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There are many conspiracy theories against the United States. One is the plantation of children in the U.S. I notice the people love their children, but children are killed, raped, destroyed emotionally and physically. The New World Order is Masters on controlling the mass, and are using the mass to enslave each other. Lies that make hatred towards one another separating family and friends from their beliefs. 

Ephesians 6:12

"For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."

You can even play Mad Libs with it. 

In June 2015, the ruling of _________ Government launched a poster campaign during the intensifying ________ migrant crisis. Their billboard, among others, said "If you come to ________, you cannot take the _______' jobs away!".

In response, the (satirical political) Party and (another satirical political party) jointly called for an "anti-anti-immigration campaign" and collected more than tenfold of the expected amount from supporters to set up around 800 billboards with ironic and funny slogans in ________ and English as caricatures of the governments' messages, such as "Sorry about our ________" and "Feel free to come to ______ , we already work in ______!"

If you had asked me to describe my "Satanist" beliefs a year ago, I would have said that life is about being successful, no matter how heartless the necessary means. Nowadays, since I've become aware of human evolutionary anachronism, Satanism for me is more about happiness and the conflict between the means thereof and those of success. Now, I would say that life is about being happy, no matter how softheaded the necessary means. My old beliefs valued my genes while my new ones value the ego created by them. My old beliefs endorsed indifference while my current ones endorse passion. My choice to call these two very different beliefs "Satanist" is that they both value the self, although admittedly in very different ways. Christianity favors selflessness in the face of God and opposes selfishness as an affront to God's agenda. Satan is the archetypal antagonist, promoting selfishness in opposition to God.

If you had asked me to describe my "Satanist" beliefs a year ago, I would have said that life is about being successful, no matter how heartless the necessary means. Nowadays, since I've become aware of human evolutionary anachronism, Satanism for me is more about happiness and the conflict between the means thereof and those of success. Now, I would say that life is about being happy, no matter how softheaded the necessary means. My old beliefs valued my genes while my new ones value the ego created by them. My old beliefs endorsed indifference while my current ones endorse passion. My choice to call these two very different beliefs "Satanist" is that they both value the self, although admittedly in very different ways. Christianity favors selflessness in the face of God and opposes selfishness as an affront to God's agenda. Satan is the archetypal antagonist, promoting selfishness in opposition to God.

Why do you keep lying about being abused? Do you need attention that bad? Consider for a moment how fucked up that is.... YOU LIED ABOUT BEING ABUSED BECAUSE YOU WANT ATTENTION.... Goddamn You could not live through what I have been... and you lie about it....

“EDME" is a plagiarist and a terror town monster who needs attention, she steels words from abuse victims and warps them to fit herself... she blocked me because I read the blogs she steals from.

AAAAAND FUCK YOU!!!!

ALSO I REFUSE TO PAY ANY FUCKWAD TO BE A SATANIST.

 she paid... 

Someone sent me this link and I never click this bullshit. But I know the chick well so I did . I read over it all and I got my free 50 bucks.. She got 50 to for referring  me. Not fees, no hidden bullshit. It is exactly what it says. 
All you gave to do is have direct deposit  put into your chime bank account  (free) totalling 200 dollars in 45 days a and both of us get 50 bucks. That's it. You can close chime and never use em again. You don't need to switch banks or anything. No services charge or monthly fee.  I kept my Chase account because I am lazy and don't want to move all my auto billing account over to chime.  Also , I put 5% of my check into chime as a savings.  
But that is what I do. Do whatever  the fuck you want. Once you open your free chime account you can refer people just like I am and keep making 50 bucks everyone they do up until 2020 . 
This expires in 3 1/2 months!! Make easy money for your referrals  and yourself every time they get theirs you get another 50. YOU CAN THANK ME LATER  . BUY ME A BEER . 

Chime 50 Bucks referral 

Edit -  Okay do not take my word for it... I made about 250-300 USD in last 2 1/2 have weeks through referring people who sign up. They are making referral money too.  No fees and  I can stop anytime but that would be retarded.  All I am doing is dropping links . But, pictures or it never happened. 

Also anyone who is skeptical google chime bank and see hundreds of Reviews . They have been around for years. Actually google bank promos 2019 . Union Bank, Chase, Wells Fargo ALL are giving away free money to open a account with them. I just did one at Union Bank they promo is nearly the same as Chime but Union you have 60 days to direct deposit a paycheck totaling 500 bucks or more and you get 200 bucks! Catch with Union is you must stay with them for 6 months or they take the money back. 

See Chime does not do that you can close anytime but why would you? If is all free? 

 You know Joe Rogan is one thing . But you know you really hit the big time when ravers all over Europe are sampling your voice from YouTube and laying it down in their songs.

Someone sent me a email asking if it was me and it was. I then started googling 30 hits LSD and 30 hits Acid ..   gotta be dozens of em.

Now if only I can get them to fly me out to Holland or wherever, give me a bunch of Extacy and party that would be dope.  You may never see me again . 30 hits of LSD guy got lost in the underground rave drug scene.

A few tracks from different people off google search

Can anyone advise me on how to rip these songs? I can rip video but mot tracks

Shrooms

30 hits LSD

30 hits of Acid

I used to be on this site a long, long, *breathing intensifies* long time ago. But since I only know about three people on here that are still (kinda) active from before SIN had a glow-up, allow me to introduce myself.

Again, hi, I'm Kat. I'm a visual artist out of Detroit, Michigan. I joined this site about five or six years ago, got banned, made a new account, then got banned three more times after that. At the time, I lived in Kuwait, where any word of the Left-Hand Path caused middle-aged men to cut off whatever body part they felt was appropriate for the time (I'm kidding, kind of).

Since being openly non-theistic in the Middle-East, I've had death threats, knives held up at me, not being accepted into most high-schools because of cOnTrOvErSy. It's been fun.

Now in 2019, I've gotten out of Kuwait, joined a coven, learned to drink liquor straight, and I get married in 6 weeks.

Tell me about yourself.

I'm happy to back here. I hope to find new friends and learn many thing about my first love: Satanism 

Thanks and see you later 

Hail Satan 

Nowadays, there are plenty of online portals out there in the market which offers durable electronic cigarette charger, tanks, vape mods, top quality e-liquids, and kits etc. One of the major reasons why people love to shop these items from an online store is because they are provided with amazing customer service. The orders are handled with sheer expertise on the website so that they are packed and managed in a way that can meet the customer’s expectations. 

The goal of a reputed online portal is to bring an arrangement of wonderful vaping products and ensure the fact that the customers visit their website again. Elite products like Electronic Cigarette Charger, Sub Ohm Tanks, Vape starter kits, and Pods are sold at an affordable price. Online shopping of vape items has become a major trend in the market recently as it offers immense convenience and comfort to the customers. What more can a person ask for? In case you book the products in bulk, order over a certain amount, or within a definite time period, there is a high probability of you getting major discounts. 

At the cheapest online vapor store, every product goes through several quality checks before getting delivered to your doorstep so that you can make the most of your vaping experience. Hundreds of untainted, pure flavors are being provided in addition to a number of choices for nicotine strengths as well.

One is Satanism... One is not Satanism . Know the difference.? 
Top right is the 9 Satanic statements by LaVey. taken from the Satanic Bible which are the pillars of modern satanic belief.

Bottom right is the 7 satanic tenants of The Satanic Temple which serves to be at the core of the organizations philosophies .

Now. I want you to compare the two. Do they resemble each other in anyway?

In fact they are diametrically opposed in many respects. I will compare them in more detail in a YouTube video later I hate to type. i

So, LaVey established Satanism in the 60's. TST came on the scene about the same time I did about 2010. Pretty sure LaVey and company have long established the definition of what Satanism is.

For the TST to come forward and call themselves Satanist and the Satanic Temple while there tenants are not even close to the 9 satanic statements is not cool. I know some of you will say ' Your organization is called Satanic international Network' ? Well this is true we are one of dozens of Satanic organizations sharing a similar name, but we are Satanists. We agree with the 9 satanic statements and although time has modified for some of us certain aspects of LaVey original philosophy nothing we promote is at odds with the foundations of what he wrote down in the satanic bible in 1969.

Now hopefully the few of you who may not understand the intentional convoluted mess in confusing the two you simply have a group TST pretending to be the other group Satanists to take from the Satanists something they felt wold help promote their agendas.

This is a old trick used when one party does not having any merit. They posture as a different party in hopes of fooling people into thinking they are with one group when they are not.and even state so much right in their own tenants on the site.

There is a reason folk why the TST documentary ' Hail Satan?' has the question mark at the end of it's title. Because they are not. They never were. It is for show, shock value and to attract a large group of individuals who are attention seeking and wish they were edgy. Large followers are very helpful in activism and political agendas.

This media hype and pretending to be satanists in rainbow Halloween costume act worked. So did the media stunts, Lucien brilliant ability to articulate such topics related to Satanism as the Satanic panic, and many others certainly did not hurt either.

As a Satanist I can say i am supportive on certain aspects of their agenda ( separation of church and state , women right to choose, ETC.) but the way they are going about doing if often completely contradicts my personal philosophy of Satanism because that is NOT what we believe in and also makes us look foolish and hypocritical.

Liberal activist using satanic aesthetics and Satanism's religious protected rights to push a left wing agenda is clever but offensive. Especially when you parade around calling yourself a Satanists. Most of you are not.

The back lash is already being seen with other groups who feel discriminated against or simply supportive of the Left agenda putting on Baphomets and getting Satanic tattoos even shouting ' HAIL SATAN' ! Most of TST has never studied Satanism and probably never nor have a desire too. This is happening big time in the LGBT community which I support and am active in. Maybe for every 100 teenage hot topic got kid or gay they get to shout ' HAIL SATAN' ....just maybe a couple of them will take the time to actually explore what that really means like we did.

Some TST supports are gonna take this as a personal attack on themselves. You should not. Look through my friends list on FaceBook there are hundreds of TST supporters. Well maybe not now LOL. i am not calling members of the TST idiots although their is no small shortage of them in there, I am drawing lite to the fact you all are not part of Satanism or is TST a Satanic organization. And there is nothing wrong with that. Just stop calling yourself Satanists if you are not. If your belief in Satanism not nearly identical to what is put down in the Satanic Bible by LaVey then call yourself something else please.

I have met some legit Satanist in TST and I wonder how can you be affiliated with a organization who's core tenants are opposed to ours? Oh well. And to the rest of the TST who calls themselves Satanism but have never read LaVey stop it.

Call yourself the atheistic liberal left wing flying spaghetti cult.

That sounds way better than the dozen insulting acronym I am going to start calling you in public if you don' t. Hail Satan !!

If you agree with this evaluation please share it on all your social media. I am.

Zach Black 
satanicinternationalnetwork.com

Another good way is to search on Google and social media, mainly FaceBook. Either make a shout out in a ' satanic ' group on Facebook that has thousands of users in it or narrow it down and search ' Satanists Denver Colorado ' or wherever you live. 

I live in San Diego and have a Satanic International San Diego Chapter page. It is just a page to promote our meetups. People who are not even on Facebook are finding the group ever week from outside sources. 

Finally YouTube. Make a YouTube video and post it with the right tags and title. something like for a title  'Any Satanists in Denver' ? For tags use something like ' satanist, satanism, meetups, groups, online , satanic organizations, Denver Satanists Colorado' ....etc. 

So there you go. That is the best ways and personally the most successful for me. Hope this helps .  

Zach Black

FaceBook - SatanicInternational 

Instagram - satanicinternational 

YouTube - satanicinternational and thesatanicnetwork 

Another good way is to search on Google and social media, mainly FaceBook. Either make a shout out in a ' satanic ' group on Facebook that has thousands of users in it or narrow it down and search ' Satanists Denver Colorado ' or wherever you live. 

I live in San Diego and have a Satanic International San Diego Chapter page. It is just a page to promote our meetups. People who are not even on Facebook are finding the group ever week from outside sources. 

Finally YouTube. Make a YouTube video and post it with the right tags and title. something like for a title  'Any Satanists in Denver' ? For tags use something like ' satanist, satanism, meetups, groups, online , satanic organizations, Denver Satanists Colorado' ....etc. 

So there you go. That is the best ways and personally the most successful for me. Hope this helps .  

Zach Black

FaceBook - SatanicInternational 

Instagram - satanicinternational 

YouTube - satanicinternational and thesatanicnetwork 

How's it going?  This is Venger Satanis.  I haven't been on SIN in a long time, but I keep seeing Zach Black on FB and that jogs my memory enough to come back and say hi.

What have I been up to?  I'll get to that in a minute...

Satanism, like Cthulhuism or any philosophy/religion, does very little in a vacuum.  Just being a Satanist or Cthulhu cultist or LHP practitioner without applying that belief system to one's life, is worthless.  

I decided to focus my time and energy on writing, leaving the task of cult leadership to others.  Specifically, I delved into roleplaying game writing (like D&D).  That's where almost every drop of dark weirdness goes, where it gets used.  

Instead of celebrating the Great Old Ones for the sake of celebration, I did something with it - out in the real world.  Hopefully, the majority of you have done the same over the past 7 years or whatever it's been.

There's been progress.  When I go back and look at my early writing, such as Cthulhu Cult, I smile knowing how much improvement I've made.  That alone is worth something.  I took a skill that I was better than average at and honed it into something to be proud of.  LaVey said something similar when he was alive.

Recently, I finished a book that's doubtless my greatest work.  It's a campaign setting and megadungeon, usable with every incarnation of Dungeons & Dragons and similar rule-sets, called Cha'alt.  This is where you can find the PDF (hardcover coming soon):

  https://www.drivethrurpg.com/product/284600/Chaalt

Hopefully, you guys can tell me about the amazing things you've been up to.  I'm all ears... and tentacles.  ;)

VS

Give me some business you faggot fucking bitch. Look, I am being a good little god bitch and deferring to magical pixie bullshit in a dumbshit gnostic way. But I need money so give me some business you bitch.  Faggot fucking god bitch. Give me work you fucking pussy ass bitch. I want money and i want money now. Don't care how, I want it now. Fucking bitch. Why aren't you giving me money bitch? Fuck you bitch, fuck you! I WANT MONEY NOW, YOU DREAM OF GENIE FAGGOT. 

Amen. 

*** not intended to be funny, and may be painful to read.  This is actually what I recently said (transcribed) when desperation left me with only abstract bullshit to help my situation. It was more indicative of the anger towards having no way to solve the problem, and a statement of all that mattered in that moment. 

How do people turn to any form of gnosis for help?  I get angry at the thought of having to use wishful thinking of any sort. 

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You both like Religion.

Stranger: Hi

You: hello

Stranger: What religion?

You: satanism

You: u?

Stranger: Jesusism

Stranger: But not church

Stranger: U think satan is real?

You: im not a theistic satanist

Stranger: Ok. Do u think God is real?

You: im not theistic

Stranger: Ok

Stranger: Then why bring satan ino it

You: its a satire of christian values

Stranger: What's a christian value u disagree with?

You: the condemnation of our beastly nature

You: selfishness

You: greed

You: materialism

Stranger: But would you want to be stuck in a room of selfish people ???

You: i don't think I've ever been stuck in a room with unselfish people

Stranger: But in theory what would u prefer?

Stranger: The company of selfish or selfless

You: selfless people are very rare because they die of self neglect

You: the ego is the force of life

Stranger: But they make everyone else's life better right?

You: ya so good for everybody else

You: too bad for them

Stranger: Satanism doesn't work for a society. Only for individuals

You: individuals compose a society. morality is a perfectly useful construct to maintain everybody's individually selfish interests

You: satanists just acknowledge it

Stranger: U need to get saved

You: nope

You: I'm already in hell and enjoying it

Stranger: U will die and be anhilated

You: indeed

You: death is god's domain

Stranger: But Jesus offers life

You: jesus is a guise that satan uses to lie to the foolish

Stranger: Sounds ridiculous

You: ur doctrine sounds equally so

Stranger: No. Jesus saved humans from Satan's dominion

Stranger: Pretty simple

You: satan has always had dominion and jesus helps him do it

Stranger: No. Satan lost the bet when Jesus suffered on the cross.

Stranger: And had to release all humans

You: u think the world has been so great since then?

Stranger: No.

Stranger: It's not about this world

Stranger: It's about the next

You: god has the only world

Stranger: I believe in heaven

You: yup

Stranger: U don't want eternal peace and rest?

You: eternal peace and rest is always disturbed by partiers

You: there is no rest

You: there is no peace

You: life is life

You: death is death

Stranger: The fool says in his heart: there is no God

You: did i deny god?

Stranger: Before

You: i said I'm not a theist

Stranger: Ya

You: that isn't denying god

You: I'm denying ur conception of god

Stranger: What is yours then?

You: god is inanimate and satan is animate

You: god created satan through natural selection

Stranger: Who or what is satan?

You: the selfishness of hereditary material created by natural selection

You: the selfish gene

Stranger: Evolution is a lie.

Stranger: They duped you

Stranger: And cheated u out of eternal life

You: there is eternal life

You: my conscious is just one part of it

Stranger: Are you ex- christian?

You: nope

Stranger: Them what made you so messed up

You: life i guess lol

You: just seeing people

You: as they are

You: not being normative or prescriptive

Stranger: U need to get born again

You: there is one life

You: well

You: only one that's completely mine

Stranger: Give It to God

You: i would die were i to give it completely

Stranger: No

Stranger: We all die though

You: that's when we give it all to god

Stranger: The world's highest IQ man said:

Stranger: Nothing is wasted

You: yup

Stranger: So I think God will revive us

Stranger: Like what's the point of ur life if no ressurection?

Stranger: It's all pointless?

You: god creates slaves to satan. being happy is our work. its what we're built to seek.

Stranger: It's different if ur born again

You: satan is the ego that motivates us to continue our legacy

You: you are your ancestors and your progeny

Stranger: Ego must die.

Stranger: Be born again

You: life is the ego

You: and dies when does the ego

You: god is death

You: i'll return to him when I'm ready

Stranger: What if you burm in hell forever?

You: life is hell

You: death is heaven

Stranger: What if ur wrong?

You: what if unicorns exist?

Stranger: That doesn't matter

You: what if the first woman was made from a man's rib?

Stranger: Then evolution is a lie

You: makes more sense then that shit

Stranger: Bible makes sense

You: have fun worshipping a costume

Stranger: You are flesh and think according to the flesh

You: everybody is flesh. those who aren't in denial about it will die

You: and nobody wants die

Stranger: No. I am also a spirit being although I will be in the flesh for many years

You: i wish i could threaten to kill you right now so that you could bet your life on it but i know that i can't

Stranger: My flesh might say stop.

You: lol satan would be doing u a favor

Stranger: But the spirit being in me knows I'll live

You: god is death

Stranger: I was born again

You: go to him

You: if u want to

Stranger: God of the living not the dead

Stranger: You do not know the Scripture

You: lol why would i

Stranger: You should examine it and see your folly

Stranger: And get on ur knees and repent

You: i wouldn't bother

Stranger: gotta go

You: good riddance

Stranger has disconnected.

First of all, I want to greet my new family, I am here to help you with whatever you need.

Best regards!

};)

Now keep in mind, I look at a different fuck ton of beliefs, different point of views and so on. Anytime I mentioned ANYTHING to so with Satanism or anything like that, she would give me this look that scared the fuck outta me. (BTW it still does, and I am 26!) So anyways, I was telling her about this Pagan book, and she had no issue with it. Me thinking that the cost was clear, I slightly slipped in the fact that I was reading a Anton Lavey book and she nearly ripped my head off. 

Now a bit of background, my whole family is Catholic. And when anything goes wrong, whether it may be because one of my aunts or whatever thinks that they are being followed my a ghost or whatever, I have heard if them talk about getting a priest and a Demonologist. (Almost all of my family is recovered hardcore drug addicts.) So anyways, I figured because it was part of the Catholic religion, why not check it out and see from different point of views. Yeah....no, that did not happen. It turned from harmless research to me being screamed at for like 2 days but not only my mom, but a chunk of the family. THEN to put the icing on the cake, everyone ignored me for a bit. Yeah I know, doesn't sound that bad, but keep in mind, I was in a different state alone. And I wasn't use to being in a state where no family was. And I was younger to. So it was still new. 

So after about a week and being called names blah, blah, blah.....They finally talked to me. After that I never brought up all what I was learning. I know my story isn't, or even near as bad as others, but its just a thought I had. Has anyone ever got yelled at for studying or even looked at something that their family didn't like?

so this is just a random screen shot from my asus tinker board running xubuntu honestly i love it and only use my main pc for video editing games and other such things but the tinker board makes for a great little computer as far as most things go

plus you can have a case/tinker-board/power-supply/monitor/micro-sdcard for around 100usd not bad at all

All states regulating themselves seems ideal.  Why does 'big brother' need to force ALL states into utopic leftist submission? Why can't that godforsaken fence when it is kicked the fuck over identify itself as kicked the fuck over?  The west coast states have Cannabis rights and all gender restrooms, while Oklahoma has God and Jesus bird licence plates. 

Yet, It is ok for a conservative to appeal to a large government when Planned Parenthood clinics are killing masses of dividing cells that deserve that chance to divide! You must acknowledge their theocracy or go burn eternally on a lake of magma. If not the government will make you.

This is an instance I support national de-scheduling with states allowed to make their own regulatory laws like with alcohol after prohibition.  An example with alcohol would be California vs. North Carolina.  In California hard alcohol is available everywhere that can get a license, In North Carolina there are state controlled stores for all alcohol not beer and wine.   I remember the one I went to being called "ABC".

Perhaps the Bible Belt would likewise approve only state controlled cannabis outlets?

Anyways, this is my argument for the national legalization and disallowment of states to outright ban the sale of cannabis to those over 21, much in the same way The Supreme Court forever ruled on civil unions.

In 2013-2017 I worked on Camp Pendleton on an overnight shift.  It would seem every Friday and Saturday morning around 2 AM every MP in the area would code 3 their asses towards housing areas. 

I asked a Warrant Officer (DoD sponsor) I worked for what was happening. "At this time? Domestic altercation."

What wonders PTSD does.  What greater wonders alcohol and PTSD does.  Yet, over yonder you have study after study of the sedating psychological benefits of indica heavy strains, and the anti-depressant benefits of a sativa strain. Seems a perfect combination.

In my opinion, PTSD should be considered like a developed bipolar disorder, or at least some thing close. The highs and crashes are the same. The reckless mania and need for thrills crashes into an alcohol fueled brawls all too often.

My thoughts always were you can't expect a battle hardened  killer to fully reintegrate because nothing will ever be as awesome as it was.  From Vietnam to Enduring Freedom everyone ends up on a motorcycle for a reason.  Alcohol is probably not the best thing here. 

So why is alcohol promoted by culture while cannabis condemned? "Reefer Madness" retarded arguments were still being cited by former Attorney General, Jeff Sessions as recently as 2018. Plain to see, the death grip of the DRAGNET remains. Propaganda and "ALCOHOL IS NOT A DRUG!" 

Alcohol is ingrained into Americana and the hierophant smiles as the old ways are being upheld. You are to enjoy this wonderful intoxicant because it goes with Jesus and football on Sundays. Upholding tradition are the dying ones, the last batch of brass to oxidize. Reevaluation is a waiting game of generational turnover.  Also, there are those gentlemen in white suits wilting in that southern humidity to consider.

Lobbyists of both big alcohol and tobacco are facing a dwindling costumer base as beer becomes an artisan market and everything touching the cannabis trade turns to gold.  Another situation of generational turnover. 

I am picturing a willow shrouded porch, magnolia trees, and fat white coronaries in waiting fretting over the shrinking revenue while choking on cigars and sipping their mint juleps.  Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil without the transsexual.  And this makes me see a faint light of the eventual exodus from the stranglehold of dated southern conservative values finally dying with their hosts.

And they even have a theme song!

Eyes of forest upon eyes of midnight   

our souls become singular and flowing   

like a soft and meandering current 

filling one and then the other   

and then the other again, 

until we are each the same stream 

Fingertips made of satin stroking skin 

made of silk stretched over stone   

my body feels heavy and hot, 

desire stoked into fire when we speak   

ciphers made of love and of dreams   

sculpted around our longing.   

Bottom lips escape into tight spaces   

between teeth and tongues dart out   

of their own accord to wet lips   

yearning to taste the first kiss that 

will bring with it the tide of satiety, 

but first of taste and touch. 

Sharply inhaling breaths forged solely 

from adoration reserved for lust, 

from a white hot need burning in my chest 

clumsy, shaky fingers grip my own skin   

while my tongue wets lips gone dry   

at the sight of your wanting 

The first long exhale, a sigh from your lips   

that signals your climb towards the peak   

has settled in and my fingers now belong   

to the pitch of your stuttered breathing   

and to the symphony of your wicked 

and delicious suffering. 

And when you come apart and I say your name, 

I splinter into a million tiny stars 

my soul soaring closer and closer   

to my sun until they begin to shimmer   

and float lazily back to my body 

where they settle in new configurations

              Online abuse for dummies
   a guide to winning online arguments

Some people have had a wonderful and wholesome experience on the internet so far. It's true that if you're good looking and very normal, you'll mostly get a positive response if you make sure to stay within the confines of facebook and well modded subreddits. Others however, know all too well the hurt that has been caused by simply typed sentences. Some have even killed themselves over it. Some have also fought, and been successful at it. 

This article is about how you can troll, argue, and rebel rouse without damage to your personality. All the subject matter I will mention here is for your benefit, I'm not trying to start a fight, I don't start shit as much anymore out of apathy and having a life nowadays to be honest. I however think SIN would get a lot from this knowledge.

A bit about me for reference, I came from a certain culture on the internet that is as old as it is dark. At 15 I scrolled limewire in the twilight years of the free internet. I was there in the early 2000s, before google came in with facebook and their army of regular plebs, hell bent on doxxing us all, and clamping down on our freedom. We fought to the last, but we were defeated, and became social outcasts (If we weren't already at this point).

I heard the call to arms again in 2015, and at the indignation of seeing the internet suddenly flooded with shitty propaganda, I stood side by side with some rednecks, the lolbertarians and others that didn't like being told what to say. I've never given up on my anti censorship and anti corporate views, and I've never backed down from a fight. I'm no hero, but I've had just about everything you can think of typed to me at some point. 

Like a true satanist, I don't really care about following leaders or ideology, I just like to make fun of people that do.

The first things to do if you want to win arguments are simple
1. Be actually right. this goes a long way for obvious reasons
2. Do your research on the topic
3. An enemy of your enemy is not always your freind.
4. Speak clearly
5. Write well and avoid typos

These may be simple but the process is a deceptively hard one. To be one step ahead of the enemy consistently is always essential in intellectual warfare. If you give them and inch, you'll lose a mile. 

Start by making a solid statement you know to be correct, in a place where you know people will argue with you. Christians like to come on here all the time and try this, and luckily Zach has a sense of humor and lets them stay and get their beliefs slaughtered in the forums. This is a solid way to start arguments when you're first getting started. 

However there are other, more devious methods for sure. This is a classic I like to call, the troll in sheep's clothing:

step one: select cringy online community that will have turbo nerds who aren't used to confrontation.

step two: find what boards they post on, what games they play, try to discover where they congregate in one place. 

step three: post there as a new member. Be engaging, make them feel superior to you. Make them think they are mentoring a like mind. Before too long there will be many responses and people watching the post.

Step four: slowly start to argue and refute them. Tell them why you don't like things and why they are weird for liking it. 

Step five: When everyone is enraged, start posting porn and gore, until you get banned or bored. Alternate to step four if you don't wanna talk to them but just piss them off.

                                pandering and impersonation

another controversial form of attack is to pander to the enemy while also making them look bad. This has alot of uses when fighting antifa or the Nazi wanna betards (I hate both) You can actually cause them to defect from their cause by at first befreinding them online as a fellow radical, and then indirectly showing them how cringy they are. They think they defected with a freind, but were actually swayed by an enemy. 

Impersonation is a technique people have been using to start wars for centuries. It works like this, conspiracy buffs know it as the "false flag":

dress up like the enemy and attack yourself to justify war. Or, alternatively, you can also infiltrate your enemy and suggest they attack you for real. either way, always a good technique for starting a good row anywhere.

                                           conclusions

people think that being a keyboard warrior is easy. That's why they fail and look like idiots. Intellectual warfare is one of the highest and most potent means of establishing your own views, while providing healthy counterweight to the status quo. SIN is now well armed with the fun and interesting tactics of basic online psychological warfare. May you have victory in your online engagements, and bayonet the survivors with an evil glint in your eye.

The Rudiments of Propaganda: https://realitymaps.com/2003/09-manipulation.html

Pink Floyd Learning to Fly: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nVhNCTH8pDs

The Goblin and the Woman by Hans Christian Anderson: http://www.andersen.sdu.dk/vaerk/hersholt/TheGoblinAndTheWoman_e.html

Strange Eden by Philip K Dick: http://sickmyduck.narod.ru/pkd063-0.html

Satanists meetups in San Diego , CA

I am hosting meetups in San Diego, CA every other Monday at cigar cave on 5th Ave in Hillcrest. June 24th ( today ) is a meetup so every other Monday from here on out until something changes. We meetup about 7pm and meetings last until we get bored usually around 9pm. This is a chapter meeting for Satanic International San Diego chapter. You need not be a member to attend the only requirement is that you are not a asshole.

Topics range from occultism, Satanism, politics, current events, side projects ect. It really just depends on who is there and what is happening. There are about 35 chapters world wide. Most in the USA. San Diego chapter has about a dozen people so far.

Cigar cave is a lounge with free pool. poker table and chess. It is a classier bar/lounge. Beer and wine mainly and you can smoke inside. Outside patio with fire pit for those that do not smoke. It is a causal lounge with cool art, black walls and leather black sofas.

Should you wish to attend I recommend contacting me first ( optional ) . I might even let you buy me a beer. :)

Poetic Poetry and Possibly Pottery 

I hate poetry

it's fucking lame
haiku and simile 

one in the same
Quatrains and couplets
for liberal art fuckwits
Devices and meters
For cure fans and teachers
Yet
Some words are better
To wrap up together
It may take precision
To expand repetition
Rhythm intertwines
By syllable and line
Now butcher the verse
reword or reverse 
correct and reherse
a new butchered verse 

by syllable and line 
of rhythm intertwined
Expanded repetition
of careful precision
to wrap up together
the words that are better
Now
The cure fans and teachers
Their devices and meters
Are liberal art fuckwits
with Quatrains and couplets 

Haiku or simile 

All fucking lame 
I still hate poetry 

All the same.

And nothing about pottery.

Spoons are made to be bent.

The term Supernautical means "above the tides". This means "above natural cycles in nature". You as god.  

Consider all lives have ups and downs, being supernautical is like being a hurricane, typhoon, or cyclone. You increase the amplitude of their waves until their life fucking crashes against a rock.  You become the other guy that controls the sea and stir up their ocean... with the magical belief you can. 

Anyway, enough lead in.

For a "Destruction ritual" I use the following items.

2 teaspoons snakeroot
1/4 cup of Pecans
1 Heirloom Egg
1 Candle of Elegba (OG Orisha)
1 cup Cemetery soil
1 piece of 8"/11" paper
1 Jar of blood bait (for catfish) 

1 wishbone from a chicken
1 fur from a black cat
1 mason jar

 1. On the piece of paper draw a simple picture of your choosing and the identity of your destructee in the blood bait. 

2.  In the Mason jar add Heirloom egg, pecans, snakeroot, 1/4 cup blood bait, and soil. Stir until mixed thoroughly.  Place jar behind the sigil.

3. Snap the wishbone while saying your intent and then add to the jar.

4. Say, By a luck de a black cat, may oi niis adagita pass,  Add the fur. 

5. Burn the sigil and add the ashes to the jar.  Replace the lid.

6. Between midnight and first light find a place where two roads cross and bury the jar in the middle.

7. At a southern corner place the Elegba candle and light it. Consider a wind break if in a wind prone area.

Say another intent clearly such as:

Lap disciplining me at conisbra Ol condemn zomdv children adagita die. Elasa biab ge en ethical superior.

At this point you MUST walk away and never return ever. Assume the candle burnt through. 

Later, take credit for one of the kids getting hit by a truck while biking somewhere.

I should have mixed the pain(t) 

before I raised my brush, 

a devil hatched a saint 

then stroked the white with blush. 

The redness of these eyes 

once radiant and lush 

would palpitate with cries 

in wounds I couldn't hush. 

I should have kept my secrets 

or mixed the reds with white 

I might have cleansed my spirit 

but grey was stealing light, 

instead I played with blues 

and envy's greenish hues 

it's magic I would bleed; 

another purple bruise. 

Soon I had a canvas 

that was black before my eyes 

when all the rainbow colors 

you might find to mesmerize 

had faded with the beauty 

and the portrait of my peace 

I lost myself in pain(ting) 

as I wept a masterpiece. 

The colors of the hearts 

that the world considers bland, 

I should have mixed the colors 

so beautiful and grand 

instead I bled acrylic 

on easel's, dead and damned 

then smeared the dripping pain(t) 

with the tears and years that ran.

School 1: Retributive 

This one garners criticism for being a "dead end" while misunderstanding the method of attainment.  The bias shows when it's assumed this retributive nature is meant to lead to a symbolic mountain top of total self control and refinement. Or anywhere in particular at all. THERE ISN'T A FUCKING MOUNTAIN TOP! Not really trying to see the view because that is not really the point of the endless trek. Of fucking course it is a path of pain.  The liberation is an almost twisted cutter reflex where getting whipped like a disobedient dog IS the attainment you seek. Liberation through suffering,  in present time without regard to the attainment of orthodox serenity.  The road just keeps going in perpetuity, without need for any type of exoteric salvation. What triggers a response in this school is an asset because rational self interest is an invalid option, as it will likely be a concession. 

The misconception is you fight everything rather than picking your battles. It takes an attack on a personal standard in a way that treads on compulsory. (See Gadsen Flag). 

Example:

For all I shit talk her, my mother was awesome in her own regard.  In retrospect she would do things that I never paid attention to. 

My mother always said as a matter of principle if The Supreme Court ever overturned Roe V. Wade she would spend her life savings being the underground railroad of Canadian abortions.  It doesn't really consider anything other than retribution on whatever mandate taps your fight mechanism. 

You can hug the scorpion infested thorn covered mesquite tree for comfort on the endless path.

School 2: Passive

This treads closer to scientology than retributive satanism.  Essentially these things that trigger become like body thetans. Along with these urges to fight are the traumas that caused them. You must understand your satanic engrams and master your own mind. Overcome the traumas and CLEAR yourself of the tendencies that make you fight to begin with. Understand them and if they are self destructive try to overcome them! You can do it!

For what it is worth Hubbard COMPLETELY ripped this off.  And this concept is very Jungian in nature. Traumas in the shadow etc. Nothing new except hokie scifi.

Someone else with this view is Dr. Phil McGraw.  In one of his books he touches on many things that contribute to similar "personality defects", as that is how they are considered. Like traumatic events and key decisions or people that molded behavior and wrote your story. And of course, direct engagement with the trauma to rid its impact. Overcome it.  Like scientology, it is psychology without the medication.  Except with Dr. Phil.

Personal understanding and enlightenment await.  Passive resistance instead of war. 

This is great for those that are more wired towards reward or beneficial situations. It trangresses via "tuning it out" or "not sinking to their level". "Rising above it" to diffuse the opposition. 

These are the only two valid ones.  They differ on key elements oh so similar to others that have split before. The former can only lead to anything resembling the latter by proxy. Calluses grown from overuse. A strength gained but not the initial goal.

In a bullet point: The schools of Satanism are like C.G. Jung vs. Santino Corleone. Sometimes you get shot 47 times.

* better bullet point 

**  In the name of integrity, a guy that films his bathroom argued this as "The Adversary vs. The Buddha" many incarnations ago. Satanism existing on a spectrum of polar approaches. 

White trash cook book..

Chili -

Get you some beans.Three cans of em.. I get you some pinto, kidney and fucking black beans.. Gotta be three different beans. I know,some of you dont lime black beans... pick a color you okay with and toss this shit in a crock pot. Your neighbor never returned that shit? Or you cooking meth in it still? No problem..

Get you a skillet cause its faster. I know you got 4 kids crawling up on your ass like kittens... Better yet get you a wok... those the Chinese use for .... no not kittens for ....wok stuff.

Put all them beans in there with a can of CRUSHED tomatos...

So far if you shopping a Wal-mart( I know you are ) you invested about 4 bucks in your food stamps.. Do NOT drain this shit.... adds ... flavor and shit.

Here is where we beg to differ... get you 8 oz of sirlon...or if you a cheap bastard OR sold your stamps for crack... ground beef.... get the 80% one with 20% cow fat ass in there. Unless your kids are tubby....IDK your call.

Cook that beef seperately .. drain it..toss that shit in on the beans... let that simmer for about as much time as it takes you to beat the fuck outta your neighbor for stealing your crock pot to cook meth, Check the tires on your trailer and change some diapers . So a couple hours or maybe 6 if you high.

Oh I forgot put some chili mix ..comes in a lil envelop cost a buck at Food for less.. put that shit in there when you add the meat.

Here is where you get fucking special.. unless you are a pussy . Add you some siracha...roaster sauce for those that dont speak Asian. You got no balls or kids....a couple squirts. You got one ball.... or small balls...a teaspoons. You got big giant goat balls...like me.. two teaspoons roaster sauce , diced onion,those crushed red peppers you stole from pizza hut you fucking fuck ( and didnt tip).. and call that shit fucking done.

Sprinkle some cheese on top even a spoon full of white sour cream for color... toss a side of saltine crackers, call your Mexican friends over tell em you trade for fucking Tecate ... now you got a party!

If your worried about farts and shits... stop being a pussy! Dont worry about stupid shit! Thats why you are single or addicted to Xanax!

I'm not gunna get all emo or post pictures of pepe the frog hanging himself on /b/ and talk about how much my life sucks. Somehow, I still have some dignity left. I grew up watching my friends get tricked into living the way the establishment wants. If I thought that was scary I was terrified when I saw all others who rebelled get mentally and physically broken down to nothing. Did I really survive the dismal results of pushing away from the norm? I wonder sometimes. All I know is it's worth it. This is how I view the world, and some friendly advice for those who look through the glass of life and see the same things I do.

I feel like I know too much. The simple pleasures still enjoyed by people are lost to me. I don't have a family. I have few friends I've known for more than a year. I know all these things are essentially worthless. If somebody became a burden, I dropped them. If somebody became a liability, I stopped talking to them or associating. I also never explained myself when I did. I just knew they were hurting me and looked out for number 1. But more importantly, I realized most people don't live in reality.

If some idiot wants to make comments about how reality is subjective, you can fuck right off. Reality is, and has always been objective. If you think it isn't you've been eating too much acid.

I know what is true and what isn't, and it took me a very long time to get a clear picture. The schools, the church, and the establishment have hard protocols in place to control people. How else do you convince a grown man to legally bind himself to a woman, work the same job for 40 years and raise ungrateful children that leave him in a nursing home forgotten and dying? How else do you get desperately sick people to send money to a church so they will "pray for them". It takes a hard yolk to control the mind of man. 

The establishment says, "Don't do drugs, you can't handle it". They don't exactly want people smoking a joint and realizing getting on disability is better than working. Drugs and drinking often puts a chink in the false reality they present, either harmful or helpful. It's my theory they invented the idea of addiction to make sure nobody used drugs or drank with a bit of discipline. Of course if you do drugs sparingly, the stupid plebs will brand you a coward. If you live for the real truth, the real reality, you will always be attacked on both sides. You will find yourself constantly alone.

Now this next bit might piss some of you off. They also invented the modern family. If you have kids, thats great. The sort of minds on this board need to breed, and I'm sure your children are a wonderful part of your life. But doesn't it piss you off when the church sticks their claws into their brain? Don't you fucking hate it when your job runs your life because although you can go without and wouldn't mind, your kids can't? You don't deserve that. It is another technique to control you, and make you a cog in a machine instead of a person. Personal independence and freedom is truly dead save for a few pockets.

I know mostly everything on the news and assbook is fake propaganda. I know god doesn't exist. I know that social structure isn't really needed and is also a form of control. I will never graduate because I'm already making good money even though I dropped out in 9nth grade. I will never have a wedding because I don't want to lose my mind after I catch chad fucking my wife, or lose my freedom to some girl's offspring who are going to talk shit about me after I'm dead anyway. You're not getting me with any of it. The question is, what do I get out saying "fuck that" to everything society expects from me as a man?

To be honest not a whole lot. I have a relatively stress free life, but a lonely one. It would be nice to have some more friends who don't mind if I get too drunk and talk about bob lazar or operation blue beam, or about how I love Michael Aquino's work but sort of disagreed with the pheonix program. I've had to be happy with what I have. In conclusion I would like to present a small guide to staying together if you made it this far.

>You are going to watch your freinds crash and burn. This lifestyle is crazy, and can be mentally unhealthy if the combination isn't just right. I recently had to stop talking to a childhood sweetheart I linked up with again, she was banging meth and had essentially lost her mind. There was nothing I could do. Every single one hurts, but remember, they aren't the person they were before. And they would want you to live well for them. Stay strong so at least one of the gang makes it long enough to pass on what we have.

>You're going to be lonely, and that's ok. The establishment and shrinks will tell you that you need the group to survive. You don't. You don't even need other people to be happy. You can do it all by yourself "in your mom's basement" if you want. The only reason you think you need other people is because the herd mistakenly believes working together to build a huge eyesore like a mall is an achievement. If you can bring in an extra pair of hands to help, go for it. But you need to be concerned for you.

>Don't trust anyone. Nobody is beyond treachery, don't make yourself available to be hurt, or scammed. If 3 people already know, it isn't a secret anymore. Even your family will betray you if they get paid well enough. Even your wife will poison you for life insurance and run away with chad. 

Remember, don't try to control what you can't understand, just remember to always control your own feelings. There's nothing wrong with you. The left hand path is not for everyone, you're brave. Religion is convenient. Pleb politics makes it easy to pat yourself on the back. You chose reality. You chose to make your own beliefs, and your own goals. You chose yourself, and not the herd. Just remember to stay strong, the truth hurts.....
But it's well worth it.

The substance cannot be abused if the substance sustains the person. Let this resound loudly in the halls of critics who choose to denounce the consumption of psychoactive compounds. I don't need to tell most of this board anything here because this is all stuff you probably already know. Does it deserve to be documented and discussed on this board? I believe yes.

Every other religion has procured a large amount of it's number as a result of broken promises regarding substance abuse treatment. I see this as an abuse of other people's self improvement. Does Satanism have an answer to this? no. Satanists accept that every Satanist handles their issues on a personal level different from every other. These are simply some observations I have made, that when properly noted have kept me from suffering ill effects from my own vices. I respectfully present these ideas as a simple example. There will never be a Satanist rehab facility because helping other people over come something nobody else but them can understand is a pointless endeavor.

The problem constantly presented by the establishment is the elimation of the chemical agressor and not the psychological problem. Before anyone can hope to alter a habit with any victory, they must first win a victory over themselves rather than over a substance. For example, if you drink too much, and embarrass yourself, the only solution is to become the most civil and well controlled drunk you can be, before dare attempting sobriety. How can a conflicted, depressed, and misplaced person hope to stay sober? You know full well your problems did not begin with boose, cigarettes, pills, meth, coke, whatever you began using to make your problems hurt you less on the inside.

The problems have been around long before you got high, and they will still be there to greet you when you come down. Rehab cannot help you. Sobriety cannot help you. Confidence, self-awareness, and knowledge can. You shouldn't ask yourself :"why do I get high?". That's a stupid question with a stupid answer. What you should ask is much more direct. "What can I do about these problems, OTHER than get high?" If you pursue this course of thinking, you may find yourself so occupied you have no time for your addiction anymore. This is however, unlikely to be easy at first. But you should always be your own master, and accept help from nobody. Only you can make yourself master of yourself. If you seek somebody else's authority, that authority will be there to stay.

You must appoint yourself judge, jury, and executioner in you're life. That is the only path to true freedom.

If there's a problem, it's your fault, if there's a victory, you got lucky, make sure and record the environment in which it has happened. I claim little credit for many of my victories, I more claim credit for making possible the environment in which they happened. The random aspect of life should not be ignored. It governs far more than the averge person is aware of. Your victories in life are a cast of lots and effort, nothing more. Understand this, and you WILL be victorious every time.

No cult, no social circle, not even one so well informed as this one, will be any help to a struggling addict. Isolation from people and things associated with the object of addiction is only a small relief, one which is made redundant very quickly. Isolation from the self cannot further the goals of the self, or one's true will. The fact is, mental strength wins mental conflicts. Don't let the god squad take over your life just because you like your drugs a little too much. Everybody I've met that quit anything with success did it alone. The people getting piss tested and praying are just a stone's throw away from ODing on their first relapse. 

Fuck god, your family already hates you, and shrinks don't understand you. YOU can do it.

It seems people attach emotions to everything. The need to reproduce is a big one.  People keep making new people.  The need to survive as a species creates physiological symptoms, among them are human sentiments.

Every emotion is based on some sort of physical need. For every action there is a reaction. Every desire, concern, or despair are manifestations of physical reactivity.

thoughts?

Check out Zach black and DarkEnlightenment on Comedy Central.Anthony Jeselnik - Where is your God now.

4. Chile
Hazards: Earthquake, Tsunami

Chile is synonymous with terremoto. From Punta Arenas to Antofagasta nowhere is safe.  Catastrophic events include; a 9.0 in 1868, an 8.8 in 1877, 9.5 in 1960 and an 8.8 in 2010.  It is the most active subduction fault in the world capable of  major Megathrust earthquakes (8.5+) every 20-30 years.  Coastal areas are of increased risk for the tsunami threat as well.  Building codes are sound, but the likelihood of it happening is greater than anywhere on the Pacific Rim. 

3. Haiti
Hazards: Earthquakes, Hurricane, Building Code

You saw what HAARP could do. Hugo Chavez said so!  All jokes aside, this is the closest third world to our world. All those dead chickens haven't prepared them any better for "major" earthquakes or hurricane/flooding devastation. The tar paper shacks don't do too well either.  Rarer than other places but...

For point of reference the Haitian quake was a 7.0 occurring 16 miles from Port Au Prince at a hypocentral depth of 7 miles. There were 316,000 deaths. They are still recovering. In Anchorage, AK in 2018 a 7.2 occurred 10 miles from Anchorage at a depth of 29 miles. There were 0 deaths caused by the shaking itself. Only heart attacks of the nursing home variety.  They fixed the city in a month.  

Though the disparity in depth does make the Haitian one have higher surface acceleration, stronger shaking and whatnot there is only poverty reasons why so many died. Seriously, Haiti is the Africa on the Caribbean.  

2. Coastal Japan
Hazards: Earthquake, Tsunami, Typhoon, Volcano, Severe Weather.

There was a live camera of a penguin exhibit at a Mall in Sendai. The Tsunami killed my penguins. I will never forgive the subduction zone responsible.

 Japan is as ready as anyone. If it is a natural disaster it can happen in Japan.  Japan makes the list for being a seafaring fault adjacent country that has been hit and hit again throughout the course of applicable late quarternary history.  30,000 in one shot bumped it substantially higher on this list. 

1. Southern Mexico
Hazards: Earthquakes, Volcanoes, Severe Weather, Hurricane, Mexicans

Every horrible and deadly Hurricane making landfall is south of Baja. Outdated housing codes and a corrupt enforcement system increases risk of building collapse during earthquakes. Volcanoes apparently form in farmer's fields over night, and  of course drug cartels are their own non-natural environmental hazard. 

It tops the list because its is an epicenter of sorts for all  applicable categories. There are many ways to die in Mexico and at a much higher rate than most places. 

The definition of Wyrd quoted  from web page

https://www.norsemyth.org/2016/11/wyrd-will-weave-us-together.html?m=1

"The word wyrd itself comes from the Anglo-Saxon. In the main volume of An Anglo-Saxon Dictionary by Joseph Bosworth and T. Northcote Toller, the first translation given for wyrd is “what happens,” followed by “fate, fortune, chance.” In the dictionary’s supplement, additional translations are presented: “what is done, a deed, an action.”

       Wyrd is the tapestry of human life each one of us are a thread. We have no control of when or to whom we are born to and we have no control  over when we die, outside of causing our own deliberate death day. I like the way Patricia M. Lafayllve in a Practical Heathen's Guide to Asatru explained, it she said the wyrd was the fence around the pasture, we could move any way we wish with in the fences.  

     The three horns names are Urd “What Once Was” (Old Norse “Urðr”), Verdandi “What Is Coming into Being” (Old Norse “Verðandi”) and Skuld “What Shall Be” (Old Norse “Skuld”)

     What we did yesterday effects today, what we do today affects tomorrow.  There is a lot of power in understanding how much control we can have over our life, how much of our current circumstances were our choice for better or worse. Of course there are things that will happen that we cannot change but we can control how prepared on mental or physical levels we are when the unexpected happens.

    No gods plan, no bigger picture,  no devils or demons in your head. Not your past, or your parents. It's all you, you create or destroy yourself.

Free thinking is the gift every satanist gives to themselves. If we take the world at face value, we lose it's real value. Their are many wheels and cogs that function together to create everything we see before us. Understanding these is the free thinker's mission. I can only speak for myself, My view of free thinking could also be called non-directed thinking. For example, teaching yourself skills, in my opinion, is an act of free thinking. You didn't take a class, you weren't employed to do it. You learned it simply for yourself. By yourself.

Have you ever been to a magic show? I love magic shows. There are many people, (Mainly other performers) who hate magicians. These people don't like a challenge. I've loved magic, in all it's forms since I was 10 and saw gandalf in lord of the rings. Actually, that might be the first time I began to doubt christianity. My mother hated the fact that he was my favorite character. She made sure I knew wizards and magicians were evil and served satan. I know this not to be true in every case. But the idea of magic planted a seed in my mind. When I go to a magic show, I'll stay up all night afterwards sipping scotch trying to figure out how the fuck that little bastard levitated a rubber ball.

Some people would say "Why the hell do you care what he does with a rubber ball?" and I would answer, why do people climb mountains? The challenge. We must challenge everything as satanists. Religious dogma, societal dogma, personal dogma. We must find out what makes it tick, so that it doesn't take advantage of us...

Dogma sometimes hides inside doubt. If you for example, Doubt anything that doesn't go with your accepted world view, you are therefore guilty of propagating dogma. I had to tangle with this when I left the pentecostal movement at the tender age of 14. To say that all faith healers are fake for example, is actually not accurate if you understand the placebo effect. I would be lying if I said every faith healing I witnessed at conferences was a lie. MOST of them were. Some however, did happen. I know there is no god at least in the abrahamic sense, call me a fool if you like. I know the resurrection of jesus was a fraud, call me evil if you like. I came to that conclusion from careful research. But you can watch a few documentaries and save yourself the time I wasted. It was never the "healer" that actually healed anyone. The statement every faith healer makes "I did this not of my own power" Is essentially true (In the case of legitimate faith healings, which always come about accidentally). I can explain.

The people that benefit from faith healings are a small group. It's rather a comedic callback to how medicine worked many years before any of us were born. Before we had surgery, before we had antibiotics, we had only the self and a desire for mental and physical health that didn't involve technology. I believe this is interesting because it brings us to the question, what is belief? Where do we pigeon hole belief so it doesn't hurt us? More importantly can we harness belief to our benefit? These questions have been asked for thousands of years. Accurate answers are available. We just don't chose to accept them.

The fact is the human mind is capable of incredible things. Theoretically the mind is in charge of the body and all of it's functions. The brain is the governing body in the human body. If the brain is properly motivated, I have no doubt it has the ability to attack disease and infection. I'm sure if properly motivated it could even regrow limbs. Unfortunately this level of power is so frustratingly unavailable.

What we do have is a huge body of evidence for that thing which we call the paranormal. We have evidence that proves part of it, and debunks part of it.

The paranormal is not proof of god. A free mind recognizes this.

But a free mind is also self aware. You must predict how you will react to information before you become aware of it. After all the propagandist is no liar. He very often speaks the truth. The price he charges for the truths he knows is your obedience and support. His craft is made redundant when you steal the truth from him and walk off with it, holding your nose in the air and leaving his ideology in the dirt where it belongs. Throw off the group! What did they ever do for you? Think with impunity and selfishness. Think with no regard for who you are, who you aren't. Think outside the box, outside yourself, and outside the pleb braincage society will attempt to lock you in!

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Idea Introduction

Of all the quirky things my favorite Triskadekaphobic Maine writer has giving us, like my hero Randall Flagg or Pet Cemetery, his most insightful work may be The Shining. Of course, I will have to slightly warp its literary/cinematic intent. 

In the novel/movie the ghosts of The Overlook Hotel were portrayed in the "still haunting" light of spirits stuck in the movie rule location "get out of here" trope. Entities carrying on to torture or turn into a decaying old lady.  Overlooked by most were the ancillary parts of the story that cast it into an even more intriguing insight into the nature of the paranormal.

Start off with Tony who lives in young Danny's mouth.  An artifact of his mind portrayed as an imaginary friend. If it happened to a person 30 years older he'd call himself a medium that talks to the dead. 

The cook talked to his own Mom, and later Danny right before he died like all black characters in a mostly white cast are meant to.   Up until that point he was the back story for the elusive "third eye" nature to the underlying motif. 

Enter the hotel itself. All the stories told, all the events that took place, all that shined was of key moments and people specific to that location.   The theory being the "shine"  may as well be like a civil war battlefield littered with oratory history making its way firmly into the collective unconscious.  The interesting thing about this archetypal and story filled land is the existence of "genetic memory". 

Enter "the shining". Consider it like unconscious synesthesia. The ability to presence the events and people that make up the history of the location itself.

Idea Breakdown:

Genetic memory:  

"It is based on the idea that common experiences of a species become incorporated into its genetic code..."  -wikipedia

Please submit the above to include things like metaphysical belief also being encoded into genetics by the shared experience of "superstition".  That twitch as old as our species that ensured several sacrifices to make the sun rise. Doesn't matter the superstition, the genetic is the predisposition of.  Like Alcohol to Irish it is.  For them that shared experience of drinking a shitload became genetic memory.

Collective Unconscious: 

Every culture, every story, every commonly held belief, major event, folk hero and so on lives here. Villains as well. Demons and ghosts, all combine fears of humanity call this realm home.

A layman example may well as be the internet. Consider the surface web the collective. The top results are your massacres and your presidents. There is an order of magnitude to what is most present. 

Current Output:

This one may seem strange, but apart from the collective world there is a current transmission/reception thing happening.  This is where you have to insert some metaphysical bullshit about clairvoyance and genuine psychic ability.  In this regard the "current output" refers to all real-time experiences.

The current output can also be called the phenomenal experience. This occurs in the same space/time everything else occurs and is governed by the laws of physics. "Signals" travel at the speed of light.

There is an ability of the mind to lock in on "signals" that occur in a hertz range which happens to coincide with our own neural range, between 10 and 50 hertz. 

Along with our atmosphere, there is a magnetosphere, and an ionosphere. A firmly electromagnetic world we live on. A nice conduit for signal transmission.

A declassified experiment carried out by the CIA in the 1960's dealt with a "broadwave trigger" in which a broadcast frequency (between 12 and 25 hertz) could induce a wide range of emotions over a targeted area. Mind control broadcast from a satellite.

At all moments ions are flying around and into you. A test of the effect of the atmosphere itself is noticed on days when ions are most excited, windy days.  Positive ionization will cause much higher levels of agitation, where as negative ionization calms a person. While not entirely related, like the first example, it establishes our mind's connection to environmental influences.  

The Shine: 

Synesthesia is an ability for people to see numbers as colors or words as shapes and do some pretty amazing beyond Rainman things just by viewing the internal landscape of there ability.  Incredible memory and high IQ is also present with synesthetes.  I consider this "shine" and all associated psychic ability, like a synesthesia that deals with collective unconscious and the phenomenal. An ability to  "see the events of past" alongside the live feed.  A tarot card reading without the deck in a greater process where you learn to filter through the noise of all you "pick up".

The locations themselves will keep the aura so long as the stories are told. So long as the isolated and gifted continue to speak of Old Caretaker Delbert Grady and the "correction" of his family with an Axe they will exist.  As seen with Jack you sometimes only halfway pick it up, and are lead by internal conflict and will (portrayed as bartender apparitions).

The Short Movie: 

All that's gleaned is like a schizophrenic hallucination. Something every bit real seen by one and not the other. And not schizophrenia. Similar in that your mind creates it but dissimilar in how it occurs.

For a schizophrenic it's so ludicrously put together that it builds upon a previously held delusion, where these occur like random flashes of headline news.  The experience can range anywhere from full apparition down to not necessarily seen, but discernable enough to be as vivid as memory. 

A person may suddenly see a person falling from a bridge after being thrown off it for two blinks of an eye only for it to flash away as quickly as it came.  A brief instant where you see the collective memory of a location. 

Projection 

Seems absurd I almost left this out. The main defect and encumbrance is our own subjective lensing. Input filtered through superstition of your genetic memory can make one person's "black cook" another's "Gabriel The Super-Angel".  This is another way of saying it may also be more representive of "a lie you tell yourself" and further tainted by hopes and fears.  

An example may be in Michael Crichton's book turned motion picture, "Sphere", in which Samuel L Jackson manifested sinister Jellyfish based on his fear of the species. 

The Supernatural Retort: 

What about the more Poltergeist-like happenings?

For legitimate cases, notice how things move. They are quick burst of energy that may all of sudden rustle the blinds or knock a cup over, and all manner of kinetic shenanigans. 

This seems in line with the telekinetic ability observed by everyone who has seen it done. Short bursts. And you do not have to believe me. 

Artifacts and constructs of thought.

There is a progression. Every story is akin to, "at first it was just a little bit and then we started to become aware of it and it escalated".

They might become so concerned why that cupboard is always open that they film their kitchen and call the inexplicable opening evidence of ghosts.  No drafts or other reason they say. 

It's actually evidence of cupboard seemingly opened without a cause and nothing more.  This actually opens the door for "magic" to become plausible, if you want to take credit for the door opening.  You are then taken east to learn of Tibetan Tulpa concepts where you may learn you are the poltergeist. 

The Implications of Whatever This Theory Is: 

There is no spirit world, afterlife, or ghosts, but we do have the ability to do the Jedi mind tricks and magic may be validated to a glitchy "burst of energy" extent. 

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