', playing music and integrating a more technically sound creative melody by adding such ideas as note skipping, arpeggios, 5th and 7th notes, etc. Find ways to create mind-blowing experiences which open new creative doors of possibilities. This type of expansion of the mind exponentially increases strength. Don't allow your mind to bottleneck your most important work; spiritual practice. The stronger the mind, the stronger the spirit.

THE SPIRIT:Our spirit is the only eternal part of the self we have. Everyone has spirit and uses the strength of the spirit. When athletes show to 'have heart', they are actually pushing forward propelled by their conscience efforts with spirit. When someone is fighting for their life in the hospital, the only way to survive is to not allow their spirit to be broken. This is us. This is who we are. Meditate, ritualize, concentrate. When everything else in this world passes, we will be spending an eternity with only our spirits left of what we have here. Dedication of life should be in the pursuit of the betterment of the self, the spirit...

TO THOSE WHO DON'T BELIEVE:To embody the highest of LHP progressive principals: the greatest form of advice I could give came from a man much wiser than me. I'm a big fan of quotes as others who came before me once said it best:-"Live as though you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever". ~ Mahatma Gandi-If one were to live their life by this quote, our [both theists and atheists of the LHP] actions would be the same although our beliefs would be different. This is one of the reasons I pull to all LHP practitioners in the spectrum. Our methods are similar but with differing perspectives. Keep strong, don't give way to those things which don't matter. Be what you visualize as your apotheosis. Hail and farewell!

1. What is a "soul?"

2. What is a soul made from?

3. What or who or how did the stuff that makes souls come into being?

4. What exactly is meant by "spiritual?" Define that word/concept precisely.

5. Where is this spiritual realm?

6. Is this spiritual realm finite or infinite?

7. What is this spiritual realm made out of. It's fundamental building blocks. Like we can say that protons, electrons, and neutrons are the building blocks of the physical realm.

8. How did this spiritual realm come into being?

7. Whether it's spiritual or material. It's just different densities of the same fundamental concept. Material has its' varying densities of solid, liquid, and gas, defined by the atomic mass of their varying constituents. The atoms are mostly composed of empty space, densest at the core which is bound of the next least dense fundamental, that of energy, or, force.

Energy and force I believe are about as close as you can get to the nature of spirit, or, consciousness - similar in density, but different functions. The physical vessel is driven by material electrons, but the animator that commands it is more akin to force; more subtle and less dense.

The forces vary, from the binding force of atoms, and the eventual release of this energy back to the cosmos in the form of radiation, to the invisible electromagnetic that traverses the terrestrial, as well as the aethereal sphere, and of course gravity(attractive) and dark energy(repellant).

So it would be posited here that among all of these, the most fundamental would be spirit, or, consciousness, or said another way(C), via a most renown Hermetic axiom - all is mind.

1. What is a "soul?"

2. What is a soul made from?

3. What or who or how did the stuff that makes souls come into being?

4. What exactly is meant by "spiritual?" Define that word/concept precisely.

5. Where is this spiritual realm?

6. Is this spiritual realm finite or infinite?

7. What is this spiritual realm made out of. It's fundamental building blocks. Like we can say that protons, electrons, and neutrons are the building blocks of the physical realm.

8. How did this spiritual realm come into being?

6. There are two scenarios that I would consider here. The macro, and microcosmic. With the former being a bit more concrete, and the latter being a bit more semantical.

The spiritual realms would be limited according to their context, and while the macrocosm is enormously vast, it is not infinite. The spacetime medium is not a cosmological constant. It is expanding at varying intervals/velocities at approximately the speed of light, therefore it is not infinite, since expansion cannot exceed infinity, and this also reaffirms its' origin - what it is expanding from, i.e. a beginning.

And with the other. The microcosm. The subconscious landscapes of the mind, or, the dreamscape. I actually thought about this one a bit more just now, and while I first thought that the microcosmic mind might only be limited by the power of its' nocturnal imaginings and repressions, ultimately I must extrapolate the answer from its' macrocosmic counterpart in that it is also finite.

And with the latter of the above two, which begs the question - while adhering the principle of extrapolation and inferior reflection. If the macrocosm is responsible for populating its' inner world with its' outer illusion. Then perhaps the same may be said of its' conscious fragments as well - dreams within a dream, and also that the infernal creatures that rise forth and wreak havoc within our own little domain may be due a bit more substance than the old adage - you're just having a nightmare, or, it's just a dream, go back to sleep(they're waiting for you).

Who can say for certain what power be given unto thee, by will alone; vested in a living aspect of the most ancient of ancients. Do as ye will, while keeping your demons in check(my adage).

And now the eternally nagging and ever intrusive Wand Of I Bearess

I get a lot of questions in regard to my ritual garbs and lifestyle. Instead of addressing these questions individually, I will give an explanation here for those curious.

I am currently in the purification process along the Left Hand Path with efforts directed towards achievement of monasticism in the practice of religion. I am not a fully fledged monk at this time. I am taking this time to adapt myself to the lifestyle of LHP monasticism. There is an incredible amount of discipline required in the daily routines of an LHP monk. The learning, adaptation, and eventual performance of these disciplines on a routine basis of being a monk.

Just to give an idea of some of these disciplines (as there are too many to account for) are the following: perform multiple dedication/devotional rites/rituals per day. I never allow my body to be present without a symbol of the spirits/Dark Arts. It encompasses everything in my life all the way down to getting dressed and undressed which has an associated ritual with clothing order, prayers, body postures, etc. My diet has been adjusted, the way I eat (ie: posture, observance of substance existence, amount of food, silence during the ingestion period, etc.) is all finely calculated.

If anyone has a question not listed here, let me know and I'll add it to the list. Thank you.

Q: What do you wear on a daily basis?A: 95% of the time I wear at least partial monastic garbs. I have varying levels of formality associated with monastic garbs. The highest tier of formality is as you see in my profile picture for dark meditations, divination, rituals, and ceremonies. Once I reach full monkhood, I will be wearing ritual garments 100% of the time. There can be no deviation from this.

Q: What do you eat?A: 90% of my diet is steak/meats, eggs, noodles, and vegetables.

Q: What is the most challenging part of your day?A: Pushing myself to exercise. I have to train all aspects of my existence equally. This is a balancing act and the symbol of Baphomet. I must train physical, mental, and spiritual. This can loosely be translated to inducing physical strain on my body, academic and thought provoking exercises, and religious studies and dedications.

Q: What do you do for fun?A: I enjoy studying other languages, chess theory, music theory, and movies on occasion.

Q: What kind of music do you like?A: In descending order, I prefer dark ambience, classical, and death metal.

Q: Can you have a girlfriend/wife as an LHP monk?A: Yes, however I cannot allow them to cause any major disruption of my monastic lifestyle. They don't have to be supportive, but they do have to accept my lifestyle.

Q: How long is the purification phase of becoming a monk?A: It could take anywhere from a month to several years. Some LHP practitioners willingly withdraw from the purification process. Purification is the process by which we are instilling the necessary discipline required of monkhood. It is the training ground of testing to solidify one's choice of monastic life.

Q: Why do you always wear ritual garb?A: I always wear ritual garb because I live my life as a continual on-going ritual. It proves my dedication to the spirits and is a constant reminder of where I belong and what I should be doing.

Q: What is your motto as an LHP monk?A: Dedication and patience. Through these two virtues all things may be accomplished.

1. What is a "soul?"

2. What is a soul made from?

3. What or who or how did the stuff that makes souls come into being?

4. What exactly is meant by "spiritual?" Define that word/concept precisely.

5. Where is this spiritual realm?

6. Is this spiritual realm finite or infinite?

7. What is this spiritual realm made out of. It's fundamental building blocks. Like we can say that protons, electrons, and neutrons are the building blocks of the physical realm.

8. How did this spiritual realm come into being?

5. Everywhere, and nowhere. Right off, I can entertain three instances where spirit will manifest. The most obvious first would of course be the primordial spirit which is manifested everywhere; transparent as an aspect of reality, because it is reality.

Second would be the zero point, or, zero volume manifestations which are subsequent and individual perspectives of the primordial which would be as numerous and diverse as the experiential physical vessels within which they are lodged.

And lastly there is quite possibly a subtle dimensional overlay that is superimposed upon our four dimensional reality construct. Spirit has very little if any mass, so the greater the volume the less the density which could render them anywhere from sparkling points of light to ghostly silhouettes and everything in between.

Apparently with some spiritual phenomena, and somewhat an analogy. It appears that some experiences require consciousness to be 'tuned' to a particular range of 'frequencies' such as with the Machine Elves of dimethyltryptamine(DMT), or the Shadow Persons of diphenhydramine(sleep-aid) - definitely not recommended.

Hey You(Yeah You)

1. What is a "soul?"

2. What is a soul made from?

3. What or who or how did the stuff that makes souls come into being?

4. What exactly is meant by "spiritual?" Define that word/concept precisely.

5. Where is this spiritual realm?

6. Is this spiritual realm finite or infinite?

7. What is this spiritual realm made out of. It's fundamental building blocks. Like we can say that protons, electrons, and neutrons are the building blocks of the physical realm.

8. How did this spiritual realm come into being?

4. According to my model. If you begin with the root aspect of primordial spirit. Which would initially exclude the three spatial dimensions, although the dimensional aspect of 'time' would be an integral part of this spirit, but at this prior stage it would only be time 'within' the primordial. It would not be time as change which is observed in a developing universe since the aethereal expansion has not yet occurred.

So it can be seen that when observed through one lens, that every evolving element of this primordial spirit is just another of its' many faces. Although typically when referring to spirit it is the incorporeal, living, and elusive that we are getting at - the animator, or, ghost in the machine. For some machines an adequate analogy would be the electricity that drives them, in which they would otherwise be dead, although oddly enough, electricity in its' manifested form is not even energy, technically, it is the flow of electrons which are fermions, or, matter particles.

The Spirit In The Sky

Spirit is your fate and burden, spirit is your destination.

1. What is a "soul?"

2. What is a soul made from?

3. What or who or how did the stuff that makes souls come into being?

4. What exactly is meant by "spiritual?" Define that word/concept precisely.

5. Where is this spiritual realm?

6. Is this spiritual realm finite or infinite?

7. What is this spiritual realm made out of. It's fundamental building blocks. Like we can say that protons, electrons, and neutrons are the building blocks of the physical realm.

8. How did this spiritual realm come into being?

3. This is the part where it gets even more fucked up. Theoretical physics will typically regress to the primordial point, but no farther, with the main reason being, I believe, is that you cannot go any farther. There is nothing beyond, and as a matter of theoretical fact, at this juncture, space, and macrocosmic time does not even exist.

There is this inevitable fork in the road. Where you can either go the one way, and accept a cosmological constant of spacetime being static, infinite, and eternal, as opposed to the other, where things magically appear out of nowhere, without cause, i.e. something from nothing. Either avenue being equally absurd upon sufficient interrogation.

With the above, and all things being equal, including the absurdities, there may still be a tendency for four dimensional beings to find it difficult, if not impossible to fathom an alternate existence of absolutely nothing, or, a negative existence, but with absurdities aside, the principle of parsimony(Occams' Razor) tends to lean in that direction.

So in further pursuit of this insanity you will ultimately come to that which emerges without cause; a self-begotten aspect of the primordial. Ineffable is the acausal of negative existence. That which is at the end of this road, and also at its' beginning.

1. What is a "soul?"

2. What is a soul made from?

3. What or who or how did the stuff that makes souls come into being?

4. What exactly is meant by "spiritual?" Define that word/concept precisely.

5. Where is this spiritual realm?

6. Is this spiritual realm finite or infinite?

7. What is this spiritual realm made out of. It's fundamental building blocks. Like we can say that protons, electrons, and neutrons are the building blocks of the physical realm.

8. How did this spiritual realm come into being?

2. There's more than one way to answer this, and I would say they're all right, more or less. I recall back in 2005, approximately. There was this dude that I used to talk to late at night(or very early) in the AOL Metaphysics room, his screen name was DewHickey, so yeah, he was the (spiritual) metaphysics guy, and there was this one other guy his screen name was CoolMedCat, and he was the science physics guy, and I would say I learned more from the latter, but anyway. One night I did ask Dew this very question, and he very matter of factly said "It's made of light". So you could say that answer stuck with me. Here it is nearly two decades later.

You could say that it's made of energy, with "light" being a more descriptive form of that, but this isn't the visible portion of the EM Spectrum we're talking about here. More like an unknown element of the spectrum. We also know that energy and matter are just different manifestations of the same fundamental concept, which is to say, it could be a combination of subtle material as well as energy, but what would be key here is that it would not be gross material since its' existence would be so independent of spatial dimensions that it would be understood, for all intents and purposes, to function as a zero volume parameter. Which aligns with the zero volume aspect of the primordial. This is consciousness we are talking about here, and as such, not only precedes the spatial dimensions, but is a creator of them via a process of subconscious expansion, usually. This consciousness is more than likely a most fundamental aspect of existence.

1. What is a "soul?"

2. What is a soul made from?

3. What or who or how did the stuff that makes souls come into being?

4. What exactly is meant by "spiritual?" Define that word/concept precisely.

5. Where is this spiritual realm?

6. Is this spiritual realm finite or infinite?

7. What is this spiritual realm made out of. It's fundamental building blocks. Like we can say that protons, electrons, and neutrons are the building blocks of the physical realm.

8. How did this spiritual realm come into being?

1. As above so below, as within so without. In Hermetic Qabalah, or, the Tree Of Life. There are two very significant emanations; they are the first, and the tenth. The first and the last - 10 is a reflection of 01 as initially stated. The archangel of the first, Metatron : meta, Greek for that which transcends, is above(the spirit), or, above and beyond, and for the tenth : Sandalphon : sandal, at the foot, or, that which is below(the soul). These two sephiroth are at the head, and at the foot of what is commonly referred "the pillar of consciousness". It is the middle pillar, and the subject of many prominent occult rituals, if that's your thing.

When it comes to the "spirit" and the "soul". I have devised my own little analogy for these, not so long ago. It is the analogy of the Hydra. The body of the Hydra represents primordial spirit, while the 'heads' represent individual manifestations, perspectives(or the souls) of the 'body' - the great spirit reservoir, sometimes referred as 'the Guf', tree or treasury of souls.

The primordial juggernaut, forever transcending the existential polarities of the Absolute; establishing a medium by which to experience via its' heads of existence. The heads come and go, where one may depart, two may grow.

I'm at a loss. I suppose it's time for the Joker Of Suicide again.

- Prologue -

From the Death And The Dead Thread. Questions by C.

I've decided to make this into an eight part blog, as opposed to cramming everything into one, and also so we don't have to work as hard, or for as long - all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.

1. What is a "soul?"

2. What is a soul made from?

3. What or who or how did the stuff that makes souls come into being?

4. What exactly is meant by "spiritual?" Define that word/concept precisely.

5. Where is this spiritual realm?

6. Is this spiritual realm finite or infinite?

7. What is this spiritual realm made out of. It's fundamental building blocks. Like we can say that protons, electrons, and neutrons are the building blocks of the physical realm.

8. How did this spiritual realm come into being?

Let the games begin ! Immediately, or in good time - we don't know yet.

The new "against the grain" way for the true individual to travel in their vehicle. 

No need to switch modes of transport. 

The shorthand format is written as squares. With the top left being the 'section', which would be either upper or lower(body), designated by 'U' or 'L'. To the right of that is the 'area'. With upper body area one there are three 'targets' : chest(1), back(2) and shoulders(3), and for each 'target' there are various exercises that are rotated through in a circular fashion.

Thus, top left : section; top right : area; bottom left : target, and bottom right : exercise. There are four areas for upper body, and three for lower.

The format of each line is : U(upper body), L(lower body), U, L, U, U, L, U, and the line repeat 'til the end of page.

The number at the bottom of page is also of use. 1 - 4, if it is even that means start with right(arm, leg, or side), then left next time.

I can fit a lot of information on a single page with this format. I use barbells, but mostly dumbbells lately, I have heavy resistance bands and various anchors in the basement, one pair I made of heavy oak boards that weights are stacked onto then bands are connected. I also reproduced the lat pulldown using eye bolts and heavy bands with cable grips secured to sturdy structural supports in the basement. There is not one single exercise that I cannot duplicate using dumbbells, barbells, bands, hand grippers, and various other apparatus I have bought, or fabricated myself.

- this is a new page that I recently started. One line through a square means one set completed, an 'X' means two.

Things come and go, but from where do they come, and where do they go. A single facet of the infinite manifested in the context of unbounded diversity. In what time, in what place, does eternity even yield a time, or infinity a place. Another illusion from nowhere, this emergent nothingness. Ineffable, but still we write.

This individuality considered as illusion, an extension of the limitless, of the Absolute. If the alpha and omega be God, then this be the process which encapsulates these. A dream from nothing, of God itself, further perpetuated.

It is not what we are now that is most important, but what we are a part of, forever...

An electromagnetic field is not made of photons, the field itself is most fundamental, but its' disruption will release photons...

Just as a guitar string at rest propagates no longitudindal(sound) waves until it is plucked.

There is a root cause for everything, but in order for this root cause to exist, there must exist a context, and that context is eternity. Eternity encapsulates all things that have a beginning and an end, of which itself, it does not. Eternity itself is not a thing, it is negation of things, for any thing to exist, it must have a beginning, and is therefore, not eternal.

Existential polarity is the most basic and fundamental aspect of eternity, it is the primordial root of polarity that forms a basis for the manifesting of force to forms. The negative aspects appear first in the form of repellant dark energy to material electrons, and the positive in the attractive force of gravity to material protons.

This polarity is reflected all throughout existence. In any thing of any depth, or which measurement is attributed. From the subtle to the gross; the macrocosmic repellant and attractive forces further manifested microcosmically to the various emotional depths of feeling et al. The miniscule particles that serve as universal building blocks to the virtually infinite spectra found all throughout existence. All range from one form to the other; less to more, cold to hot, negative to positive. All things, in one form or another, exhibit the primordial root, of existential polarity.

Forces to be reckoned with, a fantasy; what does it even mean.

If the cause never ceases to exist then neither its effects, whatever happens, will again, or would not have at all...

Eventually ALL finite things will end, but their RETURN is inevitable. The grains of sand that move through the hourglass of time are not infinite. Although they may appear ephemeral and isolated, indeed they are not in eyes of eternity.

When, yet again, time has run its course and all the finite specks of creation find themselves at the BOTTOM of the hourglass, (Chronos) the finite linear aspect of the infinite one shall invert it, again, and again, and again, for all eternity. This is the return, the eternal return, of EVERY single finite speck of individuality, of existence.

For eternity is a BEAST that will forever consume and renew ALL of existence, ABSOLUTELY!

Conditioned to think of paint or pigment as color, but it's actually more of a magical substance that alters the frequency of rebounding light waves. Paint has no actual color, but its' material composition is magical in that it can alter ambient energy that results in a metaphorical pouring out of color into the microcosm via the visual mechanism - ergo - magic in plain sight. No pun intended.

The beauty, the aesthetics of color, and the pigments whose function serve as medium for the resulting energetic(serpentine) transverse waves that propagate the terrestrial as well as the aethereal medium.

One may call it science, but in all actuality, it is a single facet of a greater, and for all intents and purposes, ineffable illusion, that goes to the very core of existence, and beyond...

An aethyr is any spatiotemporal emergence initiated by consciousness which should be differentiated from mere imaginings which are not exactly the same. The two most recognized would be the macrocosm and its' inferior microcosmic reflection, the dreamscape.

These aethyrs appear to have material substance, but this is only illusion. The nature of these can be extrapolated to that of mind, or, consciousness. It is difficult to assess the exact nature of primordial consciousness, although a 'ballpark' can be achieved in comparing the emergent properties of the macrocosm to that of the subconscious dreamlike properties of its' microcosmic counterparts.

In both respects, as would be expected. There appears this mysterious acausal parameter that initiates consciousness followed by these emergent properties. We don't know the when, why, or how we will dream, just as it is unclear why there even is a universe, as opposed to a static eternal state of nothingness, only that 'something' happens.

With 'time' being a factor, and with every passing moment, however small, there is a thought of these 'past aethyrs', and whether or not they exist right now, at this very moment. These aethyrs being bounded by negative existence. There is nothing beyond them, neither time nor space. They are everything, there is nothing else, neither would there be, how could there be. How can they even be, only God knows, or perhaps even not.