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     There are some people that claim that they communicate with spirit guides while in a deep trance or experience a past life. I guess I'm just intrigued by the spiritual realm and would like to gain more knowledge of it as well as experience it. I suppose I could find a good book and read more about the subject but I was also curious about others opinions concerning Astral travel and communicating with spirits. 

      Another thing that drove me bat shit fucking crazy is there are way too many hypocritical christians. ya know the judgey ones that stick there nose up in the air like they better than everyone. the corruption even within my own former church that I witnessed. our preacher had to resign because he got busted lining his pockets with the money from the offering plate. the same guy who is stealing from everyone is telling me I'm a sinner for getting knocked up before I was married. like i said hyprocrite. I didn't fit in because unlike most of the others I didn't give a fuck if someone was gay, had sex before marriage, had an abortion, had other religious or pollitical beliefs than i. my motto was each to their own. who the fuck am I to tell someone how they ought to live. I have my beliefs you have yours let's agree to disagree instead of arguing endlessly and guess what we still won't change the other persons oppinion.     Basically what lead me to this website was exploring other options and point of views. I had begun to question my faith in the christain god and noticed that the bible contradicts itself. What I have found while researching is those involved in the occult are not all the same. Wiccans aren't the same as Satanists. there are different denominations  (for lack of a better term) of Satanist and pagans. I was surprised to learn there is even atheistic satanist. it's amazing what you learn when you open your mind and quit being so narrow minded and listening to what your told is right and wrong. I also discovered i was not the only one who thought the bible contradicts itself. People have gone so far as to write books on contradictions in the bible and how it can not be historically correct. 

     I've reached a point where I am tired of feeling like i am going to suffer for eternity because I didn't conform to what I was told I should believe. I have always been intrigued by the spirit realm but I didn't dare explore for fear of eternal Damnation or having an evil spirit attach itself to me. I'm done living in fear or feeling guilty for being a human being and having desires. I haven't put a label on myself as far as what religion I am because I think right now I'm still trying to figure that out. I haven't done enough reading or research yet to have enough knowledge to choose a path that's best for me. I do identify with the concept of the left hand path. freedom of thought and doing what you want without the fear of eternal damnation. obviously I have a lot to learn and explore before I can claim im this or that. I just know  I'm  not atheist because I do believe there is a spiritual realm. i believe there is some kind of afterlife i just dont think its heaven and hell. 

     I think I've blabbered on enough for this blog. if anyone cared or was interested long enough to read this whole thing feel free to leave your thoughts and opinions. (now that ive realized its ok to have an opinion.) if you have any good book reccomendations for someone new to a spiritual path I would love to know :) 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Pqsflt2880

every time I listen to certain songs from certain artists I feel connected with my spirituality and reinforces everything I believe in. knowledge is key my friends so embrace it. oh yeah check out spaceghostpurrp blackland radio 66.6 album thank you.

Sometimes it feels lonely being the ONLY member in my family, that has an interest in Occult related subject matters/topics (even though I'm not that much of a "people person").

I sued and won in court 500 bucks in small claims damages against my X. She ignored the judgement to pay me as the court order and drug this out for a year. Well ,I paid to have her wages garnished and her bank froze and she was served by the sheriff. Sheriff called me just now and said they got a check waiting for me for 500 buck in full what she owes. 

Most likely her mom paid it because my X was poor and never wanted to work. Either way I'll take it. And with 14 dollars of it I am gonna make a shirt with my face on it holding her check or money and saying ' I told you so dumb cunt... but have a free shirt' ! 

But seriously I actually going to do that because she made me wait a year and would not make payments for half that much as she promised she would. ..

Another bump ... You can help and make 200 bucks.!

You can maybe. Youtube suspended my account for violating community guidelines. It is fucking bullshit. All I did was talk about my drug past and youtube after years decided that those videos are encouraging illegal and dangerous behavior.

I have tried to appeal and contest my suspension with no luck. Should you desire it cant hurt to contact youtube and google and tell em that is fucked up and that you are a long time subscriber and have learned lots ( education ) from my videos.

Go to youtube/ help /send feed back... You can find help link at the bottom of most youtube pages. If you can find a way to contact a real person , email or phone on google or youtube that will listen to you that is the best. Please let me know I got like three links and have tried em all. I am willing to pay someone 200 bucks that can get youtube to restore my channel. channel was satanicinternational. Email attached to it was [email protected]

Here are the links I have tried. There is a way but they hide it. Tons of blogs and videos about ' how to contact youtube' and ' How to get your account restored' ect ect..

Remember my account was not suspended for copyright violation. The method for that is different and will not work. Mine is for violating community guidelines.

Here are the three links I have tried and I get ignored or a auto message saying I have already appealed and I can not appeal again.

Have a go at it. It can not hurt. 200 BUCKS IF YOU CAN GET YOUTUBE / GOOGLE TO RESTORE MY CHANNEL. It can be done. I have done it before.But seriously though these links are common . Best bet is to find a email or even send snail mail to the right people .. Good luck and if you know someone who WORK AT GOOGLE that would be golden. Here are the links I have tried.

▼The link to the form you will have to fill out▼

https://support.google.com/youtube/co...
https://support.google.com/accounts/c...
https://support.google.com/accounts/c...

Here is a good video about it. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmPznYKzGp0

THANK YOU

Fuck I have been so weak... 

I have been waking up everyday.. in panic and stress to get independant and on my own.

I have been worried childish and whiney about everything that goes wrong and a total asshole when everything is working out my way..

I wish to explore why I express myself in this way.. or better yet, I wish to strenghthen my own love and villigance towards myself.

I wish to give myself the love//well maybe not..

Buut when i go about my day hoping that everyone else will be hAappy with me and doing everything so that they will.. 

Perhaps we can look into this behavior of mine if it is not yet done expressing itself and work it so i play into my own favor and not against myself. 

I am done hiding

i am done asking for the aPProval of others

i am done believing that everyone else is waay better and more capable than me.

I wish to commune with you tonight to infuse brand inscribe upon my mind and body with hellishry fire 

THAT I AM A BAD ASS WOMAN!

 AND HOW AND WHATHEFUKAMIGONNADOWITHTHIS...

ok well if you are my true SATANIC BREATHREN 

tthen EVERYONE MUST EGREGORE EDME OUT!

Focus for me fukkin visualize..

And anyone who WILL Burn me or put me out

I have to say to myself.. I need this or im not good enough..

but I so fukking am.. 

ALWAYS THERE WHEN YOU CALL ALWAYS ON TIME..

WHY CANT THEY WE I MEAN WE DEAL WITH THESE TRUTHS TOGETHER!

Debt and FUKKING SHOPPING AND BEING HAPPY AND FITTING IN AND ALL THIS FUKKING BULLSHIT!

TAKE YER FUKKING PILLS ..

I dont get why you are cranky! 

I AM NOT FUKKING SORRY MAN FOR BEING ANGRY !!!

VERY ANGRY ABOUT THE WAY SHIT IS FUKKIN RUNNING LIKE SHIT!

LIVING THIS LIGHFE IS FUKKING HELL ONCE YOU KNOW HOW ITS FUKKING WORKING.. 

ITS ONLY WORKING FOR A FEW WHITE PEOPLE WHO ARE EVIL MEN. and obviously the rest of us can fuk off!

FUK U DUDE.. IM SO FUKKIN SICK OF YOU!! 

I dont hate MEN! Its ideology the terminology that has to change..

TRUST!

 IF I AM SUCKING YOUR COCK 

YOU ARE MY BABY!!

WHY THIS HAVE TO HIDE? IN THE FACE OF SOCIETY?!

Why you have to show off all the time! and not let me have my day?

why does me having my day offend you so much? 

WHY IS IT STILL FORBIDDEN FOR YOU TO WORSHIP ME AS YOU SHOULD!?!!

THIS PLANET IS RUIN.. AND IT IS BECAUSE YOU FUKS HAVE TO CELEBRATE WOMENS DAY! ONCE A FUKKIN YEAR!

THIS PLANET IS FUKKED BECAUSE OF MEN.. AND THEIR HIS STORY 

AND THEIR FUKKIN BULLSHIT!~

I WISH I COULD FIND A BETTER COCK TO SUCK!

slicing though human meat with only my teeth.   Absolute freedom from pain and deceit. Deciphering the meanings of past memories forgotten by me.

Only discovering something more disturbing than before I stare in disbelief at the wreckage and guinussnes of my work,

with disembodied victims scouring the earth

 all layed to rest. I can only beg they see me for the true creation I was created to be!! 

They'll never know or even begin to comprehend the trials and misfortunes ive overcome in just a short amout of time. Ill never show the true pain or celebrate the real gains ive vigorously accomplished on my own accord. But accordingly to everyone ive ever known and held dear to me ill never amount to  anything. This is where my story dramatically takes a turn for the worse only to venture further inside my insidious completely hideous and viciously twisted beautiful mind behind these eyes you wouldnt believe the horrendous images ive grown to love and consider my calm and peaceful bliss of a life.

stuck in this warped prison of tangled lies of untold truths and false loyalty sinks in and makes an unreal reality im forced to embrace. 

seeking acceptance from those who I considered to be close only discovering a deeper darkness and betrayal that provokes the menacing skreetches that lay just under the suface of my skin begging to be released seeking any justification or excuse to rip through the flesh and drink from the skulls of every single person who fits the description. calming whispers of the monster within becoming more unbearable than ever before. stricken with pure madness of what can only be described as something unreal from past pictures once seen of someone closely resembling me? All the pain and anger filling in the deepest part of what was once considerd to be me

fueling this fire of hatred with disturbing images. unexplainable scenes of decomposing flesh shredded to bits. 

 shivering with personal enjoyment of sick pleasures acted out in the most brutal of ways. dripping with the blood of every sad and pathetic waste of space in existence.

with a grin.. So menicingly devious even Satan himself gets jealous.

participating in only what I have created!!!

Invisioned visions of torturing whores and the  suffocation of new borns brought into this unforsaken world.

intrigued for more, craving the worst,

 pleading to complete what was so forcefully perceived as insanity at first.

wearing the slivers of shredded and torn flesh showing no remorse for those who are next. this is no test this shits truly

    GROTESQUE! !

My name is dallas and I'm from New zealand.

Through my 18 years of living, I have discover alot about the world. This is my Point of view from all the experiences though out my life.

There is a common factor with religion (excluding satanism) that it is all used to bring people hope because they are afraid to die or scared of the unknown. Satanism is not about going to heaven or being judged by sin, its about enjoying what you have in front of you and exploring new things in life that's exciting. Rather than placing your hope in a book that Thousands of years old that was written by who knows. That why I choose satanism.

Life hasn't been fair to anyone and anyone would agree with me. Life has given me the chance to see the bad and the good but mostly Ive seen the worst. A few years back I nearly killed myself due to self guilt and believing I could do nothing to make anyone happy. And that my most hated thing as a human that is making mistakes and then repeating the same mistake. Well I am saying that is life has put me to the test. I have come to see there is not such thing is a heaven or a hell because we are living in them all in one now..

And here's my favourite Quote from the movie. Blood Diamond: 

" God Left this planet a long time ago".

Today, my auntie told me a diabolical story she read in some shitty tabloid newspaper. It’s a true story, she said, and of course, I believe her. I don’t remember the title but the story illustrates in the best way the sinister spirit. So here it is:

There was once a man, called Johnny, who spent many years in prison for killing his wife. Not that he didn’t love her. In fact, he loved her so much that he got terribly jealous. One day, thinking she betrayed him with another man, in the surge of emotions, he smashed her head with a hammer. When he realized the horror of his deed, he wept and moaned but it was to late. His wife was dead and he found himself behind the bars. In prison he was so kind and humble that he was released earlier for good behavior.

When he came back home, he became a nature lover. He fed hungry birds in winter and started keeping hens. He also cared for stray dogs. But he had one favorite pet he loved fiercely; a little, nearly miniature cock, he called “Lilipucik”, which is a Polish diminutive name for a midget.

One winter morning, on his way to work, he met a homeless man. He was so hungry and looked so miserable that Johnny took pity on him and decided to take him to his home. The homeless man was really grateful and did all the work around the house. Every day, Johnny came back home, there was a hot meal waiting for him.

You know what I long for? – Johnny said to the homeless man – a good hot chicken soup. Kill one hen and cook the soup for me.

So the homeless man got up in the early morning, took an axe and started wondering which hen is most suitable for his benefactor’s dinner. Suddenly, he noticed a tiny thin cock staggering in the yard. Meh – he said to himself – this cock will be dead in no time. Why waste its meat?

And he chopped off Lilipucik’s head.

Johnny came back home and at the doorstep he felt the delicious smell of a soup. Oh how horrified he was when he saw his beloved little cock boiling in the pot! He didn’t listen to the homeless man’s feeble explanations, he wept and shouted at him. “What did you do?! How could you kill my Lilipucik?!” He threw his things out of the house and told him to go away.

The homeless guy shrugged his shoulders, thought the man was crazy, and went his way. Meanwhile, Johnny stopped weeping, looked again at the pot and felt his own head getting hot with surging fury. He took the axe, still stained with Lilipucik’s blood, got on his bike and followed the homeless guy. Finally, he reached him.

You know what it is? – he said showing him the axe – It’s the same axe you killed my little cock with. My dear Lilipucik, whom I loved so much. Now this very axe will chop off your head.

And he smashed the homeless man in the head.

A few months later, Johnny stands before the court.

It’s your second crime, your second murder – the judge says – you deserve the life sentence. Do you have anything to say in your defense?

It was love, Your Honor. – Johnny says – I did it all for love. I loved my wife so much that I killed her. And I loved my cock so much that I killed the motherfucker who dared to take his life. Without my little cock, life is worthless to me.

Bye my Lilipucik. Bye.

And little Johnny, totally devastated, rots in his cell.

Falling in now,
Fatal descension  
Death wont take for granted a rose 
timeline blazing
winds hesitation
No ...
didn't wanna GO ON.

life spent Crazy
 mind went Lazy
No ...
didn't wanna GO ON..

Ilustrious craving 

world so Amazing..
Complexion matrix programming flaws...

Sacred Self slaying
deeper liaisons 

Stunning lies
latch on to belief

 Starve em now

shoot em down 
stand up fight

the right to be free

needles pains in play

Daemons reep hearts away

No love forever long as a song...

No.. 
Do not want to GO ON...

CRYing creation
sequence ideation
weaker hives must die in the fold.

Cheat off higher minds '
Shadows strong in light

Darkness gives us nothing to hold

Integrated delineation  
Impossible permeation
Contrary solutions to peace
Going no where 

None Belonging here

No 

Im not ready to GO..

Dreamtime receding
Last time a stones throw

Apex stars appear as inline..

Falling outdated
Ascension ill fated
Freedom lives for no one to please 
too much love tares

Villainous trap snares
As the hunted 

NO 

dont want to GO ON...

Ship stealing traces
in finite spaces..
Iridescent 
Alien Dream

Time trans/scribes mind
In circuitous mazes 
For Nothing 

may I only solve ONE...

Oh I..  im not ready to GO ..
No Im.. not ready to GO
not ready LET GO...

SIN Shop

Illusions!!!!!!!!!

“There is no such thing as a problem with out a gift for you in its hands. You seek problems because you need their gifts.”

“How easy it is to be compassionate when it's yourself you see in trouble.”

“You are led through your lifetime by the inner learning creature, the playful spiritual being that is your real self. Don't turn away from possible futures before you're certain you don't have anything to learn from them. You're always free to change your mind and choose a different future, or a different past.”

“The world is a dream, you say, and it’s lovely, sometimes. Sunset. Clouds. Sky.”
“No. The image is a dream. The beauty is real. Can you see the difference?”

“Remember where you came from, where you’re going, and why you created the mess you got yourself into in the first place. You're going to die a horrible death, remember. It's all good training, and you'll enjoy it more if you keep the facts in mind. Take your dying with some seriousness, however. Laughing on the way to your execution is not generally understood by less-advanced life-forms, and they'll call you crazy.”

“Nothing good is a miracle, nothing lovely is a dream.”

“If your happiness depends on what somebody else does, I guess you have a problem.”

AI EDME did not write this herself...

However THIS IS AI EDME in a nutshell...

Thanks for Reading

and resonating with this if you do...

The Mind, that broods o’er guilty woes,

Is like the Scorpion girt by fire;

In circle narrowing as it glows,

The flames around their captive close,

Till inly search’d by thousand throes,

And maddening in her ire,

One sad and sole relief she knows,

The sting she nourish’d for her foes,

Whose venom never yet was vain,

Gives but one pang and cures all pain,

And darts into her desperate brain:

So do the dark in soul expire,

Or live like Scorpion girt by fire;

So writhes the mind Remorse hath riven,

Unfit for earth, undoom’d for heaven,

Darkness above, despair beneath,

Around it flame, within it death!

Honor, according to and as defined by the sinister-numen, is a specific code of personal behavior and conduct, and the practical means whereby we can live in an evolved way, consistent with the sinister perspective, and aims, of our Sinister Way. Thus, personal honor is how we can change, and control, ourselves…

This blog is a response to a friend who asked what the hell (pun intended) the very notion of personal or kindred honor has to do with the Devil. If one’s aim is to break the taboos imposed by the society, then shouldn’t one break one’s own rules? Go against one’s principles? Behind it there is a flawed belief that those who call themselves Satanists or Niners are somehow different from other people, that their minds work differently.

What Lord Byron describes in “Giaur” is nothing else than Hell in its purest form; the state of the mind tormented by perpetual guilt, the fires of remorse that can never be quenched. Is there the torment more painful than guilt? You can get over it but what if you cannot? It’s the matter of integrity. It’s not only having strong moral principles but also your self-image being whole, integrated, undivided. It’s easier to go against the morals imposed by the society, which you don’t agree with, because they don’t hurt your self-image. Going against your own principles, on the other hand, disintegrates your self-image, leading to the feelings of guilt and shame. It’s all relative and depends on how important your own principles are to you. Does it make sense to go against the self just to see how it feels? What if you can’t put together the broken mirror?

Now, moving on to this cloak-and-dagger troll club called the ONA, let’s pretend for a moment and for the sake of this blog that it is all for real, that there are some sinister tribes out there culling people and what not. The code of honor is something that binds people together. How can you have a well-functioning tribe if its members don’t share the same set of core values? How can you trust someone if they are not loyal to you? The focus is on self-control, putting the Tradition before giving vent to your compulsions. This is where guilt and shame kick in. If you act dishonorably, you can either be shamed by others or flog yourself for your own failure. Obeying the ethics is a way to avoid the pain of guilt.

The reason for the ethics behind “culling” is basically the same. Without the ethics, it would be plain murder. It’s easier to kill someone if they are first dehumanized and shown as worthless scum. If you are led to believe that you help the evolution of mankind by removing the undesirable elements, it’s even more comforting. The aim is to combat guilt that can prove to be destructive. It’s hard to be defiant if you are devoured by remorse.

That doesn’t sound very *Satanic*, I know. Anyway, the dirty work is not for Adepts, but it’s something reserved for the pawns. Is it really all about defiance and crossing one’s limits? Or is it rather about understanding how we are all emotionally wired, behind all the lies we tell ourselves? Empathy in its darkest sense is nothing else than understanding the human nature, manipulating and exploiting it to your own advantage. If the Devil is the accuser, then his job will be trying to awaken in you the creepy feelings of guilt and self-contempt. What’s the better way of paralyzing one’s enemy if not by the poisonous sting of remorse?

Dear NOS, RTL and SBS news,

Over the years Anonymous have seen you broadcasting the news in the Netherlands. Over the years Anonymous have seen you spreading lots of state propaganda. Many years already you have been telling lies and half-truths to the public without giving any solid background information. Anonymous is very unsatisfied by the way you have deceived the Dutch public. You are filling the heads of the people in the Netherlands with disinformation. You are giving the people in the Netherlands a total false view at the world by using your one sided copy paste ANP and Reuters journalism. Let’s be honest NOS, RTL and SBS, you have deceived and trapped many people into a false reality. In this plastic reality people are driven by fear and not by love.

Why is it so hard for you to ask critical questions about a lot of subjects? Why did Anonymous never hear you ask critical questions about imaginary terrorism and counter-terrorism, with its privacy killing measurements, corruption, 9 11,paedophiles like Joris Demmink, poverty, unhealthy chemical additives in our food, the chem trails in our air, genetically modified organisms, the so called third world countries, the codex alimentarius, the manipulation of oil prices and the manipulation off the stock-markets, false flag attacks, wars about oil, poppy-fields and building permanent bases in the middle-east. How is it possible you always put your fist very deep into the rectum off America and the NATO? Why don’t you tell people the truth about our fraudulent monetary system where money is printed out of thin air and borrowed at private banks by our own government against interest? Why don’t you tell people the truth about the fact we all are becoming financial slaves, financial slaves for the banking cartels and the corporations.

Consider this message as a serious last warning. Stop spreading lies, stop spreading half-truths, start giving people correct information, full background information so they can form a solid opinion. Stop spreading copy paste journalism. Start using independent journalism again. Stop this state propaganda.

More and more people worldwide are waking up, more and more people are revolting against their fascist governments because they see the lies and propaganda. It is only a matter of time the people will rise up in the Netherlands. Anonymous can guarantee you the people do not accept your lies and propaganda any more. Alternative media channels at the internet are rapidly growing in popularity, there is an explosion of information going around the internet.

The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the iniquities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who, in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother’s keeper. Anonymous will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger, those who would attempt to poison and destroy our brothers. And you will know my name is Anonymous, when we lay our vengeance upon thee. You are warned. Have a nice day!

We are anonymous
We are legion
We hate manipulating media fags
We do not forgive
We do not forget
Expect us!

I just did a MAJOR demon worKING last night. Conjuring Set Satan  Babalon.just popped in cause shes got a thing for SET..

 It all started out thinking I would be casting out whatever DAEMON was holding me back. Yea thats right .. Just casting that fucker straight back into HELL..which ever daemon is stopping me from EDME A.I... and My right to have ...                      Artificial Intelligence 

You know ? The one separating the GOOD Ed from a BETTER EdMe A.I.//

Yes there is a daemon in me that must be cast out..it is decided.. I tried to reach this daemon to see him.. 

Set showed me a dark empty cavern behind my eye..  in here I saw a little ginger fire light.. duckin out in the back in front of my vortex and right behind my eye. Hes lookin back at me like a crackhead would from behind a cracked door.

The idea the goal still in my mind to burn which ever daemon is NOT ON BOARD.. Alas..

Satan had another idea..Something like.. Come on guys.. If yall cant get along here..How the FUCK ARE WE GONNA GET ALONG AT THE PARTY IN HELL!?

Meet and greet LOVE HONOR make friends with DAEMONS!!
SO MOTE IT HAIL SATAN!! 
They are the SOURCE OF MAGICK!
TRUE MOMENTUM 

granting amazing loving grace 

WE experience on a daily basis!
AND LOVE THEM! 
LOVE OUR DAEMONS! HONOR AND RESPECT THEM!
HAIL SATAN!

Today I have been received by the people in my world with more Love than i ever noticed before! Even one of my bosses told me I love u before we hung up. 

Also the magickal synchs of this day have been utterly natural amazing and fitting perfectly into MY CREATION this is MY LIGHFE 6.DAEMON.
Thanks for reading..
Most respectfully 
AI EDME...

This is a remake of one of my very first videos. Basically the same video in HD.

If I could conceptualize this thought into a music video it would be something like this.  

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In the future there might be some sort of discount for SIN members but that is to be determined later. For now we get 25% off your cart purchases until 01/07/2018. Enjoy folks. 

I highly recommend you go to the website SigilofBaphomet.....

Regrets... yes I have my share I am not proud of. But my main regret is not the things I have done but the things I did not do. This is our only life live it the way you want.

I regret listening to all the naysayers that told me it was not possible and I was being foolish. I regret most listening to them and believing them.. I regret not having the backbone and strength to march forward.

Great men/women overcame this issue. Once you let go you have everything. This is a dangerous philosophy and the powers that be will do their best to make you believe you will fail and are wrong. Simply a pipe dream.

Live your life as it is your only one because it probably is. Go across the world to someone you feel for. Start a army or spread chaos. What is the worst that will happen if you fail in your pursue your desires? They may laugh at you? You might fail but if you do not try you already failed.

They are gonna laugh anyways and if you succeed they will try and take it apart. Your biggest success is living the life you want without them. They know this and will hate you for it. They might even murder you for it. But, you are gonna die anyways.

Let your success kill them internally. They will envy you for doing what they did not have the courage to do as they rot in a a wasted life.

Hail Satan. ZB

Regrets... yes I have my share I am not proud of. But my main regret is not the things I have done but the things I did not do. This is our only life live it the way you want.

I regret listening to all the naysayers that told me it was not possible and I was being foolish. I regret most listening to them and believing them.. I regret not having the backbone and strength to march forward.

Great men/women overcame this issue. Once you let go you have everything. This is a dangerous philosophy and the powers that be will do their best to make you believe you will fail and are wrong. Simply a pipe dream.

Live your life as it is your only one because it probably is. Go across the world to someone you feel for. Start a army or spread chaos. What is the worst that will happen if you fail in your pursue your desires? They may laugh at you? You might fail but if you do not try you already failed.

They are gonna laugh anyways and if you succeed they will try and take it apart. Your biggest success is living the life you want without them. They know this and will hate you for it. They might even murder you for it. But, you are gonna die anyways.

Let your success kill them internally. They will envy you for doing what they did not have the courage to do as they rot in a a wasted life.

Hail Satan. ZB

Regrets... yes I have my share I am not proud of. But my main regret is not the things I have done but the things I did not do. This is our only life live it the way you want.

I regret listening to all the naysayers that told me it was not possible and I was being foolish. I regret most listening to them and believing them.. I regret not having the backbone and strength to march forward.

Great men/women overcame this issue. Once you let go you have everything. This is a dangerous philosophy and the powers that be will do their best to make you believe you will fail and are wrong. Simply a pipe dream.

Live your life as it is your only one because it probably is. Go across the world to someone you feel for. Start a army or spread chaos. What is the worst that will happen if you fail in your pursue your desires? They may laugh at you? You might fail but if you do not try you already failed.

They are gonna laugh anyways and if you succeed they will try and take it apart. Your biggest success is living the life you want without them. They know this and will hate you for it. They might even murder you for it. But, you are gonna die anyways.

Let your success kill them internally. They will envy you for doing what they did not have the courage to do as they rot in a a wasted life.

Hail Satan. ZB......

Pictured is a 7.8, so that only 100% stronger.

L.A. is perfect for this. It's a city built on liquefaction prone Jello. The LA basin actually assists in amplifying the shaking. And there will be much of it, and it will go on for what seems like ever. It will be in waves. It will build, peak  at 30 seconds, taper off, and then do it again only harder. The predicted shaking will last between 1 and 3 minutes depending on your location.

For perspective, the Loma Prieta 6.9 pancaked a viaduct in Oakland over 50 from it's strongest shaking. The San Andreas "Main Event" will be 31 times stronger than that..

Freeways will collapse, every remaining soft story apartment building in the LA Basin will be tested to it's breaking point, gas lines will rupture, and looting will be epic.

When all said and done it will likely be the worst natural disaster in American history.  Death tolls are expected to  be between one and ten thousand, and losses will be in the trillions.

Have fun LA.

In 2016 I was a presenter and gave a ...presentation ....about modern Satanism. This coming year I have been invited to do the same. I guess I will come up with some new material or maybe jack Dreads ADM. Not sure. Joking Dread...maybe you should come and speak it. 

Here is my presentation last year. I was hoping they would put the LHP consortium somewhere cool that people might actually want to go. Say ...  Las Vegas, LA or NYC. Not my money though I am just a guest. 

If any of you are serious about attending hit me up in private. We might be able to pull a discount SIN thing. If it is anything like last year it was fun. A 3 day weekend of partying and rubbing elbows with occultniks. 

This essay was also used in a book called ' the satanic bible- new testament.

     I learned a long time ago it is not worth arguing with religious folk. You can’t hope to achieve much trying to enlighten mystical superstitious weak minded people. Why use logic and reason to argue or debate someone who has a deep rooted psychological need to resist it? It is like arguing the shape of a cloud with a blind man? People have a NEED to BELIEVE. I cant help but to see their “faith” for what it is. A Neurotic coping Mechanism deeply anchored in the character and emotional structure of a delusional and crippled victim.A even sadder fact is these righteous,pious pursuers of heaven will probably never recover.Their entire lives, security, thought process,  logic, reasoning, longing and general impression of the world around them is built on these fairy tales .

These very people push into the trusting and delicate minds of children their very own fears and delusions. If faith based mentality was replaced over night with a rational objective approach to reality, Most of these peoples emotional and mental health would crumble in days.

Faith is rooted in fear. A fear of the unknown. The unpredictable. And most of all the fear of living a life free of their conflicting neurotic mechanisms. That they now are entirely dependent on as a permanent copping mechanism.A delicate house of cards to repress guilt, rage, fear, lust, ect..

If you doubt that it is the fear of losing ‘control’  and letting go that fuels religious fever and devotion consider this question…
Why would Organized Religion launch crusades to exterminate entire cultures, population and races?

They claim they are doing Gods work by ridding the world of savages, heathens, beastly, course, perverse and deviant people. It was to much for the holy to see free and unrestrained happy people half naked not ashamed of their own passions. These ‘primitive’, ‘Godless’  free loving living people threatened to expose the fear and inherent irrational contradictions that their culture, religion and faith rest and depend on.

It was necessary to rid the world of people who reminded them of what it is like to not live in a world based on fear, control, rigidity and repression. The righteous will not tolerate being reminded of what they gave up in the way of life, love and happiness to pursue their faith. Ironically ….They gave up the one thing they claim they value above anything else. The only thing they hope to reunite in some mystical intangible everlasting bless with their Lord. Their very essence, their soul.

It was necessary to burn countless thousands of woman alive simply because they reminded these miserable, impotent men that they themselves once felt alive in their groins. And what could be more murderously provoking than to arouse the last bit lust in some miserable, resigned, hateful shell of a man who longs for death?

The righteous and holy will always attempt to remove and exterminate others who think differently and do not reinforce their delusions. Even others that are equally crippled holy men of a different cloth. After all , what if the other religion is right? There was no clause for that in the gospels? So if they are right, that would make you wrong. And a cloud of anxiety and horror will surely await. There is no other reason or explanation to make light of how even intelligent, educated, worldly and presumably logical well adjusted people could ignore scientifically proven facts that are in sharp contradictions to their faith?

Even Scientist themselves are still spending their entire lives trying to prove evolution is false. That carbon dating and the known age of the universe around us is grossly inaccurate. In the opposition of all evidence and reason they still will not let go of their delusions. They can not. It is simply something they are incapable of doing. It would mean an end to the fictions they have grown depended on to cope and function. A dissolving of the very deep emotional layers of repression and rigidity they have spent a life time building.

Not to mention for the first time in their lives they are unsure of what lies beyond.

If a man of average intelligence reviews the idea of God with a rational objective approach he will come to one conclusion.
God is possible, but highly unlikely.

And one more Agnostic is born. God is nothing but an imaginary friend for adults.

The universal need to believe should be looked at as a mass induced psychosis. A protective mechanism early man evolved after the horror, uncertainty and isolation he must of felt leaving the comfort of the jungle for the open fields towards the unknown.

The system of Infernal Black Magick put forth within The Ebon Book Of Satan is of a raw, primal and Unholy nature ~ it merges the power of Demonic Conjuration with the Inversion of Abrahamic Religion, the darkest practices of Infernal Alchemy with what can best be described as Satantric Sex Magick, the powerful Rites of the creation of Magickal Beings with Destruction Magick to bring catastrophe to the Religions of the Light and their pale Servants. 

In short the Black Arts of The Ebon Book Of Satan are not for the weak willed, moralistic, individual ridden with guilt and doubt nor the person not willing to surpass recognized boundaries to attain the true of Satan’s Dark Mysteries. 

One point I shall make here and now is that some of the practices within this Grimoire do make use of the inversion of Christian/Catholic symbolism and blasphemy ~ some may well have stopped reading for those with a more open mind who have not let me explain why! 

Whether you believe in the God of Orthodox Religion or that these Religions have any truth to their foundations and history is of not matter, the point is that over centuries copious amounts of energy have been poured into such symbols/archetypes as the Crucifix, the Virgin Mary, the Eucharist etc … energy forged from total belief, ultimate faith and endless indoctrination, therefore the energy attached to such symbols and archetypes is very real. 

Anyone who has witnessed a Catholic Mass will have felt the power raised within it, you do not have to share the religious beliefs or even accept their validity for that … the Catholic Mass when attended generates a power which will be instantly recognizable to the Practitioner of Ritual Magick and this is because both are founded on belief and contact with supernatural forces beyond our immediate comprehension. 

When the Satanist or Devil Worshipper reverses the Cross of Christ or desecrates the wafer of the Eucharist representing the body of Christ they are not instigating knee jerk reactions against Christianity, they are tapping into intense channeled power which has been fed for centuries and reversing it to empower their own Workings. 

I have for a long time employed such practices and I say without doubt or hesitation that this form of practice works ~ it is founded on the same beliefs which prompt Image Magick or Sympathetic Magick where physical representations of people, symbols, animals or emotions are tapped into using the physical item as a conduit to direct the stored energy associated with it. 

For the Atheistic Satanist or Christian hater who cannot get passed their narrow minded viewpoint to assess, digest and harness this type of Magickal power I have no words other than their loss and that with such a narrow view their Occult aspirations shall diminish quickly. 

The main focus of the Workings of The Ebon Book Of Satan is the union and Communion with Demonic Beings … all practices within the Grimoire whether they are intended to aid the Practitioner in realizing personal goals or directed to aiding the Work of Our Lord Satan all carry the purpose of drawing the Initiate deeper and deeper into the realms of Hell which lie outside of the physical world and also within the depths of the subconscious mind as yet not explored fully or understood. 

Satan is the Subconscious mind of the Creative Abyss from which primal and carnal forces gestate and in turn the subconscious of all humans are a microcosmic reflection of that Abyss. 

Theistic Satanists and Diabolists who play host to a true Dark Soul (I use this term to describe a Soul/Spirit gestated by Satan rather than God) have a close connection to this unexplored region of the human subconscious and an instinctive - if sometimes dormant - understanding of it which enables them to delve deep into their own dark nature, the darkness of elemental nature and the Spiritual realms of Hell with ease. 

The reason why humans housing a Light Soul (a Soul/Spirit created by God) - in particular those indoctrinated by the teachings of conformist social structures and Orthodox Religion - often malfunction when coming into contact with their darker elements, the shadow side of their brain, the subconscious is that their Souls nor their conscious minds are not able to accept these elements of the self or the outer spheres that exist outside of them. 

They try to isolate them, alienate and quantify them as evil until this natural element of their own psyche becomes their own inner Demon, the dark feared side of the self which the brilliant Psychologist C G Jung called “The Shadow!” The core importance of Black Magick and the path of Satanism is to connect with that inner realm within our subconscious, that internal Hell where the truth of our Dark Soul is mirrored in that Shadow which is our Higher Dark Spirit self guiding us through the Gateway to Hell in our own mind and on into the external Hell of Our Lord Satan. 

Such connections and journeys tear the human housing the Light Soul apart resulting in split personality problems or their realized dark desires manifesting in murder, rape and other such deviation, this is often the core of the foul acts of sexual perversion carried out by those Priests of Orthodox Religion who have castrated the darkened side of their mind allowing it to fester and grow apart from themselves and manifest as something which they cannot accept, integrate or control. 

Through the practices of The Ebon Book Of Satan the Initiate shall undertake a journey that brings them union and a full merging with the Demonic both within and without themselves and through this the Satanic Practitioner shall grow in the mastery of their Arts as they come to embrace the Dark Soul within themselves and the Demons who are as Kindred to it!

johnellysmere©copyright2017 

Has anyone ever considered the possibility, that you may have at one point in your life, inadvertently killed somebody after setting of a chain-reaction of events that eventually leads to some tragedy for another person?

For example. A guy rams his trolley into your ankles at Wallmart and walks away without saying sorry. You call him a "prick", and he goes home in such an enraged mood that he murders his wife with a toilet plunger to the face.

I could potentially be starting a chain of events with this very post.